After being forced to do business with my ex-boyfriend, I became popular

Jiang Ruan didn't sleep very deeply, after all, he was on the set where people were coming and going, but he fell asleep and it was difficult to wake up, he just felt as if he had been moved somewhere.

When I woke up and saw the chandelier in the lounge, I was in a daze.

"Small boat?"

Xu Xiaozhou was more in a trance than him.

After listening to Xie Shiyu's words, he went to pour a glass of water and came back, only to find that the two of them had disappeared, and the door of Jiang Ruan's lounge not far away was open.He walked over, just in time to see Xie Shiyu put Jiang Ruan on the couch, lowered his head to make a blanket for him, and froze in place.

"Let's put the water next to it," Xie Shiyu said lightly, as if he wasn't the one who secretly carried the person away just now, "Maybe Teacher Jiang wakes up and drinks it."

Xu Xiaozhou looked anxious, "What does Xie Yingdi want?"

Whether it's trying to rule Jiang Ruan unspoken, or making love out of drama, it sounds too scary.

Xu Xiaozhou regretted it very much. He shouldn't have listened to Xie Shiyu's words and poured water just now. Xie Shiyu has so many assistants, and if he wanted tea, it was impossible to ask him to pour it. If he didn't pay attention, Jiang Ruan was taken advantage of.

Jiang Ruan laughed. He lit a cigarette and said, "...Maybe it was just a whim."

After speaking, Jiang Ruan got up and went out to smoke.

After a while, it rained again, and the sky was dark, but it was much cooler.

"Why are you here in the rain?" Xie Shiyu walked behind him at some point, "Can I borrow a fire?"

"Yeah." Jiang Ruan still had the cigarette in his mouth, and wanted to hold it and hand it over to give Xie Shiyu a fire.But Xie Shiyu took a step forward, grabbed his wrist, lowered his head to approach him, and lit his cigarette directly to his lips.

The location on the second floor of the studio is not exposed to rain, but there are still wet and cool rain and fog blowing on the body.

Only the other party's breath is hot.

In the afternoon, I took a few more shots, and then I called it a day and left the set.

"This is a few entertainment companies that have come to test their reputation recently." Xu Xiaozhou showed Jiang Ruan the information on the tablet, and pouted, "I looked, and the scale is not as large as the previous Xunxing Media, the most popular in the company There are at most five or six tier artists, most of whom are Internet celebrity anchors and the like, and the conditions are generally very generous."

"Repeaters" hasn't finished broadcasting yet, Jiang Ruan has already become popular, and when they heard about his previous termination of the contract, many companies wanted to snatch him away.

But it doesn't make sense to sign such a small company.

It was clear that he wanted to use Jiang Ruan to make quick money, and the resources promised in the company's contract were also very mediocre.

"Let's talk about it later." Jiang Ruan didn't look any further.

Xu Xiaozhou's face was full of confusion.

"What's wrong?" Jiang Ruan asked.

"...there is another one. Xie Shiyu's studio contacted us and asked if there is any intention to sign a contract. The share given is higher than those of the previous companies." Xu Xiaozhou felt that it was outrageous. Xie Shiyu's studio did not intend to make money by signing the contract. ?

He faltered, "I also said... I also said that we can choose any film and television script that Xie Yingdi's studio receives, and we have absolute priority."

"..." Jiang Ruan was also stunned for a moment, "Reject it first, reject them all."

Jiang Ruan lost three to four kilograms in a week, and Zhang Shu was finally satisfied, "It's almost there, let's start filming those breakup scenes in the next few days."

"No matter how thin you are, you'll lose your appearance." Xie Shiyu frowned slightly.

"It's okay," Zhang Shu looked back at Jiang Ruan, and felt that it would be better to be on camera, so he sneered at Xie Shiyu, "You have a lot of things to do, and I asked you to come to film, and I will serve the young master? Look at Jiang Ruan, what happened to the crew? Just do what is arranged, there have never been so many problems.”

Xie Shiyu was too lazy to argue with him, so while Zhang Shu was not paying attention, he gave Jiang Ruan a small piece of stewed ribs during lunch.

"...I will be scolded if Director Zhang sees it." Jiang Ruan opened her eyes wide and subconsciously quickly took rice to hide the pork ribs.

"Hurry up and eat." Xie Shiyu said.

Jiang Ruan was flustered with greed. He hadn't seen any normal oil and water for many days. The amount of chicken breast meat in the nutritional meal was small and insipid. After rubbing his empty stomach, he was cruel and said to Xie Shiyu, "Forget it." , Thank you, teacher."

"Really don't want it?" Xie Shiyu suppressed a smile, "Then what were you doing staring at other people's lunch boxes just now? You said it and thought the crew mistreated you."

"I don't want to watch it." Jiang Ruan scoffed.

Xie Shiyu took away his ribs again, lest Zhang Shu come over and see him later, and he would be chattering. Before he refused, he gave him a spoonful of fragrant rib soup.

Jiang Ruan lowered his head and ate rice while mixing soup. Maybe the set was too hot, and the roots of his ears were red and hot.

When the filming started in the evening, Jiang Ruan felt alive again.

Father Zhong didn't dare to tell Wu Yulan what he had encountered before. If something happened to the child, he would never be able to let go of it for the rest of his life.He thought that Chu Tingdong would listen to him, but after talking with Chu Tingdong once, Chu Tingdong had no regrets.

"Uncle, I want Zhong Xun to go to college with me in other places." Chu Tingdong had a showdown with him.

"What do you mean?" Father Zhong asked, "It's fine if he messes around, why do you follow him around? Do you think you can keep it a secret forever? How disappointed will your mother be when she finds out in the future?"

"I didn't want to hide it for the rest of my life," Chu Tingdong couldn't understand. "Wait a year or two, and I will find a chance to tell her. I just like someone. This is my own business, and it has nothing to do with Zhong Xun. , there is no need to feel disappointed about me."

Father Zhong felt that they were simply unreasonable. He was not ashamed to engage in such a disgusting thing as homosexuality, and he still stood here and talked back to him so frankly.

He couldn't make sense with Chu Tingdong, so he could only go to Zhong Xun.

The scene record was played, "Lighting positioning! Action!"

"Why should I break up with him?" Jiang Ruan suddenly said this after listening to Zhong's father for a long time.

"Are you going to hang out with men all the time?" Father Zhong held back and didn't slap him. "Is it disgusting? What do you like about him?"

Sitting on his single bed leaning against the pillow, Jiang Ruan suddenly blinked and smiled, his lips were still bright red, and his body was covered with kiss marks and smells left by Xie Shiyu, and said softly, "I like him fucking me so much Cool."

Father Zhong's blood pressure soared immediately, and he picked up the baseball bat next to him and beat him. Jiang Ruan was hit a few times, but before he could hide, he felt his bones were broken, and fell to his knees covered in cold sweat.

Xie Shiyu pushed open the door and came in and hugged him.

When he was angry, he deliberately hit him whenever he spoke, and touched his wet shoulder blades, and his heart softened a little.

Father Zhong was afraid that Wu Yulan would find out before, so he didn't dare to do anything to Xie Shiyu, but now he is so anxious that he doesn't care about anything, and kicks and kicks when he gets angry.

"Fuck," Jiang Ruan called out to him enduring the pain, "Don't touch his fucking legs."

Wu Yulan came back from get off work to buy groceries, and heard movement in the bedroom. At first, she thought it was Jiang Ruan being beaten, but after some hesitation, she planned to go directly to the kitchen, but she vaguely heard Xie Shiyu's voice, she panicked and hurried over. I heard Jiang Ruan say:

"I'm just dating Chu Tingdong. What's wrong with me? I'm a rotten person so I don't deserve it? You just saw him kiss me once, and you haven't seen too many!"

Jiang Ruan's eyes were red, and she held back her tears.

His mother and Father Zhong had a flash marriage after a blind date, and they had him in the second year of their marriage, and then they began to quarrel endlessly.When they finally couldn't survive and wanted a divorce, no one wanted a child, and it was difficult to abandon the child after several years of age, and no relatives were willing to ask for it, so they went to the court to hold a trial, and finally awarded it to Zhong's father.

Only Xie Shiyu liked him and was willing to have him, but it was all fake.

He wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, pushed the door and wanted to go out, but bumped into Wu Yulan head-on, and his steps froze instantly.

"Mom." Xie Shiyu was also stunned for a few seconds.

Wu Yulan slammed Jiang Ruan all over her body with a vegetable basket, and then slapped Xie Shiyu with her hand, her lips trembling: "Can't you just listen to me once? You have to learn figure skating, become disabled, and now you like it again." This bastard, are you going to be killed by him?!"

"Card!" Zhang Shu gestured behind the monitor.

Jiang Ruan's chest was still uncomfortable, and he shed a few tears in the blink of an eye. Xie Shiyu saw it from the side, and in front of everyone, he calmly reached out and hugged him, as if to comfort him, and said with a smile: "No way. , Teacher Jiang, it's not time to cry yet."

"Well, I'm sorry." Jiang Ruan lowered his head and wiped his eyes.

Zhang Shu frowned and ignored them.

The next scene goes to the hospital.

Chu Tingdong was beaten by Zhong's father for Zhong Xun. He is a repeat student who has been away from school for two years. No matter how good his grades are, he still has to study hard. At the opening, I was overwhelmed, physically and mentally exhausted, and tired and sick.

Xie Shiyu went to put on some makeup, and lay down on the hospital bed when he came back.

"Jiang Ruan, are you ready?" the director called out.

"Okay...Okay, now!"

Jiang Ruan hurried over.He flushed his face just now, trying to cover the red corners of his eyes.

Shoot again.

Jiang Ruan was sitting by the hospital bed, lying on her stomach, with her cheek against the back of Xie Shiyu's hand that was not infused.

Xie Shiyu didn't wake up.

Wu Yulan didn't come to the hospital this time, as if she really didn't intend to care about Xie Shiyu's life and death anymore. In the past, Jiang Ruan would have gloated, but now she suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.

Jiang Ruan took off his shoes and climbed onto the hospital bed. It had only snowed outside, and it was freezing cold. He curled up next to Xie Shiyu to sleep like a puppy, his face buried in his sleeve, and he held his hand. It was warm, but still trembling, and hot tears flowed out instantly.

What should I do.

He seemed to regret it.

Xie Shiyu was woken up by his moaning and crying, his shoulders were wet, and he almost thought there was a flood, but he only touched Jiang Ruan's crying face, and squeezed it a few times with a little force.

Jiang Ruan let him pinch, and didn't make a sound when it hurt. She leaned over to lick his lips, hugged his neck, and swore, "Just wait, I'll definitely be admitted to college."

"Card!"

This kind of multi-role scene of quarreling and fighting has always been difficult to shoot. No matter which actor's emotions have not kept up, or have gone too far, they have to start all over again.

But fortunately, the actors who play the parents are all real actors.

As soon as the lines came out, the atmosphere was pushed to the right position.

Although it is inevitable that a few articles will be scrapped in the middle, the overall progress is still very fast.

"Okay, perfect, let's call it a day early." Zhang Shu said with a smile in a good mood.

When Xie Shiyu heard it, he turned around and said to Jiang Ruan, "Mr. Jiang, tonight, to save face, can I treat you to supper? I'll go and revise the script with Director Zhang and the others first, and I'll pick you up later." .”

"...Okay." Jiang Ruan pursed her lower lip.

Xie Shiyu smiled at him maliciously.

Jiang Ruan went back to the hotel alone. When he was filming, he was splashed with vegetable leaves and the blood of freshly killed live fish. Although he changed his clothes, the smell was still strong, so he went to take a shower first.

After lying on the bed, I was sleepy waiting and waiting.

Xie Shiyu really sold all the things that were worth something that he earned himself.

Barely paid back the money.

On the day I left the apartment, my whole body was less than three hundred, and the suitcase only contained a change of clothes.

"I really can only stay with you for a few days," Xie Shiyu said to Jiang Ruan at night. "This semester is over, and I'll go around to see if there are any rental houses."

"...I don't really want your rent." Jiang Ruan lay on the back of the chair and looked back at him.

Xie Shiyu rubbed his hair, and said softly, "I can't stay with you all the time, what would grandma think? Besides, this neighborhood is very close to the family building of the school. If you meet a teacher again, forget it, knowing you You are willing to take me in, be good, and talk about it when I really have nothing to do."

Even if it wasn't for Jiang Ruan, Xie Shiyu wouldn't have stayed in that house for long, as he was an outsider.

What's the point of following other people's family of three to join in the fun?

Moreover.

Xie Shiyu pinched Jiang Ruan's cheek and kissed him, smiling incoherently, "My wife is enough for me."

Jiang Ruan gave him a sideways look.

Xie Shiyu really wanted to be with Jiang Ruan this time. For the first time, he began to imagine his future with someone, and he was reluctant to disturb Jiang Ruan's study any more.It's not like before, every time I came to look for him, I would hug him into the bathroom or go out to open a room late at night, bully him on that small bed, and even take more care of the other's family.

"Are you really not going to sleep?" Jiang Ruan woke up at night, only to find that the lamp in the corner of the living room was still on. She walked over and squatted next to Xie Shiyu, resting her chin on his knee, looking up at him .

Xie Shiyu is now finally starting to regret why he didn't pay attention to the class.

Even if Jiang Ruan draws all the important points for him, he can't finish it in a few days. Fortunately, there is still a third year of high school.

"I'll watch it for a while, and I'll sleep on the sofa later." Xie Shiyu held his face, rubbed it a few times, and said with a smile, "Baby, do you need someone to coax you to sleep?"

Jiang Ruan hummed and chirped softly.

Xie Shiyu took a part-time job and took pictures of people on weekends. Most of them were models from some clothing stores or Internet celebrities.

The earliest time I get home at night is after eleven o'clock, and occasionally I don't come back until two or three o'clock.

After Jiang Ruan finished writing the paper, he sorted out Xie Shiyu's exclusive upgrade materials for the scumbags, and then slept on the sofa, waiting for Xie Shiyu to come back.The little parrot jumped up and down on his shoulder, Jiang Ruan stretched out his hand, it tilted its head and landed on his finger, flapping its short wings a few times.

"Xiao Xie, Xiao Xie." Jiang Ruan taught it to speak.

This cockatiel is still too young, and it can't even learn to whistle vaguely. I don't know when it will really open its voice.

He tirelessly taught it over and over again.

He didn't sit up until he heard the soft sound of keys outside the door, and went to open the door with bare feet. Xie Shiyu carried a heavy camera and peripheral bag on one shoulder, and stretched out his arms to hug him, "Why aren't you asleep yet? "

Jiang Ruan put her arms around his neck.

Xie Shiyu lowered his head and kissed him randomly, like coaxing a child, "Good boy."

From dawn to late at night, I took photos all day long, constantly changing positions, teaching the models to adjust their movements, and went to shoot exterior scenes for several hours at night. Xie Shiyu had to stand or squat all the time, His face was tired and his voice was hoarse. He lowered his head and pressed his forehead to Jiang Ruan's, calling him softly, "Baby."

Jiang Ruan's eye sockets suddenly became wet, spreading to his chest, as if he was choked up for no reason.

The school has formulated an extra lesson plan for the top [-] students in the grade.

Go to class every afternoon during the big break.

"My phone is out of battery," Xie Shiyu held Jiang Ruan, "Let me play with yours for a while."

Jiang Ruan left it to him.

Xie Shiyu didn't look at his other things. Although Jiang Ruan was not afraid of him, he just lowered his head and played the game for more than ten minutes, then put down his phone and wanted to continue doing the paper.

As a result, Jiang Ruan's landline suddenly dialed.

Xie Shiyu picked it up, but no one spoke on the other side of the microphone, only the sound of heavy and dull breathing could be vaguely heard.

A few seconds later, Xie Shiyu stood up abruptly and went downstairs with his mobile phone. He climbed over the wall from the nearest playground and hurried back to Jiang Ruan's house. After opening the door, he saw grandma lying on the sofa with black lips. Qing, there was no movement, his heart tightened, and his palms were wet with sweat.

After class, Jiang Ruan received a call from Xie Shiyu from Cao Ping'an, the head teacher. She had a sore nose and was about to go to the hospital.

"It's fine, don't worry, take it easy." Xie Shiyu told him.

"Yes." Jiang Ruan nodded.

As soon as he made a sound, tears almost fell directly.

June in Yanning was wet and rainy.

He got a taxi and got stuck in another half an hour before arriving at the hospital. Xie Shiyu waited for him outside the ward, ignoring the surprised and suspicious eyes of the people around him, and hugged him in his arms.

"Fortunately, it was delivered in time. It's nothing serious now. After a few days of observation, I can go home and rest. The old man's heart is not very good, but is there no incentive this time? It suddenly fell ill?" the doctor asked.

Jiang Ruan shook his head blankly.

He and Xie Shiyu stood guard outside the ward, waiting for grandma to wake up.

Xie Shiyu's clothes were soaked through, dripping water against his body, and the young man's thin but strong muscle lines could be clearly seen.When I took my grandma to the hospital just now, it was raining heavily. He helped the doctor who came with the ambulance to hold an umbrella, but he was covered in water instead.

The hospital corridor is shady and cool, and it is really cold.

"Go back and change your clothes." Jiang Ruan hooked his hand.

"It's okay." Xie Shiyu said.

Jiang Ruan turned her head and sniffed at his shoulder collarbone.

"Does it stink?" Xie Shiyu raised his arm and smelled it himself. His body was wet with sweat mixed with rain mud. The smell must not be pleasant, so he frowned.

"It seems to stink." Jiang Ruan said after a while.

"Dislike me?" Xie Shiyu was unhappy, and asked him with raised eyebrows.

Jiang Ruan shook her head, rubbed against him, put her arms around him, and nestled in his arms.

Xie Shiyu's ears turned red in a rare way.

When grandma finally recovered, Jiang Ruan went to ask, only to find out that Jiang Rui had left his home address and phone number to the creditor. The other party mistakenly thought that they were still living together, and called and threatened Jiang Rui, "You can figure it out." , If you don’t pay back the money next month, your mother’s leg will be chopped off.”

Jiang Ruan called back and told them that Jiang Rui had moved away long ago, and then threw them all the contact information Jiang Rui had ever used.

Went to get a new number at home.

"Do you want to move?" Xie Shiyu asked him.

Jiang Ruan had long thought about moving, but it was difficult. Grandma's memory was up and down. He took her to live in the rented house for a while when he was freshman in high school. He sneaked out at home and walked down the street with crutches to find his original home.

Their family has lived here for decades, including his parents, who grew up in this yard, and their relatives and lovers are no longer alive. For the elderly, it is too difficult to leave.

"I also want to find Jiang Rui, so I can't find it? Besides, who knows if your family hid him and doesn't want to pay me back? I owe my mother three years, and finally let me Find a place, and if you don’t pay it off, no one can run away.”

Jiang Ruan didn't know how the other party knew his mobile phone number. He often called suddenly during class, and Xie Shiyu removed his calling card and switched it to his own mobile phone.

"Do you believe me?" Xie Shiyu asked him suddenly, smoking a cigarette.

"What?" Jiang Ruan didn't understand.

Xie Shiyu snorted ambiguously.

After school in the evening, Xie Shiyu said that a friend was looking for him, so he would not go home for now.Jiang Ruan didn't doubt it. After all, there were quite a lot of people looking for Xie Shiyu every three days, and Xie Shiyu didn't accompany him back every night.

Jiang Ruan didn't know what Xie Shiyu did until later.

When I got home, my school uniform jacket was covered in blood.

There were many abrasions on the cheeks, blood oozing from the gauze on the bandaged arms, redness, swelling and bruises on the back of the shoulders, criss-cross scars, and not much good flesh left.

But no one ever called him again.

"Do you feel distressed?" Xie Shiyu changed his clothes. From the corner of his eyes, he noticed that Jiang Ruan had been staring at his injuries. He sniffed lightly and asked teasingly.

Jiang Ruan shook his head.

Xie Shiyu's heart moved, he went to hug him, lowered his head and kissed his lips, sucking them until they were swollen and hot.

Jiang Ruan was so obedient that night that Xie Shiyu thought that if they did this once in their life, they would be Plato in the next few decades. Jiang Ruan fell asleep in a daze, her hand still covering her mouth.

Xie Shiyu couldn't help laughing until his shoulders trembled, he pulled his hand away and put it away, and pinched his fair cheek where his finger marks were covered.

In fact, some people in the class have long guessed whether the two of them really have something tricky.

Even if Xie Shiyu kept his distance from Jiang Ruan at school, many people saw him running out suddenly with a gloomy face that day, especially Jiang Ruan didn't come for the evening self-study. Everyone heard that there was something wrong with his family. Such a coincidence?

Someone asked in the class if he needed to deliver this weekend's papers for him.

Jiang Ruan is the class monitor, and he is very talkative, even a little gentle and easy to bully. His classmates have a good relationship with him and are willing to help him.

"Thank you, I'll wait for you at the intersection, can you help bring Xie Shiyu's test paper?"

Jiang Ruan asked without thinking.

The classmate asked strangely: "Xie Shiyu's?"

"Well, thank you, I'll treat you to ice cream when I go to school! Vanilla and chocolate double balls!" Jiang Ruan replied happily.

When he went to school again, before Jiang Ruan noticed, Xie Shiyu first noticed that something was wrong with the eyes around him.

It shouldn't be Shi Ping who said it.

Even if Shi Ping wanted to tell someone about their puppy love, she would definitely tell her class teacher Cao Pingan in private, so that no one in the class would know.

When Jiang Ruan finally realized it, it was already too late, and almost everyone in the class knew that he was with Xie Shiyu.

No one ever confronted them.

But those prying and curious eyes were also very uncomfortable. He didn't even dare to say a word to Xie Shiyu in class, because someone would suddenly look back.

Xie Shiyu frowned and looked back, but the other party hurriedly looked away.

He is really not afraid of coming out. Even if the whole school knows that he likes boys, so what, but he can't come out now. Jiang Ruan Tieda's grade one is not made in a dream. Only Xie Shiyu knows that every day he opens his eyes. He was reading and had papers at hand when eating. He couldn't be sorry for Jiang Ruan's hard work over the years.

But he didn't tell Jiang Ruan.

I was thinking about transferring to another school or temporarily dropping out of school in private.

"...You and Xie Shiyu... Do you two live together?" During class, seeing Xie Shiyu going downstairs, a classmate who had a good relationship with Jiang Ruan sat over and asked tentatively.

"No." Xie Shiyu told him not to say anything, Jiang Ruan lied after hesitating.

The classmates obviously didn't believe it.

The parents of many students in Yanning No. [-] Middle School are teachers of the No. [-] Middle School or branch schools, and they live in the family building near the school, very close to Jiang Ruan's home.When I saw Jiang Ruan and Xie Shiyu coming out together, I didn't think much about it, but now I suddenly realized it.

Students like Xie Shiyu with ridiculously poor grades are almost at the bottom of the contempt chain in key classes, but most people can get along with him, and Jiang Ruan has a good relationship with him, so he can integrate into this class so quickly.

Now that this kind of thing happened, I don't have a good attitude towards him. I feel weird in private, and even look down on Xie Shiyu. How could Jiang Ruan be with that kind of person?

Just look at the face?

Otherwise, you are being lied to.

"Don't care what they say." Xie Shiyu held Jiang Ruan, frowned, and said, "Can you control everyone's mouth? Scold me a few times, it doesn't hurt or itch."

Jiang Ruan kept her head silent and flicked through the paper.

Xie Shiyu was really upset to stay here, and Jiang Ruan couldn't read at ease when he was next to him, so he didn't go to evening self-study anymore, and went to the studio to take pictures after school at night, and then took pictures until late at night.My wrist is a bit strained, and I rub it occasionally when I do my homework.

He wants to save some money.

Jiang Ruan's family is not poor, but grandma's medical bills are a huge expense, and she has to go to college afterward.Even if he couldn't go to the same school as Jiang Ruan, he wanted to at least be closer to him. Then he would have no time to make money in the third year of high school. He still had to scrape together enough rent for a year and move out of Jiang Ruan's house as soon as possible.

When Jiang Ruan shook his hand, he felt that he had lost a lot of weight, and even his brows and eyes looked colder.

The storm bottle was still on Xie Shiyu's desk.

Ashes fell.

In mid-June, Jiang Ruan was suddenly stopped by someone on his way home after leaving the cram school.

while sitting in the car.

Jiang Ruan was still thinking wildly, staring at the pet shop outside the car window in a daze.

"I'm here to find you, you should know what's going on?" Shi Ning handed him a glass of lemon-flavored drink, "Don't be afraid, I'm just talking to you."

Jiang Ruan took it and said softly, "Thank you."

"His father and I divorced very early, and I may not have cared enough for him. Now that I want to make up for it, he is unwilling to go home." Shi Ning smiled, "But I never made him suffer since he was a child, and he didn't treat him badly. Let him be wronged, so there are some things he doesn't understand."

Jiang Ruan held the cup of lemon tea with cold palms.

"But you should be able to understand, right?" Shi Ning said in a gentle and peaceful tone, "How tiring a person can be, dreaming without hope, buried in reading, but not knowing what the end will be in the future, maybe more than ten years of reading books are in vain , I can’t keep anything. I live in trembling, not even daring to leave this street, can you understand this feeling?”

Jiang Ruan didn't speak, her throat felt fishy and sweet, she lowered her head and drank some lemon tea.

He was wearing a school uniform white T-shirt, clean and elegant, and on his white neck was wearing the jade red rope that blesses longevity and safety. He was so beautiful that Shi Ning saw him in the chaotic street at a glance, and felt that he would never admit his mistake .

"That's right," Shi Ning said slowly and considerately, "Auntie sees that a child like you may have been spoiled by the family, so well-behaved, I don't know what it's like to endure hardship."

Burning clouds were reflected in the sky, and the air conditioner was clearly turned on in the car, but it was still suffocating and stuffy.

"Don't you feel sorry for him?" Shi Ning finally asked.

Jiang Ruan was dizzy and felt that he couldn't stay for a minute. He hurriedly opened the car door and said, "Auntie, I'm sorry, I have to leave beforehand."

He didn't even take the glass of lemonade he just drank.

Sour and bitter.

But every time Xie Shiyu bought him something sweet.

In the past few days, the high school entrance examination room in the city has been occupied. Jiang Ruan and the others have been on vacation for a few days. Xie Shiyu has not gone home for the time being. He wants to buy a car with his friends and borrow it for a few days to make do with the competition. Even if it is risky, there is nothing he can do.

It's too slow to make money just by taking pictures of the studio, and it will take a month or two to save enough money to move out. He is worried that someone will see him and say something to Grandma Jiang Ruan that shouldn't be said.

Remembering that he hadn't contacted Jiang Ruan for more than a day, he sent Jiang Ruan a message.

[Xiao Xie]: Ruan Ruan, are you home yet?Still in the hospital?

Grandma hadn't been discharged from the hospital yet, so Jiang Ruan was not at ease. After discussing with the doctor, she stayed in the hospital for a system check before leaving.

Jiang Ruan squatted on the side of the road for a long time, and when he heard the news, he realized that his feet were numb. He stood up and stomped his feet, and took pictures of the pet shop not far away to show him.

【Parrot】: Not yet.

【Parrot】: I will go to the hospital later.

[Xiao Xie]: Good.

Jiang Ruan walked towards the hospital in the face of the fading sunset. When he was about to reach the hospital, it was dark. He saw a bright orange star downstairs in the inpatient department from a distance, and Xie Shiyu was leaning on the railing to smoke there.

"I thought you would come back tomorrow." Jiang Ruan said.

Xie Shiyu didn't speak, his red phoenix eyes curved slightly, smiled at him, and then took his hand with a cigarette in his mouth.Before Jiang Ruan recovered, Xie Shiyu pinched his thin fingertips to reveal the scratched wound, and lowered his head to apply the Band-Aid of Sesshomall on him.

He hummed softly. Jiang Ruan couldn't understand the dumb English he learned.

But Xie Shiyu was different from other boys in the voice-changing period. He didn't have a male duck voice, but his voice was a little hoarse than before. It sounded very gentle in the evening, and Jiang Ruan instinctively knew that it was a love song.

Xie Shiyu seemed to really love him.

Except for grandma, she is the one who loves him the most in the whole world and treats him like a baby.

Suddenly, Jiang Ruan's eyes turned red, and he held back his tears until he held back his tears.

"...Xie Shiyu," Jiang Ruan's lips moved, "or let's break up."

Xie Shiyu didn't react at all at first, but when he finally understood, his face gradually turned cold, "Why did you say this all of a sudden?"

"You said that I can break up whenever I want, and you don't ask anything." Jiang Ruan said.

His heart beat fast enough to overflow his chest.

"You..." Xie Shiyu hadn't finished speaking when his cell phone rang suddenly. His friend said he wanted to ask him to help with taking pictures. The rewards here have always been a lot. Maybe he can save enough tuition for Jiang Ruan once he goes there. Opportunity rare.

Jiang Ruan stared at the Band-Aid on her finger.

It was scratched by the cup of lemon tea in the car, and he kept pressing the edge firmly.

The photo I took for Xie Shiyu just now seems to have been taken by accident.

Xie Shiyu took a deep breath, bowed his head and said to Jiang Ruan, "I'll tell you when I come back, I didn't agree to break up, don't even think about breaking up with me."

Jiang Ruan heard him walk away.

Then he moved his stiff legs and feet and walked upstairs to the hospital.

Suddenly he couldn't move, couldn't even take a step, he walked through the stairs with people coming and going, squatted in the corner, raised his hand and slapped himself hard, and lowered his head, his cheeks were flushed and hot, trembling with pain, his ears There was a hum, and I couldn't hear anything clearly.

Only tears kept pouring out.

When Jiang Ruan woke up, she subconsciously touched her face, her hands were wet, and her cheeks felt burning pain like hallucinations.

It seems that the slap eight years ago was slapped again.

The heart constricted and ached, as if it had been cut open sharply, the wound was bottomless and dripping with blood.

He stared blankly at his hands.

Nothing at all.

The phone rang suddenly, and he turned his head to look.

The screen lights up in the darkness.

[Xie Shiyu]: Going downstairs, are you going to have supper?

The author has something to say: too many words, it’s too late qwq, I really can’t set a flag

ps: It will be uploaded tomorrow, so I will update it at [-] o'clock in the evening, okay~

感谢在2021-06-2822:52:40~2021-06-2922:48:00期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: think about it :) `2; microtrace 1;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 44 bottles of dear silver; 10 bottles of snowy fields;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!