i believe bye

I really want to know what is going on with Ningran now, the fear of the unknown is always the most disturbing.I was sicker than ever before. Feng Lvle took the medicine for me and put it next to the bed, then took a glass of boiling water and put it on the stool, and put the stool next to my bed, and left the dormitory with a groan.

The development of the matter is something I never thought about. Rather than that, why did you say it in the first place? Ning Ran, do you know?I'm not that brave, actually, I'd rather we were just friends all the time.Wouldn't it be nice to let me suffer alone, why should you.

Picking up the three paper cranes that Ning Ran gave me, I suddenly remembered that my birthday wishes were written inside.I don't know if the other two are just copied from me, or copied.Slowly taking one apart, there was no familiar crooked birthday greeting written on it.Instead, it had my name written on it, and the other one was disassembled, and Ning Ran's name was written on it.What's the meaning?When I took apart the last paper crane, it said 'love' on it.

'Ning Ran loves Lan Ke'

'Lan is cute with Ning Ran'

So cunning, I smiled and kept wiping the tears that flowed out. The tears wet my sleeves, wet the quilt, and wet my heart.

Maybe forgetting would be for the best, I thought.

The phone rang suddenly, it was Ning Ran's cell phone.I took it over and saw that it was Ning Ran's mother calling.Whether to answer or not, Ning Ran's phone is lost and his mother should know.I answered the phone, and a woman's intermittent sobbing sounded from inside, and I lowered my voice.

"Hello~"

The woman stopped sobbing, and said choked up, "Is it Lan Ke?"

"It's me, what's wrong?"

"Come to Time Hospital, I would rather see you."

"What's the matter, what's the matter with Ning Ran? Hey, hey."

I hung up the phone over there. I didn't know what happened, and I panicked for no reason.I hurriedly put on a coat and slippers and left the dormitory, took a taxi to the hospital.

Ning Ran was lying on the hospital bed, with infusion tubes inserted all over his body, densely packed.Ning Ran's father was smoking a cigarette vigorously in the aisle, and Ning Ran's mother was crying non-stop beside Ning Ran.

"Ning Ran, I'm here, I'm Lan Ke, can you hear me?" I cried.

Ning Ran slowly opened his eyes, saw me coming, and said in a weak voice, "I'm sorry, Lan Ke... I didn't keep our promise, I couldn't pick you up. You don't blame me, do you?"

"No, no, I will never be angry with Ning Ran." I tried my best to hold back my crying.

Ning Ran smiled, looked at the Thousand Paper Crane tightly held in my hand, and said, "Hehe, did you see the words inside the Thousand Paper Crane? Isn't it fun?"

I shook my head desperately, "No, it's not fun at all."

"Really, then next time we need to have a better idea."

I was sobbing, Ning Ran said: "Can you laugh, don't cry, you are a man. Am I still here? It's not life or death."

I nodded desperately, but I couldn't speak. Ning Ran said to his mother at this moment: "Mom, I'm sorry, help me and Dad... say, I'm sorry..."

The ECG monitor dragged on and made a hoarse sound. I couldn't control myself anymore and burst into tears.

"You're still crying because of you, I'm going to kill you." Ning Ran's father's fists rained down on me, I didn't dodge, just beat me to death like this, it's all my fault.Everyone grabbed Ning Ran's father, and finally I left the hospital with Ning Ran's mother, and she sent me to the gate of the school.From her mouth, I learned that Ning Ran had been locked up at home by his father, and Ning Ran didn't have a key.Then he climbed out of the window. His family lived on the fifth floor. When he climbed out of the window, he lost his grip and fell from upstairs.

Didn't you say goodbye?You promised to come to school to find me, but Ning Ran, you lied to me again.

The things in front of me began to become more and more blurred, and the power of the sleeping pills made me feel powerless.The thousand paper cranes in his hands could no longer be grasped tightly, and the surroundings were very quiet.Ning Ran, as I said, I believe goodbye, we will meet again, right?This is an agreement between us, because, I believe.

Goodbye.

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