It turned out to be a handsome man.

At that time, she actually laughed heartlessly, saying that he was like a water ghost in a movie.

From that moment on he remembered her and her smile.

Xu.Rui.hope.

The girl named Xu Ruixi was like the warmest sunshine in early spring, seeping into his life bit by bit.

She has long and soft hair, she likes to wear pure white dresses, and she has the lazy and cleverness of a cat.

She would smooth his frowning brows with her hands when he was so irritable that he refused to speak, and pretended to say with disgust: "Cui Zhongxun, you frown like an uncle!"

She would sit beside him and listen quietly when he was playing the guitar, and then lean on his shoulder and say, "Zhong Xun, can you keep playing the guitar for me from now on?"

She would deliberately mess with him when he was writing the song, and draw some weird patterns on his clothes. After being stopped by him helplessly, she would say: "This way you will look up at me."

And just when he was on the verge of giving up his dream, it was she who took his hand and asked him to stay in a half-encouraging and half-begging tone, she said: "Zhong Xun, try again."

Facts proved that it was right to stay, and shortly after that, he was recognized by the company, made his official debut after being packaged, and BestMiracle was born.

Without Ruixi, he would miss his dream.

After that, it seemed logical for the two of them to be together, and the meaning of Xu Ruixi in his life had already surpassed others.

However, the life that was originally on the right track was interrupted again because of the long-term balance. Xu Ruixi suddenly proposed to break up, which caught him off guard.

At that time, I only felt that the reason she gave for breaking up was inexplicable, but I didn't delve into the real reason behind it.

She begged him to break up, and he didn't agree, but that couldn't stop her from eventually leaving.

Afterwards, he completely cut off contact, knowing that it was a year before he got the news of her death, which almost made him collapse like a bolt from the blue.

Only then did I know that she insisted on breaking up a year ago because the company put pressure on her for fear of affecting his future when he just debuted. At that time, she was being diagnosed with a malignant tumor. She has no choice.

This truth almost ruined him two years ago.

He desperately resisted the company, wanting to get an explanation, but the company ignored him, so he refused to submit another notice, moved out of the dormitory, hid in a rented house, smoked and drank heavily, self-destructed image, and completely fell to the bottom.

It was Kim Heechul who woke him up. I still remember that when Heechul found him drunk and unconscious in the rented house, he grabbed his collar and punched him twice.

Heechul said: "Cui Jong-hoon, do you still look like a human being?!"

Heechul said: "Choi Jong-hoon, Seo Seo-hee won't come back! Even if you go to hell like this, she won't come back!"

Heechul said, "Choi Jong-hoon, come back with me if you're a man! You and Seo-hee will live on for me."

Then he cried, crying weakly for the first time in his adult life, for Seo Seo Hee.

He couldn't forgive himself for giving her too little happiness and care when he was still around; he couldn't forgive himself for not carefully pondering the changes in her mood; he couldn't forgive himself for not being able to prevent the company from hurting her; There is no way to forgive myself for being indifferent and thinking that I have fulfilled her, so I just let the desperate her leave my side.

But Xi Chul was right, the girl named Xu Ruixi, the girl who was pure white like a frangipani flower when we first met, the girl who said to him "Zhong Xun, can you keep playing the guitar for me from now on", that girl The girl who said to him "Zhong Xun, try again" has been searched all over the world and has never been found again.

After all, he went back with Xiche, obediently in front of the star, no longer resisting anything or resenting anything, he knew that he could only blame himself for everything.

Two years later, I met Bai Enxi again.

She has a similar appearance and long hair to Ruixi, and also likes to wear pure white dresses, which are as clean as frangipani flowers.

But Ruixi is a girl who is gentle and gentle from the outside to the inside, without edges or sharp thorns, but Bai Enxi is different, under her indifferent appearance, there is an indelible stubbornness in her bones, with a clear distinction between love and hate.

He was attracted to her unconsciously, and he couldn't tell whether it was because of Ruixi or herself.

The feeling of wanting to protect and possess when he was close to her was too strong, overshadowing his doubts, so he stretched out his hand to pull her to his side without hesitation.

She was with him, but now she broke up with him again. She asked him if he knew that the person she had been dating was her, and she told him that she didn't want to be Ruixi's shadow.

Like the roulette wheel of fate turned around and returned to the original point, the way she turned and left coincided with the back of Ruixi back then, exactly the same.

But he didn't want to lose her like he lost Ruixi.really don't want to.

——Bai Enxi.

——what should I do with you.

"Zhong Xun! Zhong Xun!"

The real voice disturbed the illusion of the dream, Zhong Xun opened his eyes and saw Xiche in front of him.

"What's wrong? Are you tired?"

"Well," Zhong Xun replied vaguely, "some of them haven't slept well, and want to rest for a while..."

"What's the matter with you and Enxi?" Kim Heechul looked at Bai Enxi who was listening to the director's training, and then at him, "Both of you have been out of shape recently."

Zhong Xun lowered his gaze, "We broke up."

"I know," Heechul rolled his eyes, with an expression of "do you think I'm an idiot who can't see it?" "The point is, why did we break up."

"...Because of Rui Xi."

"Ruixi?"

"Actually, I didn't really care much..." Zhong Xun smiled wryly, "But once she said it, I really began to wonder if I ever had the illusion of treating her as Ruixi when I was with her."

"Then, what about the result of the doubt?"

"Maybe there was at first..." But from the beginning of dating her, I'm sure I know that she is Bai Enxi. "

Xi Chul showed a strange expression, "Then what are you waiting for? Go and explain it to her!"

"But... I have no reason..." Zhong Xun looked at Bai Enxi, "She said she wanted me to give her a reason to stay together...I can't find it."

Xiche's eyes suddenly changed to surprise as if he saw him becoming mentally handicapped, and he pushed Zhong Xun's head, "Are you stupid, kid?"

"Eh?"

"Do you like her?"

"Ah."

Seeing that he hadn't grasped the point yet, Kim Heechul was completely defeated by him.

"You like her, isn't that the reason for two people to stay together?"

Zhong Xun was stunned.

"Have you ever told her the word 'like'?"

Zhong Xun was at a loss for words, and thinking about it, it seems that even when he confirmed the relationship, he never said that to the girl explicitly.

Heechul was so angry that he vomited blood, "Is it because you are really in love that you become such an idiot? Can't you figure out where the problem is so serious?"

——It seems that you acted more idiot than me when Eun Chae confessed to you==?

"What Enxi cares about is not about your ex-girlfriend. She's not the kind of person who cares about your past relationship history at all! What she cares about is whether you have promised her."

"promise?"

"It's the phrase 'I like you'. You haven't expressed your opinion at all, and you haven't given her a sense of security. How can she believe that you like her instead of treating her as Ruixi's substitute?"

"You kid is really hopeless! I like someone so much that I almost become an idiot, but I haven't confessed my love to her at all!"

"Zhong Xun, the tacit understanding of feelings does not exist from the beginning. If you don't express your heart, the other party will not know."

"If you don't want to lose her, then get her back quickly. You are not the only one who cherishes her in this world. If you don't want her to be snatched away when you are struggling with such idiot problems, hurry up." Chase it back."

When Jeremy returned to the hotel with the sleeping Min Huixian in his arms, Ji Fan was mobilizing everyone to look for them, so they met at the entrance of the hotel.

When Huang Taijing saw that Jeremy had come back with Min Huixian in his arms, he murmured, "It's fine since I found it", and dragged Gao Meimei back.

Jiang Xinyu and Gao Meinan stood on the sidelines with expressions of watching the show.

Chief Ma and Coordi were surprised and at a loss.

Amy's eyes seemed to want to tear Min Huixian apart.

As for Ki Fan, he was only surprised for a moment, then frowned slightly, and walked in front of Jeremy.

"Thank you for bringing her back," Kifan thanked politely, but with some forbearance in his eyes, he stretched out his hand to Jeremy, "Give her to me."

Jeremy hugged Huixian subconsciously, and took half a step back, not intending to let go.

Ji Fan froze for a moment, the forbearance in his eyes became more and more intense, and he didn't take back his hand, but repeated again: "Jeremy, give her to me." There was a hint of danger warning in the words.

Jeremy still didn't move, the two of them were in a stalemate, and the atmosphere suddenly became tense, with a little gunpowder smell.

The wheat-haired boy was still hesitating, and Amy called out to him.

"Jeremy! What are you doing? Brother Ji Fan is Huixian's boyfriend. Isn't it appropriate for you to hug her?"

Jeremy frowned, and after a while, reluctantly let Ji Fan take Hui Xian.

Nuan Nuan left her embrace in an instant, Jeremy had a look of reluctance in his eyes, and still looked at Min Huixian who was sleeping on Jin Jifan's shoulder with some worry.

Ji Fan was about to enter the hotel, when Jeremy called him to stop him, and told him worriedly: "Let sister Coordi change her clothes, help her dry her hair, and prepare a bowl