Settled in high school, mainly anti-customer

Tiantian led Shunping to find a random shop and sat down.

For some reason, those open-air barbecue stalls and dumpling supper shops on the usually bustling streets seem to have disappeared suddenly, and there is no one to be found.

The huge contrast on the street almost made Tiantian think that she had left the country.

Now, Tiantian sits with Junpei Yoshino at a ramen shop; after she orders food for herself and her children, her booze and cigarette cravings kick back.

So she bought a pack of foreign cigarettes with an unknown brand in the store, and opened a bottle of Japanese shochu that she didn't usually drink; in front of the kid Yoshino Junpei, she began to smoke and drink comfortably.

Cigarettes and wine, mana I have.

The adjustment of tobacco and alcohol relieved Tiantian's tense mood, and white smoke gushed out from her lips.

That skillful, sophisticated and comfortable appearance made people call him an expert.

"I'm sorry, I'm addicted here; I'll try my best to smoke at the window, please forgive me."

Although Tiantian is in a state of intoxication, her tone and voice are very stable; it may be because of the smoke passing through her throat that her voice is very low.

But that kind of depression is not lacking in human touch. On the contrary, it is like the amiable uncle in Yoshino Junpei's neighbor's house; he talks to him cordially in a homely tone, as if they have known each other for a long time.

"......"

Yoshino Junpei remained cautiously silent, and cautiously raised his eyes to look at Tian Tian who was smoking.

The wound on his forehead that had been treated with mineral water seemed to be throbbing again, and the sudden pain continued to come.

He really wanted to lower his head and continue eating noodles as if nothing had happened.

However, Tiantian's proficient attitude towards tobacco and alcohol made him want to say what he wanted to say, like a flood trying to rush out of the dam, and kept gushing out.

The sweet appearance of smoking can easily remind Yoshino Junpei of his mother.

The young woman who constantly uses alcohol and cigarettes to decompress herself due to parenting and work pressure.

"Why do you...why do you smoke and drink?"

Obviously such a young girl.

Yoshino Junpei twitched the words in his chest several times, but in the end he couldn't suppress it and let it out from his mouth.

After the boy asked what was on his mind, he quickly lowered his head; the knuckles of his left hand held the chopsticks tightly, as if he was worried that those casual words would offend Tiantian.

"You asked that."

She smiled sweetly and tolerantly, without showing any displeasure of being offended.

"If you don't smoke or drink, what's the point of living in this life?"

The girl replied with a calm and generous smile, and put out the cigarette butt in the ashtray with her slender fingers indifferently, and then lit another one.

With the most indifferent tone, she said shocking words.

Yoshino Junpei: "......"

The young man stared at Tiantian in a daze, and when Tiantian answered Lei's charred outside but tender inside, he lost his response for a while.

There are so many slots, I don't know where to start complaining.

What do you mean by "If you don't smoke or drink, life is meaningless"? !

Is the meaning of life you define so simple?Is this kind of life pursuit a bit too vicious? !

Even though Yoshino Junpei does not have much desire and definition for the future of his life, he also knows that a person's life should have more benign pleasures than smoking and drinking, which harm the body.

For example, chasing your favorite movies and going to a favorite university.

Anyway, it is definitely not a life full of tobacco and alcohol.

"Of course, you are still young, things like smoking and alcohol are not good for your health; as someone who has experienced it, I will tell you, don't touch such things in the future if you can."

Tiantian smoked it herself, but she didn't forget to spread the message of "tobacco and alcohol are harmful" to minors, so she said something more.

"Obviously you...know these things yourself, why don't you quit them yourself when trying to persuade others?"

Yoshino Junpei didn't know why, after listening to Tiantian's words, he remembered his mother's sometimes tired face, and the smell of smoke-stained knuckles.

The young man couldn't hold back, and the words he said had a somewhat questioning tone.

"We can't compare."

Tiantian still spoke with a pleasant face, and was not affected by Yoshino Junpei's tone; she was like an elder, her words were slowly and slowly like Tai Chi, and she was very patient when she spoke.

"I have reached the age where I can decide my own life, and I can bear the consequences of all my own choices; even if one day I get lung cancer, that is my fate; I admit it."

"This...isn't it the same!"

When Yoshino Junpei heard this, his eyes widened, and his tone couldn't help becoming a little excited.

The sweet logic made him completely incomprehensible.

How can something like fate be said so easily?

Is it possible to eat the evil results created by one's own bad habits so calmly?

In other words, why do you want to bump into an ending that can obviously be terminated or avoided?It's like going to die.

"Tsk, why are you so anxious while talking?"

Tiantian looked at Yoshino Junpei inexplicably, and flicked the cigarette ash helplessly.

Why is the child so surprised now?It's scary.

"This person is different from person to person, as long as you live with positive energy and happiness; don't think about it too complicatedly. Look at your face, it's full of bitterness and hatred."

"Everyone has their own way of life, don't worry about the process, you should at least understand yourself; just know the life you want and the path you want to take."

"........."

Yoshino Junpei didn't seem to expect Tiantian to say such a thing, he froze for a moment, his pupils trembled in his eye sockets, he didn't know what to say for a while.

The boy lowered his head, his bangs drooped slightly, revealing the red scar on his forehead.

He seemed to be trying to suppress something, and his tightly pressed lips trembled.

.........

Live your life "understanding".

Know what kind of "future" you want.

It's easy to say this, but how can it be so simple to do?

He can't even easily solve the current problems in school. What qualifications does he have to touch the unreachable future and think about those profound philosophical problems?

If his life can be summarized from the past to the present... probably just a small cannon fodder in a tragic movie.

Either end your life in mediocrity; or wait for the real protagonist to appear, and pull yourself together.

And this kind of waiting has become unrealistic and fantasy.

"........."

Holding a cigarette sweetly and silently, those sharp blue eyes fixedly stared at Junpei Yoshino, observing the boy from head to toe.

"Apart from those bad guys, did anyone else bully you at school?"

She stared at Yoshino Junpei calmly and asked.

"...!"

The boy didn't answer Tian Tian's question for the first time.

It seems to be ashamed to speak, or a little afraid of something.

But with his lowered head and slightly trembling shoulders, he directly conveyed the answer to Tiantian.

"......May I have your name?"

asked sweetly.

"... Junpei, Yoshino Junpei." The boy replied in a low voice.

"........."

Tiantian froze for a moment when she heard the words.

.........

Good guy, this name is still a foreign friend, this name is Japanese, right?

He speaks Chinese quite well, with no accent at all; this kid may have grown up in China since he was a child.

Thinking of this, Tiantian suddenly felt that the child was a little pitiful.

Those from a foreign country were treated like this by other gangsters.

"Shunpei, I'll call you that; you can call me Miss Tiantian."

Anyway, this child looked like he was in junior high school or high school, so he was definitely younger than her; even if she got older today, there was nothing unreasonable about it.

"......"

Yoshino Junpei gave Tian Tian a subtle look.

Donazi?Donut sister?

What kind of strange name is this?Is this her stage name?

...

"Shunpei, my words may not sound very nice, but I certainly don't mean anything bad; just listen to what you choose, and take it as my suggestion."

Tiantian flicked the cigarette ash, but didn't notice Yoshino Junpei's strange expression.

As soon as she opened her mouth, it was the old routine of chatting with people - [I'm going to educate you, the words are not good, don't worry about it. 】

"...Ah, yes."

Yoshino Junpei has not experienced the baptism of Chinese civilization, and does not understand the routines of these old fritters; on the contrary, he finds Tiantian's way of talking very interesting.

Not only does it sound very straightforward, but it also considers his feelings in particular; it also tells him in advance to let him not think too much, and feels a little warm.

Sister Donut should actually be a very gentle person.

"Shunpei, I don't know how you are in school. But my most intuitive feeling is that you are definitely not a naughty kid."

Yoshino Junpei seems to be a person who will not cause trouble, and there is a high probability that he is the kind of person who is bullied unilaterally.

"But you, you seem to be a bit stubborn, but also a bit shy. If I'm not wrong, you shouldn't have told your adults about these things that happened at school, right?"

"........."

Yoshino Junpei firmly grasped the seam of his trousers, biting his lip stubbornly.

"... There's no need to tell your family about this kind of thing..."

"If you don't say it, it means that you think you can solve it; but have you solved these problems now?"

Tiantian looked at Junpei seriously, and said seriously.

"I have also experienced your age. If you don't want to tell your parents, there should be some reasons of your own. You don't want to force this.... I have no other meaning, I just mean, no matter what, you pass In any way, in any way; you should settle this matter."

She looked at the silent and trembling boy, and said earnestly.

"You are a very good child, don't wrong yourself."

"Student days are very precious times, and what people fear most in their life is regret. Don't let this matter affect your entire age when you should study hard; then it may become your lifelong regret, your lifelong regret. The shadow in my heart....Is it worth it to torture myself for the sake of these few scumbags?"

"........."

On the opposite side, Yoshino Junpei tried his best to widen his eyes, but his eye sockets turned red quickly.

The boy blinked his eyes, wanted to look at the ceiling and the floor, trying to divert his tears, but his eye sockets were still moist.

Seeing this, Tian Tian sighed.

Her hand gently touched the boy's trembling and pale hand, and she spoke soothingly——

"What's inconvenient for you to tell your parents, if you can trust me; you can have a good chat with me."

"Don't worry, it's not something to be ashamed of, and it's not your fault."

"Since I asked you, it means that I am confident and sure that I can resolve this matter with you."

...........

Physical beatings time after time, verbal humiliation, cigarette butts that taste bitter but can sting the tongue.

The indifferent and fearful eyes of the students, and the indifferent look of the teacher.

Mom's tired face, ugly faces that would make him wake up in the middle of the night sweating profusely.

"...I'll say it all."

After a long time, Yoshino Junpei spoke in a trembling voice.

The boy bent over and curled himself up tightly, tears streaming down the bridge of his nose.

Emotionally out of control.

........

People are like that.

After being greatly wronged, you can keep silent.

But when someone asks you gently—"Are you okay?"

Turned to howling.