Xu Xiaoquan's story

At this time, the police came, and Wu Tian's men ran around in a hurry.

Xiao Qi pushed Wu Tian away, fell down, crawled towards Xu Xiaoquan, Xiao Qi said in a hoarse voice, "Xu Xiaoquan, Xu Xiaoquan, wake up, wake up, don't sleep, Xu Xiaoquan, Xu Xiaoquan ..."

Xiao Qi felt red in front of his eyes, dazzling red, and the blood flowed into his eyes, thinking about the blood flowing in Xiao Qi's heart now.

"Ambulance? This is the alley at the corner of No. [-] Middle School. Someone here is seriously injured. Hurry up, hurry up."

"Come here a few people, hurry up, help stop the bleeding."

"Go, there's another one over there."

"It's not working here, it's not breathing."

"Grandma, I have been a policeman for so many years, and I have never seen such a scene."

Xu Xiaoquan felt a certain voice echoing in his ears, could it be Chen Han's?I still remember that Chen Han said he was coming to pick him up, why didn't he see him?Why all I see is darkness.

Shouldn't it be in the examination room now?Xu Xiaoquan really wanted to sleep, maybe after waking up, Chen Han would be by his side, maybe after waking up, he would find that it was all a dream.He was sitting on the sofa with Chen Han and Xu Tianyi, and Chen Siwen was grabbing the remote control.Xu Xiaoquan finally fell asleep, and this sleep lasted for half a month.

Looking at the time, Chen Han went out.When he was thinking about returning on the road, he bought pig's trotters for Xu Xiaoquan to eat.

When Chen Han came to the door, he hadn't finished the exam. After waiting for a while, the examinee hurried out. Chen Han searched for a long time, but he didn't see Xu Xiaoquan.Just when she was wondering, Lin Ziqing walked to Chen Han's side.

"Where's Xu Xiaoquan? Where's that bastard Xu Xiaoquan?"

"what happened?"

"He didn't come to the test at all."

"Impossible?" Of course Chen Han didn't believe it.

"Just as he was about to enter the arena, Xu Xiaoquan went back on his bicycle and never came back." Lin Ziqing said angrily that Chen Han stood there in a daze, not knowing what to say.What exactly is going on?

"Son, I'm so scared to death." The parent who picked up the child next to him said

"what happened?"

"In the alley over there, when I passed by just now, I saw police cars and so on. They were all there. Many people were looking there. There was blood in the alley. It was really scary."

Chen Han and Lin Ziqing looked at each other, Chen Han took out his mobile phone and called Xu Xiaoquan, "Hello, Xu Xiaoquan, where are you?"

"I, I'm not Xu Xiaoquan. Something happened to him and he's in the emergency center." A young policeman answered the phone, he seemed a little nervous because he didn't know how to tell his relatives about the situation.

Chen Han immediately hung up the phone, and Lin Ziqing followed Chen Han into the taxi.Chen Han's hands were full of sweat, and he held them tightly.If you have something, how should I live.

"Please support me a lot..."

☆、"Doctor, doctor, the patient is awake."

When they arrived at the emergency center, Lin Ziqing and Chen Han asked and searched.In front of the operating room, Chen Han saw Father Xu and Mother Xu.

"Uncle, auntie."

"Chen Han, what's going on, what happened to Koizumi? Ah, what happened to our Koizumi?" Mother Xu cried out of breath.

"The police called us on Koizumi's mobile phone and said something happened to Koizumi, so we came here quickly." Father Xu said that Chen Han was slumped on the bench, and two young policemen came over.

"Are you Xu Xiaoquan's parents?"

"I'm Xu Xiaoquan's father. What happened to our Xiaoquan?"

"We received a call from Xu Xiaoquan, and they were already unconscious when we arrived. We want to ask if anyone of you knows the family members of Liu Qiang and Xiao Qi. Let them know, and Xiao Qi will be rescued in the emergency room opposite."

"You mean Liu Qiang?" Lin Ziqing asked

"Unfortunately, Liu Qiang died on the spot."

"Say it again." Lin Ziqing fixed her eyes on the policeman.

"Liu Qiang, he died on the spot."

Lin Ziqing suddenly felt darkness in front of her eyes, and she passed out like that.

Chen Han squatted on the ground with his head in his arms, it was still them, why did this happen?Are they ultimately more important than me?

Lin Ziqing was taken to the ward to rest.

After Xiao Qi's mother and grandma arrived, they sat at the door of the operating room on the other side, waiting anxiously.

Xu Xiaoquan's operation had been done for two hours, Chen Han didn't say a word, and Xu's mother wept softly.Father Xu asked the police next to him, "What happened?"

"We interrogated a few people, and it probably went like this. The main culprit of the beating was Wu Tian, ​​who had a grudge with Liu Qiang and Xiao Qi. When he took people to teach them a lesson, Xu Xiaoquan saw it. Xu Xiaoquan had already left, but After a while, he came back again. Wu Tian seemed to have gone crazy, and even Xu Xiaoquan couldn't let go. Xu Xiaoquan also bravely blocked Xiao Qi's knife. If it wasn't for this knife, Xiao Qi might... Wu God, he was beaten to death by Xiao Qi."

"Will Xiao Qi be too defensive?"

"It depends on what the judge decides."

Chen Han didn't want to listen to anything, but the voice drilled into his ears as if he had grown wings.Why did you go back after you left? At that time, what was my position in your heart, or, you didn't think of me at all.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and nurses kept coming and going in the operating room.Four hours later, the door of Xiao Qi's operating room opened.

Seeing the joyful expressions on the faces of Xiao Qi's mother and Grandma Xiao, Chen Han immediately got up and ran up, pushed away the nurses and doctors who were pushing the cart, took Xiao Qi's collar, and shouted, "Why, why do you want to approach Xu?" Koizumi, you are a fucking bastard, why would Xu Xiaoquan block the knife for you, why."

Chen Han shouted heart-piercingly.The nurse and the doctor pulled Chen Han away, and Chen Han broke free from them, squatting on the ground and crying loudly.

Xiao Qi, who was lying on the hospital bed, shed tears. Although he couldn't move his whole body, he could hear voices from outside.That's right, I'm an asshole. If I had stayed away from Xu Xiaoquan in the first place, he wouldn't be what he is now.What a jerk I am.

After an unknown amount of time, the lights in Xu Xiaoquan's operating room went out, and Chen Han didn't dare to look up. He was afraid that Xu Xiaoquan who came out would be covered in white clothes, and he was so afraid that he would die.

Chen Han didn't hear Xu's mother crying, only heard Xu's father thanking him, and Chen Han got up.But when I fell down, my squatting feet became numb and I couldn't stand still.

Chen Han stood aside, looking at Xu Xiaoquan who was lying on the stroller, without a trace of blood on his face.Pale as white paper.Chen Han's heart ached to death, and he didn't want to watch, so he turned and leaned against the wall.

Xu Xiaoquan was pushed into the intensive care unit.The whole family is guarding outside.Mother Chen and Father Chen also rushed over, bringing Xu Tianyi and Chen Siwen with them.

"Liu Lan, what's the matter?" Mother Chen asked crying

"Ma Qing, our Xiaoquan, our Xiaoquan." Mother Xu couldn't help crying.

At this time, a middle-aged doctor came over and said

"Is it Xu Xiaoquan's family? I am Zhu Chen, the attending doctor. Come to my office, and I will tell you about Xu Xiaoquan's situation."

Father Xu and Father Chen came to the office with the doctor, and Chen Han also met and followed.

In the office, Zhu Chen sighed and said

"This child is really lucky. The knife is only one centimeter away from the heart. However, there is a blood clot in the brain. We didn't take it out because the location is special. When he wakes up, we are deciding on the next step."

"Doctor, there won't be any sequelae, right?" Father Chen asked Zhu Chen, after drinking his saliva, he said without confidence

"Through X-rays, it can be seen that after Xu Xiaoquan was beaten, the ossicular chain of the middle ear of Xu Xiaoquan's right ear was broken, which would lead to hearing loss. The most important thing at present is to check his hearing. Only when he wakes up can he know the extent of his hearing loss. degree. There is one more thing, you have to bear it."

"Tell me, we can bear it." Dad Xu said

"His motor nerves in the right brain are damaged and he may not be able to lift heavy objects with his left hand."

"What do you mean you can't lift something heavy? Of course you can't lift a few hundred catties." Father Xu said anxiously, "I mean, I might not be able to lift a glass full of water in the future." Zhu Chen pointed to the table drinking glass.

Father Xu was silent.

Chen Han opened the door and went out, sitting on the stool in the corridor, he didn't know how to describe his mood at this time, how much he hated Xu Xiaoquan, why he made himself like this, don't you know how much he loves him?Did God see how happy he and Xu Xiaoquan were together, and was jealous, so he wanted to take revenge on them.

If Xu Xiaoquan didn't go back, he should be with him now.Xu Xiaoquan was happily eating pig's trotters.Then, they plan together how to spend this summer vacation.Such a happy time will never come again.Chen Han felt that he would never be able to forget that Xu Xiaoquan became like this because of others.Because of others, he was forgotten.

Chen Han sat in the corridor all night, and Chen's father took Chen Han away the next day.Chen Han didn't want to leave at first, but he didn't have the strength to resist at all.Maybe it's better to leave, but I'm afraid I don't have the courage to come back.

Xu Xiaoquan felt that his whole body was in pain, but he couldn't open his eyes when he wanted to wake up.In Xu Xiaoquan's world, Xu Xiaoquan called Chen Han over and over again, but Chen Han was nowhere to be seen.I finally saw Chen Han, but I couldn't touch him, until I became smaller and smaller.Seeing Chen Han leaving him, Xu Xiaoquan felt that it might be impossible to meet Chen Han again in his whole life, because he was no longer in Chen Han's heart.

Chen Han went home and lay on the bed.He obviously didn't sleep all night, but he didn't feel sleepy.

"Chen Han, Chen Han, get up and eat something. I'm going to work, take care of Xu Tianyi and Chen Siwen." Father Chen shouted in the living room, "Oh."

When Chen Han got up, Xu Tianyi and Chen Siwen were sitting at the dinner table eating, and Chen Han was gagging on the sofa.

Xu Tianyi looked at Chen Han and said

"Brother Chen Han, when will my brother wake up?"

"almost."

"Oh."

"Tianyi, you don't have to worry, Brother Koizumi will be fine." Chen Siwen said, "Yes."

"Brother, why don't you eat?"

"I'm not hungry. You eat."

"Oh."

After dinner, Chen Han sent them to school.

Chen Han sat alone on the side of the road, and after a while he went to the hospital unknowingly.

Standing in front of the intensive care unit, Chen Han looked at Xu Xiaoquan, who had all kinds of tubes inserted in it, and leaned against the wall, crying.

When Xu Xiaoquan was in a coma, Chen Han stayed outside all the time. Chen's mother advised him to go back to rest many times, but Chen Han only agreed, but never went back.

Xu Xiaoquan felt that many people were calling him, Xu Tianyi asked him to wake up quickly to watch anime with him, Xu's mother made the plea in a crying voice.It's just that there is no Chen Han, how could it be?

Ten days later, one morning, the nurse came out of the intensive care unit in a hurry.

"Doctor, doctor, the patient is awake."

Xu's mother and Chen's mother came to the door of the intensive care unit. Xu's mother smiled happily when she saw Xu Xiaoquan's open eyes looking at her.

"Wake up, our Koizumi is awake." Xu's mother said happily, "Well, don't worry." Chen's mother said excitedly

Chen Han stood up and walked towards the elevator, not daring to see Xu Xiaoquan's face.I didn't dare, so I chose to leave.

Chen Han returned home and lay curled up on the bed. He didn't sleep well for many days, so he doesn't remember.

Chen Han slept for two days, then woke up, and mother Chen was at home.Chen Han went to the living room, and Chen's mother saw Chen Han and said, "See how well you can sleep. You have been asleep for two days."

"Mom, why are you crying?"

"Hey, the doctor took an X-ray of Koizumi and said that the blood clot in Koizumi's brain has moved, and the operation is not too risky, but Koizumi's right ear can't hear clearly, and Koizumi's left hand can't hold anything. You say later What should I do?" Chen's mother said and tears fell.

Chen Han went to the bathroom and opened the water cage.Holding water in fistfuls, trying to mix tears and water together.What should I do next?what to do?Since I can't see Xu Xiaoquan now, what about in the future?Will he be able to face him in the future? Can Xu Xiaoquan live happily without himself?

Xu Xiaoquan lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling, Xu's mother said

"Koizumi, what are you thinking?"

"Mom, where's Chen Han?"

"Chen Han guarded you here for several days, and went back to rest."

"Oh."

"Mom, why can't I hold things with my hands?"

"The doctor said that when you can move, you will start to do rehabilitation training. Don't worry."

"Mom, how is Xiao Qi?"

"It's much better than you, and there are no sequelae left. The police said that he will be sentenced after he recovers."

"Why?" Xu Xiaoquan slowly turned his head to look at Xu's mother, "Oh, my son, don't shake around, if the blood clot in your brain moves, you will be in trouble."

"It's so easy to move, tell me why?"

"It was said that the defense was overdone. The man named Wu Tian died, and several people were seriously injured. They said it was Xiao Qi who did it."

"What about Liu Qiang?"

"Koizumi, stop talking, take a rest, the operation will be performed tomorrow."

"Mom, what's the matter?"

"he died."

Xu Xiaoquan closed his eyes and did not speak, tears fell down.Xu's mother hurriedly wiped Xu Xiaoquan's tears.

"Koizumi, don't think about it, it's God's will that you survived, you have to live well."

"Mom, I should have called the police sooner, Mom, I shouldn't have left in the first place."

"Silly boy, you shouldn't go back after you leave. Why don't you think about it for us. What should your father and I do if something happens to you?"

"Mom, Liu Qiang is dead." Xu Xiaoquan cried more and more.

Mother Xu hugged Xu Xiaoquan.Xu Xiaoquan cried like a wronged child leaning on Xu's mother.

"I hope a lot of support, please vote.Ask for votes... Thank you everyone, I won't give up. "

☆、"Xu Xiaoquan, let's separate for a while."

Chen Han was outside, and Xu Xiaoquan said, "I shouldn't have left in the first place." ' has been echoing in Chen Han's mind.Chen Han really wanted to go in and ask Xu Xiaoquan, did he think about their future at that moment, did he think about himself.

Unconcealable anger, Chen Han kicked over the trash can next to him and left.

Xu Xiaoquan's surgery went smoothly.The first thing Xu Xiaoquan said when he woke up the second day after the operation was "Where's Chen Han?"

"Why did you find Chen Han just after waking up?" Mother Xu said

"Why didn't I see him?"

"Chen Han went home. When you were having surgery, Chen Han was also waiting outside."

"Mom, I'm sorry."

"what happened?"

"I failed the college entrance examination."

"Hey, why are you still talking about this? When you recover from illness, we will take the exam again next year, Tsinghua University and Peking University."

"kindness."

Xu Xiaoquan was guessing Chen Han's current mood, he should be very angry, angry with himself.Xu Xiaoquan was afraid of seeing Chen Han, afraid that he would not forgive him. If he wants to break up, what should he do?Not meeting each other is not because you don't love, but because you are afraid that after meeting you will decide not to love anymore.

When Xu Xiaoquan knew that he had suffered hearing loss in his right ear, down to the point where even the sound of gongs and drums sounded like ants, he was not surprised.

"You are still young, so you can just wear a hearing aid. Now there is a built-in hearing aid, which is very convenient." Zhu Chen comforted, "Isn't it still possible to hear in the left ear? Don't worry." Xu Xiaoquan said, "It's really open-minded. "

"Doctor, how long will it take me to recover?"

"You can get out of bed in about half a month, but you can't do strenuous exercise yet. You can do rehabilitation training. Your hands are more serious than we thought. I'm afraid it's impossible to return to the original state."

"Really?" Xu Xiaoquan wanted to clenched his left hand, but couldn't.

"Take your time, luckily it's not your right hand, otherwise you will have to learn to write from scratch."

"kindness."

When the doctor left, Xu Xiaoquan said

"Mom, do you know which ward Xiao Qi is in?"

"I do not know what happened?"

"I want to see him."

"You can't even get out of bed, how do you look at him."

"I……"

"Okay, baby, take a good rest."

Mother Xu went out to fetch water.

Xu Xiaoquan recalled the scene that day, it was the first time he was so close to death when he grew up so big.It turns out that when people are dying, they feel that life is so short.

It has been almost two months since the end of the college entrance examination, and Chen Han's volunteer has also signed up.

When Xu Xiaoquan was still recovering from the operation, Chen Han's score came out, and he was able to pass the key undergraduate course.

Chen's father was very happy, and chose a few schools that he was satisfied with for Chen Han. Chen Han took a look and said, "I don't want to go out, so I can apply to this city."

"Although the schools in this city are the key points, the economics department is not very good."

"So be it."

"You child, hey, forget it, you can see for yourself, as long as you are well, your mother and I have nothing to worry about."

"That's right, what Koizumi did worried us to death. Your dad and I both had nightmares at night. It doesn't matter now. Your safety is the most important thing."

"Hey, fortunately, Koizumi is a cheerful kid. Most people know that they can't hear, so they don't have to cry and make a fuss, and they can't hold things with their hands. You can make more pig's trotters later, and bring them to Koizumi. Make up for it. "Father Chen smoked and said, "I still need you to explain, Koizumi is my son, can I take good care of him, in a few days, Koizumi will have to do rehabilitation training, this hand must be practiced well."

"This is not something that can be practiced well. How can the nerve damage be treated? I just hope that it can be restored to half of the original."

"God will bless you." Mother Chen said while doing pilgrimage.

Chen Han went back to the room.The history department of a certain university is famous all over the country, Chen Han thinks that in this way, he and Xu Xiaoquan may meet again in the future.Sure enough, I still couldn't let him go.

Xiao Qi recovered well, but his words became less and less.Xiao's mother didn't speak much, and her son became so distressed.Grandma Xiao has even more gray hair.

Xiao Qi felt that he was not the one who left this world.It would be great if he left, so that he would not know that Xu Xiaoquan was stabbed for himself.How should I pay back what I owe Xu Koizumi.

Xiao's father looked for connections everywhere, hoping that Xiao Qi's excessive defense could be turned into a suspended sentence, but because the incident happened relatively large, and two deaths and more injuries, the city leaders attached great importance to it, and Xiao Qi's imprisonment was inevitable.Xiao's father has also aged a lot.

Lin Ziqing didn't know how long she hadn't left the house, the house was dead.My father was a smoker and my mother never stopped crying.

Lin Ziqing regrets not telling Liu Qiang that she loves him, why didn't she say it earlier, can you hear me now?

I still remember the first time we met, they were so young, he took his hand and went to the park to play.Later, when he grew up slowly, how could he not understand that his care and love for himself was beyond the existence of family affection?Whenever he joked that he was his, he didn't know how happy he was.It is this kind of protection that can make oneself live so real and so fast.

When you know a person leaves you, you realize how important he really is.

Lost, you will know that without him, you will have nothing. He is your God. He said he would protect you, he said yours, he said he would marry you in the future, he said he would always be with looking at you.Everything he said is gone.

Lin Ziqing wiped away her tears, looked at Liu Qiang's photo and said

"Brother, I know you want me to live a good life, don't worry, I will. I will live a wonderful life, and you will live a good life in heaven. When I go to find you, I hope you can live in heaven waiting for me at the door."

From then on, live with hope and bring back his share.

Xu Xiaoquan was finally able to get out of bed. Xu Xiaoquan looked in the mirror at the knife wound on his chest. The wound of more than ten centimeters had not completely healed.The wounds on the outside can heal, but what about the inside?How to heal, how to live like nothing happened.

Pretend to be strong in the eyes of others, for fear that others will worry.But I am no longer complete. I can’t hear anything when I take off the hearing aid in my right ear, and I can’t pick up things with my left hand, and I can’t even pick up a piece of paper.

Chen Han has never come to see himself, never.Xu Xiaoquan knew that maybe Chen Han was not ready to forgive himself, and he buried Chen Han's dream with his own hands.

Xu Xiaoquan asked Mother Xu to go back to rest, and she couldn't sleep well here, and she was able to leave by herself, nothing happened.Although Xu's mother was worried, she returned home.

In the middle of the night, the nurse came to change the drip, but Xu Xiaoquan was still asleep.

"Why haven't you slept yet?"

"Can't sleep."

"There are medicines in the drip that help you sleep."

"I'm thinking about things so I can't sleep."

"Speaking of which, the relationship between you and your friend is really good."

"what happened?"

"You don't know? That friend of yours comes to accompany you every night, and he doesn't go back until dawn. He smokes a lot, and he needs a pack of cigarettes a night. But he's so handsome."

"Where is he now?"

"Just sitting outside."

The nurse finished the drip and left the room.

Xu Xiaoquan got up slowly, pulled out the needle, and walked to the door.After hesitating for a long time, he opened the door gently.

Chen Han was right in front of him. It had been a long time since he had seen him. That face was still so familiar, because he had thought about it and dreamed about it countless times in his heart.

"Chen Han." Xu Xiaoquan shouted

Chen Han raised his head, not knowing what to say for a moment.Got up and entered the ward, Xu Xiaoquan followed in and closed the door.

Xu Xiaoquan stepped forward and hugged Chen Han from behind.Chen Han visibly trembled.

"Why don't you come in?"

"I just arrived."

"Really? Why are you smoking? It smells so bad." Xu Xiaoquan knew what Chen Han said was a lie, but he didn't ask.

"kindness."

"Chen Han, I thought you didn't want me anymore. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it."

Xu Xiaoquan cried softly.

Chen Han's tears also flowed down, and he pulled Xu Xiaoquan's hand on his waist, Chen Han turned his back to Xu Xiaoquan and said, "Xu Xiaoquan, let's separate for a while."

Xu Xiaoquan was in a daze, walked up to Chen Han and said

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, don't be like this, okay?"

"I don't know how to face you now. Do you know how sad I am? When you chose to go back, did you think of me? I'm so stupid, I still want to live outside with you, I'm too tall Guess yourself. Xu Xiaoquan, what am I to you? What? How many years have we been together? I'm not as important as them, am I?"

"It's not like that, it's not. I've always had only you in my heart. Only you."

"Don't lie to yourself anymore, as long as you have a little bit of me in your heart, you won't become like this. Xu Xiaoquan, you ruined all the love between us. Let's be apart for a while, and think about whether we should still together."

"I know, you dislike me now. I can't hear, I can't use my hands, so you don't want me, right?"

Xu Xiaoquan shook his head and shouted, Chen Han couldn't hold back and slapped Xu Xiaoquan, Xu Xiaoquan stared at Chen Han with wide eyes in surprise.

"You still don't understand, I love you, no matter what you become. But you have broken my patience over and over again, until now I find that I may no longer be able to continue to love you, I am afraid that I will be betrayed by you Tortured to the point of insanity."

"I know I did something wrong, I failed to meet your expectations, I'm sorry, give me another chance, okay. Chen Han, I can't live without you."

"It's meaningless to say these things now, Xu Xiaoquan, take care of your illness and don't worry about it anymore."

Chen Han turned and left, Xu Xiaoquan reached out his hand to grab Chen Han, but he couldn't make any effort, Xu Xiaoquan suddenly forgot, this hand can't hold anything, how can he catch Chen Han.The current self is not only incomplete, Chen Han also hates himself, how could he keep him.

"Wait, Chen Han."

Chen Han stopped in his tracks, Xu Xiaoquan pretended to be relaxed and said

"I hope that the people you meet in the future will be better than me, Chen Han, you have to be well."

Chen Han strode away and closed the door.

Xu Xiaoquan squatted on the ground and burst into tears.Xu Xiaoquan was so wronged that he cared so much about him, but he said he didn't have him in his heart.He is everything to me, if he leaves, then only a skin is left of me now, from now on, I am doomed to live without emotion.

Chen Han was leaning against the door outside, crying like a mess.

What is "meet someone better than me", who else can I fall in love with besides you?Who else can make me worry about day and night.Who else can disturb my mind.Who else could hurt me like this.Xu Xiaoquan, I still love you so much.

A door separated the two of them.The people inside and outside the door have their own thoughts, but they can't express them correctly. They love each other so much, but they still separate.

☆, "Then, I wish you all the best."

Chen Hanmai couldn't pass the hurdle in his heart, he just didn't understand why Xu Xiaoquan chose to go back, was it the loyalty among friends?Are friends more important than yourself?

For a long time, Xu Xiaoquan centered on Chen Han and revolved around Chen Han.Suddenly, friends like Liu Qiang and Xiao Qi appeared beside Xu Xiaoquan.Chen Han felt that Xu Xiaoquan was getting away from him bit by bit.At first, I thought it was because I was worrying too much, but I didn't realize it was not until now.He really didn't know where Xu Xiaoquan sent him, and he wasn't sure if he could still be by Xu Xiaoquan's side to accompany him.It's all about time to tell.

The next day, Xu Xiaoquan was educated by the nurse because he pulled out the needle himself.Xu Xiaoquan sincerely apologized and begged not to tell others, the kind nurse agreed.

"Hey, that friend of yours can really smoke, it's not good to go on like this."

"What's going on?" Xu Xiaoquan asked in surprise

"Yesterday, he sat in the smoking area all night and smoked two packs of cigarettes. Our head nurse was anxious to see how he was just a student. How could he smoke like that. Finally, our head nurse drove him away."

"is it?"

"Did something happen to him?"

"Maybe." Xu Xiaoquan said with a wry smile

"I'm leaving, your mother should be here soon. Bye."

"Thanks, bye."

Xu Xiaoquan looked at the sky outside the window, it was a little hazy, very much like his current mood.Chen Han still couldn't let go of himself, otherwise it wouldn't be like this.I won't let him go, but how can I keep him?

"Brother, brother."

"Xu Tianyi."

"Brother, what's wrong with you? I miss you so much."

"It's okay, isn't it good. Where's Mom?"

"It's in the back. There are Sister Wenwen and Aunt Chen."

"How are you at home, have you done your summer homework?"

"Well, there are still others who won't. Wait for you to tell me."

"Okay, I'll tell you when I get out of the hospital."

"kindness."

"Xu Tianyi, why are you running so fast? You didn't wait for us." Mother Xu came in and said, "I miss my brother." Xu Xiaoquan fondled Xu Tianyi's hair.

"Hello Auntie."

"Koizumi, are you feeling better?"

"Well, I can get out of bed now."

"That's good."

"Brother Xiaoquan, when will you be able to go home?" Chen Siwen asked, "It should be soon." Xu Xiaoquan said with a smile

"That's good, Xu Tian has been worried about you all day, and said he misses you every day."

"Really? Did Wenwen think about it?"

"Think about it."

"So nice."

"hey-hey."

Seeing Xu Xiaoquan smiling happily, Xu's mother felt a lot more comfortable. Xiaoquan is such a strong child, and he is still so happy.

Mama Chen looked at Mama Xu and said

"Don't worry, Koizumi is fine now. We are satisfied."

"En. By the way, Chen Han's notice should have come."

"coming."

"When will we drink the wedding wine?"

"I discussed with Lao Chen not to do it."

"what happened?"

"There are so many people talking, it's not good if some people with a heart are used as a handle."

"Right."

"By the way, Chen Han and his father had a fight this morning."

"Well, that's right, father and brother had a fierce quarrel." Chen Siwen said, "What's the matter?" Mother Xu asked

"Chen Han just came back this morning, reeking of alcohol. His father is so angry, grab the mop and beat him."

"Why are you drinking?"

"His father asked him, what he said, 'you can drink as much as you want', but it made old Chen very angry. This is not over yet, Chen Han kept pouring out bitterness, saying that he shouldn't take the college entrance examination It's to save face for his father, anyway, it's something hard to hear."

"I must have drunk too much. Old Chen too, what are you fussing about with a child?"

"Old Chen figured it out later, and went to work."

"What about Chen Han?" Xu Xiaoquan asked

"Sleeping at home. It's a coincidence, Old Xu, remember? It was the deputy mayor's daughter who happened to come to look for Chen Han, so she stayed to take care of him. Wen Wen and I came to the hospital."

"Yo, this is interesting to your family, Chen Han."

"I think it's true. Both schools applied for the same major. The girl looked at us Chen Han, but she was not innocent."

"Okay, you're now looking for a daughter-in-law."

"How can it be so fast, where is it? If it can be done in the future, it will be a good thing for our family, Chen Han."

"That's true."

Xu Xiaoquan felt uncomfortable when he heard that.But what is the relationship between him and Chen Han now?At best, it's a small hair.

"Brother Koizumi, give you water." Chen Siwen said

"Well, you're so cute."

Xu Xiaoquan reached for the cup, but the cup fell to the ground.

"Wenwen, are you okay?"

"fine."

Xu Xiaoquan forgot that he couldn't use his left hand again, and he felt disappointed for a while.

"Koizumi, don't worry, maybe you'll be fine after the rehabilitation training." Mother Chen said, "Yes."

Xu Xiaoquan forced a smile, not because he didn't know that his left hand might be lost like this, but as Chen Han said, he had to be good and not let others worry.

After Chen Han woke up, he was so thirsty that he got up to pour water. Li Qinglan was sitting in the living room, and when he saw Chen Han coming out, he ran up.

"Why are you here?" Chen Han said in surprise

"I just came to see you. Auntie and Wenwen have gone to the hospital, so I will stay and take care of you."

Chen Han got a glass of water, sat on the sofa and said

"I'm not a patient. I don't need to take care of you. You can go."

"Chen Han, I applied to the same school as you."

"Really?" Chen Han felt a severe headache.Lying on the sofa.

"Well, I came here to ask you specifically, do you live on campus, or at home?"

"do not know."

"That's it. My dad let me live in school, saying that I want to experience school life."

"I'm not feeling well, you go first."

"Where is it uncomfortable? Do you have a fever?"

Li Qinglan reached out to touch Chen Han's forehead, but Chen Han blocked Li Qinglan's hand.

"I think I've made it very clear. I don't want to have anything to do with you. You can go."

"Chen Han, I just want to be friends with you." Li Qinglan said firmly, "Can you leave?"

After issuing orders to evict guests many times, Li Qinglan finally left.Chen Han sighed helplessly, those who don't love always find you, but those you love are far away from you.

Obviously it is August weather, muggy.Li Qinglan felt cold and hugged her arms tightly.I still can't forget him, so I read his volunteer letter specially.He clearly refused and he refused so simply, but he was still so disappointing, hoping to get closer to him.Just like this, maybe it will be enough.

On the day before Xiao Qi left, he went to see Xu Xiaoquan, but just took a look outside.I dare not go in.Xiao Qi learned about Xu Xiaoquan's situation from Xiao's mother, and he has no sequelae, leaving at most a few scars.But what about Xu Xiaoquan?What should he do if he can't use his left hand in the future?Xiao Qi didn't dare to face Xu Xiaoquan, he felt that he couldn't pay back the life he owed Xu Xiaoquan.

Xiao Qi was sentenced to half a year in prison due to excessive self-defense. Without Xu Xiaoquan's knowledge, Xiao Qi went to prison and began a long prison life.

Xu Xiaoquan started rehabilitation training.In the health room, Xu Xiaoquan was struggling to pick up a piece of paper.No matter how hard Xu Xiaoquan tried, he couldn't close his hands.

Xu Xiaoquan suddenly felt that he had returned to his childhood, learning how to hold things like a child.The big difference is that the child can eventually pick it up.And myself, maybe I can't pick up a small piece of paper in my life.

Chen Han looked at Xu Xiaoquan outside, the expression on Xu Xiaoquan's face betrayed his pretending to be strong.Chen Han couldn't understand better, Xu Xiaoquan was trying hard not to give up, but he had already given up in his heart.

Chen Han lit a cigarette.When did you start smoking?