Xu Xiaoquan's story

Furious at this answer, he walked to the kitchen, pulled Xu Xiaoquan over, and squeezed Xu Xiaoquan's chin, "What are you thinking?"

"We're all going to marry someone else sooner or later anyway, aren't we?"

"Can you say that again?"

"Can we two men live like this for the rest of our lives? Don't we care about your parents and my parents? We are destined to be separated, so why not split up a bit more neatly."

Chen Han looked into Xu Xiaoquan's eyes in disbelief,

"Are you telling me to break up now?"

Xu Xiaoquan don't look over his head and can't bear to look at Chen Han,

"Yes,"

"You're saying it again"

"I want to break up with you"

"And then? Are you going to get married and have children, and live like this for the rest of your life?"

"Maybe."

"Then you want to separate from me because of this possibility, Xu Xiaoquan, do you not cherish our relationship so much?"

"I don't, I want to be with you even in my dreams?" Xu Xiaoquan shouted, "Then why?"

"No reason?"

"Why do you want to separate from me?" Chen Han shouted.

Xu Xiaoquan burst into tears, and hit Chen Han with his fist. Can you not ask me why, can you just let go of your hand, how can I be willing to leave like this.

"Hey, stop making trouble, okay?" After speaking, she hugged Xu Xiaoquan tightly.

☆, goodbye, my love.

78

At night, Xu Xiaoquan was really tortured by Chen Han. In the middle of the night, Xu Xiaoquan couldn't fall asleep. He turned around and looked at Chen Han's sleeping face. Frowning, Chen Han stretched out his arms to hug Xu Xiaoquan and hugged him tightly.

Chen Han, you know, even if I am not by your side, I will still love you.

Two days before the date agreed with Grandpa Chen, the location of Xu Xiaoquan's support education has been confirmed, a remote small town in the north.

There are two days left before Christmas. Xu Xiaoquan went to the mall and bought a lot of Christmas gifts for his family, especially a new mobile phone for Xu Tianyi. After he came back, he didn't know what Xu Tianyi had become. Be a man, but I didn't buy it for myself and Chen Han, I don't know what to buy.

Li Qinglan came to see Chen Han for afternoon tea,

"What's wrong with you? Why do you look so unhappy? Do you have something on your mind?"

"These days, Xu Xiaoquan is a little abnormal, and even said to break up with me,"

"What? What's wrong?"

"He said that sooner or later we will separate and get married, so we might as well separate now."

"Did you do something wrong?"

"What could I do wrong? It's too late to hurt him." Chen Han said helplessly, "I think Xu Xiaoquan should be insecure from a woman's point of view, don't you think? You are so handsome, young and talented , and the family background is good, I didn’t say that, dare you say that no woman has pursued you during this time,”

Indeed, Chen Han nodded silently.

"You and Xu Xiaoquan are not together in a fair way. If you are together for a lifetime, will your family be willing? I think the most important thing you should do now is to let Xu Xiaoquan feel at ease and show that you are willing to stay with him for the rest of your life. ,you,"

"Thank you, I'll treat you to dinner another day." Before Li Qinglan finished speaking, Chen Han got up and left.

"Hey, I really have no conscience."

Cartier, Chen Han is choosing a ring,

"What do you want sir?"

"Simple, I want to propose,"

"Congratulations, how about this one?"

"Let me see again, this one is good,"

Chen Han chose a simple patterned ring,

"This is for men," the salesperson said shyly.

"This is it,"

"Oh, okay."

Xu Xiaoquan's ticket was set in the early morning, which meant that he and Chen Han couldn't even spend the last Christmas.

"Xu Xiaoquan, are you busy?"

"In a while, maybe we're going to a party?"

"Then when will you be back?"

"It's probably going to be very late."

"Oh, ok, I'll pick you up,"

"No, you don't have to wait for me, go to bed first,"

"Then you have to free me up on Christmas Day."

"What's the matter?"

"Have,"

"Oh, good,"

"Well, hang up,"

"OK Bye Bye."

At this time, Xu Xiaoquan had just left his luggage at the train station.

Colleagues in the office must practice it for themselves, and they must have a meal together, and it will be until 11 o'clock.

When Xu Xiaoquan walked out of the hotel, it was snowing. It was the first snow in 2004. I heard that on the day of the first snow, all lies will be forgiven.

Xu Xiaoquan originally wanted to leave directly, but unexpectedly went downstairs, the light was still on, I wondered if Chen Han was asleep, Xu Xiaoquan walked in, opened the door, there was no one in the living room, went to the bedroom, and fell asleep , Xu Xiaoquan covered Chen Han with a quilt, and closed the door gently.

Walking into the living room, this man, the coat is not hung on the hanger, why did he put it on the sofa again, Xu Xiaoquan picked up the coat, something fell out, Xu Xiaoquan picked it up, opened it, it was a ring, this is for himself of it?

Xu Xiaoquan put on the ring by himself and left.

Goodbye, I love you so much. Although I am clumsy, I have worked hard. If I leave you, you must remember that it is not because I don’t love you.

☆. Have you ever met Xu Xiaoquan?

15 days after Xu Xiaoquan left.

That day, Chen Han woke up and didn't know where he was, not his home. At this time, someone pushed the door and walked in. It was Xiao Qi, "Are you awake?"

"Why am I here?"

"You slept for two days, how long have you not had a good rest? You are so haggard."

Messy hair, embarrassing stubble, as if, maybe, probably, maybe, like, seems so chic.

Rest?How dare you close your eyes, afraid that Xu Xiaoquan will appear in front of your eyes again, afraid that you will not be able to tell whether it is a dream or reality.

Yesterday, as soon as Xiao Qi came out of the bar, he saw a lunatic-like guy in front of him. He caught him and asked, "Have you seen Xu Xiaoquan? He is my wife. He got lost."

"He got lost."

"are you crazy."

Just holding on to the man like this, and being knocked down by one of the strong men, Xiao Qi felt that he couldn't go on like this, so he took him home.

During the time when Xu Xiaoquan disappeared, Chen Han made many inquiries and found out that Xu Xiaoquan had gone to teach, but no one told him where Xu Xiaoquan had gone?Even Xu's family didn't know where they went, Xu Xiaoquan just said that he would write a letter back.

A person just disappeared into his own world without warning.

"I've also inquired. However, it's as if someone is hiding something. I don't know where he went. Is there any problem between you and Xu Xiaoquan? Otherwise, why would he leave without saying goodbye."

Chen Han smiled wryly

"Problem? The most pitiful thing is me. I was abandoned. I don't know why."

When you're done, get up.

"Thank you for taking me in."

"Aren't you going to find him?"

"No."

Empty heart, cold numbness, no feeling, nothing to do with sadness, I just decided to give up on you, after being deceived and trampled by you again and again.

☆, Chen Han, after all, I have failed you

After 2 days of train rides and 3 bus trips, Xu Xiaoquan finally arrived at the small town, Liuzhuang.

There are only three bungalows in the elementary school in the small town. The principal is very enthusiastic and introduced the situation of the school. There are only three teachers, Xu Xiaoquan and the principal in the school. Xu Xiaoquan is not too surprised.

There is a teacher who is not young. Xu Xiaoquan calls him Uncle Liu. The school has limited space and there is no suitable dormitory for Xu Xiaoquan. The principal arranged for Xu Xiaoquan to live in Uncle Liu’s house. Uncle Liu has a grandson named Dog. Egg, whose name is Liu Jieshan, is only two years old, has big eyes, and jumps at Xu Xiaoquan when he sees him. Xu Xiaoquan likes him, and plays with him until late every day after work.

Goudan's mother died of dystocia. His father was a college student who came to support teaching. After he left, Uncle Liu's daughter found out that she was pregnant. The hygienic conditions are not good, and Goudan's mother appeared when Goudan gave birth. He collapsed and was not rescued.

During the Spring Festival of 2005, Xu Xiaoquan wrote a letter to his family, which roughly meant that he was fine and told them not to worry. Xu's father read the letter to Grandma Xu over and over again. Grandma Xu didn't understand why her grandson wanted to To suffer so far.

The children here are pure and pitiful. When Xu Tian was young, he had all kinds of toys and books, but they had nothing. Even the books used in class were old. Looking at those innocent faces, all the fatigue disappeared.

Xu Xiaoquan spent every night in endless longing and condemnation, wondering if Chen Han would miss me or hate me.

I know that I am not a very good recorder, but I like to look back on the way I came here more than anyone else. Not only do I look back and stand still, but time still leaves me and rushes forward vigorously.

The days are uneventful, Xu Xiaoquan will take Goudan to play in the county town every weekend, the longer the Goudan is, the better it looks, white and fat, Goudan is three years old, and the words are slowly becoming clear, That day, Xu Xiaoquan and Uncle Liu were both stunned when he called out "father" to Xu Xiaoquan. No one taught him. From that day on, Xu Xiaoquan regarded Goudan as his own son.

Of all the people, only Papa Xu knew where Xu Xiaoquan was. Every time, Papa Xu would secretly write to him.Every time there will be a thick wad of money in it. My salary is not very high, but it is enough for Xu Xiaoquan. In a recent letter, it is written, "The family is well, don't worry about it, Xu Tianyi I've grown taller again, and now I'm almost 1 meters tall." I also attached a photo, and I'm getting more and more handsome.In the end, I wrote, "I met Chen Han recently, and I told him that you are fine, but he didn't say anything, Koizumi, whether you choose to come back or continue like this, Dad will support you, remember to keep in touch frequently." '

Xu Xiaoquan folded the letter and put it in the drawer. Goudan walked over slowly, Xu Xiaoquan hugged him on his lap, "ring", Goudan pointed to the ring on Xu Xiaoquan's hand and said,

"Well, it's a ring."

Xu Xiaoquan stared at the ring in a daze, Chen Han, after all, I betrayed you.

☆、Disaster

In the summer of 2006, there was a flood in Liuzhuang, and it rained continuously for several days, and there was no sign of stopping. Unable to stop the water from coming in, the house was already flooded, waiting for the People's Liberation Army to come to rescue him, Goudan cried on the table in fear, "Good boy, don't be afraid, the People's Liberation Army uncle will be here soon."

As soon as he finished speaking, he heard a voice shouting outside,

"Here, we are here," Xu Xiaoquan yelled, Xu Xiaoquan walked out with the dog egg in his arms, the water was up to his waist, and he was struggling, "Uncle Liu, follow me."

"well,"

As soon as Xu Xiaoquan walked into the yard, he heard a sound behind him. He turned his head and saw that the beams of the house had collapsed, and Uncle Liu was hit and fell into the water, "Uncle Liu, Uncle Liu, how are you doing? ", Xu Xiaoquan yelled, Goudan also started to cry.

Xu Xiaoquan and Goudan were rescued into the kayak,

"Uncle Liu, hurry up and save Uncle Liu,"

A soldier of the People's Liberation Army jumped down to save people, but the water was too big and kept falling. Uncle Liu was swept away by the flood, and the heavy rain hit his face. Xu Xiaoquan couldn't tell whether it was tears on his face Still rain.

Father Xu was watching TV at home, and saw the news of the flood on TV, "Recently, Donglin County suffered a catastrophic flood, causing houses to collapse and casualties, the government has sent all efforts to rescue", "This, this, is not Koizumi Is that the county you are in? Mommy Koizumi, Mommy Koizumi, hurry up, Koizumi, give it to Koizumi, "

Before he could finish speaking, he fell down clutching his chest.

"Old man, what's the matter with you?"

Father Xu was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment, and he was out of danger, "Auntie, what's wrong with Uncle Xu?"

"I don't know either. I watched TV at home and said Koizumi, and Koizumi passed out."

"Xiaoquan," at this moment, Father Xu woke up,

"Old man, you woke up and frightened us all,"

"Koizumi,"

"Uncle, what happened to Koizumi?"

"Koizumi, Flood,"

"What do you mean?"

"Flood, where Koizumi is, there is a flood,"

Xiao Qi suddenly understood,

"You mean, did the place where Koizumi went to teach had a flood?"

"Koizumi, I'm going to find him,"

"Uncle, don't get excited, I'll go, I'll go to Koizumi, I'll go," Xiao Qi said firmly, "Xiao Qi, you," Xu's mother said

"I'll go, my life belongs to Koizumi, don't worry, I will bring him back safe and sound,"

"well."

Xiao Qi asked Papa Xu for the specific address, and set off on the same day.

This afternoon, Chen Han accompanied Li Qinglan to choose a ring, and received a call from Chen's mother, "Chen Han,"

"What's wrong mom?"

"Your Uncle Xu had a heart attack and was hospitalized,"

"what's up?"

"I heard from your aunt that your uncle watched TV and said that there was a flood in the place where Koizumi went to teach, and many people died. He got sick because of a moment of excitement."

"Where's Xu Xiaoquan?"

"No one knows, but that doctor, that Xiao Qi, has gone to see Koizumi, you must come and see Uncle Xu when you have time."

Chen Han hung up the phone, his hands shaking.

"What's wrong?" Li Qinglan came over and asked,

"It's okay, have you picked it?"

"All right,"

"Well, let's go,"

"it is good".

Chen Han returned home, turned on the TV, and looked for a program reporting the flood, "Liuzhuang Town, Donglin County, another missing person has been reported. So far, 5 people have died and 10 people are missing." Chen Han turned off the TV, and arrived at the glass of wine.

If the heart moves, the tears will flow a thousand lines.

☆、"Xiao Qi?"

Xiao Qi took the train, the road was difficult, and it was raining, there was no car to Donglin, so there is no car now, the water is so deep, who takes the car.

Xiao Qi grabbed a PLA soldier and said,

"My lover is trapped inside, life and death are uncertain, please send me there, I am a doctor, I can help save people if I go."

The little soldier looked at Xiao Qi pitifully, nodded, and sent Xiao Qi there by kayak.

It was already the morning of the fourth day in Donglin County. Xu Xiaoquan should be in a temporary resettlement place. Xiao Qi asked people all the way, and finally found a hotel near the county hospital, which was regarded as a temporary resettlement place.

Xiao Qi went in, there were many people inside, the hotel has more than 10 floors, how can I find Xu Xiaoquan, when Xiao Qi was looking for each room on the first floor, Xu Xiaoquan's voice "Xiao Qi?"

Xiao Qi turned his head and saw that it was really Xu Xiaoquan, and suddenly felt that the whole person came alive, stepped forward, and hugged Xu Xiaoquan tightly, tightly.

The former Pianpian boy, the person whom he had worried about for many years, now finally stood in front of him, Xiao Qi smiled and cried.

"How are you? Are you all right?"

"It's okay, I was sent here just now, waiting to be arranged, I saw you coming in, I thought I was wrong,"

"You're fine,"

"Not good, Uncle Liu, life and death are uncertain, how can I be well,"

"what happened?"

Xu Xiaoquan told Xiao Qi about the matter, and Xiao Qi knew in his heart that Uncle Liu probably wouldn't come back, so he looked at Goudan again, with red eyes from crying, and couldn't help feeling distressed, "Why are you here?" Koizumi asked,

"Your dad had a heart attack after watching the news, but he's fine now, by the way, call your dad quickly," Xiao Qi took out his phone, "No signal?"

"The signal station has been blown down by the wind a long time ago. How can there be a signal?" An uncle next to him said, "What should I do? I have been here for four or five days. Your parents must be worried." At this time, the TV station Come to report, Xiao Qi said

"Yes, wait for me,"

Xiao Qi walked to the reporter and said a few words to the reporter. The reporter nodded, and Xiao Qi walked over with the camera master, "Koizumi, tell me about this, your dad will definitely see it."

"Okay, Dad, Mom, I'm fine, you don't have to miss me."

Xu's father and Xu's mother felt relieved after seeing this interview.

Xu Xiaoquan, Xiao Qi, and Goudan were arranged on the same bed. There was no way, the beds were limited, so it was the only way to go. At night, after Goudan fell asleep, Xiao Qi chatted with Xu Xiaoquan, "Xiaoquan, have you spent the past two years?" How is it?"

"It's good, I have a son," Xu Xiaoquan said with a smile

"Koizumi, I have something to tell you,"

"What is it?"

"Your grandma passed away,"

"What did you say?" Xu Xiaoquan couldn't believe his ears, "Your grandma walked away in a hurry and had a cerebral thrombosis, and she didn't suffer much." Xiao Qi hugged Xu Xiaoquan, and Xu Xiaoquan bit his hand in Xiao Qi's arms. Let yourself cry out loud?

"Why, I haven't been able to see her for the last time, why?"

Xiao Qi hugged him without saying anything.

We must treat life bravely, fearlessly, with a smile on our face, and no matter what happens, we must still live peacefully and happily.

(Does anyone hope that Xiao Qi and Xu Xiaoquan are together????)

☆, go home

Two days later, the torrential rain finally stopped, and the water level dropped a lot. Xiao Qi has not been idle for the past two days, helping to see the doctor, and helping to bandage minor injuries.

After another two days, people slowly returned to their homes.

Xu Xiaoquan saw that the surrounding area was in a mess, the crops were all flooded, the family could not live in people, the houses had collapsed, and he did not know how many people would lose their relatives.

People in the village found Uncle Liu's body. After Xu Xiaoquan buried Uncle Liu, he simply cleaned it up, took the dog egg, and set off with Xiao Qi to go home. Before leaving, Xu Xiaoquan left a sum of money for the principal. Let him help repair Uncle Liu's house, and he may have to come back after a while, and Uncle Liu's house cannot be kept like this all the time.

On the train, Xiao Qi bought a sleeper berth, and slept on the upper berth by himself, while Xu Xiaoquan and Goudan slept on the lower berth. Xu Xiaoquan has not slept well these days. There are too many people on the train, and it is messy. It will be tomorrow night Xiao Qi was worried about Xu Xiaoquan's physical condition.

After dinner, Xiao Qi sat next to him, Goudan had already fallen asleep, Xu Xiaoquan said with a smile, "It's better to be a child, carefree, sleep really fast,"

"Koizumi, I have a question, I want to ask you,"

"what?"

"At the beginning, why did you just leave?"

why?Xu Xiaoquan didn't know how to answer. When he went back this time, he didn't know Grandpa Chen's attitude and whether it would bring harm to his father. Xu Xiaoquan didn't know. Maybe he would leave soon after staying. Thinking of these , Xu Xiaoquan felt a headache again, and began to cough, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay, maybe I have a cold!"

"You didn't fall asleep yesterday, did you?"

"No,"

Xiao Qi poured a glass of water, took out a medicine bottle from his bag, took out a medicine, broke it in half, and handed it to Xu Xiaoquan, "Take it."

"what?"

"Sleeping Pills"

"Why are you carrying this?"

"I often suffer from insomnia, and I don't have cold medicine. After taking this, you can sleep faster and feel less uncomfortable,"

"Okay," Xu Xiaoquan said after taking the medicine,

"I'll hug the dog and sleep with me, don't infect him with the cold,"

"it is good,"

Xu Xiaoquan lay down, Xiao Qi helped him cover the quilt,

"Sleep,"

"it is good."

For a moment, Xu Xiaoquan felt that Xiao Qi looked like Chen Han, as if Chen Han was by his side, but it was only for a moment, after all, no one could replace that person, right?

The next day, Goudan woke up early and glanced at the person next to him. It wasn’t Xu Xiaoquan who was pouted and about to cry. Xu Xiaoquan was still asleep. Xiao Qi quickly got up and carried him to the dining car to eat. Woke up at noon, and felt that the headache was still aching, and it was getting worse. He simply ate something, and Xu Xiaoquan fell asleep again.

At 8 o'clock in the evening, it finally arrived.

After getting off the train, Xu Xiaoquan felt a little dazed. It's been two years, two years since he left this place. Could it be that you are still waiting for me.

The torrent of time has swept away the youth and the years, leaving only a scarred body deeply imprinted by the years and a vicissitudes of life.

Xiao Qi sent Xu Xiaoquan and Goudan home, and Xu Xiaoquan let him go back first. Xu Xiaoquan stood downstairs, feeling a little nervous, "Dad, I'm sleepy."Goud said,

Xu Xiaoquan was holding the luggage in one hand, and the other hand couldn't hold heavy objects, so he couldn't pick up the dog, "Are you sleepy? I'll be home soon, let's go,"

"Oh."

Xu Xiaoquan rang the doorbell,

"Here we come," Xu's mother replied, "Who is it?" Xu's mother opened the door, "Mom," Xu Xiaoquan called out,

Mother Xu said in surprise,

"Xiaoquan, is it really you? You're back, Xiaoquan," said he was about to hold Xu Xiaoquan and cried, "Mom,"

"Koizumi,"

"mom,"

"Who is it?" Papa Xu came over and asked,

"Dad, it's me,"

"Koizumi, is that you?"

"It's me," the family cried with joy.

"Who is this child?" Mother Xu asked Goudan,

"this is my son,"

"Son? This,"

"Wait for me to tell you slowly, Goudan is sleepy, let him sleep first,"

"Okay, okay, I'll clean up, clean up,"

Xu's mother went to make the bed, and Goudan fell asleep. Xu Xiaoquan chatted with his parents until very late, listening to Xu Xiaoquan talk about his life in the past two years, talking about Uncle Liu, and then talking about grandma. Sin, he left a year after he left, Xu Xiaoquan cried sadly.

☆, Xu Xiaoquan, what are you?tortured me so badly

Goudan went to bed with his parents, and without Xiao Qi's sleeping pills, it was past 2 o'clock, and Xu Xiaoquan still didn't fall asleep.

His nose was blocked and he was coughing non-stop. Xu Xiaoquan looked at the ceiling. Is that person sleeping?Still alone?I really want to go to him and tell him, I miss him so much, I miss him so much.

The next day, Goudan woke up early. The best thing about this child was that he didn't recognize his birth. Xu's father and Xu's mother woke up early in the morning to coax Goudan to play.

Xu Xiaoquan didn't know when he fell asleep, it was already past 10 o'clock when he woke up, it was so uncomfortable, Xiao Qi came before he got up, "Uncle, auntie,"

"Xiao Qi is here, come and sit down. It is thanks to you that Koizumi came back this time. We should thank you very much."

"It's nothing." Xiao Qi said with a smile,

"Is Koizumi still awake?"

"Woke up,"

Xu Xiaoquan came out of the room, because of a cold, and because he didn't sleep well at night, Xu Xiaoquan looked a bit haggard, coughing non-stop, "Dad", the dog ran over to want Xu Xiaoquan to hug him.

"I have a cold, dear, Dad can't hug you now."

"Oh".

"I'm here to take you to the hospital. You get dressed, wash your face and brush your teeth, and we'll go right away,"

"It's okay, nothing serious,"

"No," Xiao Qi said firmly.

"Hurry up, hurry up, you're sick like that," Xu's mother said, "Yes, hurry up," Xu's father also said

Xu Xiaoquan couldn't hold them back, so he got dressed and went out with Xiao Qi.

As soon as he opened the door, Xu Xiaoquan looked up. The person he missed day and night was right in front of him, and Li Qinglan was beside him.

Chen Han stood at the door, motionless, Xu Xiaoquan and Chen Han looked at each other, Chen Han, still unchanged, still so handsome, Li Qinglan raised his head and asked, "Why don't you leave?"

Follow Chen Han's eyes, isn't that Xu Xiaoquan?

"Koizumi, is that you? When did you come back?"

"Oh, me, cough cough, I came back yesterday," Xu Xiaoquan avoided Chen Han's eyes, "Are you okay? I heard that there was a flood where you were."

"It's okay, cough cough,"

"you are sick?"

"fine,"

"The elevator is here, let's go," Xiao Qi said

"Oh, good,"

Xu Xiaoquan followed Xiao Qi into the elevator, Li Qinglan touched Chen Han, "Let's go,"

Chen Han stepped into the elevator and was in front of Xu Xiaoquan. He didn't know if it was because of his illness or what, but Xu Xiaoquan felt that he was shaking badly.

Xu Xiaoquan coughed badly, Xiao Qi helped him hammer his back, the elevator was silent, Li Qinglan suddenly took out an invitation card from his bag, "Xiaoquan, I'm getting married the day after tomorrow, you must come?"

"Uh, good."

Are you married?With whom?Xu Xiaoquan accepted the invitation.

Soon, at the parking lot, Chen Han and Li Qinglan got off the elevator first, Xu Xiaoquan and Xiao Qi were behind, suddenly, Chen Han stood up, Xu Xiaoquan accidentally bumped into Chen Han, Xu Xiaoquan raised his head, and was suddenly pulled by Chen Han raised his arm, "You!"

Regardless of Xu Xiaoquan's struggle, Chen Han pulled Xu Xiaoquan away vigorously and stuffed Xu Xiaoquan into the car. Xiao Qi wanted to pull Xu Xiaoquan back, but was blocked by Li Qinglan. At this time, Chen Han drove away.

"You dodge." Xiao Qi said angrily,

"You will understand sooner or later that some people and some things cannot be forced."

Xiao Qi didn't speak, and drove away by himself.

Xu Xiaoquan sat motionless in the car, coughing non-stop, and dared not go to see Chen Han. Just like that, he had nothing to say all the way. When he arrived at the hospital, Chen Han helped Xu Xiaoquan register. There were too many people, so Xu Xiaoquan could only sit for the infusion, and Chen Han was by his side. From the beginning to the end, he didn't say a word, one was because of hatred, and the other was because of guilt.

Xiao Qi rushed to the hospital and saw Xu Xiaoquan, sitting beside Chen Han, Xiao Qi walked over, "How is it? What did the doctor say?"

"It's okay, you can leave after finishing this."

"That's good, I'll accompany you." After finishing speaking, he sat on the other side, "No need, you,"

Before finishing speaking, Chen Han next to him got up and left.

Xu Xiaoquan stared blankly at Chen Han's leaving back, and felt that this man was so lonely and desolate.

Chen Han sat in the car, lying powerlessly on the steering wheel, as if he was going to suffocate the moment he saw Xu Xiaoquan.

The line of defense I had built up with great difficulty fell apart the moment I saw Xu Xiaoquan again, and I really wanted to question him, why did I leave, why did I leave myself, why?

Chen Han didn't want to admit it anymore, but he couldn't change his love for Xu Xiaoquan. Until now, he would leave a light for Xu Xiaoquan when he went to bed at night, for fear that he would come back thinking that there was no one and would not come in. Every day when he woke up, his The shadow is spinning in front of his eyes, no matter what he is doing, for a while, he must be distracted, thinking about him blankly, and calculating when he will come back.

Xu Xiaoquan, what are you?It tortured me so badly.

☆、"Did you take something from me?"

After Xu Xiaoquan hung up the bottle, Xiao Qi was about to send him back when his cell phone rang, saying that the patient he was in charge of had a problem and asked him to go back quickly. Xu Xiaoquan thought it was troublesome, so Xiao Qi hurriedly let Xiao Qi go back .

Xu Xiaoquan came out of the hospital and wanted to take a taxi, but he couldn't wait for a long time. Although it was September, the sun was still very poisonous. Xu Xiaoquan hated summer the most, and he felt even more uncomfortable with a cold. At this time, A car stopped in front of him, "Get in the car,"

It turned out to be Chen Han. Xu Xiaoquan got into the car without saying anything.

Chen Han drove away, stopped at a red light, and after a while, Chen Han suddenly said, "Did you take something from me?"

"what?"

"ring!"

Xu Xiaoquan looked at the ring on his hand,

"I,"

"Originally, I proposed marriage, but I didn't expect you to take it away. But, forget it, even if you give it back to me, you have to throw it away. After all, it was worn by someone else."

In fact, I'm not free and easy, I'm just pretending to be a hero. I love you so much, why don't I feel anything at all, how can I have no tears at all, I just don't want to be cowardly in front of you.

Hearing what he said, Xu Xiaoquan felt very uncomfortable, but he didn't show it, he didn't speak, maybe it was the effect of the medicine, Xu Xiaoquan actually fell asleep, Chen Han parked the car in the parking lot, Chen Han carefully Looking at Xu Xiaoquan, this person is still so thin, because of illness, his face is pale, without a trace of blood.

After turning up the temperature in the car, Chen Han lay on the seat and looked at Xu Xiaoquan quietly.

Trying hard to pretend that the past is not important, but find that I can't do it.

An hour later, Xu Xiaoquan woke up,

"Am I asleep?"

"Um,"

Sitting in the elevator, Xu Xiaoquan was still behind Chen Han. Xu Xiaoquan suddenly wanted to reach out and hug him. Unexpectedly, Chen Han suddenly turned around and pushed Xu Xiaoquan to the corner. Chen Han hugged Xu Xiaoquan tightly. This hug, longing I don't know how long.

'I'm sorry', Xu Xiaoquan said in his heart, 'I'm sorry'.

When the elevator arrived, Chen Han let go of Xu Xiaoquan, and Xu Xiaoquan went home.Chen Han watched Xu Xiaoquan enter the door before he went in.

☆、"Have you considered being with Xiao Qi?"

"dad,"

"came back".

"Um,"

"How's it going?"

"I got a drip, I feel much better, and I took a lot of medicine,"

"Ah That's good,"

"Where's my mother?"

"Your mother bought snacks with dog eggs,"

"Um,"

"Koizumi, I want to praise you,"

"what happened?"

"Good job adopting Goudan. Your mother and I are getting older, and we need a child by our side."

"Well, in two days, I'll go through the formalities."

"Okay, you, have you met Chen Han when you come back this time? When your grandma left, it was Chen Han who helped us take care of it. Your mother and I saved a lot of things,"

"is it?"

"Well, Koizumi, escaping is not the way to solve the problem. Sometimes, you have to talk about things. Maybe things are not as bad as you think,"

"Um,"

"However, Koizumi, what do you think of Xiao Qi?"

"what you mean how?"

"this person?"

"Pretty good, what's the matter?"

"Have you considered being with Xiao Qi?"

Xu Xiaoquan was confused by this question,

"Dad, what are you talking about?" Xu Xiaoquan said with a smile,

"At that time, I cheated on Xiao Qi's mother,"

"You," Xu Xiaoquan said in shock,

"I'm not afraid of making fun of you if I say it. At that time, I loved Xiao Qi's mother very much, but it was Xiao Qi who broke us up. Thinking about it now, maybe he did that for you."

"for me?"

"In order for you to have a complete family, you don't hesitate to make your mother sad and sad, so Koizumi and Xiao Qi are also a good choice,"

"Dad, in this life, I will only have feelings for Chen Han. Others, it should be other men, I don't like them. Besides, Xiao Qi and I are just lovers. Don't mess around with us." It's done." Xu Xiaoquan said with a smile, "Got it."

Xu Xiaoquan went back to the room and lay on the bed, recalling what Xu's father said just now, Xiao Qi probably doesn't like himself. In this world, there are so many people who like the same sex!It's just pure friendship with Xiao Qi.

Two days later, Xu Xiaoquan's cold was almost gone. In the morning, at home, someone knocked on the door, and Goudan ran to open the door with his feet up, "Who is it?"

Xu Xiaoquan asked, walked to the door, saw that it was Chen Han,

Goudan looked at Chen Han, then at Xu Xiaoquan,

"Father, this uncle is the uncle in the photo, right?" Goudan has seen the photos of Xu Xiaoquan and Chen Han, in the wallet, Xu Xiaoquan has always carried it.

"Ugh, your ice cream is melting,"

"Yeah," I hurried back to eat.

Chen Han looked at Goudan puzzledly, Xu Xiaoquan asked,

"What's up?"

"You forgot this in my car,"

It turned out to be an invitation.

"Oh, thanks,"

"Aren't you going to go?"

"I, let's not go."

I don't know if Grandpa Chen will go or not. If he does, it will be bad if he sees himself back.

"I won't go. Goudan is home and no one is watching. You apologize for me. I will make up for it another day,"

After Xu Xiaoquan finished speaking, he was about to close the door, Chen Han blocked the door with his hand, Xu Xiaoquan looked up at him, "Who is that child?"

"my son?"

"Son?" Chen Han frowned and said

"I adopted it."

Chen Han left without saying anything.

Xu Xiaoquan closed the door, and sure enough, he still couldn't come back, and he would not cut off the contact with Chen Han. I hope everything is safe and sound.

☆, Chen Han, you must be happy

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