Black powder self-cultivation

There is a legend in the Flower God Sect: If you plant a love flower, make wine from the flower, and give it to an alcoholic, the alcoholic will fall in love with the wine maker with all heart and soul, and will never change until death.

The first time Tutu heard this legend was after the saint got drunk.

The girl in white clothes is lying drunk under the bright moon on the top of the love sky, holding the jade cup stubbornly in her hand, the breeze blows through the ocean of love flowers, and the white petals undulate like waves, submerging the girl's white figure in the love flowers in the sea.

Peerless.Tutu's mind suddenly came up with the evaluation of Jin Ling'er by people in the Jianghu.Tu Tu thought, looking at the world, only the saintesses of their god religion can be worthy of this term.

She is the saint of the Flower God Sect, the future successor of the leader. She has unparalleled beauty in the world, and her frown and smile are enough to make men in the world crazy. But such a person, she will also be sad and sad, sitting alone. In the mountain wind, I plant my own love flower alone.

"Even if I turn the love flowers in this world into a glass of wine, I will never be able to give this glass of wine full of my love to that person in a fair and honest manner."

"Why?" Tutu sat beside Jin Ling'er, looking up at their saint.

Jin Ling'er just patted her head, smiled sadly, untied the jasper flute at her waist, and played the tune.

lovesickness cited.Tutu could hear the tune, but she couldn't figure out who Jin Ling'er was missing.

What kind of person is there in the world that Jin Ling'er can't ask for?

Jin Ling'er just said, fool, there are many such people.In the face of true love, beauty and power cannot be bargaining chips, only a true heart is precious, but it is such a true heart, even if you spend your whole life, you may not be able to find it.

"My lord, why don't you give it a try? Serve the wine to the man, maybe he will drink it." Tu Tu persuaded.She has enough reasons to believe that Jin Ling'er's sweetheart will drink this glass of wine, because Jin Ling'er is so beautiful...

Beautiful...even if she was born as a woman, she couldn't help being moved.

The wind sent the fragrance of the wine to Tutu's nose, Tutu suppressed her restless heart, knelt beside Jin Ling'er, lifted her veil, lingered on her face for a while, and called out softly. One voice: "My lord..."

Jin Ling'er opened her misty eyes and stayed there for a moment, with a clear smile in her eyes, she murmured: "You are here, I must be dreaming again."

"My lord." Tutu frowned and called out again.

Jin Ling'er looked at her for a while, then looked at the bright moon above her head, her eyes gradually became clear, but she burst into tears: "Tutu, the moonlight is so bright tonight, look, it's so bright that I can't help but shed tears. "

"My lord, it's late at night and the dew is heavy, Tutu will help you go back to rest." Tutu said.

Jin Ling'er put away her tears, nodded, put her hand in Tutu's, and stepped into the sea of ​​flowers.In a trance, she seemed to see that person again, standing in the sea of ​​flowers with a smile on her face, with a light layer of moonlight on her stubborn face, calling her with a clear voice.

"My lord, go to sleep, Tutu is here with you."

Jin Ling'er slowly closed her eyes, breathing quietly.

Don't reject the darkness, because I understand that only in my dream can I love you like this unscrupulously.

A line of tears slid down that beautiful face again, and she finally saw that person again, in a dream.

A murmur in her sleep made Tutu's hand tremble suddenly, and the scalding hot tea was splashed on the back of her hand.

Tutu clenched her hand into a fist and stuffed it into her mouth to block her crying, but she still couldn't help it...

Tears flowed down my face.

The vision blurred by tears and rain filled the figure sleeping on the bed, and Tutu sat down on the ground, sadly and desperately looking at Jin Ling'er in her sleep.

She finally learned all the unrequited truths about Jin Ling'er from Jin Ling'er whispering the name in her sleep.

It turns out that you love someone so hard...

It turns out that there is a kind of love in this world that makes people so desperate...

Tutu was in this kind of despair at the moment.

Unknowingly, I also fell into this hopeless love.

After rushing out of the room, Tutu knelt down among the love flowers, and couldn't help crying anymore.

Later, the leader died, and Jin Ling'er took over as leader.In addition to dealing with school affairs, whenever she has free time, she goes to the top of the love sky to plant love flowers.

This time Tutu accompanies her to grow love flowers and make wine together.

"Why don't you give the wine to the person you like?" One day, Jin Ling'er finally couldn't help asking the girl she had been with for almost half her life.

Tutu just pursed her lips, shook her head, and said in a low voice; "I love her, but I hope she never knows."

"Why?" Jin Ling'er was curious.

"Maybe it's because I'm afraid that she will dislike me and never see me again. If I can see her often and know that she is doing well, I am satisfied."

Jin Ling'er didn't speak any more, just silently looking at the sea of ​​clouds churning under the cliff.

"I fell in love with someone, and I hope that one day we can be blessed by the world when we are together." Many years later, Jin Ling'er with pale temples stood in the sea of ​​flowers and smiled at Tutu, "But in the end we didn't Being able to be together is not because we don’t love enough, but because we don’t dare to love—”

Tutu, who was also white-haired like snow, also smiled, and said with tears in his eyes, "I understand."

Some loves are doomed to end without a cause, and some loves are doomed to have no end if they are not spoken out, just like you and her, just like me...and you.

Jin Ling'er walked towards her suddenly, stopped in front of her, stretched out her hand to tie up a lock of her hair, and then lowered her eyes to look at her own hair: "So we are already so old."

"Yeah, so we're all so old." Tutu finally couldn't help but shed tears.

We are old, and we are not the only ones who are getting old, there are also young loves that cannot be tolerated in the world.

Later, Jin Ling'er and Tu Tu sat among the love flowers and drank the wine brewed by the love flowers.

The breeze brings the fragrance, spring will soon be over, Tutu thought helplessly.

Jin Ling'er was a little drunk, so she fell asleep with her lap on her head.

The mountain wind was getting stronger, Tutu was afraid that she would catch a cold, so she pushed her lightly: "Master, go back to sleep."

Jin Ling'er didn't respond.

Tutu had a bad premonition in her heart, and stretched out her hand to sniff her, her pupils dilated suddenly, and a look of horror crossed her face.

"Master." After the initial panic, everything returned to calm.Tutu lowered her head, combed Jin Ling'er's hair that was blown by the mountain wind with her fingers, and smiled softly, "Ling'er, wake up, don't sleep."

"Ling'er, let me tell you a secret..."

"The person I fell in love with had already drank the wine I brewed, but unfortunately, she didn't fall in love with me. Ha, it turns out that the legends are all false..."

"Ling'er," the white-haired old man suddenly lowered his head and murmured softly, with a gentle smile on his face, "I love you..."