Movie King's Wife
Chapter 146 The Dying Man
Chi Jiuyuan's words to Fu Xiao are all from the heart. Chi Jiuyuan actually understands that Fu Xiao has no responsibility or obligation to her, so no matter what choice Fu Xiao makes, Chi Jiuyuan has no right to clamor at the other party. injustice.
Fu Xiao's choice to stand by and watch is something Chi Jiuyuan understands very well, but that is compared to reason.
But in fact, emotionally speaking, Chi Jiuyuan certainly has resentment in his heart.He resented why Fu Xiao didn't make a move in time?Resent Fu Xiao, why should he be so indifferent to him?
But when those emotions had disappeared, Chi Jiuyuan found that the resentment between him and Fu Xiao was unnecessary at all, because there was no love anymore, so naturally there would be no resentment, so what Fu Xiao did, he would naturally follow Chi Jiu Yuan has nothing to do with it.
Therefore, Chi Jiuyuan can now tell Fu Xiao very straightforwardly that she doesn't care about what happened.
He also hoped that Fu Xiao could relax and not dwell on the past, besides, he always felt strange that he didn't see Fu Xiao feel guilty before, so what is Fu Xiao feeling guilty about now?
What Chi Jiuyuan didn't know was that Fu Xiao was not only guilty, but even flustered. At this moment, Fu Xiao wished to turn back time for the first time. If he knew that one day he would be interested in Chi Jiuyuan, he wanted to chase Chi Jiuyuan If Yuan ran behind, he would never have divorced Chi Jiuyuan so heartlessly.
It's a pity that it's too late to say anything now, no matter how guilty, guilty, guilty, flustered Fu Xiao is, Chi Jiuyuan doesn't care.
Fu Xiao said: "Anyway, I was really too cruel back then."
Chi Jiuyuan waved his hand and said, "I don't think it's cruel. It's none of your business. It's right that you don't want to get involved. If something happens to you one day, I won't meddle in your own business." .” So Fu Xiao doesn’t have to worry about any involvement between them in the future.
Chi Jiuyuan thought it was consolation, but Fu Xiao was not comforted at all, and even felt a faint throbbing pain in his heart. Chi Jiuyuan's consolation was a heavy blow to Fu Xiao, and it pierced Fu Xiao hard Xiao's desire to whitewash Taiping also forced Fu Xiao to understand one thing, that is, if he wanted to have contact with Chi Jiuyuan in the future, he might still have a long way to go.
Thinking of something, Fu Xiao suddenly took a deep breath of regret, what did he say in front of the fans just now!He actually said that his CP with Chi Jiuyuan was likely to come true?
It was only at this time that Fu Xiao realized belatedly that he seemed to have done something extraordinary.
After sending Chi Jiuyuan to the restaurant, Fu Xiao called Feng Qinghai and told Feng Qinghai all the details.
Feng Qinghai on the other end of the phone fell into a rare silence. After a long time, when Fu Xiao thought Feng Qinghai was going to hang up the phone, Feng Qinghai said slowly, "Are you serious?"
Fu Xiao frowned and said, "Even I don't know if I'm serious! But there is one thing I can tell you with certainty, I do have plans to have an in-depth relationship with Chi Jiuyuan." As for Whether to be friends or establish other relationships is a matter for the future, and he doesn't think about it now.
Feng Qinghai on the other end of the phone was speechless for a while: "You didn't cherish it when you got married, but now you regret it after divorce? Don't take you to play like this!"
Fu Xiao smiled wryly and said, "Anyway, let me tell you about this in advance. I don't even know what's going on with me. If the fans ask me, I'll answer."
Feng Qinghai nodded lightly and said, "Okay, I will pay attention to this matter."
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The scolding war on the Internet was still going on. After the photo of Fu Xiao eating lobster with Chi Jiuyuan was released, the two fans had peace for a while.
But now Fu Xiao and Chi Jiuyuan got together again, and the movie they watched together was "Blank". Some glass-hearted and emotionally sensitive fans immediately went crazy.
Wealthy World: I just want to know why they have to watch "Blank" when they watch a movie?There are a lot of sex scenes in it, and they are not young couples. What are they going to watch?
The reason for Lou Lou is determined by God: Do some fans care too much, and they still ask for your permission if they want to watch a movie during their leisure time?
Pay attention to your name: I suddenly feel that the two of them have a sense of CP!
Fu Jiafang: Are people who think they have a sense of CP crazy?Some marketing monsters really dare to market anything.
Jiuniang Yuanzi: Is a certain fan overly narcissistic?My little jiuer is beautiful, can't anyone make an appointment? !Don't everyone stick to our little Jiu'er.
Little Lele of the very family: Yoyo, just open the dyeing room if you give some color, you don’t know who your master is?My family Xiaoxiao stood beside him and was lowered by him.
.........
The two fans who were harmonious and friendly some time ago are now torn apart.
Chi Jiuyuan turned off his phone uninterested. The scolding battles of these people on the Internet only made Chi Jiuyuan feel bored. What's the point of scolding?Don't you feel bored?
After a while, Chi Jiuyuan saw Lin Shushen who had come late.
Chi Jiuyuan was very surprised when he saw Lin Shushen, because Lin Shushen seemed to be a different person in front of him, he was very haggard, and his body, which was not fat before, became even weaker now, as if Lin Shushen would fall when the wind blows. As if blown away by the wind.
It's been a long time since we saw each other. Lin Shushen's changes were beyond Chi Jiuyuan's imagination, and Chi Jiuyuan was so surprised that he couldn't close his mouth from ear to ear.
Lin Shushen greeted Chi Jiuyuan with a smile, "Long time no see!"
Lin Shushen didn't seem to feel that there was anything wrong with his situation at all. Different from the cheerful, generous and deliberately funny on the screen, Lin Shushen in private was gentle and kind. In fact, he was a very introverted and quiet person. The protagonists are not the same person at all.
Chi Jiuyuan had seen Lin Shushen's face before, and Lin Shushen didn't have any grievances on him, so Chi Jiuyuan didn't understand why Lin Shushen would do such a big thing and was almost banned?
It's not that Chi Jiuyuan didn't ask tentatively, but after Lin Shushen heard about Chi Jiuyuan's lobby, he would subconsciously avoid this matter.He even pretended not to know anything, or deliberately pretended not to understand Chi Jiuyuan's temptation.
It was precisely because of this that Chi Jiuyuan had no way of knowing what happened to Lin Shushen three years ago.
Chi Jiuyuan was thinking, he should be able to get the answer today!
Chi Jiuyuan frowned and asked, "What's the matter with you? It's only been half a month, why are you so thin?"
Lin Shushen touched his cheek in surprise, and asked calmly, "Have I lost weight?" Why didn't he feel anything?
Seeing Lin Shushen speak slightly slowly, Chi Jiuyuan frowned even tighter, his eyes fixed on Lin Shushen tightly, seeing that Lin Shushen really didn't feel that he was thinner, Chi Jiuyuan said helplessly: "You don't even take photos of yourself?" Mirror?"
His face had lost a lot of weight, how could Lin Shushen feel nothing at all?
Or maybe Lin Shushen has feelings, but is just subconsciously unwilling to face it?
Lin Shushen smiled and said: "Of course I took pictures, but I didn't pay much attention. I don't have a good appetite these days, so I lost a little weight." He also looked in the mirror, and he felt that his mental state was actually quite good. It's really nice that he doesn't think he's skinny.
Because if he admits that he has lost weight, does it mean that he really cannot accept... what is about to happen?
Lin Shushen lowered his head slightly, and lowered his head to hide the wry smile at the corner of his mouth. He didn't want Chi Jiuyuan to see his bitterness.
Lin Shushen came to Chi Jiuyuan, but in the end he wanted to have a result. He had no choice but to regard Chi Jiuyuan as his life-saving straw.
Chi Jiuyuan recited the formula, and then quietly raised his head to look at Lin Shushen, only to see that Lin Shushen was lingering with death, he was definitely a dying person.
Chi Jiuyuan was startled, and immediately frowned. Lin Shushen looked like he was bound to die, and it was the kind of death that had no room for change.
Every move of Chi Jiuyuan is in the eyes of Lin Shushen. Seeing the sudden change of Chi Jiuyuan's expression, Lin Shushen asked Chi Jiuyuan calmly: "Are you helping me with my physiognomy?"
With a solemn expression, Chi Jiuyuan nodded slightly and said, "Indeed!"
Lin Shu smiled wryly, and said slowly, "Then my face is not very good?" Otherwise, why would Chi Jiuyuan's face be so ugly?
And Lin Shushen also clearly noticed at this moment that even if his face was very bad, he found that there was nothing that could make him feel any more, and he seemed to have no idea of knowing about these things.Even if he might die today, Lin Shushen is not surprised, because perhaps death is a relief for Lin Shushen.
Chi Jiuyuan didn't know how to talk to Lin Shushen, but changed the subject and asked, "Has something happened to you recently? Didn't I tell you? If you have anything, you must tell me!" Is Xu Lijiao looking for trouble for you?"
Hearing the woman's name, disgust flashed across Lin Shushen's eyes, and then he shook his head lightly and said, "Don't worry, Xu Lijiao doesn't dare to trouble me! If she wants to kill me, I won't be able to Appearing in front of the screen. So you don’t have to worry about this.” Seeing that he was once a woman’s beloved, and the woman didn’t kill him, Lin Shushen should be content, instead of provoking women, so that he has to go abroad to heal his wounds.
Looking at Lin Shushen's face, how could Chi Jiuyuan not be worried?
Lin Shu said with a deep smile: "I have an air ticket for tonight, and I'm leaving tonight. I'm here to find you now, but I actually want you to help me find out about my marriage." He wanted to know if it was possible for him and Sheng Nianjun to marry him. .
In fact, Lin Shushen is very clear that he and Sheng Nianjun have no possibility and no future at all. Sheng Nianjun just regards him as a tool to vent and a target of revenge. Seeing him moaning and crying under him, Sheng Nianjun will be very happy .
Lin Shushen knew very well that his usefulness was only this.
Sheng Nianjun's favorite person died at his hands, Sheng Nianjun hated him, wanted to abuse him, Lin Shushen could bear it.
But what Lin Shushen never expected was that what knocked him down so hard was the news that Sheng Nianjun and the woman were about to get engaged.
Lin Shushen always thought that for Sheng Nianjun, women were just a tool to make money. Sheng Nianjun didn't care how many little lovers a woman kept behind his back, as long as the woman gave him money.
But now Sheng Nianjun finds out that marrying a woman is a win-win thing, so Sheng Nianjun wants to marry a woman without hesitation.
Lin Shushen's eyes were full of sadness.
Seeing this, Chi Jiuyuan had a headache. Does Lin Shushen know what's going on now?
Chi Jiuyuan even felt that even if he told Lin Shushen that Lin Shushen might not survive tonight, Lin Shushen would not care.
Even if he will die tonight, Lin Shushen probably still has these romantic things in his mind!That's why Chi Jiuyuan felt that human beings are really ignorant guys. Could it be that love is more important than his own life?
In order to survive, it is the survival instinct of human beings to give up properly!
Seeing Chi Jiuyuan's expression of disapproval, Lin Shushen turned pale, "Could it be...is it difficult for me to answer this question?"
Chi Jiuyuan said helplessly: "You don't have any marriage at all, do you know that your face is dead, you probably won't survive tonight."
After hearing Chi Jiuyuan's words, Lin Shushen was stunned, "I...can't survive tonight?"
He is still struggling with the grievances with Sheng Nianjun, but in the end he might not even survive tonight?
He was really given food by himself. Seeing Chi Jiuyuan's ugly face, he vaguely felt that something might happen to him. Earlier, he was also thinking that if he really died, it might be for Sheng Nianjun is a relief.
Sheng Nianjun long wished that he would die!
And he actually wanted to seek the final result from Chi Jiuyuan ridiculously. Before he came, he was even fantasizing that if his marriage was the result he wanted, even if he was hated by Sheng Nianjun, he would always stay there Sheng Nianjun's side until the day Sheng Nianjun forgives him.As for going abroad, he will come back after Sheng Nianjun's wedding with the woman is over.
Anyway, the marriage between Sheng Nianjun and the woman is just a deal, so even if he is with Sheng Nianjun, the woman should not have any complaints!
Just like before, the woman hated him for ruining his plan to seduce Chi Jiuyuan, but in the end it wasn't that he failed to do anything about him. Isn't it all because of Sheng Nianjun's matchmaking between the two!
And now, it turns out that he doesn't even have a future...
It's ridiculous to be entangled in wanting to stay with Sheng Nianjun. What is he entangled in?
Chi Jiuyuan sighed slightly and said, "So don't catch the plane today, stay at home and don't go anywhere. How about this, you go to my hotel to rest."
Chi Jiuyuan really wanted to help Lin Shushen tide over the difficulties, but Lin Shushen slowly fell into deep thought as if he hadn't heard Chi Jiuyuan's words.
Chi Jiuyuan didn't rush, but watched Lin Shushen quietly. After waiting for a while, Lin Shushen withdrew his thoughts, raised his head and said to Chi Jiuyuan, "Forget it! I still want to leave tonight." Leaving this evening will be leaving here forever.
Perhaps this is the most sincere choice in Lin Shushen's heart... Although he loves Sheng Nianjun deeply and thinks that he can make Sheng Nianjun forgive him, it turns out that he can't wait for this day at all.
In fact, he already knew that Sheng Nianjun would never forgive him, but who told him to be mean, and whoever doesn't like him just likes Sheng Nianjun.
Seeing Sheng Nianjun changing lovers one after another around him, but he was still determined. He didn't care if he was humiliated, abused, or had intimate videos taken.
But it turns out that there is no possibility for him to continue to stay by Sheng Nianjun's side with the cheek?
It should have been a painful thing for him, but after Lin Shushen listened, he suddenly felt unprecedented relaxation.
So Lin Shushen has decided that he still wants to leave here. If he has no future, then he will not resist...
Chi Jiuyuan was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect that Lin Shushen would continue to move forward even though he knew he was dead.
Chi Jiuyuan's expression was anxious, and he said in a hurried voice: "You knew that you might die today, but you died on the way to the airport, and you still want to go? Are you crazy?"
The corners of Lin Shushen's mouth rose slightly, showing a rare big smile to Chi Jiuyuan, "If you are destined not to die tonight, then it means that this is my fate, since this is my fate, then I'd better not go Resist!"
Lin Shushen himself didn't expect that he persisted for such a long time, desperately looking for Xu Lijiao's feet, but in the end, he was still the one who lost in the end.
He had never won the battle with Xu Lijiao from the very beginning, and now he has lost completely.
Chi Jiuyuan said reluctantly: "But since you came to see me, if possible, I have to save you. You come back with me tonight and don't go anywhere!"
Lin Shushen got up slowly, shook his head firmly and said, "There is no need for this. Besides, for a person like me who has committed a lot of crimes, even if he dies, the world will be considered peaceful."
Sinful?
Chi Jiuyuan felt that these four words were not appropriate for Lin Shushen, and she did not see the four words "sinful" from Lin Shushen.Lin Shushen's breath was very clean, and he didn't look like a sinful person at all.
Lin Shushen stood up, "I don't have any appetite, I'll go back to the hotel first!"
If Lin Shushen could eat, he wouldn't be so thin.
Seeing Lin Shushen got up and left, his body was a little sick as if he would fall to the ground in the next second, Chi Jiuyuan got up and chased after him, grabbed Lin Shushen's wrist: "I'll accompany you!"
Lin Shushen turned his head and pushed Chi Jiuyuan's hand away, shook his head and said, "Chi Jiuyuan, I know you want to save me, but some people are not worth saving! People like me don't need to be saved! "
However, Chi Jiuyuan grabbed Lin Shushen's wrist with a strong attitude, and pulled Lin Shushen back to the chair. Seeing that Lin Shushen still wanted to run, Chi Jiuyuan hurriedly said: "You told me that you have sinned a lot, but I I can't see it at all! You all know that I can read pictures, so what I see with my eyes is not fake?"
Lin Shu was stunned for a moment, frowned slightly, and slowly looked at Chi Jiuyuan: "You mean... I'm not guilty?"
Chi Jiuyuan nodded quickly: "That's right, so you don't have to lose your life at all!" If Lin Shushen felt that he had committed a serious crime and had to die, then Chi Jiuyuan could be very responsible. Tell Lin Shushen responsibly that Lin Shushen did not bear human life on his body, so Lin Shushen didn't have to die to give everyone a relief.
"But what if someone died because of me?" Lin Shushen said with a wry smile, "Maybe I wasn't the murderer who directly killed him, but I have to bear this crime."
Lin Shu smiled bitterly with a sad smile, and the bitterness on his face made Chi Jiuyuan feel bad for it: "But the problem is that if someone really dies because of you, your body can't be so clean, more or less your body There will be some dark aura floating around, but the problem is that you don’t have any! This means that no human life is involved in your body, do you understand what I mean?” Lin Shushen has no human life involved at all, and there is no need to bear sin.
After Lin Shu listened deeply to Chi Jiuyuan's words, his expression suddenly became a little dull, and he frowned slightly, as if he didn't understand. He was very firm, that person died because of him, "I don't understand, that girl is Because of me, she committed suicide for me! Maybe it was because of that girl's suicide, so you see..."
Chi Jiuyuan tapped the table lightly, interrupted Lin Shushen and said, "You still don't understand what I mean, the dark air in people is inextricably linked, a little bit of jealousy, a little bit Selfishness will give you a dark aura. If someone really commits suicide because of you, even if you don’t want this sin, it will fall on you. And if you don’t have this aura, there is only one possibility !"
Lin Shushen finally understood. He looked at Chi Jiuyuan quietly, and his eyes seemed to have some strange emotions. He answered Chi Jiuyuan's words: "Didn't she commit suicide because of me? She didn't die because of me! "
However, for the past three years, he has been living under the shadow of that person's suicide, being resented by the person he loves deeply, trying to look forward to the future, but always falling into a whirlpool of pain.
It was because of that person's suicide that he was so young and handsome that he became like this.
He suffered for three full years, but now someone told him that there was another reason for that person's death...
Sheng Nianjun won't hate him anymore...
Thinking of this, Lin Shushen's eyes slowly overflowed with tears, and the rolling tears slid down his cheeks drop by drop, unable to stop.
Lin Shushen in front of him was like a wronged child, he seemed to want to cry, but he didn't dare to make it too loud, for fear of being looked at by others.
Chi Jiuyuan watched Lin Shushen quietly like this, and cried for a long time.
Chi Jiuyuan finally understood why Lin Shushen always had a sad aura on his body. It turned out that he was burdened with such a "sin". He didn't dare to let himself laugh, and he didn't dare to accept happiness sincerely.
After a long time, Lin Shushen wiped away his tears with a tissue, and Chi Jiuyuan was also surprised to find that the dead air on Lin Shushen's body had faded a lot.
Lin Shushen looked up at Chi Jiuyuan and said, "Would you like to listen to me chat?"
Chi Jiuyuan nodded gently: "I'm so happy!"
Fu Xiao's choice to stand by and watch is something Chi Jiuyuan understands very well, but that is compared to reason.
But in fact, emotionally speaking, Chi Jiuyuan certainly has resentment in his heart.He resented why Fu Xiao didn't make a move in time?Resent Fu Xiao, why should he be so indifferent to him?
But when those emotions had disappeared, Chi Jiuyuan found that the resentment between him and Fu Xiao was unnecessary at all, because there was no love anymore, so naturally there would be no resentment, so what Fu Xiao did, he would naturally follow Chi Jiu Yuan has nothing to do with it.
Therefore, Chi Jiuyuan can now tell Fu Xiao very straightforwardly that she doesn't care about what happened.
He also hoped that Fu Xiao could relax and not dwell on the past, besides, he always felt strange that he didn't see Fu Xiao feel guilty before, so what is Fu Xiao feeling guilty about now?
What Chi Jiuyuan didn't know was that Fu Xiao was not only guilty, but even flustered. At this moment, Fu Xiao wished to turn back time for the first time. If he knew that one day he would be interested in Chi Jiuyuan, he wanted to chase Chi Jiuyuan If Yuan ran behind, he would never have divorced Chi Jiuyuan so heartlessly.
It's a pity that it's too late to say anything now, no matter how guilty, guilty, guilty, flustered Fu Xiao is, Chi Jiuyuan doesn't care.
Fu Xiao said: "Anyway, I was really too cruel back then."
Chi Jiuyuan waved his hand and said, "I don't think it's cruel. It's none of your business. It's right that you don't want to get involved. If something happens to you one day, I won't meddle in your own business." .” So Fu Xiao doesn’t have to worry about any involvement between them in the future.
Chi Jiuyuan thought it was consolation, but Fu Xiao was not comforted at all, and even felt a faint throbbing pain in his heart. Chi Jiuyuan's consolation was a heavy blow to Fu Xiao, and it pierced Fu Xiao hard Xiao's desire to whitewash Taiping also forced Fu Xiao to understand one thing, that is, if he wanted to have contact with Chi Jiuyuan in the future, he might still have a long way to go.
Thinking of something, Fu Xiao suddenly took a deep breath of regret, what did he say in front of the fans just now!He actually said that his CP with Chi Jiuyuan was likely to come true?
It was only at this time that Fu Xiao realized belatedly that he seemed to have done something extraordinary.
After sending Chi Jiuyuan to the restaurant, Fu Xiao called Feng Qinghai and told Feng Qinghai all the details.
Feng Qinghai on the other end of the phone fell into a rare silence. After a long time, when Fu Xiao thought Feng Qinghai was going to hang up the phone, Feng Qinghai said slowly, "Are you serious?"
Fu Xiao frowned and said, "Even I don't know if I'm serious! But there is one thing I can tell you with certainty, I do have plans to have an in-depth relationship with Chi Jiuyuan." As for Whether to be friends or establish other relationships is a matter for the future, and he doesn't think about it now.
Feng Qinghai on the other end of the phone was speechless for a while: "You didn't cherish it when you got married, but now you regret it after divorce? Don't take you to play like this!"
Fu Xiao smiled wryly and said, "Anyway, let me tell you about this in advance. I don't even know what's going on with me. If the fans ask me, I'll answer."
Feng Qinghai nodded lightly and said, "Okay, I will pay attention to this matter."
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The scolding war on the Internet was still going on. After the photo of Fu Xiao eating lobster with Chi Jiuyuan was released, the two fans had peace for a while.
But now Fu Xiao and Chi Jiuyuan got together again, and the movie they watched together was "Blank". Some glass-hearted and emotionally sensitive fans immediately went crazy.
Wealthy World: I just want to know why they have to watch "Blank" when they watch a movie?There are a lot of sex scenes in it, and they are not young couples. What are they going to watch?
The reason for Lou Lou is determined by God: Do some fans care too much, and they still ask for your permission if they want to watch a movie during their leisure time?
Pay attention to your name: I suddenly feel that the two of them have a sense of CP!
Fu Jiafang: Are people who think they have a sense of CP crazy?Some marketing monsters really dare to market anything.
Jiuniang Yuanzi: Is a certain fan overly narcissistic?My little jiuer is beautiful, can't anyone make an appointment? !Don't everyone stick to our little Jiu'er.
Little Lele of the very family: Yoyo, just open the dyeing room if you give some color, you don’t know who your master is?My family Xiaoxiao stood beside him and was lowered by him.
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The two fans who were harmonious and friendly some time ago are now torn apart.
Chi Jiuyuan turned off his phone uninterested. The scolding battles of these people on the Internet only made Chi Jiuyuan feel bored. What's the point of scolding?Don't you feel bored?
After a while, Chi Jiuyuan saw Lin Shushen who had come late.
Chi Jiuyuan was very surprised when he saw Lin Shushen, because Lin Shushen seemed to be a different person in front of him, he was very haggard, and his body, which was not fat before, became even weaker now, as if Lin Shushen would fall when the wind blows. As if blown away by the wind.
It's been a long time since we saw each other. Lin Shushen's changes were beyond Chi Jiuyuan's imagination, and Chi Jiuyuan was so surprised that he couldn't close his mouth from ear to ear.
Lin Shushen greeted Chi Jiuyuan with a smile, "Long time no see!"
Lin Shushen didn't seem to feel that there was anything wrong with his situation at all. Different from the cheerful, generous and deliberately funny on the screen, Lin Shushen in private was gentle and kind. In fact, he was a very introverted and quiet person. The protagonists are not the same person at all.
Chi Jiuyuan had seen Lin Shushen's face before, and Lin Shushen didn't have any grievances on him, so Chi Jiuyuan didn't understand why Lin Shushen would do such a big thing and was almost banned?
It's not that Chi Jiuyuan didn't ask tentatively, but after Lin Shushen heard about Chi Jiuyuan's lobby, he would subconsciously avoid this matter.He even pretended not to know anything, or deliberately pretended not to understand Chi Jiuyuan's temptation.
It was precisely because of this that Chi Jiuyuan had no way of knowing what happened to Lin Shushen three years ago.
Chi Jiuyuan was thinking, he should be able to get the answer today!
Chi Jiuyuan frowned and asked, "What's the matter with you? It's only been half a month, why are you so thin?"
Lin Shushen touched his cheek in surprise, and asked calmly, "Have I lost weight?" Why didn't he feel anything?
Seeing Lin Shushen speak slightly slowly, Chi Jiuyuan frowned even tighter, his eyes fixed on Lin Shushen tightly, seeing that Lin Shushen really didn't feel that he was thinner, Chi Jiuyuan said helplessly: "You don't even take photos of yourself?" Mirror?"
His face had lost a lot of weight, how could Lin Shushen feel nothing at all?
Or maybe Lin Shushen has feelings, but is just subconsciously unwilling to face it?
Lin Shushen smiled and said: "Of course I took pictures, but I didn't pay much attention. I don't have a good appetite these days, so I lost a little weight." He also looked in the mirror, and he felt that his mental state was actually quite good. It's really nice that he doesn't think he's skinny.
Because if he admits that he has lost weight, does it mean that he really cannot accept... what is about to happen?
Lin Shushen lowered his head slightly, and lowered his head to hide the wry smile at the corner of his mouth. He didn't want Chi Jiuyuan to see his bitterness.
Lin Shushen came to Chi Jiuyuan, but in the end he wanted to have a result. He had no choice but to regard Chi Jiuyuan as his life-saving straw.
Chi Jiuyuan recited the formula, and then quietly raised his head to look at Lin Shushen, only to see that Lin Shushen was lingering with death, he was definitely a dying person.
Chi Jiuyuan was startled, and immediately frowned. Lin Shushen looked like he was bound to die, and it was the kind of death that had no room for change.
Every move of Chi Jiuyuan is in the eyes of Lin Shushen. Seeing the sudden change of Chi Jiuyuan's expression, Lin Shushen asked Chi Jiuyuan calmly: "Are you helping me with my physiognomy?"
With a solemn expression, Chi Jiuyuan nodded slightly and said, "Indeed!"
Lin Shu smiled wryly, and said slowly, "Then my face is not very good?" Otherwise, why would Chi Jiuyuan's face be so ugly?
And Lin Shushen also clearly noticed at this moment that even if his face was very bad, he found that there was nothing that could make him feel any more, and he seemed to have no idea of knowing about these things.Even if he might die today, Lin Shushen is not surprised, because perhaps death is a relief for Lin Shushen.
Chi Jiuyuan didn't know how to talk to Lin Shushen, but changed the subject and asked, "Has something happened to you recently? Didn't I tell you? If you have anything, you must tell me!" Is Xu Lijiao looking for trouble for you?"
Hearing the woman's name, disgust flashed across Lin Shushen's eyes, and then he shook his head lightly and said, "Don't worry, Xu Lijiao doesn't dare to trouble me! If she wants to kill me, I won't be able to Appearing in front of the screen. So you don’t have to worry about this.” Seeing that he was once a woman’s beloved, and the woman didn’t kill him, Lin Shushen should be content, instead of provoking women, so that he has to go abroad to heal his wounds.
Looking at Lin Shushen's face, how could Chi Jiuyuan not be worried?
Lin Shu said with a deep smile: "I have an air ticket for tonight, and I'm leaving tonight. I'm here to find you now, but I actually want you to help me find out about my marriage." He wanted to know if it was possible for him and Sheng Nianjun to marry him. .
In fact, Lin Shushen is very clear that he and Sheng Nianjun have no possibility and no future at all. Sheng Nianjun just regards him as a tool to vent and a target of revenge. Seeing him moaning and crying under him, Sheng Nianjun will be very happy .
Lin Shushen knew very well that his usefulness was only this.
Sheng Nianjun's favorite person died at his hands, Sheng Nianjun hated him, wanted to abuse him, Lin Shushen could bear it.
But what Lin Shushen never expected was that what knocked him down so hard was the news that Sheng Nianjun and the woman were about to get engaged.
Lin Shushen always thought that for Sheng Nianjun, women were just a tool to make money. Sheng Nianjun didn't care how many little lovers a woman kept behind his back, as long as the woman gave him money.
But now Sheng Nianjun finds out that marrying a woman is a win-win thing, so Sheng Nianjun wants to marry a woman without hesitation.
Lin Shushen's eyes were full of sadness.
Seeing this, Chi Jiuyuan had a headache. Does Lin Shushen know what's going on now?
Chi Jiuyuan even felt that even if he told Lin Shushen that Lin Shushen might not survive tonight, Lin Shushen would not care.
Even if he will die tonight, Lin Shushen probably still has these romantic things in his mind!That's why Chi Jiuyuan felt that human beings are really ignorant guys. Could it be that love is more important than his own life?
In order to survive, it is the survival instinct of human beings to give up properly!
Seeing Chi Jiuyuan's expression of disapproval, Lin Shushen turned pale, "Could it be...is it difficult for me to answer this question?"
Chi Jiuyuan said helplessly: "You don't have any marriage at all, do you know that your face is dead, you probably won't survive tonight."
After hearing Chi Jiuyuan's words, Lin Shushen was stunned, "I...can't survive tonight?"
He is still struggling with the grievances with Sheng Nianjun, but in the end he might not even survive tonight?
He was really given food by himself. Seeing Chi Jiuyuan's ugly face, he vaguely felt that something might happen to him. Earlier, he was also thinking that if he really died, it might be for Sheng Nianjun is a relief.
Sheng Nianjun long wished that he would die!
And he actually wanted to seek the final result from Chi Jiuyuan ridiculously. Before he came, he was even fantasizing that if his marriage was the result he wanted, even if he was hated by Sheng Nianjun, he would always stay there Sheng Nianjun's side until the day Sheng Nianjun forgives him.As for going abroad, he will come back after Sheng Nianjun's wedding with the woman is over.
Anyway, the marriage between Sheng Nianjun and the woman is just a deal, so even if he is with Sheng Nianjun, the woman should not have any complaints!
Just like before, the woman hated him for ruining his plan to seduce Chi Jiuyuan, but in the end it wasn't that he failed to do anything about him. Isn't it all because of Sheng Nianjun's matchmaking between the two!
And now, it turns out that he doesn't even have a future...
It's ridiculous to be entangled in wanting to stay with Sheng Nianjun. What is he entangled in?
Chi Jiuyuan sighed slightly and said, "So don't catch the plane today, stay at home and don't go anywhere. How about this, you go to my hotel to rest."
Chi Jiuyuan really wanted to help Lin Shushen tide over the difficulties, but Lin Shushen slowly fell into deep thought as if he hadn't heard Chi Jiuyuan's words.
Chi Jiuyuan didn't rush, but watched Lin Shushen quietly. After waiting for a while, Lin Shushen withdrew his thoughts, raised his head and said to Chi Jiuyuan, "Forget it! I still want to leave tonight." Leaving this evening will be leaving here forever.
Perhaps this is the most sincere choice in Lin Shushen's heart... Although he loves Sheng Nianjun deeply and thinks that he can make Sheng Nianjun forgive him, it turns out that he can't wait for this day at all.
In fact, he already knew that Sheng Nianjun would never forgive him, but who told him to be mean, and whoever doesn't like him just likes Sheng Nianjun.
Seeing Sheng Nianjun changing lovers one after another around him, but he was still determined. He didn't care if he was humiliated, abused, or had intimate videos taken.
But it turns out that there is no possibility for him to continue to stay by Sheng Nianjun's side with the cheek?
It should have been a painful thing for him, but after Lin Shushen listened, he suddenly felt unprecedented relaxation.
So Lin Shushen has decided that he still wants to leave here. If he has no future, then he will not resist...
Chi Jiuyuan was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect that Lin Shushen would continue to move forward even though he knew he was dead.
Chi Jiuyuan's expression was anxious, and he said in a hurried voice: "You knew that you might die today, but you died on the way to the airport, and you still want to go? Are you crazy?"
The corners of Lin Shushen's mouth rose slightly, showing a rare big smile to Chi Jiuyuan, "If you are destined not to die tonight, then it means that this is my fate, since this is my fate, then I'd better not go Resist!"
Lin Shushen himself didn't expect that he persisted for such a long time, desperately looking for Xu Lijiao's feet, but in the end, he was still the one who lost in the end.
He had never won the battle with Xu Lijiao from the very beginning, and now he has lost completely.
Chi Jiuyuan said reluctantly: "But since you came to see me, if possible, I have to save you. You come back with me tonight and don't go anywhere!"
Lin Shushen got up slowly, shook his head firmly and said, "There is no need for this. Besides, for a person like me who has committed a lot of crimes, even if he dies, the world will be considered peaceful."
Sinful?
Chi Jiuyuan felt that these four words were not appropriate for Lin Shushen, and she did not see the four words "sinful" from Lin Shushen.Lin Shushen's breath was very clean, and he didn't look like a sinful person at all.
Lin Shushen stood up, "I don't have any appetite, I'll go back to the hotel first!"
If Lin Shushen could eat, he wouldn't be so thin.
Seeing Lin Shushen got up and left, his body was a little sick as if he would fall to the ground in the next second, Chi Jiuyuan got up and chased after him, grabbed Lin Shushen's wrist: "I'll accompany you!"
Lin Shushen turned his head and pushed Chi Jiuyuan's hand away, shook his head and said, "Chi Jiuyuan, I know you want to save me, but some people are not worth saving! People like me don't need to be saved! "
However, Chi Jiuyuan grabbed Lin Shushen's wrist with a strong attitude, and pulled Lin Shushen back to the chair. Seeing that Lin Shushen still wanted to run, Chi Jiuyuan hurriedly said: "You told me that you have sinned a lot, but I I can't see it at all! You all know that I can read pictures, so what I see with my eyes is not fake?"
Lin Shu was stunned for a moment, frowned slightly, and slowly looked at Chi Jiuyuan: "You mean... I'm not guilty?"
Chi Jiuyuan nodded quickly: "That's right, so you don't have to lose your life at all!" If Lin Shushen felt that he had committed a serious crime and had to die, then Chi Jiuyuan could be very responsible. Tell Lin Shushen responsibly that Lin Shushen did not bear human life on his body, so Lin Shushen didn't have to die to give everyone a relief.
"But what if someone died because of me?" Lin Shushen said with a wry smile, "Maybe I wasn't the murderer who directly killed him, but I have to bear this crime."
Lin Shu smiled bitterly with a sad smile, and the bitterness on his face made Chi Jiuyuan feel bad for it: "But the problem is that if someone really dies because of you, your body can't be so clean, more or less your body There will be some dark aura floating around, but the problem is that you don’t have any! This means that no human life is involved in your body, do you understand what I mean?” Lin Shushen has no human life involved at all, and there is no need to bear sin.
After Lin Shu listened deeply to Chi Jiuyuan's words, his expression suddenly became a little dull, and he frowned slightly, as if he didn't understand. He was very firm, that person died because of him, "I don't understand, that girl is Because of me, she committed suicide for me! Maybe it was because of that girl's suicide, so you see..."
Chi Jiuyuan tapped the table lightly, interrupted Lin Shushen and said, "You still don't understand what I mean, the dark air in people is inextricably linked, a little bit of jealousy, a little bit Selfishness will give you a dark aura. If someone really commits suicide because of you, even if you don’t want this sin, it will fall on you. And if you don’t have this aura, there is only one possibility !"
Lin Shushen finally understood. He looked at Chi Jiuyuan quietly, and his eyes seemed to have some strange emotions. He answered Chi Jiuyuan's words: "Didn't she commit suicide because of me? She didn't die because of me! "
However, for the past three years, he has been living under the shadow of that person's suicide, being resented by the person he loves deeply, trying to look forward to the future, but always falling into a whirlpool of pain.
It was because of that person's suicide that he was so young and handsome that he became like this.
He suffered for three full years, but now someone told him that there was another reason for that person's death...
Sheng Nianjun won't hate him anymore...
Thinking of this, Lin Shushen's eyes slowly overflowed with tears, and the rolling tears slid down his cheeks drop by drop, unable to stop.
Lin Shushen in front of him was like a wronged child, he seemed to want to cry, but he didn't dare to make it too loud, for fear of being looked at by others.
Chi Jiuyuan watched Lin Shushen quietly like this, and cried for a long time.
Chi Jiuyuan finally understood why Lin Shushen always had a sad aura on his body. It turned out that he was burdened with such a "sin". He didn't dare to let himself laugh, and he didn't dare to accept happiness sincerely.
After a long time, Lin Shushen wiped away his tears with a tissue, and Chi Jiuyuan was also surprised to find that the dead air on Lin Shushen's body had faded a lot.
Lin Shushen looked up at Chi Jiuyuan and said, "Would you like to listen to me chat?"
Chi Jiuyuan nodded gently: "I'm so happy!"
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