Is Shen Jizhou confessing his love now...
When this realization came out, Lu Bianyan was so nervous that he could hardly breathe.
Sourness densely filled the chest cavity, and the heart swelled like a hot air balloon, as if it could explode at any time.
No matter how dull and evasive he is, he still understands what Shen Jizhou is talking about at the moment.
But how much of it is true? Does Shen Jizhou know what he is doing? Does his illness affect his judgment? .
These are still unknown.
Shen Jizhou didn't urge him, but kept silent, not knowing what he was thinking, like a gentle waiting.
It probably took a long time to get a response, Lu Bianyan heard a very soft sigh, it was not deliberate, it couldn't be lighter, but he still caught it.
The person under the blanket moved, as if about to turn around.
Did Shen Jizhou wait like this before? When he thought that he might have waited countless times in the past, his fingertips felt numb, and he suddenly felt sad.
He hurriedly said, "Are you going to sleep?"
The person next to him paused and stopped turning around, "No, I'm listening."
The sound of the rain on the island gradually weakened, and the rain came violently. After a heavy rain, it returned to the long, pattering rain on the outer canopy.
Lu Bianyan's heartbeat also calmed down with the sound of rain.
"I understood."
he said softly.
"Well, what do you think?"
Shen Jizhou replied calmly, but Lu Bianyan would not know how turbulent his heart was.
He felt that even if Lu Bianyan rejected him at this moment, he probably wouldn't be surprised, but he would still feel a little sad.
Unexpectedly, Lu Bianyan was only silent for a moment, "Give me some time."
Shen Jizhou was slightly taken aback.
This answer has exceeded his expectations.
Lu Bianyan continued to add: "You are very important to me, this sentence is not to coax you, maybe this kind of importance is more important than you imagine...so I cherish it very much, I don't think I can afford to have you disappear for another three years because of some bad decision I made, I've had enough of that feeling."
"When I knew you were coming back, I admitted that I was a little bit happy, but I was also very angry, so I wanted to see why such a bastard could be such a bastard... I even wondered if the bastard had any compelling reasons, Will you explain something when we meet?"
"As a result, you acted like a stranger when you saw me, and you still attacked me."
very angry.
The more I talk, the more wronged I am, pitiful.
Shen Jizhou's heart was so soft that he felt sore when he thought of how sad the child was at that time.
It's a big compromise for Lu Bianyan to tell these things, after all, it's embarrassing for him.
"But I don't think you're such an asshole. I still can't find a reason to hate you, but now that you've suddenly become so...intimate, it's a bit big for me."
"So you give me a little time, and we'll talk about this issue after we leave here, okay?"
The reason why secret love is secret love is because it is a pantomime, one person is acting out the story of two people.
And Lu Bianyan is the person in the story who grew up outside the story, one day he stepped in suddenly, panicked and at a loss.
So he needs time to adapt.
Fortunately, at least he didn't run away in a hurry.
After Shen Jizhou waited for too long, he finally had a little hope.
Just like the day he met Lu Bianyan for the first time after returning to China, he was filled with joy.
"Well, I'll wait for you, go to bed early when you're tired, don't think too much, no matter what happens in the future, I won't disappear."
Lu Bianyan glanced sideways, "Really?"
"real."
"Then I..."
"But you have to rethink our relationship." Shen Jizhou looked back at him.
Lu Bianyan pursed his lower lip: "That's not what I meant. I didn't intend to perfuse you, and I didn't feel forced. I just wanted to think about it, but I was afraid that I wouldn't understand it and would keep you waiting for too long... .”
Shen Jizhou smiled helplessly, seeing the children huddled together in a daze, looking weak and helpless, his heart was so soft.
He lifted the quilt a little, and seduced the children with a gentle voice: "Do you want to lie in and think about it?"
Lu Bianyan raised his eyelids a little.
How can this kind of time pass? Doesn't this person know that it's ambiguous now?
He was almost dying of nervousness, why is Shen Jizhou still so calm.
"No... not good."
"What's wrong, before you think it through, we're still the same as before." Shen Jizhou chuckled, "Come here and hug me, otherwise I'm afraid you won't be able to sleep at night, and you still have tasks tomorrow."
Lu Bianyan's little brain, which was not very bright, pondered slowly.
Shen Jizhou's embrace was very warm, and his body smelled good. Although he was annoyed by Shen Jizhou on the surface before, it was very comfortable to be hugged by him, and he could sleep peacefully every time. He did feel a little bit moved.
Just as he was hesitating, Shen Jizhou stretched out his slender hand, easily peeled him off the quilt, and then fished him into his arms.
The warm body temperature enveloped him, and he buried his head between Shen Jizhou's shoulders, reluctantly rubbing against it.
He whispered: "I suspect you are seducing me."
Shen Jizhou hugged him tightly, "Well, it's rare for you to find out. After seducing you for so long, just let me succeed a little bit."
"...Shameless, very scheming."
"I have been secretly in love for a long time, in order to get a little sweetness, what kind of face do I want?"
Shen Jizhou said casually, but Lu Bianyan's heart was scratched.
Shen Jizhou is so pitiful...
For such a good person, those unsatisfactory and unsatisfactory things should not contaminate him, how could he be allowed to suffer like this.
Lu Bianyan felt a little distressed.
So he squeezed into his arms again, wanting to give Shen Jizhou a little more sweetness.
Shen Jizhou rubbed the back of his head, and couldn't hold back the corners of his mouth.
A child is a child, hesitating in his mouth, but not deceiving in his actions.
He felt that the return of the child he hugged was just around the corner, but now there was a troublesome thing... If the child knew that he was lying to him by pretending to be sick, would he murder his husband?
He had to make a careful plan in advance.
"Brother, you two are so strange."
During breakfast time, everyone was eating bread in the camp. Yu Bei squinted his eyes and looked at the two of them, "You guys seem like different people when you woke up this morning. I can understand that Brother Zhou doesn't speak. Why is Xiaoyan so silent... Did you fight last night?"
It's okay not to say, everyone looked over when the idiot son spoke like this, Lu Bianyan's ears felt inexplicably hot, and he quietly glanced at Shen Jizhou.
"I'm thinking about things."
"Thinking about what?"
"Life Events."
Shen Jizhou smiled.
Lu Bianyan immediately frowned and glanced over, and said viciously, "What are you laughing at?"
"No." Shen Jizhou stuffed the bread with scraped butter into Lu Bianyan's mouth, "Think hard, but eat obediently."
The people who didn't have enough breakfast early in the morning were severely soured: "..."
The director team announced the task: "Our task today is to find treasures. We have buried treasures in various parts of the jungle in advance. Everyone starts from here, in groups of two, and finally exchanges the food for the next two days according to the number of treasures found. "
"At noon, everyone will find a way to solve it in the jungle by themselves. Before the sun goes down in the afternoon, everyone must return to the camp to make a settlement."
"Everyone must follow the route on the map. It is not only to facilitate the search for treasure clues, but more importantly, we have surveyed the route on the map in advance to ensure safety. If you deviate from the route, there will be many unnecessary Trouble."
The grouping was decided by lottery. This time, the lottery rules for the program group were perfected, so there was no loophole to take advantage of. Lu Bianyan was drawn into a group with a male artist, while Shen Jizhou was drawn into a group with a female artiste.
Shen Jizhou frowned slightly, put on the protective clothing for him, and prepared possible equipment that could be used on the road, "Don't take off the protective clothing when it's hot at noon, as there will be mosquito bites, bring heat-relief medicine with you, drink it in time if you feel uncomfortable. "
"I put the unfinished bread in your bag in your bag. If you can't find a suitable food at noon, you can use this to satisfy your hunger..."
Lu Bianyan silently looked at Shen Jizhou, the nanny who was putting a hat on him, and the corners of his mouth almost couldn't hold back, "Is it possible that I don't have experience in these things, you take care of yourself first."
Shen Jizhou smiled helplessly: "It is true that I am relatively inexperienced, so does Teacher Lu have anything to explain?"
Shen Jizhou did a lot of homework before coming here, he is so smart, and he does things so rigorously, so there is actually nothing to worry about.
Lu Bianyan glanced behind him, "Remember to take care of your companion."
Shen Jizhou stuffed the thermos cup into his bag, without any expression on his face: "Yeah."
"I'm serious. Girls are not like boys. Especially when you are alone, you always don't talk, which makes people very uncomfortable. You take care of their emotions a little bit."
"understood."
Shen Jizhou said so, but Lu Bianyan still remained skeptical.
Ever since he was a child, he had never seen Shen Jizhou get close to a girl, and he didn't know if he would take care of her.
But judging from the level of taking care of him, it should be no problem.
If he was a boy, Lu Bianyan would not remind him to take care of him, but she is a weak female artist after all, so would Shen Jizhou take care of him like he takes care of himself...
Lu Bianyan has been thinking about this matter since he entered the jungle, and he feels uncomfortable no matter how he thinks about it.
Shen Jizhou is a bit colder towards others, he is worried about being offended, but if Shen Jizhou is really so kind to others, he seems to be even more uncomfortable.
"What do you want to say?"
Lu Bianyan stepped on a dead branch without raising his head, not in a good mood: "No, I'm thinking about what to eat later."
"Come on, you, you haven't been energetic since you set off, so talk to me about anything."
The companion is a boy of the same age, he is more familiar and easy to get along with, but he still has to take pictures with him, so he doesn't want to talk about things in front of the camera and be interpreted by the majority of netizens in the future.
Unexpectedly, he was punctured by the other party: "Are you thinking about Shen Jizhou?"
"Who misses him! Why do I miss him? I don't think about him."
companion:"......"
He didn't say anything, the reaction was so big.
Lu Bianyan lifted the backpack strap, without changing his face: "I think we can speed up, complete the task as soon as possible, and go back earlier."
Companion: "...you are right."
Lu Bianyan has a good understanding of the island's topography and has high agility. After finding the two treasures, he basically figured out the number of ways the program team could hide the clues. He quickly got rich and rushed back to the camp before the sun went down.
Others rushed back one after another, but the treasure boxes they found were not as satisfactory.
"Xiaoyan, why are you so many?"
"Are there so many treasure boxes on one route? I thought we had found enough."
"You guys are amazing."
Everyone was sighing, but Lu Bianyan only responded politely, and kept looking towards the jungle.
Shen Jizhou hasn't come back yet.
"Why hasn't Brother Zhou come back yet? The sun is almost setting."
Yu Bei came over and sat down, and handed him a bottle of water.
Lu Bianyan frowned slightly, "How many people haven't come back yet?"
"I'll count...there are two more groups, Brother Zhou shouldn't."
Qi Lin came over and looked in the direction of their line of sight, "The other group has already returned, only brother Zhou and his group have not yet returned."
Lu Bianyan unconsciously clenched the palm of his hand holding the water bottle, his heart beat a little faster, and he stood up slowly.
"Where are you going?"
"Find the director."
"I don't know what happened. In the evening, the signal to the shooting video was interrupted, and I couldn't get in touch." The program team was also very anxious.
Lu Bianyan's eyes sank: "The signal was interrupted? They must have followed the map, how could the signal be interrupted?!"
The tone was a little anxious, and the coefficients of the people who didn't know why looked over, and fell into a panic after understanding the situation.
"Don't worry, we are trying to find a way to get in touch."
Lu Bianyan has always been a rational person and rarely gets angry.
The last time I got angry was because of Shen Jizhou, this time it was the same.
It seemed that everything about Shen Jizhou could easily affect his emotions.
Time passed little by little, the sun went down, and night gradually fell.
Lu Bianyan sat outside the tent with his head buried, listening to the director's team's noisy conversation, even his loose hair seemed irritable.
"There is a signal! The signal is received!"
Hearing the shout, Lu Bian raised his head in a nonchalant manner, and strode over there.
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When this realization came out, Lu Bianyan was so nervous that he could hardly breathe.
Sourness densely filled the chest cavity, and the heart swelled like a hot air balloon, as if it could explode at any time.
No matter how dull and evasive he is, he still understands what Shen Jizhou is talking about at the moment.
But how much of it is true? Does Shen Jizhou know what he is doing? Does his illness affect his judgment? .
These are still unknown.
Shen Jizhou didn't urge him, but kept silent, not knowing what he was thinking, like a gentle waiting.
It probably took a long time to get a response, Lu Bianyan heard a very soft sigh, it was not deliberate, it couldn't be lighter, but he still caught it.
The person under the blanket moved, as if about to turn around.
Did Shen Jizhou wait like this before? When he thought that he might have waited countless times in the past, his fingertips felt numb, and he suddenly felt sad.
He hurriedly said, "Are you going to sleep?"
The person next to him paused and stopped turning around, "No, I'm listening."
The sound of the rain on the island gradually weakened, and the rain came violently. After a heavy rain, it returned to the long, pattering rain on the outer canopy.
Lu Bianyan's heartbeat also calmed down with the sound of rain.
"I understood."
he said softly.
"Well, what do you think?"
Shen Jizhou replied calmly, but Lu Bianyan would not know how turbulent his heart was.
He felt that even if Lu Bianyan rejected him at this moment, he probably wouldn't be surprised, but he would still feel a little sad.
Unexpectedly, Lu Bianyan was only silent for a moment, "Give me some time."
Shen Jizhou was slightly taken aback.
This answer has exceeded his expectations.
Lu Bianyan continued to add: "You are very important to me, this sentence is not to coax you, maybe this kind of importance is more important than you imagine...so I cherish it very much, I don't think I can afford to have you disappear for another three years because of some bad decision I made, I've had enough of that feeling."
"When I knew you were coming back, I admitted that I was a little bit happy, but I was also very angry, so I wanted to see why such a bastard could be such a bastard... I even wondered if the bastard had any compelling reasons, Will you explain something when we meet?"
"As a result, you acted like a stranger when you saw me, and you still attacked me."
very angry.
The more I talk, the more wronged I am, pitiful.
Shen Jizhou's heart was so soft that he felt sore when he thought of how sad the child was at that time.
It's a big compromise for Lu Bianyan to tell these things, after all, it's embarrassing for him.
"But I don't think you're such an asshole. I still can't find a reason to hate you, but now that you've suddenly become so...intimate, it's a bit big for me."
"So you give me a little time, and we'll talk about this issue after we leave here, okay?"
The reason why secret love is secret love is because it is a pantomime, one person is acting out the story of two people.
And Lu Bianyan is the person in the story who grew up outside the story, one day he stepped in suddenly, panicked and at a loss.
So he needs time to adapt.
Fortunately, at least he didn't run away in a hurry.
After Shen Jizhou waited for too long, he finally had a little hope.
Just like the day he met Lu Bianyan for the first time after returning to China, he was filled with joy.
"Well, I'll wait for you, go to bed early when you're tired, don't think too much, no matter what happens in the future, I won't disappear."
Lu Bianyan glanced sideways, "Really?"
"real."
"Then I..."
"But you have to rethink our relationship." Shen Jizhou looked back at him.
Lu Bianyan pursed his lower lip: "That's not what I meant. I didn't intend to perfuse you, and I didn't feel forced. I just wanted to think about it, but I was afraid that I wouldn't understand it and would keep you waiting for too long... .”
Shen Jizhou smiled helplessly, seeing the children huddled together in a daze, looking weak and helpless, his heart was so soft.
He lifted the quilt a little, and seduced the children with a gentle voice: "Do you want to lie in and think about it?"
Lu Bianyan raised his eyelids a little.
How can this kind of time pass? Doesn't this person know that it's ambiguous now?
He was almost dying of nervousness, why is Shen Jizhou still so calm.
"No... not good."
"What's wrong, before you think it through, we're still the same as before." Shen Jizhou chuckled, "Come here and hug me, otherwise I'm afraid you won't be able to sleep at night, and you still have tasks tomorrow."
Lu Bianyan's little brain, which was not very bright, pondered slowly.
Shen Jizhou's embrace was very warm, and his body smelled good. Although he was annoyed by Shen Jizhou on the surface before, it was very comfortable to be hugged by him, and he could sleep peacefully every time. He did feel a little bit moved.
Just as he was hesitating, Shen Jizhou stretched out his slender hand, easily peeled him off the quilt, and then fished him into his arms.
The warm body temperature enveloped him, and he buried his head between Shen Jizhou's shoulders, reluctantly rubbing against it.
He whispered: "I suspect you are seducing me."
Shen Jizhou hugged him tightly, "Well, it's rare for you to find out. After seducing you for so long, just let me succeed a little bit."
"...Shameless, very scheming."
"I have been secretly in love for a long time, in order to get a little sweetness, what kind of face do I want?"
Shen Jizhou said casually, but Lu Bianyan's heart was scratched.
Shen Jizhou is so pitiful...
For such a good person, those unsatisfactory and unsatisfactory things should not contaminate him, how could he be allowed to suffer like this.
Lu Bianyan felt a little distressed.
So he squeezed into his arms again, wanting to give Shen Jizhou a little more sweetness.
Shen Jizhou rubbed the back of his head, and couldn't hold back the corners of his mouth.
A child is a child, hesitating in his mouth, but not deceiving in his actions.
He felt that the return of the child he hugged was just around the corner, but now there was a troublesome thing... If the child knew that he was lying to him by pretending to be sick, would he murder his husband?
He had to make a careful plan in advance.
"Brother, you two are so strange."
During breakfast time, everyone was eating bread in the camp. Yu Bei squinted his eyes and looked at the two of them, "You guys seem like different people when you woke up this morning. I can understand that Brother Zhou doesn't speak. Why is Xiaoyan so silent... Did you fight last night?"
It's okay not to say, everyone looked over when the idiot son spoke like this, Lu Bianyan's ears felt inexplicably hot, and he quietly glanced at Shen Jizhou.
"I'm thinking about things."
"Thinking about what?"
"Life Events."
Shen Jizhou smiled.
Lu Bianyan immediately frowned and glanced over, and said viciously, "What are you laughing at?"
"No." Shen Jizhou stuffed the bread with scraped butter into Lu Bianyan's mouth, "Think hard, but eat obediently."
The people who didn't have enough breakfast early in the morning were severely soured: "..."
The director team announced the task: "Our task today is to find treasures. We have buried treasures in various parts of the jungle in advance. Everyone starts from here, in groups of two, and finally exchanges the food for the next two days according to the number of treasures found. "
"At noon, everyone will find a way to solve it in the jungle by themselves. Before the sun goes down in the afternoon, everyone must return to the camp to make a settlement."
"Everyone must follow the route on the map. It is not only to facilitate the search for treasure clues, but more importantly, we have surveyed the route on the map in advance to ensure safety. If you deviate from the route, there will be many unnecessary Trouble."
The grouping was decided by lottery. This time, the lottery rules for the program group were perfected, so there was no loophole to take advantage of. Lu Bianyan was drawn into a group with a male artist, while Shen Jizhou was drawn into a group with a female artiste.
Shen Jizhou frowned slightly, put on the protective clothing for him, and prepared possible equipment that could be used on the road, "Don't take off the protective clothing when it's hot at noon, as there will be mosquito bites, bring heat-relief medicine with you, drink it in time if you feel uncomfortable. "
"I put the unfinished bread in your bag in your bag. If you can't find a suitable food at noon, you can use this to satisfy your hunger..."
Lu Bianyan silently looked at Shen Jizhou, the nanny who was putting a hat on him, and the corners of his mouth almost couldn't hold back, "Is it possible that I don't have experience in these things, you take care of yourself first."
Shen Jizhou smiled helplessly: "It is true that I am relatively inexperienced, so does Teacher Lu have anything to explain?"
Shen Jizhou did a lot of homework before coming here, he is so smart, and he does things so rigorously, so there is actually nothing to worry about.
Lu Bianyan glanced behind him, "Remember to take care of your companion."
Shen Jizhou stuffed the thermos cup into his bag, without any expression on his face: "Yeah."
"I'm serious. Girls are not like boys. Especially when you are alone, you always don't talk, which makes people very uncomfortable. You take care of their emotions a little bit."
"understood."
Shen Jizhou said so, but Lu Bianyan still remained skeptical.
Ever since he was a child, he had never seen Shen Jizhou get close to a girl, and he didn't know if he would take care of her.
But judging from the level of taking care of him, it should be no problem.
If he was a boy, Lu Bianyan would not remind him to take care of him, but she is a weak female artist after all, so would Shen Jizhou take care of him like he takes care of himself...
Lu Bianyan has been thinking about this matter since he entered the jungle, and he feels uncomfortable no matter how he thinks about it.
Shen Jizhou is a bit colder towards others, he is worried about being offended, but if Shen Jizhou is really so kind to others, he seems to be even more uncomfortable.
"What do you want to say?"
Lu Bianyan stepped on a dead branch without raising his head, not in a good mood: "No, I'm thinking about what to eat later."
"Come on, you, you haven't been energetic since you set off, so talk to me about anything."
The companion is a boy of the same age, he is more familiar and easy to get along with, but he still has to take pictures with him, so he doesn't want to talk about things in front of the camera and be interpreted by the majority of netizens in the future.
Unexpectedly, he was punctured by the other party: "Are you thinking about Shen Jizhou?"
"Who misses him! Why do I miss him? I don't think about him."
companion:"......"
He didn't say anything, the reaction was so big.
Lu Bianyan lifted the backpack strap, without changing his face: "I think we can speed up, complete the task as soon as possible, and go back earlier."
Companion: "...you are right."
Lu Bianyan has a good understanding of the island's topography and has high agility. After finding the two treasures, he basically figured out the number of ways the program team could hide the clues. He quickly got rich and rushed back to the camp before the sun went down.
Others rushed back one after another, but the treasure boxes they found were not as satisfactory.
"Xiaoyan, why are you so many?"
"Are there so many treasure boxes on one route? I thought we had found enough."
"You guys are amazing."
Everyone was sighing, but Lu Bianyan only responded politely, and kept looking towards the jungle.
Shen Jizhou hasn't come back yet.
"Why hasn't Brother Zhou come back yet? The sun is almost setting."
Yu Bei came over and sat down, and handed him a bottle of water.
Lu Bianyan frowned slightly, "How many people haven't come back yet?"
"I'll count...there are two more groups, Brother Zhou shouldn't."
Qi Lin came over and looked in the direction of their line of sight, "The other group has already returned, only brother Zhou and his group have not yet returned."
Lu Bianyan unconsciously clenched the palm of his hand holding the water bottle, his heart beat a little faster, and he stood up slowly.
"Where are you going?"
"Find the director."
"I don't know what happened. In the evening, the signal to the shooting video was interrupted, and I couldn't get in touch." The program team was also very anxious.
Lu Bianyan's eyes sank: "The signal was interrupted? They must have followed the map, how could the signal be interrupted?!"
The tone was a little anxious, and the coefficients of the people who didn't know why looked over, and fell into a panic after understanding the situation.
"Don't worry, we are trying to find a way to get in touch."
Lu Bianyan has always been a rational person and rarely gets angry.
The last time I got angry was because of Shen Jizhou, this time it was the same.
It seemed that everything about Shen Jizhou could easily affect his emotions.
Time passed little by little, the sun went down, and night gradually fell.
Lu Bianyan sat outside the tent with his head buried, listening to the director's team's noisy conversation, even his loose hair seemed irritable.
"There is a signal! The signal is received!"
Hearing the shout, Lu Bian raised his head in a nonchalant manner, and strode over there.
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Sorry for the late update
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