Movie King's Wife
Chapter 117 His Past
Chi Jiuyuan asked Yan Haoyang to come to the living room, let Yan Haoyang sit down on the sofa in the living room first, and asked Yan Haoyang, do you want water or tea? "
Yan Haoyang shook his head and said, "No need, I just came here to talk to you about one thing, so I'll leave soon."
When Yan Haoyang mentioned that incident, there was a black air all over his body, with a hint of sadness.
Seeing Yan Haoyang like this, Chi Jiuyuan lowered his eyes and sat down in front of Yan Haoyang: "Then tell me, what do you want to talk to me about?"
Yan Haoyang didn't beat around the bush and said straight to the point: "I hope you can save someone, but I think you should be able to guess who I want you to save."
Yan Haoyang's words made Chi Jiuyuan slightly surprised. He frowned and looked at Yan Haoyang suspiciously, and asked, "Why do you want to save him? I thought you hated Zhu Baoting to the core, but I didn't expect you to be willing to save him." he?"
What surprised Chi Jiuyuan the most was that Zhu Baoting's life was really tough. After such a long time, he was still alive and still dying.After Chi Jiuyuan agreed to Aunt Wu's request, he didn't pay much attention to Zhu Baoting. Their family's affairs and the contact with the Yan family brothers were basically just simple greetings. He really didn't pay attention to Zhu Baoting anymore. But according to his guess, Zhu Baoting may not live for three days, but he didn't expect that she has already recorded two episodes of the show, and Zhu Baoting is still alive!
Yan Haoyang raised his eyebrows, raised his legs lightly, crossed his legs and said, "I've thought about it, Zhu Baoting's death must be ended by myself."
He will let Zhu Baoting know what it feels like to be on the verge of despair. Although Zhu Baoting is very desperate and painful now, Yan Haoyang feels that this is not enough to make up for everything he has encountered. Zhu Baoting should be punished more severely.
Seeing that Yan Haoyang's beauty is really hot, Chi Jiuyuan said helplessly, "Whether you want to do it yourself or something, that's your business! And what you said is a bit self-contradictory, if you want Zhu Baoting so much Ending her life at your hands, why don't you go and do it to her yourself? Instead, run to me and let me save Zhu Baoting's life."
Yan Haoyang sneered and said, "Because I know Zhu Baoting is going to die soon! But I don't want him to die yet, so please help me!"
Chi Jiuyuan smiled and said, "What if I'm not willing to help you!?"
Yan Haoyang looked at the faint smile on the corner of Chi Jiuyuan's mouth, and said expressionlessly: "Then we may become enemies."
"We never seem to be friends!" Chi Jiuyuan said to Yan Haoyang angrily, "And even if we become enemies, so what? If you want to torture Zhu Baoting, then you should find Zhu Baoting yourself and find a way to keep him alive! Instead of coming to me for help, because I can't save him either!"
Yan Haoyang said slightly angrily: "It's impossible that you can't save him."
Chi Jiuyuan spread his hands helplessly and said, "I really can't save him. I can't sacrifice my skills for someone like him. Why should I? If you want to sacrifice for someone like that, it's yours." Things, don’t make excuses that you want to torture him, you want to revive him, there should be other purposes, you tell me, see what you want to do? You tell me the truth, maybe I still I might even be willing to help you!"
Yan Haoyang was slightly stunned and quickly curbed his anger, chuckled and said: "I really don't know what you are talking about, I want to torture him, the premise is that he has to live so he came to you, what's wrong with that?"
Yan Haoyang's reason was really far-fetched, which made Chi Jiuyuan feel ridiculous. Chi Jiuyuan said: "You want to torture him for so long, it's enough for you to torture him severely! You should have a way to torture him, right? You can even get in my place, so how can you not get Zhu Baoting out of the prison?! It must have been half a month since he entered the prison! Isn’t that long enough to torture you? So you are just making excuses to let him live! Why do you want him to live? Do you regret it?"
Yan Haoyang sneered, I don't understand what you mean, if you don't want to help me, and you don't need to say so many high-sounding words, I have something to do and I will leave first. "
Seeing that Yan Haoyang was about to get up, Chi Jiuyuan quickly stopped Yan Haoyang and said, "I met him once when I went to the next city. Of course, I met him once in the surveillance. From his appearance, Zhu Baoting would not survive three years at that time." God, what did you do? You really tried your best to keep him alive, do you really not cherish your current body so much? Do you really want to die so much?"
Hearing that Chi Jiuyuan could see his physical problems at a glance, the indifference on Yan Haoyang's face was instantly replaced by her labia, her eyes flashed with anger, she stared at Chi Jiuyuan and said, "You shouldn't care about things you shouldn't care about." It’s best not to worry about it, I can make my own decisions about my body. I did do some tricks on Zhu Baoting’s body, and tried my best to keep her alive, just like you said, it’s none of your business.”
Seeing that Yan Haoyang seemed to turn from embarrassment to anger when he mentioned his body, Chi Jiuyuan said helplessly, "I'm really worried about you. You should know your current physical condition. You stink to death. There would be no happy ending, but now you have to add more grievances, do you think you have lived too long and don't want to live anymore?"
Yan Haoyang was poked in the sore foot, and he yelled at Chi Jiuyuan angrily: "That's none of your business, I'm here to ask you for help, not to hear you taunt me, just tell me, you Just give me the Gu worm if you are willing."
Chi Jiuyuan knew that Yan Haoyang came here for the Gu worm and immediately shook his head and said, "That's not okay, I got that Gu worm after a lot of effort, how can I give it to you? There are two broken ones in it." The soul nourishes me, and I cannot give it up."
Zhu Baoting used his family's death as a sacrifice to refine the Gu worm, and now it is inside the Gu worm.And the souls of his parents' long-distance running can't be reincarnated anyway, so it might as well disappear and become his nourishment.So how could he be willing to hand over the Gu worm, and who knows what Yan Haoyang wants to do with the Gu worm, whether he really wants Zhu Baoting to live or has other plans, Chi Jiuyuan doesn't know.
Therefore, it is impossible for Chi Jiuyuan to hand over such a precious thing. Yan Haoyang knew it from the beginning, so he never mentioned the matter of Gu worms, but asked Chi Jiuyuan if he would help Zhu Baoting. If you don't want to, then there is no hope for the Gu worm.
And the fact is just as Yan Haoyang thought, it is impossible for Chi Jiuyuan to let go.
Yan Haoyang gritted his teeth and looked at Chi Jiuyuan and said, "You know those two souls are very important to me, and you know who I am from the beginning to the end, but you don't want to fulfill my last wish?" Originally thought that Chi Jiuyuan was willing to grant it Aunt Wu, it shows that Chi Jiuyuan is easy to soften his heart, but in the end, Chi Jiuyuan is not soft-hearted, but cruel at all.
From the day he saw him, Chi Jiuyuan had already guessed his real identity. He knew his wishes and hatred but refused to extend his hands to help him with such a small favor. Was Chi Jiuyuan cruel? What?
Yan Haoyang's face was full of black aura, and the resentment was about to swallow him up. Seeing this, Chi Jiuyuan sighed helplessly and said, "Of course I love you, but since you have been reincarnated, then you should live with you." Ordinary life. You know that resentment will make you inhuman in the end, but you still allow those resentments to erode you and let your body degenerate. Now you still want to use Zhu Baoting to do something you shouldn't do Things, I'm not hurting you, I want to help you and I really love you."
Yan Haoyang roared angrily: "If you really feel sorry for me, then help me."
Chi Jiuyuan shouted loudly, "Zhu Baoyu!"
The three words Zhu Baoyu hit Yan Haoyang's heart like a huge hammer. This familiar name made Yan Haoyang's anger quickly subside, and he stared blankly at Chi Jiuyuan He didn't expect Chi Jiuyuan to actually read his original name, that... the name she tried so hard to forget but couldn't forget. He tried hard to make himself like a normal person these years, but he I know that as long as he still has the memory of being Zhu Baoyu, he can't become normal. He hates Zhu Baoting, hates his parents and hates the betrayal of these people, but he can't help but feel sorry for these people. His... former family members, when they were not bankrupt, they used to be as harmonious as an ordinary family, and had a lot of happy times...
Zhu Baoyu sat back on the sofa blankly: "Why do you call me that?" Yes, this is a name he has forgotten for a long time, even from Zhu Baoting's mouth, it is impossible to hear this name, Zhu Baoting seems to have forgotten It seems that this person exists.
Chi Jiuyuan said, "That's because I know you are not hopeless! Although you are full of yin, you haven't committed any crimes, so you still have the possibility to live an ordinary life. Didn't you say that you have got everything you want, since you have already got it, why don't you go far away? Why do you have to immerse yourself in hatred? Of course I know that it is best not to talk too much without suffering from others, but I am I really hope you can live your life well.”
Zhu Baoyu's eyes gradually turned red, thinking a lot in his mind, first he sneered, then the smile on the corner of his mouth gradually turned bitter, he looked at Chi Jiuyuan and said, "Tell me, how can I live my life well? As long as I fall asleep, I will think of my parents and my sister, how they tricked me to the suburbs, how they pushed me into a pit, how they beat me to death with stones?! How do you want me to forget?"
It was one nightmare after another, one betrayal after another...
That was the previous life that he would never forget...
Chi Jiuyuan was stunned for a moment, and then he just sighed, feeling very helpless about what Zhu Baoyu said.
He didn't know how to comfort Zhu Baoyu, he just wanted Zhu Baoyu to forget that everything had to start again, because Zhu Baoyu now had a new body and a new identity, he had the possibility to start again, instead of Should be firmly controlled by those past.But seeing Zhu Baoyu's sad appearance now, Chi Jiuyuan had nothing to say. After all, he had never experienced what Zhu Baoyu had said, so he seemed not qualified to persuade Zhu Baoyu to start over.
Tears slowly overflowed from the corners of Zhu Baoyu's eyes, he wiped his face, and then said: "Chi Jiuyuan, many things are not as simple as you imagined, you may be able to forget them, but for me, I can't forget them. You haven't been betrayed badly, you don't know my pain... Ever since our family went bankrupt, in order to support my parents and sister, I even went to sell myself, you know? One night, I can make a lot of money, little one Sometimes I rely on my family’s money, I’m very naughty, I don’t want to study at all, I have no education, I can only go this way, I can’t do the hard work on the construction site, I can’t do it at all. Prostitution is the easiest, to accompany those rich women I can earn tens of thousands of dollars by sleeping for one night. Even if I spend time with those men, I can earn a lot of money a day. Although I was ridiculed by my former friends and chased and beaten, I am happy as long as I make money. "
Although he once wandered around and felt disgusted, but after getting used to it, he seemed to have nothing against such a life, and with so much money, he could take care of his parents and make his sister happy. It's okay to feel sorry for yourself.Even if you are raped by a man, you can do anything as long as you have money.
During that time, Zhu Baoyu almost swallowed his tears, he tried hard to get used to it, he tried hard to turn himself into a bitch, he sacrificed so much, just for three people.But in the end, these three people betrayed him fiercely.
"Do you think I haven't done enough? Do you know that the day I was imprisoned, I brought a pile of money to my parents, and they told me kindly that I wouldn't have to work so hard in the future, they said They figured it out, they don't want to stay in the city, they want to go back to the countryside, it's not expensive." Zhu Baoyu's tears fell unscrupulously, "At that time, I really felt that I had worked so hard. It really paid off. I was so happy at that time, you know? I really felt that my parents and my sister were willing to understand me. I really thought that I could get out of the sea of suffering..."
Chi Jiuyuan was silent, looking at Zhu Baoyu, whose face was full of tears, his eyes were red and full of blackness, his mouth was slightly opened but he had nothing to say. What he said at this time was for his own good, and what he only wanted Zhu Baoyu to say. Forget the past, these words are so pale and powerless...
Chi Jiuyuan knew that he had no right to let Zhu Baoyu forget him.
Zhu Baoyu smiled wryly twice, wiped the tears off his face and said, "We packed our luggage, and they took me to the suburbs, and then pushed me into a pit and stoned me to death. I can't tell when , How am I feeling? I even have a feeling of... ah, I am finally relieved. It’s just that I am not reconciled! They said so many good things to me, making me think that I have touched the three of them, I thought We can go back to the countryside and live our small life. We don’t need to be rich and powerful, as long as our family is safe, we have food to eat and clothes to wear every day. Do you think my wish is difficult? It’s not difficult... But Why... just, can't it be done?"
Not being able to do these three words hit Chi Jiuyuan fiercely. Chi Jiuyuan re-examined Zhu Baoyu in front of him. The sadness all over his body and those past memories seemed to make Chi Jiuyuan empathize with him.
Zhu Baoyu's tears burst out once again, no matter how Zhu Baoyu wiped them away, the tears were like a flood digging a dike, and they couldn't be stopped.
Zhu Baoyu didn't want to cry, she hadn't cried for a long time, but today those tears didn't listen to him at all, they kept flowing down, and his mouth couldn't help but say a lot of things that shouldn't be said.
"I asked them why they did this to me?" Zhu Baoyu said, "They said... they thought I was disgusting and dirty. Most people would choose to work part-time if they want to make money, but I chose the easiest way. , they said that I am not worthy to be their child! I saw my sister...he was laughing beside him, very happy... At that time, I was thinking, it doesn't matter if I die to make them happy, anyway I've had enough. If it wasn't for them, I wouldn't sell myself at all. I know that the situation at home doesn't allow it. They want to eat the best restaurant, live in the best house, and even drink water. I drink imported ones, and my sister and mother have to buy several bags a month... You think I earn so much a day, but only a few hundred yuan can be used on me. I went to the construction site to work hard for a month, and it was not enough for them to eat meal…………"
So he chose to let himself degenerate, choose to make himself wronged, and choose to make himself suffer.
But what did Zhu Baoyu get in the end? What he got was that his younger sister stabbed her, and his parents pushed him into a pit and threw stones at him, saying that he corrupted the family tradition and that she was filthy.And that day, he was rounded by more than a dozen people in order to buy a bag for his mother and sister.
Zhu Baoyu thought that he was free and easy enough to not hate, but when he woke up, he found that she couldn't make him not hate.Because he saw that the reason why his parents and younger sister wanted to kill him was just to get a Gu worm, a Gu worm that could make his younger sister marry into a wealthy family.His life is not as good as his sister's happiness...
He was so angry that he wanted these three people to accompany her, but found that he was powerless.
Perhaps it was also because he died at the front, the sacrifice had not yet begun, and his soul was not imprisoned in the Gu worm.But the parents were not so lucky. They chose to kill their son for the happiness of their daughter and their own prosperity, but what happened?Turning around, he was pushed into the pit by his precious daughter, doused with gasoline and burned to death alive.
Seeing his parents screaming and crying, Zhu Baoyu thought his heart would hurt, but found that he no longer felt any pain.
He watched Zhu Baoting leave happily with the refined Gu worm, and she couldn't wait to follow. He wanted to know who was so obsessed with his sister, who made his sister even kill him for a man? Family members can be killed.
In the end, what he saw was his sister's wishful thinking and self-indulgence.
Zhu Baoyu was really overjoyed. He was happy every time Zhu Baoting was so angry.
Since then, he has been by his sister's side all the time, watching Zhu Baoting do all kinds of evil things, but got the happiness he wanted, and even successfully conceived a child.
Zhu Baoyu was very angry. He felt that God was unfair. How could a person like Zhu Baoting get wealth and happiness.
So soon Zhu Baoting's retribution came, perhaps because there was often Yin Qi around her, Zhu Baoting's first child was actually dead, and Zhu Baoyu replaced it.
So after Zhu Baoyu was born, he would treat Zhu Baoting unceremoniously and coldly. He even wanted to strangle Zhu Baoting's second child, but he couldn't do it after all, because he was too young at that time Yes, and if he did, he would be seen by others.
So he asked a counterfeit to replace Zhu Baoting's second child, but seeing Zhu Baoting doting on Yan Haofeng so much, Zhu Baoyu was a little unhappy, and Yan Haofeng looked stupid, and at that time Zhu Baoyu was also grown up, and there was With some strength, Zhu Baoyu let the dark aura in his body haunt him, trying to kill Yan Haofeng again and again, but he didn't expect that this kid was quite clever, and chose to follow Yan Mojun's side, making it difficult for him to strike.
Thinking of this, Zhu Baoyu wiped away tears: "If you really feel sorry for me, please help me!"
Chi Jiuyuan stared straight at Zhu Baoyu, and finally chose to shake his head: "If you are infected with killing thoughts, you are really not far from death, and it is already unacceptable for you to replace him, and you will die anytime, anywhere !"
Zhu Baoyu said to Chi Jiuyuan: "But I don't care, life and death are not so important to me anymore! Although I have obtained the property of the Yan family and everything that Zhu Baoting once dreamed of, I am not happy !So I want my days to be happier!"
Chi Jiuyuan watched Zhu Baoyu's face, and was suddenly surprised to find that there was a trace of light in the black air all over Zhu Baoyu's body, but the light flashed very quickly, but Chi Jiuyuan was sure that he was right, and in addition With Zhu Baoyu's current appearance, Chi Jiuyuan can almost be sure of one thing. It seems that Zhu Baoyu should not have any worries about his life in the future.
"I think there should be other things in your life, but you forgot..."
Zhu Baoyu froze for a moment: "What nonsense are you talking about? I remember clearly the hatred towards Zhu Baoting and the others. I have never forgotten what I have experienced in my previous life!" Those hatreds, those resentments, he never forgot , He will never allow himself to forget.
Chi Jiuyuan was a little helpless, "Always wait a little longer! Zhu Baoting won't live long, so don't waste time on him!"
Yan Haoyang shook his head and said, "No need, I just came here to talk to you about one thing, so I'll leave soon."
When Yan Haoyang mentioned that incident, there was a black air all over his body, with a hint of sadness.
Seeing Yan Haoyang like this, Chi Jiuyuan lowered his eyes and sat down in front of Yan Haoyang: "Then tell me, what do you want to talk to me about?"
Yan Haoyang didn't beat around the bush and said straight to the point: "I hope you can save someone, but I think you should be able to guess who I want you to save."
Yan Haoyang's words made Chi Jiuyuan slightly surprised. He frowned and looked at Yan Haoyang suspiciously, and asked, "Why do you want to save him? I thought you hated Zhu Baoting to the core, but I didn't expect you to be willing to save him." he?"
What surprised Chi Jiuyuan the most was that Zhu Baoting's life was really tough. After such a long time, he was still alive and still dying.After Chi Jiuyuan agreed to Aunt Wu's request, he didn't pay much attention to Zhu Baoting. Their family's affairs and the contact with the Yan family brothers were basically just simple greetings. He really didn't pay attention to Zhu Baoting anymore. But according to his guess, Zhu Baoting may not live for three days, but he didn't expect that she has already recorded two episodes of the show, and Zhu Baoting is still alive!
Yan Haoyang raised his eyebrows, raised his legs lightly, crossed his legs and said, "I've thought about it, Zhu Baoting's death must be ended by myself."
He will let Zhu Baoting know what it feels like to be on the verge of despair. Although Zhu Baoting is very desperate and painful now, Yan Haoyang feels that this is not enough to make up for everything he has encountered. Zhu Baoting should be punished more severely.
Seeing that Yan Haoyang's beauty is really hot, Chi Jiuyuan said helplessly, "Whether you want to do it yourself or something, that's your business! And what you said is a bit self-contradictory, if you want Zhu Baoting so much Ending her life at your hands, why don't you go and do it to her yourself? Instead, run to me and let me save Zhu Baoting's life."
Yan Haoyang sneered and said, "Because I know Zhu Baoting is going to die soon! But I don't want him to die yet, so please help me!"
Chi Jiuyuan smiled and said, "What if I'm not willing to help you!?"
Yan Haoyang looked at the faint smile on the corner of Chi Jiuyuan's mouth, and said expressionlessly: "Then we may become enemies."
"We never seem to be friends!" Chi Jiuyuan said to Yan Haoyang angrily, "And even if we become enemies, so what? If you want to torture Zhu Baoting, then you should find Zhu Baoting yourself and find a way to keep him alive! Instead of coming to me for help, because I can't save him either!"
Yan Haoyang said slightly angrily: "It's impossible that you can't save him."
Chi Jiuyuan spread his hands helplessly and said, "I really can't save him. I can't sacrifice my skills for someone like him. Why should I? If you want to sacrifice for someone like that, it's yours." Things, don’t make excuses that you want to torture him, you want to revive him, there should be other purposes, you tell me, see what you want to do? You tell me the truth, maybe I still I might even be willing to help you!"
Yan Haoyang was slightly stunned and quickly curbed his anger, chuckled and said: "I really don't know what you are talking about, I want to torture him, the premise is that he has to live so he came to you, what's wrong with that?"
Yan Haoyang's reason was really far-fetched, which made Chi Jiuyuan feel ridiculous. Chi Jiuyuan said: "You want to torture him for so long, it's enough for you to torture him severely! You should have a way to torture him, right? You can even get in my place, so how can you not get Zhu Baoting out of the prison?! It must have been half a month since he entered the prison! Isn’t that long enough to torture you? So you are just making excuses to let him live! Why do you want him to live? Do you regret it?"
Yan Haoyang sneered, I don't understand what you mean, if you don't want to help me, and you don't need to say so many high-sounding words, I have something to do and I will leave first. "
Seeing that Yan Haoyang was about to get up, Chi Jiuyuan quickly stopped Yan Haoyang and said, "I met him once when I went to the next city. Of course, I met him once in the surveillance. From his appearance, Zhu Baoting would not survive three years at that time." God, what did you do? You really tried your best to keep him alive, do you really not cherish your current body so much? Do you really want to die so much?"
Hearing that Chi Jiuyuan could see his physical problems at a glance, the indifference on Yan Haoyang's face was instantly replaced by her labia, her eyes flashed with anger, she stared at Chi Jiuyuan and said, "You shouldn't care about things you shouldn't care about." It’s best not to worry about it, I can make my own decisions about my body. I did do some tricks on Zhu Baoting’s body, and tried my best to keep her alive, just like you said, it’s none of your business.”
Seeing that Yan Haoyang seemed to turn from embarrassment to anger when he mentioned his body, Chi Jiuyuan said helplessly, "I'm really worried about you. You should know your current physical condition. You stink to death. There would be no happy ending, but now you have to add more grievances, do you think you have lived too long and don't want to live anymore?"
Yan Haoyang was poked in the sore foot, and he yelled at Chi Jiuyuan angrily: "That's none of your business, I'm here to ask you for help, not to hear you taunt me, just tell me, you Just give me the Gu worm if you are willing."
Chi Jiuyuan knew that Yan Haoyang came here for the Gu worm and immediately shook his head and said, "That's not okay, I got that Gu worm after a lot of effort, how can I give it to you? There are two broken ones in it." The soul nourishes me, and I cannot give it up."
Zhu Baoting used his family's death as a sacrifice to refine the Gu worm, and now it is inside the Gu worm.And the souls of his parents' long-distance running can't be reincarnated anyway, so it might as well disappear and become his nourishment.So how could he be willing to hand over the Gu worm, and who knows what Yan Haoyang wants to do with the Gu worm, whether he really wants Zhu Baoting to live or has other plans, Chi Jiuyuan doesn't know.
Therefore, it is impossible for Chi Jiuyuan to hand over such a precious thing. Yan Haoyang knew it from the beginning, so he never mentioned the matter of Gu worms, but asked Chi Jiuyuan if he would help Zhu Baoting. If you don't want to, then there is no hope for the Gu worm.
And the fact is just as Yan Haoyang thought, it is impossible for Chi Jiuyuan to let go.
Yan Haoyang gritted his teeth and looked at Chi Jiuyuan and said, "You know those two souls are very important to me, and you know who I am from the beginning to the end, but you don't want to fulfill my last wish?" Originally thought that Chi Jiuyuan was willing to grant it Aunt Wu, it shows that Chi Jiuyuan is easy to soften his heart, but in the end, Chi Jiuyuan is not soft-hearted, but cruel at all.
From the day he saw him, Chi Jiuyuan had already guessed his real identity. He knew his wishes and hatred but refused to extend his hands to help him with such a small favor. Was Chi Jiuyuan cruel? What?
Yan Haoyang's face was full of black aura, and the resentment was about to swallow him up. Seeing this, Chi Jiuyuan sighed helplessly and said, "Of course I love you, but since you have been reincarnated, then you should live with you." Ordinary life. You know that resentment will make you inhuman in the end, but you still allow those resentments to erode you and let your body degenerate. Now you still want to use Zhu Baoting to do something you shouldn't do Things, I'm not hurting you, I want to help you and I really love you."
Yan Haoyang roared angrily: "If you really feel sorry for me, then help me."
Chi Jiuyuan shouted loudly, "Zhu Baoyu!"
The three words Zhu Baoyu hit Yan Haoyang's heart like a huge hammer. This familiar name made Yan Haoyang's anger quickly subside, and he stared blankly at Chi Jiuyuan He didn't expect Chi Jiuyuan to actually read his original name, that... the name she tried so hard to forget but couldn't forget. He tried hard to make himself like a normal person these years, but he I know that as long as he still has the memory of being Zhu Baoyu, he can't become normal. He hates Zhu Baoting, hates his parents and hates the betrayal of these people, but he can't help but feel sorry for these people. His... former family members, when they were not bankrupt, they used to be as harmonious as an ordinary family, and had a lot of happy times...
Zhu Baoyu sat back on the sofa blankly: "Why do you call me that?" Yes, this is a name he has forgotten for a long time, even from Zhu Baoting's mouth, it is impossible to hear this name, Zhu Baoting seems to have forgotten It seems that this person exists.
Chi Jiuyuan said, "That's because I know you are not hopeless! Although you are full of yin, you haven't committed any crimes, so you still have the possibility to live an ordinary life. Didn't you say that you have got everything you want, since you have already got it, why don't you go far away? Why do you have to immerse yourself in hatred? Of course I know that it is best not to talk too much without suffering from others, but I am I really hope you can live your life well.”
Zhu Baoyu's eyes gradually turned red, thinking a lot in his mind, first he sneered, then the smile on the corner of his mouth gradually turned bitter, he looked at Chi Jiuyuan and said, "Tell me, how can I live my life well? As long as I fall asleep, I will think of my parents and my sister, how they tricked me to the suburbs, how they pushed me into a pit, how they beat me to death with stones?! How do you want me to forget?"
It was one nightmare after another, one betrayal after another...
That was the previous life that he would never forget...
Chi Jiuyuan was stunned for a moment, and then he just sighed, feeling very helpless about what Zhu Baoyu said.
He didn't know how to comfort Zhu Baoyu, he just wanted Zhu Baoyu to forget that everything had to start again, because Zhu Baoyu now had a new body and a new identity, he had the possibility to start again, instead of Should be firmly controlled by those past.But seeing Zhu Baoyu's sad appearance now, Chi Jiuyuan had nothing to say. After all, he had never experienced what Zhu Baoyu had said, so he seemed not qualified to persuade Zhu Baoyu to start over.
Tears slowly overflowed from the corners of Zhu Baoyu's eyes, he wiped his face, and then said: "Chi Jiuyuan, many things are not as simple as you imagined, you may be able to forget them, but for me, I can't forget them. You haven't been betrayed badly, you don't know my pain... Ever since our family went bankrupt, in order to support my parents and sister, I even went to sell myself, you know? One night, I can make a lot of money, little one Sometimes I rely on my family’s money, I’m very naughty, I don’t want to study at all, I have no education, I can only go this way, I can’t do the hard work on the construction site, I can’t do it at all. Prostitution is the easiest, to accompany those rich women I can earn tens of thousands of dollars by sleeping for one night. Even if I spend time with those men, I can earn a lot of money a day. Although I was ridiculed by my former friends and chased and beaten, I am happy as long as I make money. "
Although he once wandered around and felt disgusted, but after getting used to it, he seemed to have nothing against such a life, and with so much money, he could take care of his parents and make his sister happy. It's okay to feel sorry for yourself.Even if you are raped by a man, you can do anything as long as you have money.
During that time, Zhu Baoyu almost swallowed his tears, he tried hard to get used to it, he tried hard to turn himself into a bitch, he sacrificed so much, just for three people.But in the end, these three people betrayed him fiercely.
"Do you think I haven't done enough? Do you know that the day I was imprisoned, I brought a pile of money to my parents, and they told me kindly that I wouldn't have to work so hard in the future, they said They figured it out, they don't want to stay in the city, they want to go back to the countryside, it's not expensive." Zhu Baoyu's tears fell unscrupulously, "At that time, I really felt that I had worked so hard. It really paid off. I was so happy at that time, you know? I really felt that my parents and my sister were willing to understand me. I really thought that I could get out of the sea of suffering..."
Chi Jiuyuan was silent, looking at Zhu Baoyu, whose face was full of tears, his eyes were red and full of blackness, his mouth was slightly opened but he had nothing to say. What he said at this time was for his own good, and what he only wanted Zhu Baoyu to say. Forget the past, these words are so pale and powerless...
Chi Jiuyuan knew that he had no right to let Zhu Baoyu forget him.
Zhu Baoyu smiled wryly twice, wiped the tears off his face and said, "We packed our luggage, and they took me to the suburbs, and then pushed me into a pit and stoned me to death. I can't tell when , How am I feeling? I even have a feeling of... ah, I am finally relieved. It’s just that I am not reconciled! They said so many good things to me, making me think that I have touched the three of them, I thought We can go back to the countryside and live our small life. We don’t need to be rich and powerful, as long as our family is safe, we have food to eat and clothes to wear every day. Do you think my wish is difficult? It’s not difficult... But Why... just, can't it be done?"
Not being able to do these three words hit Chi Jiuyuan fiercely. Chi Jiuyuan re-examined Zhu Baoyu in front of him. The sadness all over his body and those past memories seemed to make Chi Jiuyuan empathize with him.
Zhu Baoyu's tears burst out once again, no matter how Zhu Baoyu wiped them away, the tears were like a flood digging a dike, and they couldn't be stopped.
Zhu Baoyu didn't want to cry, she hadn't cried for a long time, but today those tears didn't listen to him at all, they kept flowing down, and his mouth couldn't help but say a lot of things that shouldn't be said.
"I asked them why they did this to me?" Zhu Baoyu said, "They said... they thought I was disgusting and dirty. Most people would choose to work part-time if they want to make money, but I chose the easiest way. , they said that I am not worthy to be their child! I saw my sister...he was laughing beside him, very happy... At that time, I was thinking, it doesn't matter if I die to make them happy, anyway I've had enough. If it wasn't for them, I wouldn't sell myself at all. I know that the situation at home doesn't allow it. They want to eat the best restaurant, live in the best house, and even drink water. I drink imported ones, and my sister and mother have to buy several bags a month... You think I earn so much a day, but only a few hundred yuan can be used on me. I went to the construction site to work hard for a month, and it was not enough for them to eat meal…………"
So he chose to let himself degenerate, choose to make himself wronged, and choose to make himself suffer.
But what did Zhu Baoyu get in the end? What he got was that his younger sister stabbed her, and his parents pushed him into a pit and threw stones at him, saying that he corrupted the family tradition and that she was filthy.And that day, he was rounded by more than a dozen people in order to buy a bag for his mother and sister.
Zhu Baoyu thought that he was free and easy enough to not hate, but when he woke up, he found that she couldn't make him not hate.Because he saw that the reason why his parents and younger sister wanted to kill him was just to get a Gu worm, a Gu worm that could make his younger sister marry into a wealthy family.His life is not as good as his sister's happiness...
He was so angry that he wanted these three people to accompany her, but found that he was powerless.
Perhaps it was also because he died at the front, the sacrifice had not yet begun, and his soul was not imprisoned in the Gu worm.But the parents were not so lucky. They chose to kill their son for the happiness of their daughter and their own prosperity, but what happened?Turning around, he was pushed into the pit by his precious daughter, doused with gasoline and burned to death alive.
Seeing his parents screaming and crying, Zhu Baoyu thought his heart would hurt, but found that he no longer felt any pain.
He watched Zhu Baoting leave happily with the refined Gu worm, and she couldn't wait to follow. He wanted to know who was so obsessed with his sister, who made his sister even kill him for a man? Family members can be killed.
In the end, what he saw was his sister's wishful thinking and self-indulgence.
Zhu Baoyu was really overjoyed. He was happy every time Zhu Baoting was so angry.
Since then, he has been by his sister's side all the time, watching Zhu Baoting do all kinds of evil things, but got the happiness he wanted, and even successfully conceived a child.
Zhu Baoyu was very angry. He felt that God was unfair. How could a person like Zhu Baoting get wealth and happiness.
So soon Zhu Baoting's retribution came, perhaps because there was often Yin Qi around her, Zhu Baoting's first child was actually dead, and Zhu Baoyu replaced it.
So after Zhu Baoyu was born, he would treat Zhu Baoting unceremoniously and coldly. He even wanted to strangle Zhu Baoting's second child, but he couldn't do it after all, because he was too young at that time Yes, and if he did, he would be seen by others.
So he asked a counterfeit to replace Zhu Baoting's second child, but seeing Zhu Baoting doting on Yan Haofeng so much, Zhu Baoyu was a little unhappy, and Yan Haofeng looked stupid, and at that time Zhu Baoyu was also grown up, and there was With some strength, Zhu Baoyu let the dark aura in his body haunt him, trying to kill Yan Haofeng again and again, but he didn't expect that this kid was quite clever, and chose to follow Yan Mojun's side, making it difficult for him to strike.
Thinking of this, Zhu Baoyu wiped away tears: "If you really feel sorry for me, please help me!"
Chi Jiuyuan stared straight at Zhu Baoyu, and finally chose to shake his head: "If you are infected with killing thoughts, you are really not far from death, and it is already unacceptable for you to replace him, and you will die anytime, anywhere !"
Zhu Baoyu said to Chi Jiuyuan: "But I don't care, life and death are not so important to me anymore! Although I have obtained the property of the Yan family and everything that Zhu Baoting once dreamed of, I am not happy !So I want my days to be happier!"
Chi Jiuyuan watched Zhu Baoyu's face, and was suddenly surprised to find that there was a trace of light in the black air all over Zhu Baoyu's body, but the light flashed very quickly, but Chi Jiuyuan was sure that he was right, and in addition With Zhu Baoyu's current appearance, Chi Jiuyuan can almost be sure of one thing. It seems that Zhu Baoyu should not have any worries about his life in the future.
"I think there should be other things in your life, but you forgot..."
Zhu Baoyu froze for a moment: "What nonsense are you talking about? I remember clearly the hatred towards Zhu Baoting and the others. I have never forgotten what I have experienced in my previous life!" Those hatreds, those resentments, he never forgot , He will never allow himself to forget.
Chi Jiuyuan was a little helpless, "Always wait a little longer! Zhu Baoting won't live long, so don't waste time on him!"
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