The whole world knows he has a crush on me

It was already five o'clock in the afternoon when we walked out of the gate of the city hospital, and the sky in the north was gloomy. Recently, all the schools started one after another, and even the streets were not lively.

While folding up the hospital checklist, Qu Ning was thinking about the words of that doctor Song just now.

"The application has been submitted. You should take a good rest for your ears these few days. If necessary, continue to ask the company for leave. Wait until the new hearing aid is available before continuing to work."

But how is it possible, Bo Jiu only gave him a one-day vacation, and he would definitely become suspicious after a long time.

Fortunately, he can read lips, so it shouldn't hinder too many things... Just as he was thinking, a drop of water suddenly fell on the tip of his hair, and when he raised his head, a thin drizzle of rain began to fall.

Qu Ning hurriedly covered the top of his head, and ran to the bicycle shed next to him.

At the same time, Nanfeng, Assistant Li also pushed open the door of the office.

"Boss, I found something!"

Bo Jiu was looking at the big-eared dog on the lunch box, and raised his head upon hearing this.

"what?"

Assistant Li stepped forward quickly and took out the tablet in his hand: "When I was investigating the design of the song, I found out that he once had a sponsor. From the sponsor, I found a doctor named Delte. This doctor is very famous. He is a top psychologist in the UK, I guess he should be related to Qu Design!"

Bo Jiu frowned, took it over and quickly looked through it: "Does anyone know who the funded object is?"

Assistant Li shook his head: "I don't know. The ID is only a string of alphanumeric symbols. It seems that I was only responsible for introducing it. I didn't follow up further, and it didn't show up in the next few years. And I checked this delte. It's weird, sometimes giving money doesn't necessarily mean healing, it all depends on the eye."

Bo Jiu happened to turn to the last page, which marked Delt's contact information. He rubbed the screen and signaled Li Ming to go out first.

After the office door closed, he immediately took out his cell phone and pulled it out.

There is a little time difference between the two countries, and it is still noon there, and it took a long time for Bo Jiu's phone to be connected.

A man who sounded like he was in his 50s.

Bo Jiu automatically switched the language: "Hi Dr. Delt, I want to ask you some questions."

There was a lot of noise over there, as if he had just woken up from a nap, and then a voice came: "Mental illness requires an appointment, but not everyone can come to see a doctor at my place."

Bo Jiu: "..."

Bo Jiu: "You misunderstood, I am not sick, I just want to consult you about a patient from China."

Delt gave a puzzled "hmm", his voice seemed to be a little interested: "Who?"

"His name is Qu Ning, do you know him? Has he seen... some depressive illnesses similar to negative emotions?"

The air was eerily quiet for two or three seconds.

Bo Jiu heard the voice over there: "Sorry, I can't disclose the patient's privacy."

Is this what you mean?Li Ming really found it!

Bo Jiu stood up and walked to the floor-to-ceiling windows: "I don't ask about the very private parts, I just want to ask about the current state of his condition? Does he show any tendency to be afraid of violence—"

The afternoon tea cup knocked lightly on the table, and Delt said, "Sir, I don't even know who you are, and this is already a private part."

Bo Jiu pursed his lips: "He and I are old classmates for many years. We happened to meet after he returned to China. He lives in my house now."

"He lives in your house?" Delt's voice was a little surprised, "Are you the one he said a while ago who was slandered by the Internet?"

Bo Jiu: ... what?

Delt said: "How did you turn the corner to find me? Sean should tell you whatever you ask."

"Sean?"

Delt: "Oh that's his English name."

Bo Jiu wrote it down secretly, and said again: "He didn't tell me at all."

Delt: "Then what did you ask him?"

Bo Jiudao: "He confessed to me the reasons for his emotional changes over the years, talked about his family, and the price he paid for leaving his family... I think since he has seen a doctor at your place, he should have said all these things pass?"

"Yes."

Bo Jiu then continued: "Then I asked him what price he paid, and he didn't tell me. Besides, I also want to know how he lived in England and whether his mental illness really recovered. gone."

Delt seemed to take a sip of tea, and said without a trace: "Didn't he tell you?"

Bo Jiu: "Yes."

Delt probed: "Then let me ask you, do you think there is anything different about him?"

Bo Jiu replied subconsciously: "Of course not. Apart from his mental illness, I can't see anything wrong with him. He is so perfect that I can't believe it."

Delt burst out laughing.

Bo Jiu frowned: "What are you laughing at?"

"Young man, if you want to know something, it's better to wait for him to tell you in person. I probably know who you are. You are very important to Sean. To a large extent, his illness is relieved by you. I can only tell you that you are a very important star in his life, for this star to continue to shine, he will make any act of self-sacrifice to maintain it, this is Sean's character."

Bo Jiu didn't understand at all.

"I don't need him to sacrifice himself to fulfill me. I care about him very much and want him to get better completely."

"Yes, it's because he knows you care, so he won't talk to you about some things. You ask me to no avail. I can cure his mental illness, but I can't cure other things. You don't have to worry about him being depressed. Suicide, as long as you are around him, he won't do it."

"But--"

"Sir, my outpatient fee is very expensive, and the money is counted by the second. If you don't want to see a doctor, do it first. Goodbye."

Bo Jiu: "Wait!"

Delt had already hung up the phone, and when Bo Jiu was about to call again, an email was suddenly sent through this mobile phone number.

Bo Jiu opened it and saw that it was a mail package named "Xion" with a line of words.

"There is still the last bit of finishing work on mental illness. I call it reverse desensitization. It needs a person's meticulous companionship and loving encouragement to cultivate a new view of feelings for him. I can't do anything about it. If you still care about him, Just help him, here's a bit of supporting documentation. -Dr.D"

Bo Jiu stared at this line of words and was stunned.

After a while, he opened the email, and he saw a few pages of treatment records.

D: 【Is there any star that misses you today? 】

X: [Yes, I can’t sleep at night, and occasionally curl up in the bathtub. You said it’s dangerous, but there is a small skylight in my bathroom, which allows me to see the starry sky outside London. Every time I see it, I think of him . 】

D: 【Have you dreamed about the past again? 】

X: [Yes, I dreamed that I was with him, this time I climbed over the school wall, and finally fell down, and he caught me. 】

D: [The mood is not stable these days, Sean, has something happened? 】

X: [Someone secretly saw my painting collection...that was the male protagonist I drew, and I was in self-isolation for a whole month because of this, so I came to ask you to prescribe some medicine, and I couldn't sleep again. 】

Bo Jiu only read a few short ones, which were all very daily conversations, but it was obvious that Qu Ning was in a very unstable state at that time, and he must have been taking a lot of psychotropic drugs at that time.

There was rain drifting past the floor-to-ceiling windows, Bo Jiu took a look, took a deep breath, turned around, grabbed the car keys and went downstairs.

It wasn't until the car drove to Yuanshan Villa that Bo Jiu finally calmed down. For some reason, he couldn't wait to see Qu Ning, and saw him eating and sleeping under his nose.

Cultivate him a brand new view of emotion as Delt said.

But the villa was unexpectedly dark.

The window of the master bedroom was wide open, and there was no one on the bed. Bo Jiu walked in, the door of the cloakroom was half closed, a gust of wind blew through, and suddenly he remembered something rattling.

He looked down, and it seemed that a small box next to the shoe cabinet was not closed, and the soft paper inside was blown by the strong wind.

Bo Jiu: "Qu Ning? Are you in there?"

No one answered.

He walked in and wanted to close Qu Ning's personal belongings, but he didn't expect the paper to turn over a page, and a familiar outline smile appeared.

Bo Jiu lowered his head, and with the help of the weak light of the mobile phone, he saw clearly the people above.

It seemed to be him.

Bo Jiu's heart beat fast.