After being forced to do business with my ex-boyfriend, I became popular

In the evening, Jiang Ruan was exhausted from filming this scene, her voice was so hoarse that she could hardly make a sound, so she stayed in the crew and had a little something to eat, and then she called it a day and went back to the hotel.

On the way back, Jiang Ruan was still holding the doll in his arms, hiding it in his coat and reluctant to let go.

Xie Shiyu put down the back seat of the nanny's car, and Jiang Ruan consciously leaned over, lay down next to him, then rubbed forward, resting her forehead on his shoulder, and rubbing her whole body into his arms.

Jiang Ruan hugged his neck tightly, the doll was squeezed between them, he raised his head to kiss Shiyu's lips, he was so tired that he couldn't lift his fingertips, the soles of his feet were burning hot, he didn't have much desire, just wanted Get closer to him, kiss him, and call him in a low voice and coyly: "Husband."

It was almost late autumn, and it was windy and cold at night.

Xie Shiyu shook off the blanket and wrapped Jiang Ruan around him. He was stunned when he heard it, and then smiled, pinched his chin and kissed him back. He wet his lips before letting him go. His palm was gentle and he touched his Head, "Hey, sleep for a while, I will call you at the hotel."

"I'm not sleepy." Jiang Ruan shook her head.

Seeing that he was still holding the doll, Xie Shiyu wanted to take it away from him, but Jiang Ruan refused to give it to him.

Xie Shiyu and Jiang Ruan had a lot of fun filming this movie, but he had to admit that most of the time he was full of anger. He had always heard that the scene could be played after the end of the scene, no matter what kind of role it was, so he Behind the monitor, what he saw was not only Zhu Chunfeng, but also Jiang Ruan. There were too many scenes of beating, beating, and humiliation.

Jiang Ruan got into the drama too deeply, and all the despair and humiliation that Zhu Chunfeng felt fell on him, and it would not be lessened at all. Xie Shiyu obviously felt that he had been talking less recently.

Xie Shiyu couldn't stop him from filming, he just wanted him to be a little happier.

Jiang Ruan couldn't be more coaxed, silly, give him a little parrot, put a band-aid on it, he can remember things that others might dislike for many years.

Xie Shiyu remembered seeing several such little dolls at Jiang Ruan's house before. Jiang Ruan kept them in a drawer. Ruan Yunqiu sewed them for him when he was a child, and gave him one for his birthday every year. Unfortunately, Jiang Ruan was less than six years old. At that time, his mother died.Xie Shiyu was annoyed by staring at the show, his face was sour that Zhang Shu didn't talk to him, so he simply thought about doing this for him.

He stayed next to the monitor and sewed, and he sewed several times before he managed to make a decent one.

"...Do you want to hug it, or hug me?" Xie Shiyu pinched his face, Jiang Ruan was thin-skinned, and it turned red when he pinched it lightly. The soft flesh on the cheek supported the back of Jiang Ruan's head, and leaned over to kiss him.

But Jiang Ruan gagged her with the little doll.

Jiang Ruan blushed unapologetically at the playful smile in his Danfeng eyes.

He was finally willing to let go, and put his much smaller self on the seat next to him.

Xie Shiyu gently pushed him on the shoulder to make him lie down, Jiang Ruan put his arms around the back of his neck, inserted his fingertips into his hair, tightened it, Xie Shiyu bent down, and walked along He kissed his hot cheeks and ears, his lips pressed against his white and soft skin, and called him: "Ruan Ruan."

Zhu Chunfeng hadn't finished filming the scenes during labor reform. Jiang Ruan continued to lose weight while filming those scenes.

Still moving stones day after day, the man who was blinded by Zhu Chunfeng left the steel factory completely, and several labor reform prisoners who raped him didn't leave, but they never left. Dare to provoke him.

Zhu Chunfeng always heard others say that his life was bad, but he denied it, "I earned my life by myself, if I didn't earn it, I would have died more than ten years ago."

Jiang Ruan followed closely, wanting to photograph Zhu Chunfeng's changes during ten years of reform through labor.

Zhu Chunfeng was 1979 years old when he was arrested in 35, but he was born with a bright and compelling face, often smiling, with quiet and beautiful eyes and a kind of arrogance that cannot be concealed. Doesn't look old.

But he was 45 years old when he finished reforming through labor and left the steel factory.

The wind and the sun caused more and more fine lines around his eyes, his hands were rough and chapped, he developed chilblains, his shoulders were collapsed under the weight of hundreds of catties of heavy stones, and his waist was also bent.

He no longer chews slowly when he eats, because he will be beaten for a minute if he eats slowly in the steel factory; he is used to lowering his head and not making eye contact with people, his shoulders are a little shrunk; his eyes are also burnt out One year, the supervisor deliberately asked him to pick out small steel balls at night, and stuffed them one by one into a pipe less than half a centimeter thick. He was only given a kerosene lamp. For three months, he almost became half blind.

In 1986, he was seriously ill and almost died in a steel factory. After he recovered, he became thinner and silent, and he stopped even singing.

"Old Rabbit," while eating in the cafeteria, several supervisors passed by him, poking his head with chopsticks with a smile, and asked him, "Where's your brother Liang? Sing you. Damn Liang Zhu Peony Pavilion!"

Zhu Chunfeng lowered his head, shaking from being poked, waited for them to leave, then buried himself in eating mechanically.

The labor reform in the steel factory does not allow visits. He will receive a letter from Zhu Jiuling every month. But, when he comes out, I will pick him up and live at home.

This is the thinnest part of Zhu Chunfeng in the whole movie. Jiang Ruan gritted his teeth and cut down, his wrist was so thin that only a bone remained. He took off his clothes, his collarbone was sunken, and his ribs were clearly defined.

Every night on the way back from work, Xie Shiyu accompanied him to run around the studio. At the end of the run, Jiang Ruan was covered in sweat. His cheeks were so fair and transparent, he was too thin, and his eye sockets were deep, making those eyes brighter , but still beautiful and seductive.

There is something similar to Zhu Chunfeng in him, which seems to never be destroyed.

"Baby," Xie Shiyu saw Jiang Ruan panting against the street lamp, so he stopped with him, covered his cold hands and rubbed them vigorously, then lowered his head and breathed on the back of his hands, "I've been running for a long time, If you are too tired, I will carry you back?"

Jiang Ruan couldn't hold on anymore, she obediently lay on his back, put her hands over his shoulders, and hugged his neck tightly.

When Xie Shiyu carried him on his back, he felt that it was worthless, so he lowered his head and kissed his fingertips. Jiang Ruan raised his hand and moved towards him, wanting to kiss him on the back of his hand. Xie Shiyu couldn't help laughing, and turned to look at him , Said: "I will act like a baby."

Jiang Ruan hummed softly.

Finally, the scene of his release after serving his sentence was filmed. Zhu Chunfeng was carrying a luggage bag, with sporadic white hair on his temples, chapped lips, and for the first time in ten years, he stepped out of the steel factory.

After the filming of this scene, it was night again, but Jiang Ruan couldn't call it a day yet. After Zhang Shu finished watching the other group's filming, he planned to discuss the details of the subsequent filming together. Seeing that the film was half completed, there was still a title And the ending song, it's time to start recording.

Jiang Ruan stayed in the lounge, wrapped in a small blanket, and curled up inside to read the script.

Xie Shiyu went to get a glass of warm water, but before giving him a drink, he sat down beside him, dipped a cotton swab in the water, and carefully moistened his lips bit by bit.

Jiang Ruan raised his eyes and looked at him. When he felt that his mouth was not so dry, he grabbed Xie Shiyu's shirt collar, pulled him against him, put his arms around his neck and raised his head to kiss him.

"...You don't even kiss me anymore." Jiang Ruan hooked and licked the tip of his tongue against him, kissed him for a while, and said quietly.

Xie Shiyu was very wronged, he held Jiang Ruan's hand and pressed it to his cheek, rubbed the tip of his nose with him, smiled in his eyes, and said, "Little heartless, when did I not kiss you?"

Jiang Ruan didn't speak.

It's been almost a month since he started filming the scene of labor reform. Xie Shiyu never had sex with him again. He took off naked and slipped into Xie Shiyu's arms. Watching him sleep, no other reaction.

He touched his shoulders, waist and abdomen, and his bones hurt his hands. He was already out of shape, and he was ugly and thin.

"Brother," Jiang Ruan was a little shy, digging her fingertips into the button hole of his shirt, and whispered, "I want you."

Xie Shiyu held his hand tightly and kissed his eyes.

Jiang Ruan thought she was going to be rejected again, curled up her fingers, a little panicked, and said, "You...you don't need to look at me, I turn around, okay..."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Xie Shiyu frowned and said in a deep voice.

Jiang Ruan was embarrassed.

Xie Shiyu hugged him tightly, held his hands and lowered his head to breathe, rubbing his hands and covering them in his arms. Jiang Ruan was not in good health. When he was a child, the old man at home told him to wear a long-lived and safe red rope. , was a little bit cold, and Xie Shiyu felt distressed when he touched him.

"...I'm sorry." Jiang Ruan apologized obediently. He couldn't tell the difference between the inside and the outside of the play. How could Xie Shiyu despise him.

Xie Shiyu kissed him and said, "I'm not afraid of hurting you."

"It doesn't hurt," Jiang Ruan felt that Xie Shiyu was too careful with him now. He still liked Xie Shiyu to be more aggressive. He curled up his legs slightly and whispered, "You haven't tried it, why do you think I will hurt?" ?”

Xie Shiyu laughed, "Why, you still want me to try?"

"Can't you?" Jiang Ruan talked back to him.

"I can't say no," Xie Shiyu raised his eyebrows, licked the tip of his teeth, smiled at him with his red phoenix eyes, squeezed his hand and unbuttoned one of his shirts, "I'll give you whatever you want."

"..."

Knowing that he was serious, Jiang Ruan's cheeks turned red and her fingertips felt hot.He really thought about it for a while, and went to touch Xie Shiyu's face, Xie Shiyu just let him touch, Jiang Ruan finally withdrew his hand, put his forehead on his shoulder, and said, "I still don't want it."

He had never seen Xie Shiyu cry, except for filming, even Xie Shiyu's eyes were red when they broke up.

I don't know if Xie Shiyu will cry. He doesn't hurt every time, but he always wants to cry. If Xie Shiyu cries, how can he coax him? After a while, Xie Shiyu gave him a cold look, and he didn't dare to laugh anymore, so he covered his mouth.

After returning to the hotel, Xie Shiyu hugged him, so gentle that Jiang Ruan almost fell asleep, and then hugged his neck in a daze.

Zhang Shu had previously applied for the awards of the TV festival for "Repeaters", director, screenwriter...and two male leads.

The opening will be held in the next few days. Zhang Shu definitely wants to go. Jiang Ruan originally wanted to go too, but now that he is so skinny and suddenly appeared in front of the camera, there must be another wave of uproar. In the end, he decided not to go, but Unfortunately, I couldn't walk the red carpet with Xie Shiyu.

Xie Shiyu wanted Jiang Ruan to stay in the hotel and rest for a few more days while the director was away and unable to film, so he didn't let him accompany him back to Yanning.

Jiang Ruan helped him tie his tie, a little bit reluctantly, with beautiful eyelashes, she looked up at him and said, "I'll watch the live TV broadcast on the day of the awards."

"Okay." Xie Shiyu smiled, and reached out to hug him.

Fans also regret that Jiang Ruan did not attend this time.

[What's going on, I heard that the movie hasn't been finished yet? 】

【Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. 】

[Will I still be in the same frame as Shi Ruan in my lifetime? QAQ]

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On the night of the award presentation, Jiang Ruan turned on the TV at the hotel more than half an hour in advance, and just after turning it on, he received a message from Xie Shiyu.

-Baby, Director Zhang and I are almost here.

Jiang Ruan sent him an emoji of a little parrot tweeting, and Xie Shiyu patted his head back.

In fact, Jiang Ruan didn't have much hope for this award. After all, it was a fringe subject. He and Xie Shiyu were not only acting in a same-sex drama, they were also brothers in the drama. No matter how popular it was, it would be good to be shortlisted, so He was very calm, and he just hoped that everyone in the crew could win an award.

When the red carpet started, Jiang Ruan opened the live broadcast interface with her mobile phone, and took a few pictures of Xie Shiyu walking the red carpet.

Then send it to Xie Shiyu.

It took Xie Shiyu more than half an hour before he had time to reply.

- Who is this?

Jiang Ruan's ears were white and red, and she bowed her head while typing.

— is my boyfriend.

A few years ago, when he went to the film festival and sat next to or behind Xie Shiyu, sometimes he was so close that he could touch him with a raised hand, but he was separated by a long distance.

Although he didn't go to walk the red carpet with him now, he felt that he was by his side.

Start the awards.

Jiang Ruan heard that both he and Xie Shiyu were nominated for Best Actor, Zhang Shu was nominated for Best Director, and there was also an award for Best Cinematography.

But as expected, he was only shortlisted in the end. This year's Best Actor was a dark horse that was only revealed in August. It was a suspense drama.

Fortunately, Zhang Shu won the Best Director Award in a thrilling manner, and Jiang Ruan sent him a message to congratulate him.

Zhang Shu really felt that it was a pity that the two male protagonists did not win the award. Although he knew in his heart that it would be difficult to win an award due to the limited subject matter, they were still a web drama.

After he came back, he geared up and tried his best to help Jiang Ruan make a movie together.

They have already filmed the scene after Zhu Chunfeng was released. At first, Zhu Jiuling tried his best to persuade Zhu Chunfeng to live with their family.

When he was in love with his wife, he explained Zhu Chunfeng to her, and said: "Young master is not a bad person, and he has never done anything bad in his life. He treats me like a brother like a father. Although I don't understand, I I don't think it's wrong for him to like someone, but he has suffered so much for this."

He asked his wife if he could accept Zhu Chunfeng, and got her understanding and trust.

But Zhu Chunfeng was reluctant to go anyway. Now it is 1989, and the crime of hooliganism was not abolished until 1997.

He stayed at Zhu Jiuling's house, and Zhu Jiuling's family would be talked about and stabbed at the back for him.

"Forget it, I'm impatient to live with others," Zhu Chunfeng said, "I'm fine on my own. Jiu Ling, tell me to be quiet for a few years."

No one could be more stubborn than Zhu Chunfeng, Zhu Jiuling couldn't persuade him, so he had to rent a house for him.

Zhu Chunfeng didn't allow him to come all day long, so Zhu Jiuling had to visit him every two weeks.

Zhu Chunfeng returned to the rented room and had hardly been out of the house for half a month. He was frightened as soon as he walked out of the steel factory.

Ten years, seems to have turned the world upside down.

"In these few scenes, just look for that kind of mental state," Zhang Shu told Jiang Ruan, "There is not much content in the script, and many parts depend on how you act."

Jiang Ruan nodded.

He actually thinks these few scenes are not difficult... Playing him in his state before committing suicide may be exactly the same.

""Spring Breeze, Spring Breeze", No.60, seven scenes, one shot per shot! Action!"

Zhu Chunfeng didn't even drink a drop of water all day.

He woke up before dawn, stayed at home and wiped the floor, wrung out the water from the rag, and knelt on the ground to wipe until he was exhausted, leaving no inch of dust on the tile floor.

Then he limped to pour the water with him, beads of sweat trickling down his pale neck.

night.

He heard the torrential rain outside, thunder and lightning, and from time to time, a bright light flashed across the window lattice, and he lay motionless on the sofa.

No light was turned on, and the room was pitch black.

He opened his eyes blankly, cleared his throat strangely, and looked a little creepy in the dead silent room.

"...Brother Liang," he sang softly, thinking of how he was abused, beaten, humiliated, covered in straw all over his head and body... He laughed hysterically, his shoulders couldn't stop shaking from laughing, Laughing even tears, like a lunatic, can't breathe in his throat, and finally turned into a mournful cry.

Tears came rushing down and kept falling down, his palms were instantly soaked, and he cried until his whole body twitched. Convulsions.

This is Zhu Chunfeng's only crying scene.

Zhang Shu was worried at the beginning that Jiang Ruan's emotions would not be connected, but he didn't expect that when Jiang Ruan shed tears, his heart ached. It didn't look like he was crying. The huge emotion flooded and overwhelmed the camera.

He really didn't expect that Jiang Ruan, who usually looks at such a gentle person, would always be so crazy when filming, and he was crazy beautifully, just right.

"Card!"

Field record board.

After filming the scene, Jiang Ruan's eyes were red and swollen, she was still crying uncontrollably, her voice was hoarse, and she wanted to talk to Xie Shiyu, but found that there was only breath in her mouth.

It was as if his heart had been crushed, and his chest was shattered and filled with scalding blood, which was heavily blocked, making him unable to breathe.

However, it suddenly occurred to his mind that when he turned on the computer and saw the phrase "Happy Birthday" in a daze, his eyes were sore, and when he lowered his head, tears filled his hands again.

Xie Shiyu hugged him tightly and stroked his back, fearing that he would become dehydrated after crying for a long time, so she whispered in his ear, "It's okay, Ruan Ruan, don't cry."

"I can't hold back..." Jiang Ruan whispered in embarrassment.He took the wet towel from Xu Xiaozhou and wiped his face.

It wasn't until noon after the filming of the scene, Jiang Ruan rubbed his eyes for a while, and went to eat with Xie Shiyu.

The labor reform is over, but Jiang Ruan has to maintain this weight for a while, Xie Shiyu accompanied him to eat some light and refreshing vegetarian dishes.

Whatever Jiang Ruan ate, he ate accordingly. Of course, he didn't need to lose weight, so he definitely couldn't get enough to eat, but he only found time to eat something again when Jiang Ruan was filming.

In case Jiang Ruan would feel uncomfortable seeing it, and would not be able to eat.

But Xie Shiyu picked a little hot sauce for every meal and fed it to him. Jiang Ruan leaned over and lowered his head to swallow it, and licked the tip of his chopsticks. After licking, he realized what he had done. His face was flushed for a moment, and he hesitated. I can't speak.

He didn't even realize that he was so hungry.

"Baby," Xie Shiyu suppressed a smile, hugged him and sat on his lap, swaying his arms around his waist, "It will be finished in a month or two, and I will take you there if I want to eat."

"...Hmm." Jiang Ruan bit her lower lip shyly.

After eating, Xie Shiyu didn't let Jiang Ruan go to bed so soon, and dragged him to digest first.

Xu Xiaozhou came over with a small wooden box, and happened to meet them going back to the lounge, so he put down the things and said to Jiang Ruan, "Brother, everything is packed, I'll put it here first."

"Okay." Jiang Ruan spoke, barely making a sound.

What he asked Xu Xiaozhou to bring over were dozens of seals of different sizes and shapes.

During Zhu Chunfeng's labor reform period, besides singing, the only thing he did was carve seals. No one cared about him. He carved every day until his eyes were forced to burn out.

Jiang Ruan invested all his family resources in the filming of this movie. All the props, even these thumb-sized seals, were real. He had specially hired someone to carve them out by hand.

Originally, he even wanted to carve it himself, but Zhu Chunfeng's carves are quite good, which he can't learn in a few days or months.

In fact, when shooting, only three or five of them will be photographed. After editing the rest, just look at the quantity and appearance. No one will know which seal is real and which is fake, but he didn't find such a clever trick.

If it is to be true, it must be true to the end.

Xu Xiaozhou also brought over the ink pad, Jiang Ruan picked one and lifted the cover.

The part of engraving the seal is not artistic processing, it is completely real. Jiang Ruan remembers that there is a photo in the script, which is the seal that Zhu Chunfeng engraved, so delicate that it can be seen in every detail.

He didn't engrave any characters, but he engraved many animals, such as kittens and puppies, birds, animals and fish, those he had seen and never seen, and those he saw in the "Shan Hai Jing" picture album when he was a child... He engraved it when he remembered it.

Ten years, always a little while away.

Both Jiang Ruan and Xie Shiyu sat on the horses, head to head, knee to knee. Jiang Ruan picked a little parrot's seal, got some inkpad, then held Xie Shiyu's hand and put it on his knee.

"You build one, I'll build another." Jiang Ruan was still only breathless, muttering in a low voice, and slapped the back of his hand.

Then he built a small parrot at the same position on the back of his hand.

Xie Shiyu stared at his soft hair, and let him hold his hand to toss, and when he finished tossing, he interlocked his fingers and bowed his head to take a picture.

Jiang Ruan changed a few more seals and stamped them on him indiscriminately. Xie Shiyu didn't resist. Seeing that he couldn't unbutton his shirt with one hand, he clenched his fingertips and helped him undo it.

"..." Jiang Ruan blushed, and poked Xie Shiyu's shoulder with her fingertips.

Xie Shiyu gave a low laugh, hugged him with open arms, rubbed his soft hair, kissed his lips, and said, "Kid, what else do you want?"

Jiang Ruan grabbed the collar of his shirt and tore it off, revealing half of his muscular shoulders and chest.

He changed another seal, this time it was different from others, he breathed a little on the seal, and then dipped the ink pad, his face was flushed, his long eyelashes drooped, on Xie Shiyu's chest, near the heart I stamped it.

It's not a small animal anymore, it's just a very small heart, the edges are not neatly carved, it can be seen that the carving is clumsy, like a beginner.

"You are mine." Jiang Ruan tilted her head and leaned on his other shoulder, bending softly, blushing and whispering.

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