After being forced to do business with my ex-boyfriend, I became popular

"Card!"

Hearing the play record, Jiang Ruan's tears couldn't hold back for an instant. He lowered his head, tears streaming down his hands, and couldn't stop. Xie Shiyu was still holding onto his fingertips and didn't let go. I feel that there is still the temperature of Xie Shiyu kiss|kissed on it.

As soon as Xie Shiyu opened his mouth just now, he almost couldn't hold back the tears in his eyes. With the other hand, he pinched his palm hard where the camera couldn't see it, and he calmed down a little.

Zhang Shu was uncomfortable following the monitor. Xie Shiyu's line was so good, if he didn't remember that this was a movie, he almost thought it wasn't a line. There is absolutely no trace of acting.

"Congratulations, Mr. Xie, for killing it!"

Zhang Shu wiped his face, stood up and went over. Xie Shiyu was officially finished, which meant that there were only a few scenes left in the movie, that is, Zhu Chunfeng left completely and never came back.

Jiang Ruan still remembered that Xie Shiyu gave him the bouquet of bionic roses when "Repeaters" was finished. Holding him in his arms, Jiang Ruan blushed and whispered, "Happy ending."

"Thank you baby." Xie Shiyu smiled deeply, took his flower, raised his hand and rubbed his head.

"Let's shoot the final scene the day after tomorrow," Zhang Shu told them. "It's fine to come to the set tomorrow. If you don't come, you can take a good rest. It's not bad for a day or two."

In addition to Jiang Ruan's role, Zhu Jiuling also has the last scene. Zhang Shu plans to shoot Zhu Jiuling tomorrow.

Jiang Ruan was very grateful to Zhang Shu, Xie Shiyu, and even the entire crew. It was once out of reach for him that this movie could be filmed today. He thought, his eyes were a little wet, and he didn't dare to continue thinking about it. , smiled and said: "Director Zhang has worked hard."

"At least we are friends, right? There's no need to be so polite," Zhang Shu said.

And being able to make this movie is also an unforgettable thing in my life. The few scenes sung by Zhu Chunfeng, and the scenes of guarding Zhu's family class during the Cultural Revolution, every scene is full of flesh and blood, and every scene is branded in the film. In his heart, he really regretted not being able to cooperate with Jiang Ruan earlier.

At night, work was over, and it was past eleven o'clock when he returned to the hotel. Jiang Ruan got into the car and dozed off next to Xie Shiyu.

He held hands with Xie Shiyu at first, with his forehead resting on his shoulder, and felt uncomfortable after sleeping for a while, so he took Xie Shiyu's hand and told him to raise his arms, and then lay down on his lap to sleep, Xie Shiyu's His arms were on his body, and there was a feeling of being embraced.

It's just that as soon as he raised his head, the tip of his nose touched there, and he couldn't help blushing.

Xie Shiyu's veins bulged from being rubbed against him. He gently grabbed his hair and pulled him a little further away. Jiang Ruan moved back again, this time obediently holding his fingers to sleep, without moving any more.

But Xie Shiyu didn't talk to him much along the way, Jiang Ruan couldn't sleep a little bit, opened his eyes, and quietly held Xie Shiyu's fingertips and bit it, Xie Shiyu raised his eyebrows, smiled at him, squeezed A bit of thin flesh on his cheek, said: "What are you tossing about?"

"You ignore me." Jiang Ruan stood up and burrowed into his windbreaker, wrapped in the familiar body temperature. He raised his eyelashes, put his arms around Xie Shiyu's neck, and timidly kissed him on the side of the face.

Xie Shiyu hugged him tightly, pecked and sucked his slightly red lips, and said softly, "I didn't ignore you, baby, don't you want to sleep?"

"I'm not sleepy now." Jiang Ruan moved back and put his shoulders against his chest.

Xie Shiyu put his arms around his waist from behind and tightened them. He lowered his head and buried the tip of his nose in Jiang Ruan's neck. Jiang Ruan always had a faint and dizzying medicinal fragrance.

When I got back to the hotel and got on the elevator, Jiang Ruan turned around and said to Xie Shiyu, "Brother, I'll go back to the room first, and then I'll look for you."

"Yeah." Xie Shiyu's eyes darkened slightly, and he nodded.

Jiang Ruan wanted to go back to his room to take medicine, but he didn't dare to be caught by Xie Shiyu, so he took the medicine intermittently.

But he was also like this. He stayed in the hospital for a period of time when he graduated from high school, but he didn’t get well after that, and it became severe. He felt that it might not be cured, and the medicine became more and more perfunctory. He committed suicide a few times in the middle , I want to die but I can't die, it seems that no one is sorry if I die.

He pushed open the door, sipped a few pills with water, always felt that something was wrong, when he looked up, he suddenly found that the computer on the coffee table was gone.

"Xiao Zhou..." Jiang Ruan's blood turned cold in an instant, and he turned to call Xu Xiaozhou, "When you came this afternoon, did you see my computer?"

Xu Xiaozhou panicked when he heard that his voice was wrong, and said, "No...no, I didn't come this afternoon."

"Didn't you come to pick up Teacher Xie's clothes?"

Xu Xiaozhou realized that the matter seemed serious, put down the things in his hand and said: "When I came here, I met Mr. Xie...he asked me where I was going, so I told him to come here to pick up the clothes, and he told me to leave the room. Give him the card, and then he will get it by himself..."

After hearing what he said, Jiang Ruan's legs suddenly felt a little weak, and he almost forgot to swallow the pills that were stuffed into his mouth again. There was a bitter taste in his mouth, and he waved his hand and said, "It's okay...you can go back first."

Xu Xiaozhou was worried, and didn't dare to ask more questions. He turned around and walked out, carefully helping him close the door.

Jiang Ruan didn't even want to go to Xie Shiyu's room, but his computer was still at Xie Shiyu's side. If he didn't get it back, he wouldn't be able to sleep tonight, so he had to bite the bullet and go upstairs. His hands were shaking uncomfortably when swiping the room card. normal.

Pushing the door open, Xie Shiyu was sitting on the sofa with his elbows on his knees, still flipping through his computer.

"..." Jiang Ruan went to sit on the sofa next to him, her fingertips were itching uncomfortably, she wanted to get a cigarette, but she remembered that she had promised Xie Shiyu to quit, so she could only pick up a pillow on the sofa and press it in her arms.

He caught a glimpse of the computer screen, and the densely packed folders were opened, which looked a little shocking.

And... It seems that he didn't even log out of his Weibo account, so he went to the set.

Jiang Ruan knew that he was sick. He had been sick for so many years, and sometimes he couldn't control himself when doing things, so he didn't dare to go to Xie Shiyu at all, for fear that he would fall ill, but he had a faint expectation in his heart, wondering if Xie Shiyu would not give a damn about.

But Xie Shiyu hadn't responded, and hadn't spoken to him since he came in. There was a bloody smell in his throat.

There are one or two photos of your ex in your phone, or a camera like Xie Shiyu's. It's normal not to be willing to delete them.

Like him, with tens of thousands of hidden photos, if Xie Shiyu went to his house, he might still see that he had a room covered with his posters, in various angles and poses, standing, leaning against the car door Yes, the boxes on the ground are all his surroundings... It's because he is sick, and it's normal if he can't accept it.

Fans visiting the plane to pick up the plane are chasing stars and want to meet their favorite stars, but he is... stalking and secretly filming.

Xie Shiyu didn't want to touch his computer at first, but just caught a glimpse of his own photo on the screen, the Shen Qingzhou film he took many years ago, but when he turned to leave, his eyes passed by inadvertently, only to find those densely marked small characters , are related to him.

It's the time for him to run announcements, filming, recording variety shows, magazine interviews, or which city he went to, and fans will pick him up.

He accidentally snooped on his dripping secret, and opened one of the albums casually. It was the awards ceremony when he won the Best Actor award at the Venice Film Festival the first year. The lights were overflowing and the floor was covered with gold paper. He stared at the silhouette of his back, I never knew that I was like this under Jiang Ruan's camera.

His heart beat violently against his chest, and it was difficult to breathe for a moment, and even his Adam's apple rolled hard.

Jiang Ruan marked it under that photo.

"I want to see him. 』

He suddenly remembered that on the day of the fan meeting, Jiang Ruan took pictures of him from a distance, and he looked at him through the crowd and countless lights.

In fact, standing on the stage and looking down, the light and shadow were very dim, and there were dazzling lights and fluorescent sticks. He couldn't see Jiang Ruan's face clearly, he couldn't see him, but he knew he was probably sitting there.

How many times did Jiang Ruan look at him from a distance before he knew it?

He flipped through one by one, even the studio didn't have such a complete file, he saw the supporting role in the movie he played when he first debuted, in that movie he may have appeared in less than 3 minutes, and Jiang Ruan cut it frame by frame, even the eyes Not a single slight fluctuation was missed.

But in the end, it wasn't photos at first, it was just a few documents.

"The college entrance examination is over.

I don't know where he went to study, he had a high fever, fell asleep in the dark, woke up and forgot everything, only thinking about him, thinking about him all day long, at night I always felt that he was hugging me, and when I opened my eyes, there was nothing , I still want him to hug me again.It's raining, why is Yanning so cold?If only I could stay awake forever, when can I see him again? 』

"At night, I suddenly remembered that the ice noodle shop that he often took me to eat on a motorcycle, hadn't gone out for more than ten days, or twenty days?

I went to the street to buy ice powder, and I bought seven or eight bowls of the flavor he bought for me. It seemed that it was not as sweet as before, and I couldn’t taste the taste. After eating three bowls, I vomited them all, and went back to eat again It was cold and sticky to the teeth, and it couldn't be melted in the stomach. My stomach hurts, but I forgot about it after waiting for a while, and now it hurts a little. 』

"I went to look through the chemistry competition paper, why can't I write a single formula?I don't remember what happened to the storm bottle. I held the bottle in a daze, and kept reading the script he helped me transcribe. My eyes were sore and I wanted to cry. 』

There was a sudden break for a year or two in the middle, and then Jiang Ruan continued to write below.

"I saw him today, he hasn't changed at all, I want to hear his voice, but I can't go to him anymore.I hope he will still have a boy he likes in the future, who is better than me and loves him more than me. Maybe he will forget me in a few years. I hope he will not remember me anymore, and will not ask me for news. 』

"I went to pick him up after dancing. The snow in Yanning was really heavy this year, and my trouser legs were soaked in the snow, but I didn't feel cold at all. I didn't even go to see him off. When he came back, I always went to pick him up? 』

"I took a lot of photos, but they all said I was a black fan, it seemed that I was not very good-looking, and Xiao Xie also said that I was not good-looking in taking pictures. 』

Xie Shiyu then scrolled down to the pictures of him playing Shen Qingzhou.

In fact, he has an impression of that Weibo account. When he took pictures of Shen Qingzhou, he gradually became popular, but it was far from popular. Jiang Nan wanted to push him, but it happened that this account became popular, thank you Shiyu still kept those few pictures.

But the other party seemed to just keep posting photos, without leaving a comment on his Weibo.

Jiang Nan has never seen such a fan. It seems that he doesn't want to be seen by anyone, not even the actors he likes. He is Xie Shiyu's famous girlfriend fan, but in fact, he has never said a word of his liking. Silence , Keeping a completely non-disturbing distance.

She was quite curious, and had followed him for a while in private.

Seeing the end, I felt a little sad, so I went to mock Xie Shiyu, saying how could he have such fans.

"...I'm sorry," Jiang Ruan's throat was uncomfortable, and he regretted it as soon as he opened his mouth. His voice might sound particularly uncomfortable, but his chest seemed to be weighed heavily, and he couldn't breathe. If he kept silent like this, he Afraid that I would fall ill, "I will lie to you during this time."

Xie Shiyu tightened his fingertips and clasped the keyboard, his voice was a little hoarse, and asked him, "Why are you sorry for me?"

"If you're angry, scold me a few words," Jiang Ruan wanted to say that it's okay to beat him up, but then remembered the slap that didn't fall during filming, her eyes suddenly became hot, she swallowed that sentence, and said, "If you think... Can’t accept it, can you still leave this computer to me?”

Xie Shiyu turned to look at him, "What do you mean? Do you want to break up with me?"

Jiang Ruan's cheeks were bloodless, she stared at him anxiously, pursed her lips, and said awkwardly after a while, "There are still a few hard drives, I can only return them to Yanning and give them to you."

Veins appeared on the back of Xie Shiyu's hands. He took a deep breath for a moment, and stood up as if he was about to leave.

Jiang Ruan's heart beat violently a few times, her chest was so tight and painful that even her breathing was blocked in her lungs, and she felt like she was falling and feeling weightless.

But Xie Shiyu didn't leave. He went to the bedroom to get the SLR that he usually used, came back, stuffed it into Jiang Ruan's arms, pushed him, told him to lean against the back of the sofa, then looked down into his eyes, and asked He: "Did I tell you not to let you take pictures?"

Jiang Ruan blinked suddenly, and tears fell down.

"You still want to break up with me, how many more years do you plan to keep me waiting?" Xie Shiyu's eyes fell on his face, "20 years, 30 years?"

When filming that scene, Xie Shiyu was thinking, if he and Jiang Ruan really waited until that age to reunite, would he regret it for the rest of his life like Shao Xuejun.

"You want to see me, but you've already seen me. What's the use of taking pictures?" Xie Shiyu leaned over and wiped the wet marks at the end of his eyes with his fingertips, held his cheeks, kissed his lips, and said with a low smile, " Do you want to take pictures of my bed|bed? You can take pictures as you like, and you can take advantage of me. If I dare to leave, you can send them all out.

"If it is revealed that I am gay, I might be completely finished. My peers will have to avoid me, will they be blocked? At that time, I can only stay by your side and not go anywhere."

"..." Jiang Ruan's tears hadn't dried yet, she was blushed by him, and she refused in a daze, "I won't shoot..." "Then I'll shoot you," Xie Shiyu pulled away his neckline, revealing a large dazzling white Clavicle, "Can I take a picture of you? Shall I take a picture?"

Jiang Ruan's palms were covered with cold, sticky wet sweat. He was trembling all over, his muscles tensed to the point of pain, and his mind was still confused when Xie Shiyu pressed and kissed him. He just instinctively raised his arms to wrap his arms around his neck , as if about to drown in his hug|kiss, the body gradually relaxed in his palm, opened|opened like a sacrifice, and let Xie Shiyu play with it, telling him to be obedient in whatever he did.

He didn't open his eyes, and he knew that the camera had been looking at his face wet with tears, full of lust, and there was a tingling sensation from his spine.

……

Jiang Ruan felt that he was about to be tortured crazy, he was drowsy, he seemed to catch a glimpse of a flashlight, and he seemed to hear the sound of a shutter, but he didn't want to stop Xie Shiyu, his body was sore, but his heart was not so blocked. The kiss on the tip of his ear was hot and tender.

When he woke up again holding the quilt, he thought he had been asleep for a long time, but he didn't expect that the sky was still dark.

Xie Shiyu hugged him from behind, stroking his wet hair with his fingertips, and resting his other hand on him, still holding the camera.

Jiang Ruan blushed to the point of numbness, burning hot with every breath, his arm was too weak to lift it up, and touched the back of Xie Shiyu's hand, Xie Shiyu stood up and asked him, "What's wrong?"

"...Can I take a look?" Jiang Ruan clasped his fingers, wanting to take the camera, his voice was hoarse from crying, and he said aiaiai.

"Okay." Xie Shiyu raised his eyebrows slightly and handed it to him.

Jiang Ruan's hands were still shaking, and he failed to turn on the screen after pressing it a few times. He stared blankly at the camera, seeing nothing, only to realize that Xie Shiyu didn't seem to have turned on the camera at all.

Jiang Ruan turned red all over in an instant, and shed some tears uncontrollably. He turned his face and rubbed it off on the pillow.

Xie Shiyu couldn't bear it anymore, hugged him tightly, leaned on his shoulder and laughed in a low voice, kissed the tip of his ear with distressed heart, and stroked his sweaty cheek with his palm, "Stupid or not, I scolded you Is it? When I came in, I was so scared that my hands were cold."

He didn't think about how to talk to Jiang Ruan. He didn't want to take Jiang Ruan's computer at first, but this time he pretended not to know, and he couldn't expect Jiang Ruan to take the initiative to tell him anything in the future.

Jiang Ruan blushed and said nothing.

Xie Shiyu hugged him and sat up, letting him lean into his arms, then went to get the computer and put it on his lap, Jiang Ruan didn't dare to look at it, Xie Shiyu pinched his chin and told him to say yes Looking at the screen, and then randomly clicked on a few photos, rubbed his lips against his hair, and asked him curiously: "Where was this shot?"

It was an airport photo, but Xie Shiyu had no memory of which airport it was or what year's event it was.

Jiang Ruan answered in a low voice.

Xie Shiyu asked them one by one, and Jiang Ruan remembered them very clearly. He told him in a low voice at the beginning, and at the end of the question, he suddenly had a sore throat for some reason. He turned his head and buried it in Xie Shiyu's neck, tears streaming down his face , has been flowing continuously.

"Don't cry." Xie Shiyu coaxed him in a low voice, and was burned to the heart. He looked up at the photos, flipping through them one by one, but couldn't find his head, and his eyes suddenly turned red.

He didn't press him any more and closed the screen.

"Go take a shower, okay?" Xie Shiyu leaned over and picked him up.

Jiang Ruan wrapped his arms loosely around his neck and broke down. He felt weak all over his body. His vision was still a little hazy. He raised his eyes to stare at Xie Shiyu, leaned over and kissed his ear, Xie Shiyu wanted to let go When putting him in the bathtub, he subconsciously tightened his hands.

When he was the most ill, he had a fever all day long, his mind was unclear, he didn't know that he was hot, he always felt that Xie Shiyu was holding him, and when he woke up, he found nothing, as if it was all his hallucination.

"..." Jiang Ruan let go of her arms, and said with a little embarrassment, "I just... want to hug you."

Xie Shiyu held his wrist tightly, squatted beside him, his eyelashes drooped to close his eyes, his lips pressed against his wet palm, and said softly, "Baby, I can still hold you for the rest of my life."

The author has something to say: the road construction has always had a power outage these days, last night the power outage couldn’t wait, so I went to bed first, I didn’t expect it to stop for another two hours in the morning, my mobile phone is too slow to write QAQ. 0

ps: I always write too long recently, and it’s actually too early to finish writing, but I’ll check for typos and revise the text a little bit, because there are too many words, the amount of work will become three to four 10 minutes, and I’m a bit sleepy after staying up for a long time at night, so apply to my friends Let's change it to update around 12 noon tomorrow, so it won't be too much.

感谢在2021-08-1610:58:21~2021-08-1712:25:52期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Callarin2;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Xuchang; 29990256, 1 bottle of woo woo woo;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!