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Even though the people present were all experienced, they were still a group of high school students who loved to play, and when they saw that the numbers in the newspaper could not match their own, they all got excited and booed one after another, urging the ones who got the numbers The two hurried to complete the king's order.

Osamu Dazai stood up very freely, showed his No. [-] card to everyone, and looked at Chuya Nakahara with a half-smile.

Nakahara was also embarrassed for a moment, and followed Dazai Osamu's appearance to show his cards to others: "No. 11 is me."

"Oh oh oh!" Everyone became excited: "Sit down, sit down!"

Osamu Dazai did not delay, and sat directly on Chuya Nakahara's lap frankly.

Familiar breaths surged up, even though the air conditioner was turned on, Zhongyuan Zhong also became inexplicably hot.

Fortunately, the two of them are only 15 years old now, and their height has not yet grown up. If Osamu Dazai sat on his lap at the age of 22, he might not have the opportunity to see the front at all.

Seeing Osamu Dazai being so magnanimous, Nakahara Chuya let go of the little embarrassment in his heart, and said to himself that Dazai doesn't care anyway, what am I fussing about?So, taking advantage of the interest in the game, he simply moved his hands forward and hugged Osamu Dazai's waist.

Zhong Yuan also smiled with a frank face, the two of them didn't feel gay in this posture, and they looked like good brothers.But Osamu Dazai, who was sitting on Nakahara Nakaya's lap, stiffened inaudibly for a moment.

He would sit on Nakahara Nakaya's lap so readily, and he also had the idea of ​​joking with him, thinking that it must be very interesting to let him sit on Nakahara Nakaya's lap with a stiff face, but he didn't expect Nakahara Nakaya to do it so quickly Just accepted it, and even "molested" him in turn.

This time, Osamu Dazai became unnatural.

However, he still thought too simply. The next moment, Nakahara actually put his chin on Dazai Osamu's shoulder, and even said calmly: "You bend your back down a bit, don't block my sight."

Osamu Dazai: "...Chuya, you..."

Isn't this posture too ambiguous?

He could even feel Nakahara Chuya's breath brushing against his earlobe, it was so hot that he couldn't even breathe involuntarily.

Zhong Yuanzhong also raised his eyebrows, pretending to be puzzled and asked: "What are you doing?" He seemed to have noticed something suddenly, and pretended to be surprised with a smile: "Isn't this just the interaction between ordinary boys? Are you... thinking too much?"

Dazai Osamu: "..."

There seems to be something wrong with today's middle school, is it a bit too lively?

Osamu Dazai sniffed carefully, and caught a faint scent of wine.

"you've been drinking?"

"Drink a little." Zhongya Nakahara said, rubbing his chin on Osamu Dazai's shoulder like a cat: "Why, I haven't drank for a long time."

Where is this point?I'm afraid it's already over the top.

Osamu Dazai couldn't help laughing, and his body relaxed.Since Chuya didn't care, there was no need for him to feel embarrassed, so he leaned back and let his back be close to Zhongya Zhongya's chest: "It's nothing, I just feel that this chair is not very comfortable."

Zhongyuan Zhongye: "..."

While the others were playing vigorously, no one noticed that Chuya Nakahara and Osamu Dazai in the corner were secretly competing like kindergarten children, and neither of them would let go of their mouths first.

...

"Then it's my turn to be the king!" Rose Nagasaki stood up holding the king card, glanced at the slightly nervous expressions of everyone, and said slowly with a smile on her face: "Number [-] and Number [-] answer me together. question."

In the next moment, Chuya Nakahara and Osamu Dazai silently showed their cards.

Nagasaki Wild Rose couldn't help laughing: "Why are you guys again?"

A total of six rounds of the game of kings were played, and Chuya Nakahara and Osamu Dazai were accurately selected in two rounds. I don't know if it was good luck or bad luck.

"Then my question is..." Nagasaki Yarose blinked, recalling the ambiguous state between Nakahara Chuya and Dazai Osamu in the afternoon and Nakahara Chuya's vague answer, she had the answer in her heart: "I won't embarrass you anymore , just answer me if you have someone you like."

After all, she also came to the Central Plains with a wink, as if passing a secret signal.

Zhongyuan Zhongye: "..."

Zhong Yuanzhong also smiled a little helplessly, thinking that his group of classmates are too able to work.But to be honest, he was looking forward to Dazai Osamu's answer.It's just that he is very clear that the answer he gets may not be what he wants, but Zhong Yuanzhong also saw it early.

Nakahara didn't see it either, the smile on Dazai Osamu's face with his back turned stiffened for a moment, his eyes flickered, as if he was trying to escape, or thinking about something.

When Nakahara was still dumbfounded by the question of Nagasaki Wild Rose, he heard Osamu Dazai sitting on his lap slowly say: "...No."

Nakahara Chuya's smile froze, he lowered his eyes, his gaze stayed on Dazai Osamu's back, his slender eyelashes trembled slightly, as if he was thinking about something, but Nakahara Chuya didn't think about anything.His mind was blank, and all kinds of emotions were flying in his chest, but he couldn't keep any of them.

It wasn't really sad or uncomfortable, after all, he had expected such an answer a long time ago.

It's just... this disobedient heart, even though he was already prepared for it, still kept conveying to him the mood of boredom and silence.

"Where's Chuya?" He heard Osamu Dazai say to himself in a joking tone.

Zhong Yuanzhong also blinked, raised his head again, and tried to make his expression look natural and relaxed: "Of course I have."

Osamu Dazai's smile froze at the corner of his mouth following Chuya Nakahara's words, his fists were clenched uncontrollably, and he suddenly realized his gaffe, and slowly let go.

"You... Heh, Chuya, you actually have someone you like, why... I don't know..."

Osamu Dazai said incoherently.

"You disappeared for nine years, and there are too many things you don't know." Zhong Yuanzhong also chuckled, and whispered in his ear with words that only the two of them could hear.

Afterwards, Dazai didn't remember what other people said or did, and only what Nakahara Chuya said was left in his mind.

Chuya... has someone he likes.Before he knew it, another person was quietly living in his heart.

who's that person?Why can he have a place in Zhongye's heart?

Although Osamu Dazai didn't want to admit it, when he heard Nakahara Nakaka said that he had someone he liked, he was so jealous that he was about to go crazy.

But, but... Isn't this what I want to see?

I hoped so, that he could have a stable and happy life, and grow old with the one he loves.Isn't this everything I expected?I have paid so much so far, even in my hope, I can get such a happy ending.

But why, it felt like there was an empty space in my heart, and every breath of air I took was bitingly cold.

...

"Do you want to save him?"

He remembered that day, when he knelt in front of Chuya Zhongya's body, he heard someone in the void say this to him.

"I want to save him!" Osamu Dazai said without hesitation: "No matter what I give up, as long as it can save him, I don't have to give up anything!"

He heard that voice smiled softly, with relief: "Fortunately, you haven't given up on him after all."

"…Who are you?"

"I am 'Book'." He heard the voice say.

Book?Is it the "book" that made me realize the parallel world?How did it appear here?

"You and him will have such an ending, and I can't get rid of it." Shu said: "Now I know that you have not given up on him, and I am finally relieved."

Osamu Dazai heard it strangely.The person the book refers to should be Chuya Zhongyuan, but why does the book feel at ease when he hears that he has not given up on Zhongye?

But these are not important anymore, as long as Chuya can be saved, it doesn't matter how many stories there are behind it.

"how should I do?"

"...Humans no longer believe in gods, and gods can't sustain themselves because they have lost their faith. They can only avoid their own demise through various methods. Huang Batu chose to hide in the void and sleep, but lost his body because of it. Today's human beings Although the physical body is strong, it is only a mortal body after all. The power of Huangbatu is constantly awakening. Even if he does not use 'filth', he will eventually be destroyed due to the growth of his strength. I want him to survive , it is necessary to re-establish 'faith' to make him a true god. At that time, his body will be reshaped by faith, and he will no longer be afraid of dying."

"Each world has its own rules. If you have died in this world, you cannot stay here, otherwise it will cause the world to collapse, so I will send you to another world where gods are sleeping. The god has not yet awakened, but is strong enough to accommodate the emergence of another god."

"I can't interfere with another world, so it's up to you to do it later."

Do you re-collect faith?

"I see." Osamu Dazai said firmly, "I will definitely save him."

"That's all up to you. Next, I'll send you there."

"…and many more."

"what happened?"

"Before you send us to another world, can you do me a favor?" Osamu Dazai said softly, "Can you erase the memory of my death and afterward from your mind?" The memory of sadness and despair, he Remember even if you don't want to.

"...Have you figured it out yet?"

"I figured it out."

"Once a decision is made, there will be no chance to go back on it. Are you...really willing to do this?"

"…I do not regret."

"…it is good."

The white light enveloped Osamu Dazai, and in a trance, he saw Chuya Nakahara's body also enveloped in white light.

"He was injured too badly. In order to protect him, I will relieve his injury through retrospective methods, but his body will be reduced to six years old. Just in case, I will also restore your body to a six-year-old body. Reshape the posture." Before disappearing, he heard the book say.

The white light flashed, as if tens of millions of years had passed, and it seemed as if it was only a moment.

When Osamu Dazai came back to his senses again, they had already appeared in a strange alley.Zhongyuan Zhong also leaned in his arms, his whole body was bruised, but he breathed firmly.

Trembling, he hugged Zhong Yuan Zhongye a little tighter, his legs softened, and he fell to the ground like this.

Great, great, Chuya is still alive...

However, he had to leave.

After hearing Shu's words, Osamu Dazai quietly made up his mind.

All the pain, all the despair in Zhongye, all appeared because of him.He is like an unfortunate black cat, bringing disaster to everyone.Only by leaving him, only by creating a life for Chuya that doesn't need him, can Chuya be able to live happily ever after.

"Chuya, wake up." He gently shook the unconscious Nakahara Chuya in his arms.Zhong Yuanzhong also let out a "huh" and slowly opened his eyes.

The book told him that after the memory is erased, Chuya Nakahara's memory will become very blurred for a period of time, that is to say, he will not remember anything during this period of time.

"Zhongye, get out of here and walk along the side of the road." He leaned against Zhongyuan Zhongye's ear and whispered, "Don't stop."

"... Dazai?" Even in a dazed state, Nakahara still called out the name subconsciously.

Osamu Dazai's heart trembled, he suddenly wanted to hug him tightly, just keep Nakahara Chuya by his side for the rest of his life, no matter what.But he finally restrained himself.

"Go." He patted Chuya Nakahara on the shoulder lightly and murmured.

Even if the consciousness is not clear, Nakahara still subconsciously walked forward according to Dazai Osamu's order, step by step towards the bright place.

Goodbye, Zhongye.

He said goodbye quietly in his heart.

I will continue to stay in the dark, giving everything I have.

I only wish you a safe and happy life.