The whole world knows he has a crush on me

Qu Ning likes doing these small housework very much, which makes him feel the reality of life.

Bo Jiu eats a lot, and the utensils he eats with are always bigger than other people's. Every time he thinks of this, Qu Ning wants to laugh.

Originally thought that this accidental encounter with Dr. Song would make him realize his status, but he didn't expect Bo Jiu's mother to be so...

So reasonable, she also respected a patient's privacy.

Thinking of this, Qu Ning frowned slightly, he still didn't think about how to explain this matter to Bo Jiu.

It seems that no matter how you say it, it will inevitably have an impact on Bo Jiu... This is something he doesn't want to see.

Qu Ning wiped the plate in distress, not noticing that there was a person standing behind him at some point.

Bo Jiu just looked at Qu Ning for a while, then raised his hand, his fingertips trembled a little, and then hit the kitchen door hard.

Qu Ning didn't look back.

He took a deep breath and said, "Qu Ning."

Qu Ning didn't look back.

Bo Jiu closed his eyes fiercely, the nightmare in his mind last night seemed to really appear in front of his eyes.

He raised his voice: "Qu Ning!"

Qu Ning slowly put the plate into the storage cabinet, and finally turned around.

The young man looked a little surprised, as if he had been taken aback again.

"Brother Jiu? When did you come here?"

Bo Jiu's complexion changed in an instant.

Qu Ning tilted his head and looked at him: "What's wrong? What's the matter?"

Bo Jiu moved his lips, "...you."

The other party's expression was so unfamiliar that Qu Ning couldn't help feeling a little uneasy.

"……I?"

Bo Jiu took a deep breath and said quickly, "I came over just now, and knocked on the door a few times to call you, but you didn't hear me."

Qu Ning frowned, his eyes struggled to read on Bo Jiu's lips.

Talk too fast.

The thin lips spoke again without warning, but this time Qu Ning's heart skipped a beat.

Bo Jiu's tone was slightly hoarse, and he said: "Qu Ning, you are looking at my lips again, why, is it because I speak too fast, you can't hear and can't understand what I'm saying?"

Qu Ning froze in place, and after a while, he moved his eyes like a sculpture.

He raised his head and looked at Bo Jiu, with a calm and gentle tone: "You know?"

This sentence seemed to be a fuse that ignited to the end, and Bo Jiu's last hope was shattered by Qu Ning's personal certification.

He gritted his teeth, his expression slightly out of control: "Why didn't you tell me."

If one side is not calm, one side must force itself to calm down.

Qu Ning said softly: "There are many reasons, which one do you want to hear first?"

Bo Jiu looked at him as if he had never known him before, full of puzzlement, anger and shock, and looking down, he couldn't hide his sadness.

Qu Ning had never seen Bo Jiu like this before, since they met each other.

Bo Jiu is Qu Ning's boy's dream, so why isn't Qu Ning the perfect dream that Bo Jiu thinks it is?

It's a pity that no matter what, false dreams will always be shattered one day.

Qu Ning walked over and looked at Bo Jiu seriously: "Look, I just don't want you to have the expression you have now, so I don't want to tell you that our reunion is accidental, but my ear disease is inevitable, inevitable Between accident and accident, people always have to abandon the unstable one."

Bo Jiu bit his jaw: "So you didn't tell me, you didn't tell me from the beginning, when I hugged you to sleep and wanted to get your earphones, it wasn't an earphone at all, right, it was your hearing aid."

Qu Ning's palms were wet and his face was stiff: "Yes."

Bo Jiu: "I told you several times that you didn't respond. It's not that you don't want to talk to others at work, but that you didn't hear it at all, did you?"

"Yes."

"Including the story of the sick deer that Richard told. He said that he sent the story to you specially, was he implying me at that time!"

"That's right." Qu Ning raised his eyes, he thought he should face the reality, even though his heart was gradually numb from the pain.

"I called Delt, but Delt didn't tell me that you went to see a doctor at my mother, and my mother didn't tell me whether the involuntary reason you left seven years ago was because Qu Yaoshan suddenly treated you Do you have a problem with your ears?"

Qu Ning's voice was very soft: "Yes, is there anything else I want to ask?"

Bo Jiu took a deep breath, his voice was trembling, "...you, you... really have you... Qu Ning, you are amazing, what are you thinking about every day when you look at me? Are you thinking about it and hiding it from me? One day, one day closer to you leaving me? You rushing to see my mom to end the contract, is it because you have problems since the concert and you want to run away...Yeah, I still tell you to go to the fucking music meeting!"

"You're doing sign language in the background because you already know sign language! Isn't it? You were so sad that day, part of the reason is that I asked someone who can't hear to go to the concert, right?"

Qu Ning wished he could not read lips, otherwise he wouldn't listen to what he didn't want to hear, and would be a fool if he didn't want to interpret it.

He looked at Bo Jiu's desperately suppressed expression, and replied indiscriminately: "Yes. I can sign language and read lips. After the concert, I wanted to leave."

Bo Jiu suddenly clenched his knuckles, looking at Qu Ning, he felt powerless for the first time in his life.

He thought that he had circled this person up for protection, and thought that what he found was a complete Qu Ning, but it turned out that everything was his imagination!

What he got back was Qu Ning who was riddled with holes!

He thought he understood Qu Ning, but he didn't even understand the simplest level. Except for him, everyone knew what Qu Ning was like.

except him!

"Qu Ning, you are really cruel. Do you think everything will be fine if you don't tell me? You are wrong." Bo Jiu looked into Qu Ning's eyes, and gritted his teeth word by word: "You want to leave me because you have a disability? Then you are wrong. You have no confidence in me, but I know what kind of person I am. I like you. I have liked you for so many years. When I see you, I want to protect, love and pamper you. You think my love is cheap Something that you take back when you see a little difficulty? You don't believe me at all, not at all."

Qu Ning's eyes turned red instantly, and he finally couldn't help explaining clumsily: "You, I agree with what you said, but I don't believe you, I just believe you so I can't bear it... Bo Jiu , you don't understand, I have never given up on my ears for so many years, but I hoped again and again and was disappointed, and I have recognized the truth a long time ago, I know how tormented it is. Attached to the most painful place in my heart all the time, let you know that there are always things in this world that you can't do anything but suffer."

"I know, I've experienced it, so I don't want you to be with me. It's not that I look down on your feelings or play with your feelings. I just, I just don't want people who care about me to become as swayed as I am—"

"So you kept it from me?" Bo Jiu looked at the young man, his tone changed, "Seven years! I haven't forgotten you for a day. The day you reappeared in front of me was like a dream. I don't care whether the dream is true or not. There are serious flaws, and I don't care whether this dream will turn into a nightmare in the end, as long as it is you, I will admit it! Letting you go is the cruelest thing for me, do you know that?"

Bo Jiu took a deep breath, looked at Qu Ning's eyes with violent fluctuations and sadness, "If you also like me a little bit, you shouldn't treat me like this, I used to be passionate about curing your heart disease, but in the end I found that I was using the wrong strength, and you still watched me go the wrong way... You are not treating me well, you are punishing me."

Countless emotions surged through Qu Ning's chest, he seldom cried, but he couldn't help it when facing Bo Jiu.

"I didn't punish you, I..."

"Stop talking." Bo Jiu took a deep look at the young man, turned his back as if he was about to leave, Qu Ning couldn't read Bo Jiu's words for a moment, he hurried forward, unexpectedly the other party turned around again.

Qu Ning jumped into the man's arms without any precaution.

Just as he was about to leave in a hurry, Bo Jiu raised his hand to imprison him firmly. Qu Ning felt that Bo Jiu's arm was trembling slightly. He couldn't see or hear whether the other party was talking, his eyes were full of panic and helplessness.

But in fact, Bo Jiu didn't say anything, he put his forehead on the young man's thin shoulders as if he was evading, and his shoulders and neck drooped, looking as depressed as a big dog that was tricked and discarded by its owner.

After an unknown period of time, Qu Ning felt that Bo Jiu couldn't calm down after taking a few deep breaths. He gradually became stiff all over, and twisted into a ball with pain from the bottom of his heart.

That's what he's most afraid of.

He has nothing to do with himself, but he can't stand Bo Jiu being sad because of him.

Qu Ning struggled to push him away, and the emotions in Bo Jiu's eyes fluctuated several times.

"...Do you know what I was thinking when I heard Li Ming tell me the news? I think I'm such an idiot, I thought I was so smart, but in the end I was played around by you, even my mother I know you...you have a problem with your ears, and I invited you to a concert like a fucking idiot, and you even pampered me."

Qu Ning looked at him speechless.

"Some people are born to be another person's nemesis. I couldn't let you go seven years ago, and it will be the same seven years later. If ear disease is the reason for you to leave me, then you'd better do it well so that you won't be able to escape in this life." Prepare."

As long as Bo Jiu sees Qu Ning now, he will remember what kind of pain the other party has endured during this period, and even the unspeakable many years in the past——

He tried to restrain his emotions, and his brows and eyes seemed to turn into a cold expression: "I won't let you go, I don't care what reasons you find out, and I don't care if you like me or not, anyway, I am It fell on you at the age of 25 again, the world is so big, if you can find a way, there is no way..."

"There is no way, I will be your ear for the rest of your life."

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The author has something to say: In fact, the short stories of this book can be used as a VIP with [-] words, but I hesitated halfway and didn’t want to join the v. Editor's notice, v is also urging me to update my own codewords and not run away (fool laugh

(Really, I will ask for leave if I have something to do, I love you all, I wish you a happy reading~