Jiang Ruan blushed, bit his lower lip and was unable to speak. He didn't dare to stay downstairs with Xie Shiyu for too long, and Xie Shiyu was also thinking about letting him go home so as not to be scolded later.

"I'll come back to you tomorrow." Xie Shiyu rubbed his hair and told him.

Jiang Ruan dawdled and went home first.

He thought that Ruan Yunqiu would stop him and ask him about Xie Shiyu, but after returning, he cooked some supper and brought it to his room as usual, without taking the initiative to mention anything.

On the contrary, Jiang Ruan couldn't help it a little, and felt uneasy, not knowing her attitude.

"Don't tell your father yet." Jiang Ruan hesitated to speak, but Ruan Yunqiu suddenly turned his head, pinched his face and said.

"...Well." Jiang Ruan didn't dare to tell.

He didn't think coming out was a serious matter. A few years ago, his parents were preparing a movie with a same-sex theme. Due to various reasons, they couldn't officially shoot it at that time. Later, they had a lot of work to do, so they delayed it.

But he saw the interview and felt that they should not oppose him and have the right to "fall in love with someone freely".

The only problem, is that this thing can be a little sudden.

He didn't even think about it before, that he might like boys, he couldn't understand what it was like to be born gay, but he would never like other boys except Xie Shiyu.

Ruan Yunqiu didn't say much in front of Jiang Ruan and Xie Shiyu, but he was still a little worried and didn't fall asleep much at night.

Apart from hearing about her child's sexual orientation from others, she had complicated emotions towards Xie Shiyu.

He had a good impression, after all, it could be seen that he cared about Jiang Ruan, but he couldn't accept it all at once.

After Jiang Chen and Grandma Jiang Ruan came back, she couldn't help asking Grandma Jiang Ruan, and she was the only one who had the most contact with Xie Shiyu.

"Xiao Xie, Ruan Ruan and I took me to the hospital earlier." Grandma said.

"Mom, I know this," Ruan Yunqiu took her hand, "Is there anything else?"

Grandma said again: "The child looks very good."

"..." Ruan Yunqiu was a little helpless, "Why are you so controlling?"

Jiang Ruan's grandma was her teacher when she first joined the troupe. She followed her to learn opera for three years, and then she went on to learn acting. She knew Jiang Chen much earlier than she did. They have always had a deep relationship these years.

"Don't worry so much," grandma patted the back of her hand, and the old man's palm was slightly cold, "You can't worry about it."

"What are you talking about without telling me?" Jiang Chen went to attend the film seminar, and when he got home, he didn't see anyone. After waiting for a long time, no one answered, so he couldn't help going to the balcony to ask.

Still no one cares about him.

He went to look for Jiang Ruan, but Jiang Ruan was not there, he lowered his head and broke off a piece of tea cake, feeling like he suddenly became an empty-nest old man.

"Yunqiu." Jiang Chen called out to the balcony again.

"It's annoying!"

"..."

Shi Ning definitely didn't want Xie Shiyu's father to know that Xie Shiyu was with the boys in his class.

But she couldn't help but what she wanted to hide was what others most wanted to expose. Xie Meng's mother turned her head and went to tell Father Xie. Xie Shiyu was suddenly called home.

If Jiang Ruan hadn't come out, he would definitely choose to keep hiding it so as not to affect Jiang Ruan.

But Jiang Ruan's family already knew about it, so he didn't need to cover it up. When his father questioned him, he just admitted it.

"During the time you returned to China, you didn't take my words seriously at all!" Father Xie frowned, with an ugly expression on his face.

Xie Shiyu was too lazy to speak.

He idles around, skips classes all day long, and is still gay now. In Xie's father's eyes, he is basically useless. If he doesn't take drugs and get AIDS in the future, even if it gives him good looks, he might as well count on Xie Meng.

Father Xie raised his finger to the door of the study room, held back his anger and said, "Get out of here."

"Okay." Xie Shiyu agreed.

Xie Shiyu turned his head to pack his luggage, and left with the suitcase, only to find that there was nowhere to go.

His card was suspended, and all the money he had saved from the competitions in the past few years was left at Xie's house, which added up to hundreds of thousands, which may not be enough, and we will talk about the rest later, which is considered to be a complete separation.

The apartment that he lived in near the school before did not belong to him, so he couldn't go there.

I reluctantly cobbled together with my friends to borrow some money, and rented a room not too far from the school.

It took him a day or two to settle in, and then he sent a message to Jiang Ruan.This place is also very close to Jiang Ruan's house, only one street away. Jiang Ruan said he wanted to come to him, so Xie Shiyu sent him an address and went to the alley to wait for him to come.

Xie Shiyu was beaten at home, and the back of his hand was accidentally cut. He casually wrapped it in some gauze, frowned, and raised his hand to block the wind to light a cigarette.

When Jiang Ruan came over, he realized that the environment was really bad. There was a night market not far away. No one was in charge of it. The waste water and rotten vegetables were dumped on the side of the road. It was winter again, and there was heavy snow and it froze, so there was no place for dirt. settle down.

It’s not that he has never lived in a worse place. His father lost money when he started making movies, and had to sell several antique cameras. At that time, he lived with his parents in a rented small house of more than ten square meters.

But Xie Shiyu should have never been in contact.

"Go live at my house." Jiang Ruan felt reluctant, raised her head and said.

Xie Shiyu held a cigarette between his injured hand and put his other arm around his shoulder, leading him to his rented house.

Hearing his words, he couldn't help laughing, and regardless of whether there was anyone, he lowered his head and kissed his hair, deliberately teasing him: "How do I get there?"

"I discussed it with my mother, and she will definitely agree," Jiang Ruan put his hand in the pocket of his down jacket, "Grandma likes you so much, she definitely wants you to go too."

"Where's your father?" Xie Shiyu lowered his head, the corridor was dark, with a smile hidden in his eyes, he leaned over and licked Jiang Ruan's lips.

"..." It's a bit embarrassing to tell the truth, Jiang Ruan wrapped his arms around his neck, and said weakly, "If you don't tell him, just tell him that your classmate is staying at home for a while."

There are old dilapidated buildings here, the windows in the corridor are rotten, the light bulbs are broken one by one, the third floor and down are group rented houses, and someone has opened a mahjong room. Feeling sick, Xie Shiyu raised his hand to slightly cover Jiang Ruan's face.

The stench that Jiang Ruan smelled just now dissipated, and only the faint smell of tobacco in Xie Shiyu's palm could be felt.

Xie Shiyu stuck to him, not wanting to let go, so he took out the key to open the door with difficulty.

After entering, he tightened Jiang Ruan's waist, hugged him and sat on the shoe cabinet next to him, squeezed his knees away and stood there, rubbing the soft flesh to taste his lips and tongue, Jiang Ruan tightened his shoulders, teeth The button was released, and Xie Shiyu pushed him into the depths in the next moment.

"It's not appropriate," Xie Shiyu licked his lips, his voice was a little hoarse, and he said with a low smile, "I'm not a child anymore, your mother is here, it must be inconvenient for her to go by me."

Moreover, he had to have enough calmness in front of Jiang Chen before he dared to say that he really liked Jiang Ruan.

If he went home without telling him, what face would he have to pursue Jiang Ruan.

Xie Shiyu had already made up his mind. He knew that Jiang Ruan must love him, but this was the best way.

He raised his hand and touched Jiang Ruan's face. The gauze in the palm of his hand was rough, and he accidentally rubbed that cheek into redness, which was painful and itchy. Ruan laughed, and then removed the gauze from his hands.

It has been wrapped for a few days, and there is no bleeding. Although the wound is a bit deep, it is actually almost healed.

He dug out a few band-aids from the side drawer. He had taken them from Xie Meng before, and made her cry when he took them. They were all made by children, and the band-aids still had Sesshomall printed on them.

Xie Shiyu was inconvenient with one hand, so Jiang Ruan pulled one away and lowered his head to help him stick it.

"It's not far from your home. I can go to you when I want to see you." Xie Shiyu told him.

Panicked, he took Jiang Ruan's fingertips and wrapped him with a band-aid, which was where the ring was worn.

Jiang Ruan's ears were red and hot, and she leaned over to kiss him.

……

Yanning No. [-] Middle School had the last winter vacation in the city. Xie Shiyu went to make up for a period of time, but actually didn't go back to the rental room very often. He took pictures of him and asked Jiang Ruan if he couldn't do it at night. It was the end of the year in a blink of an eye.

Jiang Ruan was thinking about going to see Xie Shiyu on New Year's Eve, otherwise Xie Shiyu would have to spend the New Year alone.

It happened that one of Jiang Chen's friends came to the house. That friend was a model, and his career was mainly developed abroad. He had been out of the closet for many years, and Jiang Ruan had met his boyfriend... although it seemed that it was not the same every time, including this time. , is different.

When he was gone, Jiang Ruan couldn't help but go to Jiang Chen and try around the bush.

"Dad, what do you think of that uncle's boyfriend?" Jiang Ruan asked.

"Huh?" Jiang Chen put on a pair of glasses and was repairing an old camera. When he heard this, he raised his head and smiled at him, "What's the matter? I heard that he seems to be a university professor."

"Did they get married abroad?"

"Not yet," Jiang Chen couldn't remember, "I haven't been to a wedding, but he is in the Netherlands and can get married legally."

"..."

Jiang Ruan was lying on the back of the sofa, drooping, unable to think of what else to ask. "

"If I..." Jiang Ruan pulled away the little parrot that was playing with his hair, swallowed, and said, "I like a boy and want to marry him in the future, will you be angry?"

Jiang Chen paused for a while, until Jiang Ruan's heart stopped beating for a long time, then he unscrewed the screw again, his tone remained the same as before, and asked, "Is your mother angry?"

"...It seems not." Jiang Ruan said in a low voice.

"Go and play." Jiang Chen lowered his head and went on repairing the camera, waving at him.

Jiang Ruan had already left, but she threw herself on the back of the sofa again, almost frightened Jiang Chen into high blood pressure. Jiang Ruan begged him anxiously, "Dad, can I take him home for the Chinese New Year?"

"...No way!" Jiang Chen categorically refused this time, and said with a frown, "You're only too old to bring someone home!"

"Then I want to go out to find him on New Year's Eve." Jiang Ruan changed his words cleverly.

"Don't even think about going anywhere!"

"..."

When Jiang Chen said he wouldn't let him go, he really didn't want him to go. After the New Year's Eve dinner, he kept staring at him.

Jiang Ruan had already promised Xie Shiyu, but he broke his promise and felt very sad.

[Xie Shiyu]: It's okay, baby, I'll go to the bar and find some friends to stay for the night.

Xie's family holds several dinner parties at the end of each year. Xie Shiyu will go to the dinner party, but he will not go home on New Year's Eve.

It's like this every year. Anyway, just find a place to stay, and it feels the same as usual.

I don't know what's going on tonight, but I suddenly miss Jiang Ruan, passing by downstairs of his house, Xie Shiyu parked the car next to the shade of a tree, and stayed there to smoke a few cigarettes.

Firecracker shavings all over the floor.

"Go."

Jiang Ruan was staying in the bedroom with the little parrot. He was sitting on the carpet next to the French window, writing chemistry papers with his head down. Suddenly, someone put a scarf on his head.

He turned around and saw his grandma, who pushed his shoulders, "Go tell him to come up."

Jiang Ruan opened her mouth, crawled up, gave her a firm hug, picked up her down jacket and ran downstairs.

When his cheeks were flushed from the cold and he ran to Xie Shiyu's motorcycle panting, Xie Shiyu was about to leave when someone grabbed him and froze for a second.

He caught a glimpse of Jiang Ruan's thin sweater and his down jacket was still open, so he hugged him into his arms, "Why did you come out with so little on?"

"..." Jiang Ruan didn't bother to talk to him, told him to park the car, and wanted to drag him upstairs.

"Wait, baby." Xie Shiyu quickly put his arms around his shoulders.

It is already very impolite to go home suddenly during the Chinese New Year, and we can no longer go empty-handed.

He asked Jiang Ruan to wait for him in a place sheltered from the wind in the corridor, and then quickly went to the street to buy some things. He also spent the last money on his body, and he really didn't have any money left, so he went back to find Jiang Ruan.

Ruan Yunqiu came to open the door, but only she and Grandma Jiang Ruan were in the living room.

He had already said hello, and was stuffed with a red envelope by his grandma, who touched his down jacket with a smile and asked, "When did you come here? Is it cold outside?"

Xie Shiyu suddenly felt less nervous and lowered his head to talk to her.

Jiang Ruan went to the study, came back to hold Xie Shiyu's hand, and whispered, "My dad is looking for you."

"Yeah." Xie Shiyu rubbed his hair, quickly moved away, and coaxed him, "Then I'll go first."

Jiang Ruan didn't know what his father wanted to talk to Xie Shiyu, and wanted to tell him not to scold Xie Shiyu, but felt like adding fuel to the fire, so he might as well shut up.

It took Xie Shiyu more than half an hour to come out. He raised his head and didn't see Jiang Ruan. Grandma quietly pointed him to Jiang Ruan's room. Xie Shiyu smiled and went to find Jiang Ruan.

As soon as the door was opened, Jiang Ruan threw herself into his arms and kissed him hard.

"Happy New Year," Jiang Ruan rubbed his lips against him, blushing, but couldn't help laughing, "It was counting down just now."

"Happy New Year." Xie Shiyu sucked his red hot lips, even if no one could see him, he didn't dare to be presumptuous, restrained his hand from moving down, and put it on his waist obediently.

The door of the room was already closed by Jiang Ruan, and Xie Shiyu leaned against the door with his back, but Jiang Ruan didn't want to move, so he just lay in his arms.

After laying on the ground for a few minutes, Jiang Ruan regained his strength, sneered, hooked his neck, and asked tenderly, "What did my dad tell you just now?"

"Talking about the college entrance examination," Xie Shiyu put his arms around him, rubbed the tip of his nose with him, and said in a low voice, "He asked me to go to the same school as you. Don't you want to go to T University, or at least get into the one next to you? Film Academy, if you fail the exam, we will break up."

Jiang Ruan breathed a sigh of relief, and asked him a little confused, "Why do you want to take the film school?"

"I want to take the exam," Xie Shiyu told him, "I want to study directing."

Jiang Ruan took Xie Shiyu to sit on the bed. Before the Spring Festival Gala was over, there was a TV in his bedroom, so he turned it on and watched it with Xie Shiyu in his arms.

Xie Shiyu lowered his head, wrapped him tightly with the quilt, and deliberately teased him and asked, "Aren't you afraid that I won't pass the exam?"

"Don't be afraid," Jiang Ruan shook his head, his eyes were even beautifully curved by lying silkworms, and asked him, "Will you fail the exam?"

Xie Shiyu was taken aback, hugged him tightly from behind, put his chin on his shoulder, and smiled at him.

"You will definitely pass the exam, as long as you think about it." Jiang Ruan said.

For Xie Shiyu, this was not pressure. He had never been trusted so unreservedly by anyone, not to mention that he thought he could do anything for Jiang Ruan.

"I'm in your heart, so I'm so omnipotent?" Xie Shiyu pinched the thin soft flesh on his stomach with a hidden viciousness, thinking that Jiang Ruan must be shy and wouldn't say much, so she couldn't help bullying him in advance he.

"...Yeah." Jiang Ruan nodded suddenly, her ears burning red.

The little parrot he had raised for more than ten years died this summer. Although he couldn't come back, Xie Shiyu gave him an identical one. From that day on, he felt that he was omnipotent.

The author has something to say: From high school to filming after graduation, many choices will be different, but the ending is still HE~

I didn't expect that I haven't finished high school today. If I can finish high school tomorrow, I will add a chapter on university. (σ′▽‵)′▽‵)σ

ps: There is a point that I didn’t specifically write in the article. The similarities between Xiao Xie and Xiao Chu are that they look cool but have a little inferiority complex. In the real world, and in the drama "Repeaters", Xiao Xie can Taking the film king, Xiao Chu was able to return to the ice rink because someone once thought he was omnipotent (?).

感谢在2021-09-0901:40:58~2021-09-1001:52:04期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who irrigates the nutrient solution: whoever is blown by the strong wind has 10 bottles; looking at the sky w1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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