[Pattern] Fragrance of loneliness

"Ha, aha...!" The sound of crackling and burning objects was mixed with heavy panting.

"Hmm...cough cough!!!" Can't open it, can't open it, can't open it... Huazelei's forehead is filled with sweat that has gathered due to the heat or anxiety, and it keeps slipping along his cheeks. Down.

This is not going to work, the fire is getting bigger and bigger, the thick smoke mixed with the unpleasant smell of burning is inhaled into the lungs, there is a kind of suffocation-like pain.Although there was no slack in the movements of his hands, Hua Zelei also knew that this was just a useless effort, it was impossible, without Daoming Temple Secretary, this fingerprint chain would be futile even if it was removed until dawn...

His eyelids became heavier and heavier, his hands lost strength little by little over time, and his consciousness gradually drifted away from him as if he had put on wings. The moment he closed his eyes, he only prayed that that person would come back soon.

It's so stupid, I can't make it anyway.

He scolded himself self-deprecatingly, but he couldn't even hear the scolding.

……

"Lei..." After an unknown amount of time, Huaze Lei heard someone calling him.

Opening his eyes, Huazelei found himself in a thick white fog.

"Kind..." Someone was calling him again.

Where?

Where did that sound come from.

"kind……"

Huazelei walked towards the voice, the ground under her feet was soft, like stepping on cotton, the kind of cotton that had just been dried in the sun, with the smell of the sun.

Ah, what a reassuring smell.

In the haze, Huaze Lei saw a figure not far in front of him, looking so lonely in the vast mist, Hua Zelei wanted to call out to that person, but found that he couldn't make a sound.

Hua Zelei wanted to get closer to that person, so he took a few steps, and then a few more steps, walking and walking, since he couldn't tell, it would be better to walk to that person.

But it's so strange, just now it seemed that the person was only so far away from me, but why did I walk for a long time, that person was still not far away, obviously not far away, but I didn't seem to feel close at all .

The white mist blocked the two of them, making it difficult to see the person's appearance clearly.Huaze Lei heard that person calling him, and Lei ran towards him, the feeling of stepping lightly on the cotton was so unreal.

Just when he thought he was about to get close to that person, the fog turned into water and flowed away.

……

Huazelei wanted to open his eyes, but a tingling pain came from his eyes, burning every nerve.

What happened to yourself?

Ah, by the way, I rejected Oribu Junpei and put myself in the fire, no one would be more stupid than myself.

So now I am dead?

I didn't expect death to feel like this.I thought death should be easier, so why do I still feel pain?

It turned out that even if he died, he still couldn't get rid of the pain.ah……

"Lei?!" Daoming Sisi saw Huaze Lei move a little, and said in disbelief.

The sound rubbed against the air, and even the empty air seemed to be trembling.

Is it my eyes?Just now I seemed to see Lei Huaze moving a bit.Even though he was unwilling in every possible way, Sisi Daoming had to sit back in the chair in frustration again.Since Hua Zelei was lying in the ward, I don't know how many times I have seen such hallucinations.

"Hmm..." A weak voice came from the bed.

Daoming Sisi, who had just sat down, jumped up from the chair as if on a spring, "Like?! Are you awake? Are you really awake?" Is it really not my hallucination?

"..." Huazelei opened her mouth, her eyelids could not be opened, and it was pitch black.

"Lei!" Daoming Sisi held Huaze Lei's hand on the side of the bed, and carefully wrapped it in his palm. "Great, you're really awake." As he said that, Hua Zelei felt as if his hands were being rubbed against something like his cheek.

Can't see, can't ask.However, even though it was so unusual as if his senses had been cut off, he didn't feel scared at all.Hua Zelei didn't know what was wrong with him, and he didn't feel uneasy, but was wrapped in the body temperature, so familiar with it that he felt relieved.

It turns out that I am not dead.

It's good to be alive, at least I can still smell the fragrance of sun-baked cotton.

Huaze moved her lips.

"Lai... don't be afraid, you can't talk yet." Seeing this, Si hurriedly comforted him, and when he got excited just now, he forgot what the doctor said, "Don't worry, it's nothing serious, it will be fine in a few days , the eyes are the same, the doctor said that the gauze will be removed in a few days, nothing will happen, don't be afraid." Daoming Sisi said cautiously, while he was talking, peeping at Hua Zelei's expression, obviously the most expressive His emotional eyes were all covered, but he still couldn't help but want to see his mood at the moment from the other person's face.

His vocal cords were damaged, his eyes were smoky, and his legs and arms were burned in many places. Although they were not serious, the charred marks on his fair skin were particularly shocking.These ugly marks are like clear evidence of crimes, even though they are bound with bandages, they accuse Daoming Sisi of the crimes he has committed all the time.

Although he was not the one who set the fire, he was the one who hurt Huaze Lei the most. He took Hua Zelei out of the fire scene and saw the person in his arms motionless as if he had fallen asleep forever.At that time, Daoming Sisi realized how bad he was.

Abandoned him to go abroad without saying a word, and put him in the hands of evil people.Lock him in a chain that no one but himself can break, so that he cannot escape.Not being by his side when he was most afraid, made him fear and made him uneasy... No one is worse than himself.

I am obviously the one who loves him the most.

But why in the end, it has been hurting him all the time.

"Lei, drink some water first." Thinking that Huaze Lei had been lying on the hospital bed for two days and two nights, Secretary Daoming Si poured him a glass of water.

Taking the water glass, Hua Zelei handed it to her lips, and took a few sips.

A few drops of transparent water stains accidentally spilled from the corner of the lips and slid down.Seeing this, Daoming Sisi stretched out his hand to wipe it away.

"!" Perhaps frightened by Daoming Sisi's sudden touch, Huaze Lei's head retracted involuntarily.

"Ah! I'm sorry..." Daoming Sisi lost his hand and hurriedly apologized, as if something important had been dug out of his heart, and it was empty.

"I'm sorry, that... I just want to help you wipe off the water droplets, ah, that... don't be afraid, I won't do this kind of thing again in the future." Daoming Sisi said intermittently.

Hua Zelei: "..."

"Haha..." Daoming Sisi laughed twice, trying to ease the embarrassment, "You just woke up, I said so many words, it will make you feel sleepy, if you are tired, take a rest, I don't know how to do anything." It was to reassure Hua Zelei, and emphasized once again that he would not do anything.He thought, now, even if Huazelei's vocal cords are not damaged, he would definitely disdain to say a word to him. If those beautiful light blue eyes can be opened and the gauze can be untied, they will definitely cast disgust. of light.

He must really hate himself.No, it shouldn't just be that I hate it, it should have reached the point of hating it.Daoming Temple Secretary thought, even so, there is nothing he can do.

However, Huazelei raised her hand in the direction of Daoming Sisi. "..." The palms of the hands were facing up, as if waiting for something to come.

"Lei?" Daoming Sisi couldn't understand Huaze Lei's meaning.

Hua Zelei was speechless, but he didn't withdraw his hand, but kept that begging posture all the time.

Do you want to hold your hand?No no no, impossible.Si drove away the ridiculous thoughts in his mind and asked a little nervously: "Do you want something? Water? Food?"

Hua Zelei shook her head, the corners of her mouth slightly raised, as if she was smiling.

It has been a long time since Daoming Sisi has seen this expression on Hua Zelei's face, and at this moment, it seems like he is dreaming.

Disillusionment like a dream, is it nothingness?

But even if it was a dream, the Daoming Temple Secretary at this time couldn't bear to let it go.He gently put his hand on Huazelei's palm, "Is...is that so?"

In the next second, what surprised Daoming Sisi even more was that Hua Zelei pulled his palm and stuck it on his cheek. The blood that had been completely cooled a moment ago boiled violently in this second.Hua Zelei put her cheek in his palm and caressed it herself. What an unbelievable thing, even if it is a dream, it is beautiful.

Coveting the unbelievable joy in his heart and the soft touch of his hands, Daoming Sisi's fingertips trembled uncontrollably due to excitement.

"Like... aren't you afraid of me?" I threatened you to hurt you like that.

Shaking his head.

"I... obviously did so many cruel things to you..." Even that bastard Oribu Junpei said that I deserved it.

Shaking his head.

"...Lei!" Daoming Sisi hugged Huaze Lei tightly as if he mustered all the courage in his body, "I don't even know what this means, if you hate me, push me away now, I won't force you."

One minute and one second, tick tock.

Hua Zelei did not push him away, but quietly enjoyed Daoming Sisi's embrace.Gently patted Daoming Sisi's back with his hand.

"Hmm..." Daoming Sisi hesitated briefly, but quickly swallowed the rest of the moan.

Hua Zelei raised his head in a little puzzlement, Si seemed to see that pair of beautiful eyes sending inquiries through layers of gauze.

"It's nothing, it's just, I'm so happy, it's like a dream." It's impossible to say he's not happy, when he understood that Hua Zelei didn't want to push him away, the joy in his heart was like a sudden torrent, even his heart It couldn't be loaded, and it was almost overflowing.

The author has something to say: _(:зゝ∠)_, so sleepy, freshly baked candy

I originally planned to post the number on May [-]st, but it seems that the time after coding has passed zero _(:зゝ∠)_

Well, let's just turn a blind eye and pretend it's May Day TAT

Wenwen finally has signs of HE, I almost want to cry TAT

☆, Unable to watch the back