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Chen Zheng said: "It's really hard for someone you like to be missed by others. But he is your best friend, and I never knew how to tell you. Look, I told you now, but it's hard for you to believe... "

In my heart, I couldn't believe that the person Song Zhiyuan liked was me.

We met so early, I was not with Chen Zheng at that time, if he liked me, why didn't he confess?

Under Chen Zheng's gaze, I became nervous, and I couldn't let Chen Zheng feel that I didn't pay attention to this issue.After hesitating for a moment, I stumbled, "Then... If he likes me, what should I do?"

I guess I should look helpless now, Chen Zheng smiled lightly, and then looked straight at me, "What do you want to do? I regret telling you now, you probably don't want to lose him This friend. Actually, although I am annoyed because he likes you, I also think he is a sensible person. That's why I can bear to say it until now. "

"You're married and you have me, so he won't and dare not do anything to you. He wants to stay with you for a long time as a friend. Of course he has to be safe."

"If you want to ask me what to do, I definitely don't want you to have anything to do with him anymore, but it's very selfish. So, you can still get along with him like a friend, provided that he really gave up liking you .It's just, Yuanyuan, just like you can't stand people around me thinking of me, I will also be jealous and angry, so you should also pay attention to proportion, okay?"

I carefully retrieved the information in Chen Zhenghua.

First, as long as Song Zhiyuan doesn't like me anymore, we can still be friends.Second, I have to be careful not to make Chen Zheng sad.

Chen Zheng's behavior has always been appropriate, even in this kind of emotional disputes that are unclear and confusing.

He was too sensible, too generous.

If Song Zhiyuan, who he said "likes me", is replaced by You Yu, Yuan Jie, or anyone who covets Chen Zheng, I can't let them make friends without any scruples, and I can't clearly realize that nothing happened for so long.

I'd rather be selfish, the only time I'm selfless is when I stop expecting love.

I don't have the energy to pay attention to whether Song Zhiyuan really likes me or not.At this time, my heart was sour, as if soaked in high-concentration lemon juice, Chen Zheng's words played repeatedly in my mind, disturbing my mind.I pushed Chen Zheng away, stood up, and walked to the bedroom, "Let me think about it."

When I turned around, I saw Chen Zheng's last expression, which was stunned, hurt, and confused.

I filled the bathtub with water, lay down in it, and let myself go with my eyes closed.

The bathroom is very quiet.

It was so quiet that the sound of electric current sizzled in my ears.The temperature of the water gradually cooled down. I didn't want to let the water out, dry my body, put on my clothes, or walk out of the door.

All don't want to start with I don't want to doubt.

My relationship with Chen Zheng has gone through too much, I am eager to draw a perfect ending, and then... it is best to circle around that ending for the rest of my life.

Isn't that the end yet?After You Yu's incident, didn't we already fall in love?

We're going to love each other forever.I love him and he loves me.

This cannot be doubted.To doubt his love is to deny my own efforts.

Consciousness is getting blurred...

--"Yuan Yuan!"

Opening his eyes, it was Chen Zheng's panicked face.He grabbed my hand and pulled me up from the water, with a bad expression on his face, "How can I fall asleep after taking a bath? I'm not afraid of falling into the water."

I subconsciously bowed my head and admitted my mistake: "I'm sorry."

"You have to pay more attention, what if I'm not at home?" Chen Zheng grabbed the bath towel on the partition and helped me dry the water droplets on my body without complaint, "Are you too tired recently? What's the matter in the company gone?"

"No."

Chen Zheng squatted down, and I traced the line of his back bit by bit, the twitch of his head, and felt an indescribable pain and emptiness in his heart, "I'm sorry. Brother Zheng, I just... shouldn't be so close to you. say."

He raised his head and smiled inclusively, "I seem to have said before, you don't have to say sorry to me."

But my chest was even more sore, and I pursed my lips tightly, intentionally being eccentric: "Oh, this way. I won't say it again in the future, just bear it."

Chen Zheng's movements paused, and then he quickly threw the towel into the bathtub, picked me up by the waist and carried me on his shoulders, and walked out of the bathroom in a few strides.

I hammered his ass hard, "Put me down! Chen Zheng!"

Unmoved, he slipped his shoulders when he walked to the edge of the bed, and I fell into the soft quilt.He didn't give me any time to react, he directly pressed on me and took my breath away.

What happened afterwards happened logically, but this time the affair was more silent than before.We gambled with each other, played the game with our bodies, and no one was willing to admit defeat first.

I tightly closed my lips, and only gasped through the sticky kiss.I can't remember exactly how it ended in the end, I just know that I still couldn't help crying, and Chen Zheng still couldn't help coming to comfort me.

He licked away my tears and stroked my sweaty hair, "Okay, okay, don't cry Yuanyuan."

The second day, the third day, more days... We get along as usual.I persisted, did not express my doubts, and the period was still intact.

Chen Zheng still thought that I was provoked because I couldn't accept the loss of my good friend Song Zhiyuan, so he said, "Think about it carefully, I'll give you time."

Where can I think of it?I didn't believe that Song Zhiyuan liked me. I didn't see him and his little girlfriend having a good relationship, so I wouldn't go to him to ask for proof. He would laugh at me to death.

A week later, Chen Zheng asked again, but I hesitated and couldn't give a charter.He lowered his face and frowned, looking really angry, "Do you have to be friends with him, you can't do without him? I didn't ask you to break up with him, it's just——you can't be like before Intimacy, you need some snacks. I'm the one you're serious about!"

The last sentence is very pleasant, and the previous ones are all nonsense.I secretly commented.

I knew I couldn't get over it, so I had to tell the truth: "Song Zhiyuan has a new girlfriend, you know, how could he like me! We good buddies who have been doing this for so many years should be able to develop early, you are letting me Forced to bloom peach blossoms."

"It turns out that you didn't believe what I said at all." Chen Zheng's eyes dimmed, "If you don't believe it, don't believe it... Yuan Yuan, just pretend I didn't say it. But, at least you don't go out with him anymore. ?"

I tilted my head to look at him, I should be happy.But somehow, I thought, if I were him, I'd stick around a little longer.

——If I really love him.

——If he really loves me as I love him.

The author says:

Yuanyuan has been in love for too long, and brother Zheng's love has only started for a year. In addition, their personalities are very different, and their spiritual dialogue is biased.