The whole world knows he has a crush on me

Qu Ning nodded slightly.

Bo Jiu led him out, and the car was parked in the parking lot not far away.

The hustle and bustle is gone, and there is no sound left.

Qu Ning followed Bo Jiu, with the sound of kicking footsteps, Qu Ning suddenly grabbed Bo Jiu and said, "Let me tell you something about me, Brother Jiu."

Bo Jiu stopped and turned around: "What are you calling me?"

The tip of Qu Ning's nose turned red, and his lips moved: "Didn't I call you that before? You are several months older than me."

Bo Jiu: "...I thought you had already forgotten."

Qu Ning shook his head: "No, in fact, I have called you many times in secret, but you may not know it, and you will not have the guts to tell you."

Bo Jiu touched his nose: "You can call him whatever you like, I can do it, as long as you are happy."

Qu Ning: "Okay, bro, let me tell you about my former home."

Bo Jiu looked at him and nodded slowly.Opening up is a sign that an introvert is turning around.

"My mother is an elementary school teacher, and my father, who first worked for the chairman of a large company, was his full-time driver. He has good driving skills. If there is no accident, he will stay there until retirement. Pension."

Qu Ning gently leaned against the car, while Bo Jiu stood sideways to shield him from the wind.

"My mother is a serious person, but my father is a bit soft. When I was a child, I always thought that my mother was in charge of our family. Until one day, my father came back from the outside and said that he was laid off by the company. I was very angry at first. I was very puzzled. I didn’t understand why my honest father was laid off. It didn’t take me long to understand that my father couldn’t stand the temptation to gamble in underground casinos and owed a lot of money. He filled it out once, but this kind of thing happened again and again, and the three of them lost their kindness, so they simply fired the job."

"And my childhood nightmare began at that time. Qu Yaoshan's character changed from the time he was addicted to gambling. He became terrible and greedy. After losing his job, he took away my mother's salary card and the family A lot of valuable things, and in the end even my tuition fee was used, and the family started to quarrel, at first it was my mother who yelled loudly, and then again, Qu Yaoshan kicked the TV, and my mother was frightened."

Qu Ning took a light breath.

"People who haven't experienced it don't understand the feeling of panic. For a while, I didn't dare to vent my anger at home. I would tremble if the door was closed outside a little louder. I am really timid and really afraid of quarrels. , but who could take care of me at that time? My mother couldn't take it anymore, and they divorced for three full years during my three years in high school."

When Bo Jiu heard this, he clenched his hands tightly.

"You must have some impressions of me at that time, just like what Wei Liang thought in his heart, sometimes my clothes are not very clean, because no one washes them for me, I wash them casually, boys, I didn’t take care of my image very much, because they didn’t give me any extra living expenses except for topping up my meal card. At that time, I knew that in their eyes, I was just a burden of life, and they were exhausted for their marriage. The energy takes into account how I am, on the contrary, without me, they will save a lot of parenting costs, and the divorce will be very happy."

Qu Ning raised his head and looked at the sky: "Qu Yaoshan is already red-eyed from gambling, the more you lose, the more you gamble, the more you gamble, the more you lose. Gamblers are irrational, and they will soon be approached by debt collectors. Even I was threatened."

Bo Jiu's tone changed slightly: "Could it be that time..."

"Yes, when you rescued me from the alley, those gangsters were actually sent by the creditors. They thought that if they threatened me, my parents would raise money quickly," Qu Ning said, twitching the corners of his mouth: " Are you saying it's ridiculous? As expected, they don't have time to care about me, as long as no one is killed, it's okay for boys to beat me up."

Bo Jiu's voice suddenly rose: "What the hell is it all about? They were carrying a knife that time! The one I bumped into was only once, and the one I didn't bump into!"

Qu Ning didn't answer, and said again: "At the beginning, I relied on Qu Yaoshan as a father, and then I realized that if a man loses the most basic restraint of rationality, what kind of crazy appearance will he turn into? He has a good temper For many years, when it started to turn bad, I tasted the pleasure of it. The mother who used to be stern and introverted began to be submissive, and the son began to avoid him for fear of him. He became a highly violent individual."

Bo Jiu slammed his fist on the car window: "What the hell."

Qu Ning glanced at him, "Yes, that's why I was very disappointed in him later on. I studied hard and painted and wanted to go to a school far away, but then I heard that you...and your friends wanted to stay here Going to college, so I changed my choice again..."

Bo Jiu also looked at him with clear logic: "You have arranged everything so well, why did you suddenly go abroad again? This is different from what you told me at the beginning! You said at the beginning that you could not see good results, so you simply Don't let it all begin, but isn't it already a good start? You are only one step away from freedom-"

This involves an old secret, and Bo Jiu's face is very serious: "Did you encounter any difficulties? Is it convenient to say? Your situation was so bad at the time, and you didn't... have no money. How did you go abroad?"

Qu Ning took a deep breath and evaded, "It's hard for me to define what I was thinking back then, but I can answer you why I was able to go abroad smoothly, because the big boss knew about my situation by accident. , sponsored me a tuition fee in the early stage.”

"Someone sponsors you?" Bo Jiu's eyes were deep, "What's your name, do I know you?"

Qu Ning shook his head: "You probably don't know him. That person contacted me after the last parent-teacher meeting in the third year of high school. He didn't leave his name, and I haven't seen him before. I was hesitant at first... Later, I agreed. At that time Because of some things I left in a hurry, so I didn't say goodbye to you formally."

Qu Ning looked at Bo Jiu's face, and said seriously: "I'm really sorry, I didn't expect you to remember me for so many years, I thought you would forget me soon."

Bo Jiu's expression was unclear: "How could I forget you so quickly... I was so good to you at that time, and I have never cared so much for anyone in my life."

Qu Ning lowered his head again, his tone lost: "I'm really... I'm sorry, although I can't make up for your losses over the years."

Bo Jiu really couldn't help him, so after a few seconds he raised his hand and patted Qu Ning's head: "Okay, if I remember this for you, can we still stand together now?"

Qu Ning smiled: "Yes."

"So things are probably like this. When I left, Quyao Mountain was arrested because of gambling. I don't know if I have come out after so many years, but we have basically severed the relationship. My mother is still in Ancheng, but I also No contact, she may not even know that I have returned to China now."

Bo Jiu's tone was heavy: "That's why you stayed in the hotel in the first place?"

Qu Ning hummed.

Bo Jiu took a deep breath.

So he really had nowhere to go before looking for a hotel.

Qu Ning said again: "My mother remarried after I left the country. I also have a half-brother who should only be six or seven years old this year. I haven't seen him, and he hasn't seen me either. I'm determined I don't want to have any more contact with these two people, so I haven't talked to you much before."

Bo Jiu's voice was muffled: "Then why tell me now."

Qu Ning said softly: "Except what I don't want to tell you, I can tell you anything you want to know, even if I don't want to recall these things again."

"To be honest, the reason why my personality is what it is now is largely due to the influence of my family, which has caused a great psychological shadow on me. I hate quarrels and noisy environments, and I don't like talking to people. Contact, I feel that if everything didn’t have that beginning, there would be no ending to this tragedy... I no longer believe in love, friendship, and family, and most of the dirt from the mud pit you want to pull me out of comes from this.”

"Bo Jiu, in fact, I have already stepped out. Although I inevitably brought some dirty things and paid a little price, I have successfully separated from the past."

"You worry that I will be unhappy because of these, but in fact, I have been slowly letting go very early."

Bo Jiu looked at him: "Why do I feel that you are not good at all, or that I misunderstood the direction of your real sadness. Going one step further, can I ask what price you paid?"

He's really sharp and almost hits the center right off the bat.

Qu Ning looked at the man and remained silent for a few minutes. The night breeze was blowing, and he quickly cut through the mess.

"You want to know? It's fine, but you have to agree to one condition first."

Bo Jiu: "Tell me."

Qu Ning: "Let's meet with your mother to solve the troublesome matter of being sent to Nanfeng for you, so that you can get the clean ears you want, and then... agree with me to let me resign and leave Nanfeng and move out of your house .”

Bo Jiu's face suddenly turned pale.

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