"Ch... also?" Osamu Dazai stood stiffly on the spot, he stretched out his hands subconsciously, wanting to hug him back, but as soon as he raised his hands in mid-air, he stopped abruptly as if he had encountered some kind of resistance, just floating in the air.After a long time, Osamu Dazai still put down his hand, and only said to him in a gentle tone: "What's wrong?"

Zhong Yuanzhong didn't answer either, but after hugging in this position for a long time, he suddenly let go of his hands, took a few steps back, put his head on his head and mumbled, "...it's nothing."

"That, both of you." A male voice abruptly inserted into the conversation between the two, breaking the slightly dignified atmosphere.Maeda Ryo, who had been left out for a long time, waved awkwardly at the two of them, and squeezed out an embarrassing smile: "I want to ask, has the incident been resolved?"

Only then did Osamu Dazai belatedly remember that they came to accept the entrustment, he could only temporarily suppress the impetuousness in his heart, turned his head and patiently said to Maeda Ryo: "Don't worry, everything is over, there will be no There will be another haunting incident."

Maeda Ryo breathed a long sigh of relief: "That's good, that's good."

He looked at the two gratefully: "Thank you so much! Please let me reward you both with a lot of money!"

Osamu Dazai wanted to use social rhetoric to be polite, but his peripheral vision fell on Nakahara Nakaya, and that set of false rhetoric suddenly became dull. He even wanted to escape here quickly and find someone with only him and Chuya. In such a quiet place, stay together with Zhongye.It would be even better if Zhong Ye was willing to share his thoughts with him.

After listening to Maeda Ryo's long thank you words irritably, after the other party emphasized again that he would transfer the huge amount of remuneration to Osamu Dazai's account immediately, he finally asked the driver to take the two back.

This time the two didn't refuse, and Osamu Dazai took Chuya Nakahara's wrist without hesitation and got into the car directly.

Then, there was another long silence.

The extremely quiet atmosphere in the car made Osamu Dazai feel a little depressed for a while. Compared with the uncomfortable atmosphere, he was more concerned about what happened in Chuya Nakahara.

"...Zhongye"

"... Dazai"

The two who had been silent for a long time chose to speak in tacit agreement at the same time, and their words overlapped, causing a faint smile to appear on Dazai Osamu's face unconsciously.

"I'll be merciful and let you have the right to speak." Osamu Dazai rarely joked.

It's a pity that Zhong Yuan didn't slow down his expression because of his joke, and his mood was still low.Nakahara didn't even look at Osamu Dazai, but rested his chin on one hand, leaned against the car door, and stared sideways at the scenery outside the window for a long time before slowly saying: "The reason why people are people is because they have decisions. Right to direct fate, right?"

The smile on Dazai's face froze.

Zhong Yuan Zhong also said: "If a person's life is determined by others, what is the difference between it and a domestic animal?"

"Zhongye..."

Osamu Dazai opened and closed his mouth, he really wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything.Chuya's words, are you blaming me?

Blame me for being in two worlds, being so self-willed has decided his life.

"Dazai..." With a long sigh, Nakahara Chuya leaned his head against the car window and said softly, "I'm a little tired."

...

Someone told him a story.

A long, long story.

At that time, he was still called Huang Ba Tu, and he still had the body of a god, living aloofly in the high sky plain, and was revered by thousands of people.

Later, the faith received by the gods gradually weakened, and the spiritual power between heaven and earth gradually collapsed.More and more gods have lost their faith and disappeared, only the first batch of gods born from the heaven and earth are still persisting.

It's just that the aura of heaven and earth is not enough, and they who have lost their faith will perish sooner or later due to the exhaustion of power.Such a desperate and desolate way of death is undoubtedly an insult to the noble god.

In order to save the God Realm and the gods, the gods made a bold plan.With the last of their strength they opened a passage to nothingness and sent a god inside.

The God Realm fell, and the remaining gods either fell due to exhaustion of power, or chose to enter reincarnation, and only the gods who entered nothingness survived.As long as the spiritual energy recovers, he will wake up from his deep sleep and return to the world again.The gods only need faith to be born again. At that time, he will rebuild faith, recast the God Realm, and let the gods return to Gao Tianyuan again.

The expectations and wishes of all the gods flowed in his body, and he was the last person guarded by countless gods with their lives.

But an accident happened, the big hand made of supernatural power accidentally broke into nothingness, awakened the sleeping god, brought his soul into the human world, and merged into a human body.The fusion of the souls of the gods and the souls of humans gave birth to a brand new soul and a brand new personality, an existence called "Central Plains Chuya".

"Your body entrusts the prayers of all the gods, and they made you alive. You can't live up to their wishes." The mountain god said to Zhongya Zhongya.

Zhongyuan Zhong also wanted to say that these are all things that Huangba vomited in the past. I am just an ordinary human being now, and none of this has anything to do with me.

But he couldn't say that.

If everything said by the mountain gods is true, the Central Plains cannot say that the lives and wishes of those gods have nothing to do with me.

This is his mission, an unalterable destiny engraved in his soul.

Why should his fate always be left to others to decide?

They say that he is the king of "sheep", a high-ranking cadre of the port mafia, the carrier of desolation and tyranny, and the only surviving god...

But all of this was not what he wanted at first.

He doesn't want anything, but everyone is pushing his back, forcing him to keep going, keep going.

The researchers said that your body is suitable as an experimental vehicle, so you took him away from his relatives so forcefully, erased his memory, and destroyed his freedom.

The sheep said, we took you in, so you who have power should protect us.So he became the leader of the sheep, sweeping away all difficulties for them, but was ruthlessly betrayed in the end.

Mr Sen said he was fit for the port mafia.So I planned everything together with Osamu Dazai and lured him into joining step by step.

Verlaine said he should leave the Port Mafia, leave Japan, and be with him, so he killed five of his friends on his own initiative.

Dazai made a huge plan for him, a plan that he knew nothing about but had to jump into.

Until now, someone told him that you were born because of the desperate sacrifices of all the gods, and you should dedicate everything to them as a matter of course, just to satisfy their wishes.

These are the people he valued, so even if they were pushed forward, even if some of them were not what he wanted from the beginning, Zhong Yuanzhong also willingly accepted them.However, this does not mean that he will be happy.

He has human emotions, has emotions, can cry and laugh.

He has human dignity and his own right to choose. He should have decided his own life.

Why no one asked him, would you like it?

I... don't want to.

He gritted his teeth and swallowed all the pain mixed with hoarse groans into his stomach.

...

The car stopped in front of the Kyoto Conjuration High School, Zhongya Zhongya was standing at the door, the noise came from inside the door, it was extremely lively, as if he was in two worlds with him.

Chuya Nakahara stood there motionless, and Osamu Dazai, who was full of thoughts, was also immersed in his own world.The two stood silently at the door in a daze for a long time, until Yuzu Yujin accidentally glanced at the door, and then noticed their figures.

"Central Plains! Senior Dazai!" He waved his arms vigorously at the two of them, and enthusiastically greeted them: "You are finally back!"

Knotaba Yuhito's hand rested on Nakahara Chuya's shoulder naturally, and Nakahara Chuya's body stiffened for a moment, but Knotaba Yuhito didn't notice, and he poured out all the "grievances" just now to Nakahara Chuya.

"Those two people are too much. I bought so many souvenirs, and they ate them all up in one go!" Yujin Yuzuki couldn't help but waved his fists while talking: "There are five pieces of souvenirs I gave The teacher prepared it!"

"Tsk, why is a man so stingy?" Nagasaki Wild Rose also came over, and while glaring at Yuzuki Yuhito in disgust, she said to Nakahara Chuya: "Didn't you just eat a few boxes of raw Yahashi from you? You are so intemperate when you eat breakfast, you actually finished my portion!" Then he turned to Fu Heihui and said, "Right, Fu Hei?"

Fu Heihui nodded in agreement: "You also ate half of my breakfast."

Polygonum cuspidatum Youren said, "I'm not too hungry?"

"Who made you insist on going to exercise with Senior Todo early in the morning?" Nagasaki Ye Qiangwei rolled her eyes in a very disfigured manner, and when she rushed towards Zhongya Zhongya, her face turned into a smile again: "I gave birth to Yahashi!" I left two boxes for you, not to mention, this guy has really good taste in food."

"Hey, how can you use my specialty products as favors!"

"I'm annoying you, didn't I also share the special products I bought with you?"

"That's different! This is the raw Yatsuhashi I've been looking forward to for a long time!"

Obviously they came to greet Chuya Nakahara and Osamu Dazai, but they quarreled again while they were talking, Megumi Fukuro looked helpless, but looked at them with a faint smile, obviously very It is to enjoy this state.

The Central Plains also does not reject such excitement.It seemed to bring him back a long time ago, when he just entered the port mafia. At that time, he didn’t have so many burdens and pains. He was busy with various jobs every day. Arguing and bickering with Osamu Dazai...

It was the happiest time of his life.

Did you deliberately let me enter the Conjuration High School because you wanted me to feel this?

But, Dazai, do you really know what I want?

my wish--

I just want to stay by your side...

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