It turned out to be a handsome man.

child temper.

Other girls appeared beside him as I expected.

First Gao Meili, followed by Min Huixian.

Gao Meili is the object of Jeremy's unrequited love. After being with the lead singer of their band, Jeremy's feelings for her can only be let go and returned to the state of friends.

And that Min Huixian appeared next to Jeremy in an abrupt way. I don't know what they have experienced together. Jeremy has extraordinary trust and care for her, and even unknowingly puts her in the most important position in his heart. .

Even when I was there, when he chatted with his friends in the band dormitory, he would always mention the word "Min Huixian". Seven out of ten sentences were related to her.

I don't understand, Min Huixian is more ordinary than any of my previous opponents, and she is absolutely weak in front of me, but as soon as Jeremy is involved, I lose to her, and I lose completely.

Even though I tried my best to prevent the design, Jeremy finally walked to her without hesitation, stayed with her, and then left my world.

I'm jealous, I'm sad, I'm unwilling, but I can't do anything about reality.

I know, this time, I really completely lost my little prince.

I was emptied of my sanity, and I let the gangsters I met in the bar destroy her. I understand how dirty and obscene they would use to destroy a girl, so I immediately regretted it after waking up, but I couldn’t contact her. I can't stop those people.

Fortunately, she was fine, and Jiang Xinyu of the band rescued her.

While I breathed a sigh of relief, I was also ashamed, realizing that Jeremy would never forgive me if he knew about it, and I personally destroyed my image in his heart that I was at least still a childhood sweetheart.

fair enough.

I laughed until my tears fell, and I cried for a day and a night, and finally the tears dried up and I couldn't cry anymore.

I packed my bags and bought a plane ticket back to the UK without telling anyone.

Unexpectedly, before boarding the plane, Jiang Xinyu came to the airport and found me.

That dark brown-haired boy is always gentle and gentle. Although his eyes are soft, he has the same ability to pry into people's hearts like Mrs. Flora, and he is so smart. In fact, he has already understood many things in his heart. .

I asked my entourage to go through the registration procedures first and distracted the people around me.

Jiang Xinyu came over and looked at my short hair, "You have long hair, why did you cut it?"

"I want to start over." I smiled feebly, "I didn't expect that someone would come to see me off in Korea."

Xin Yu looked at me, "Jeremy and the others didn't know you were leaving today."

"... Even if you know, you won't come?" I smiled wryly.

He shook his head, "Huixian didn't tell him."

I froze for a moment and didn't realize what he was saying for a long time.

"She knew it was you, but she didn't tell Jeremy." Jiang Xinyu repeated the words more clearly, "She doesn't want your childhood sweetheart image in Jeremy's heart to be destroyed."

I froze, then looked away.

"...What is this? Does she want me to be grateful to her?"

"You know she didn't do it for this." Xin Yu paused, "This time, you went too far."

I clenched my hands by my side, then slowly loosened them.

"I know."

"Say sorry to her for me."

"Yeah." Xin Yu nodded.

"So, what do you plan to do when you return to England?"

I took a deep breath, raised my face, and tried to make myself smile.

"Anyway, I won't listen to the Queen's arrangement and just find someone to marry." I raised my jaw slightly, regaining my pride, "I'm Princess Amy!"

"But..." I spread my hands, "I am such a paranoid person, and I have suffered such a big emotional trauma. It may take a long time to let go of everything... Maybe I will end up alone like this."

"I'm your senior in this respect," Jiang Xinyu laughed. "Actually, as long as you figure it out, you can let it go very quickly. It doesn't take as long as you imagined."

I shrugged needlessly and asked, "Hey, how do you know I'm leaving today?"

He raised his eyebrows, "You are not the only one in this world who has the ability to investigate others."

"As expected of 'Donggao Myth' Jiang Xinyu." Now I really laughed from the bottom of my heart, jokingly said, "Why are you investigating me? You don't like me, do you?"

He was noncommittal, just smiled and called me.

"Xihui."

That was the first time he called my name.

Jiang Xinyu's brown eyes are extremely gentle, which makes my heart soften.

"Come back when you figure it out, and come back to Korea."

"We have all been abandoned by wrong feelings once, why don't we try to verify that there is better happiness in this world."

I got on the plane, looked down at the sea of ​​clouds below at an altitude of 5000 meters, and suddenly sighed in relief, feeling more relaxed than ever before.

The paranoia about feelings has dominated me for more than ten years. I was always trapped in the scene where I first met Jeremy when I was five years old. At the same time, I stubbornly wanted to trap the little prince who did not belong to me.

But he finally left and shattered the illusion that trapped me.

He once said he was a prince and was going to marry a princess, and I was.

Yes, I'ma princess, But I'm not your princess.

You are a prince, But you are not my prince.

I knew all this subconsciously, but I refused to face it or admit it. In retrospect, when I kissed him sleeping soundly with tears many years ago, I already knew in my heart that he would leave my side one day. To find the princess who really belongs to him.

Mrs. Flora once said to me that wrong paranoia is the shackles you put on yourself, and in the end you are the only one who can be trapped.

I think I can finally understand the meaning of her words.

I originally thought that every pair of princes and princesses could go from longlongago to foreverlove.

I thought he and I had the most beautiful encounter of a prince and princess.

I originally thought that he and I would naturally change from childhood sweethearts and childhood sweethearts to a happy relationship.

But I thought it was wrong.

All wrong.

Although we are princes and princesses, the happiness that does not belong to me cannot be exchanged for one person's wishful thinking.

I closed my eyes, walked out of the scene when I was five years old, turned around, and looked at the little prince with wheat-colored hair and a smile that was brighter than the sun.

I said to him silently, goodbye, little prince.

Then, smile slightly.

——Jiang Xinyu, I promise you.

- I'll be back when I can let go.

<The End>

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postscript

When I typed the words "End of the full text", I still felt a little unbelievable. This is the first completed article of Ah Zi, who has always been the "King of the Pit", == it is actually a fan.

I have to admit here that I've never written a fanfic, and this is my first attempt.

I wrote this article on a whim, but I, who has always been lazy, persisted until I finished writing it.

I would like to dedicate this document to our dear family members: Da Da, Tuan Xianggong, Zuo Zuo, Bai, Dongdong, Qianqian, Xiao Yu, Xi, Xiao Jin, Xi'er.There are also children who have been guarding my text squatting pit since then, such as Xiaoyun, Xiaomo, eggshell, frame, etc... I would like to thank Xiaoyun,, you are a child who diligently helped me move the article, I love you~=33=, I also want to praise Xi who has the virtues of an angel, originally this baby Ji Fan was assigned to her==, later, in order to comfort Jun Zuo Zuo in the college entrance examination, she generously gave up the quota.

Let’s talk about this article again. In fact, I originally set the pair of Chacha and Hongji as the main story line, but in the end, I think each pair has become the protagonist, and their stories are strung together to form a story. "meet".Chacha and Hongji’s love route is simply different==, Da Da and Heechul’s is the most distinctive, the woman chasing the man’s interlayer yarn is earth-shattering, Bai and Zhongxun are calm and boring until the end and refuse to be honest with each other ==. . . . .As for the pair of Zhen Er and Xiao Yu, sweet from the beginning to the end, I specially arranged them to be the model couple in the article ==. . . .

And I am not yet mature enough, so the writing and the handling of the story structure are inevitably incompetent. I seem to feel that there are many omissions, and because of my studies, I have to finish this article before I go to high school. It's too fast, no matter how you look at it, it's a bit rushed, and I hope everyone understands.

Anyway, I have been very happy when writing this article~ because it is written for dear you, so I am very happy~~ I hope that when you read this article, you can also understand my intentions, and you can also be grateful for the content in it. Happy couple in love.As a writer, all I want is for someone to read my story, for someone to like my story, for someone to miss my story even after it's over, that's all.

Finally, regarding the issue of opening new pits, high school may not have enough time, I have to temporarily put down my hobby of writing, if you want to read the stories of Ji Fan and Zuo Zuo, I may not write, but, I recommend you to read the big article~~ If you have the patience to wait for me for three years, and after three years, you still like six, often fool around here, and remember my story, then I will use better text