prefer silence

In the afternoon, I sent You Yu downstairs to his house. Chen Zheng watched You Yu unload the luggage from the car and started the car. You Yu poked half of his head in from the window, "Chen Zheng, send the Buddha to the west. You can help me anyway." I'll move up."

Chen Zheng raised the car window and stopped looking at him, "You don't need it."

When I got home, the house was empty, and Li Yuyuan hadn't come back yet.

This is really a novel experience. For the first time, he was waiting for Li Yuyuan at home.Chen Zheng stared at the time in the lower right corner of the computer screen for a long time, and rubbed his aching temple in frustration. It turns out that waiting is such an unbearable thing.

Chen Zheng poured himself a glass of ice water, then went to work, leaving his complicated thoughts behind.

When Li Yuyuan came back, it was already dark, and he happily entered the door with two fish in hand.

Li Yuyuan was pleasantly surprised, "Why did you leave work early, isn't there a new case?"

Chen Zheng tapped his hands, but from the corner of his eye he was paying attention to Li Yuyuan's expression, "A friend moved, and he didn't have a car, so I'll give him a ride."

"Ah? Who moved? Old Wu or Old Zheng?"

Chen Zheng slapped his hands, and said with a guilty conscience, "It's a new colleague in the office, you don't know him."

Chen Zheng has almost never lied to Li Yuyuan, but now he has nothing to do with the current situation.He really didn't want Li Yuyuan to know about You Yu's existence, the matter between the two of them hadn't been mixed up yet, and his relationship with Li Yuyuan was also in a complicated and changeable period, while You Yu was like a bomb, At any time, they may be blown up and nothing will grow, and they will be barren.

—He dared not gamble.

The appearance of You Yu will make Li Yuyuan panic and cause Li Yuyuan to do bad things. Will he just resign You Yu like he did when he joined forces with his parents to force him to marry?Chen Zheng felt that he knew him very well.This bad and cute kid has been so self-willed since he was a child.

And, more importantly, Li Yuyuan will be sad, will he be disappointed in him because of being sad?Will he suddenly think one day that Chen Zheng is not worthy of his love?

Chen Zheng always knew that Li Yuyuan loved him deeply.This kind of love used to be a shackle to him, but now it is honey to him, and he can't bear to lose even a little bit.

The dilemma lies in the fact that Chen Zheng believes that he does not have the ability to reassure Li Yuyuan at the moment, because he cannot be sure that he can overcome hidden hatred and unwillingness, and give Li Yuyuan a pure love wholeheartedly.

……

Fortunately, You Yu never harassed Chen Zheng since that move. He seemed to have forgotten what he said when pestering Chen Zheng before, and worked peacefully without even looking at Chen Zheng.

Chen Zheng was so happy, and the words You Yu sent him later made him feel completely relieved.

[You Yu: Don't be wary of me, I'm not that boring, I've already found a boyfriend, as you wish, let's just be normal friends from now on.At least, you should trust my professionalism. I came to Tongli for work, not for you.So, don't keep being so cold to me, other colleagues think that we two had enmity before. 】

【Chen Zheng: You'd better do what you say. 】

Under the deliberate easing of colleagues around him, Chen Zheng began to face You Yu with a normal attitude.After all, You Yu may have to work with him for a long time. Now that You Yu has let go, he shouldn't be fussy and spoil the atmosphere. This is not a campus, but a workplace.

This temporary peaceful situation lasted until Christmas Eve.Chen Zheng actually didn't quite understand how things got worse step by step from Christmas Eve.

That night, he, You Yu and another colleague had been having a discussion on a criminal case together, but the other colleague went to the toilet, and he and You Yu were left in the conference room.

"Today's Christmas Eve, you won't go home to accompany your wife?"

"We don't celebrate foreign festivals."

You Yu laughed exaggeratedly, "Isn't it? How can a brat like your wife not celebrate Christmas Eve and Christmas? I'm afraid I dare not tell you..."

Little kid?Thinking of Li Yuyuan's watery eyes, and his always aggrieved face when he did wrong things, he is just a brat.Chen Zheng laughed, and his tense brows and eyes relaxed, "Maybe, sometimes he is too sensible, and he is afraid of making me angry, so I will ask him when I get home."

That's what I said, but Li Yuyuan's waywardness can really kill people's anger.But in front of outsiders, you still have to praise him.

"Chen Zheng, today is the first time you have smiled at me so nicely since I came back to China." You Yu looked at Chen Zheng in a vague way, with deep resentment in his eyes, and quickly restrained himself, "You really like it He..."

"To be honest, I envy him very much. But I don't have to envy him soon, because my boyfriend proposed to me." You Yu raised a bright smile, "Bless me, Chen Zheng."

Before Chen Zheng could react, Lao Zheng barged in. He pointed to the outside and said confusedly: "Hey, Lao Chen, Yu Yuan just came to see you, and when he walked to the door, he said he had something to do and left. I really can't do it I understand you, I took the initiative to work overtime on Christmas Eve, and one came to find a partner and left without saying a word."

Old Zheng muttered, Chen Zheng rushed out before he finished speaking.There were too many people in the elevator, so he ran down the escape route and ran to the first floor. Li Yuyuan was sitting on the window seat of the coffee shop with his head bowed.

Chen Zheng was out of breath, and walked quickly to Li Yuyuan's side.Li Yuyuan looked up at him with tears in his eyes.

Chen Zheng's heart was pulled suddenly, what happened to Li Yuyuan?

"Yuan Yuan, Lao Zheng said you came to find me, why didn't you call me out when you saw me?"

Li Yuyuan was silent.

Chen Zheng was a little anxious, "I didn't go to foreign festivals, you know, we haven't had one before. You come to see me now, do you... want to date me? Then where do you want to go?"

Li Yuyuan turned his face away, "I just came to see you. After seeing you, I'm leaving. You can go back to work."

Chen Zheng didn't believe this rhetoric at all, Li Yuyuan wouldn't leave just to see him for no reason, he probably wanted to date him, but, for some reason, he changed his mind halfway.

Who made him change?Did Song Zhiyuan ask him out again?

"Then let's go home together, I'm about to leave work anyway."

"No need, didn't you send me a message today, saying that you have to work late?" Li Yuyuan insisted on leaving alone, "I came by car, it's very convenient to go back by yourself, you can go back to work quickly."

Thinking of the small meeting that hadn't finished yet, Chen Zheng urged hesitantly: "Then drive slowly and pay attention to safety."

He walked out of the coffee shop and took a deep look at Li Yuyuan through the transparent glass window. Let's spend together next year, next year's Christmas Eve.

I hope that today next year, he has seen his own heart clearly, and can calmly face the repeated love in his heart.