The ones I've partnered with are all too deeply into the play

"Put all my mind on satisfying my personal regrets. Why do I do everything? To make you do this?" Wen Jian's tone could be described as stern, and the corners of his mouth curled up, as if extremely angry and resentful. laugh.

"Then you're right, it's really not worth it."

The last words that fell completely made Clares pale.

Of course, Wen Jian can't be wrong, that is the most absolutely correct, if there is any perfect existence in this world, for him, it is undoubtedly Wen Jian, so no matter what Gu Weiqing did or did In the matter of hoping that the police would be quieter afterwards, in the matter of trying to protect Buturil, and even in the disappointment of him now, Wen Jian was right.

But Wen Jian was disappointed in him, and of course the one who was wrong was herself.

Of course he was wrong.Clares finally realized this.Since Wen Jian is absolutely right, how could he question the other party's actions?Just because I think that kindness will lead to disaster, because of Gu Weiqing's kidnapping incident, because I think these people are not worth it, and I think this is an unacceptable consequence, just like losing my breath under the camera the same role?

Wen Jian is right, of course, how can there be someone who is not worthy of Wen Jian?If he wanted to do something, even if he knew the result earlier, he would still do it, not because he was stupid, but because the other party thought it was what he needed to do.

But I was questioning myself.

No, he was driven by his own selfishness, as Wen Jian said, he was satisfying his personal regrets.

No matter how high-sounding the reason is, he is only proceeding from his own private wishes, because he personally cannot accept losing the other party again, so he said that and did that.

Of course he... definitely disappointed Wen Jian.

In fact, from the very beginning, he was not the one who could be expected by the other party. He could project the images of Regrell and Cecil on Wen Jian, but he himself was not Quick.

He knew this, and it was impossible for Wen Jian not to know this, but the other party still had expectations of him.

It is not difficult to figure it out, Wen Jian never thinks that anyone is not worthy, the other party naturally has expectations for everyone, but Gu Weiqing did not let him down, Buturil did not let him down, but she let him down .

"I... I was wrong." The blond American lowered his head and spoke like this, with a rather confused look on his face, but the next moment he refuted his own words, but the meaning was precise.

"They deserve it," he said. "It's me... only me, and I'm the only one who isn't worth it."

Clercles didn't look up all the time, he seemed to be trapped in some kind of vortex, and seemed to be in a fundamentally denied blow, and his mental world was as chaotic as the expression on his face.

Wen Jian knew what was going on.

From Clercles' perspective, the other party sees himself as a figure equivalent to Jesus, a saint, a god, or something else that seems perfect. This kind of existence may always be accompanied by compassion, compassion, and the world. Labels, even if Cleckles himself thinks how unworthy the world is, this perfect saint-like "Wen Jian" will not think the same.

But he said something disappointing to the other party, and even said that it was not worth it under the "anger".Even if it looks like angry words in any case, it can be the only one who has been denied and drawn the conclusion of "not worth it", especially when compared with other people. Fundamental denial.

Philosophically, this is the meaning of existence when the whole person has been erased.

It sounded extraordinarily hopeless and hopeless, and it seemed that the person who did this was very ruthless, but the instigator with sea blue eyes just glanced at the man standing there and the bewildered subordinate, then withdrew his eyes and face The look on the face.

"Let's go." Wen Jian said to Buturil beside him, her tone flat.

Although he doesn't consider himself a bad person, he is by no means a good person or a saint. If he says that he is indeed too cruel and ruthless at times, Wen Jian will not deny it.

Just like treating Puman Reese, he doesn't care whether the other party has any childhood shadows or other last resorts. What they did is real and objective. As a victim, he only needs to resist, and he doesn't want to solve their psychological problems. The obligation to question, that is the task of other psychiatrists.

Although it is undeniable that he chose the psychology major because of Pumanlis's factors, but he is only studying and learning, and he is not trying to cure someone as a doctor, otherwise he would not have taken the license exam until now .

Wen Jian never thought that he was responsible for their problems. Good acting skills are due to his excellent professional ability, and it is his own business to get into the drama too deeply. Advance into the play.

Determine the circumstances under which they behaved in order to get rid of their own bad situation. When they know enough information to successfully counterattack, then specifically what happened to them, what kind of environment they grew up in, and how their personality formation was affected. , have nothing to do with him.

No matter what happened to them, as long as it was not caused by him, it was not a sufficient reason for him to be treated like this, let alone he was a doctor, not a doctor.

Just like Buturil got rid of Kunsel's influence, that's also Buturil's business, he changed his attitude because the other party came to save him, not because the other party got rid of Kunsel's influence, or learned that The reason why the other party did that.

So even if they were friends before, if Buturil did something wrong under the influence of Kunsel again, it would not prevent him from doing the same.

Buturil knew this when Wen Jian said that the restraining order could be revoked, but seeing Cleckles' state, Buturil felt it even more clearly.

Of course, he didn't feel that the other party was pitiful and miserable. He could be blamed for doing such a thing to Wen Jian, but he was also in the state of being influenced by the characters in the play before, so he couldn't help but think that he would almost do it too. Be so disliked.

Frankly speaking, Buturil is a little lucky, because this guy's stupid behavior gave him a chance to make up for it. When he saw Wen Jian again, he was not in a state deeply influenced by Kunsel, and even Wen Jian's attitude towards him Attitude has also improved.

But at the same time, he was a little scared, because he couldn't confidently and frankly say that he had completely got rid of Kunsel's influence, even if he came into contact with that movie or things related to that character again, he would be able to Not to be haunted by the ghost of that gloomy writer.

He is still plagued by jealousy, longing, guilt, anxiety and obsession day and night, and has to keep a distance from the biography, the legend known to the world, and the words written by the other party for a long time.

Avoidance and rejection, fear, are just like the makeup on his face when he came today, carefully and carefully applied to cover up the camouflage, like a layer of foundation can separate seamless skin, or a strong and fragile wall .

作者有话要说：感谢在2019-09-1814:19:05~2019-12-2816:47:08期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmines: 1 from far away;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: I have a bottle of Nanfeng for good mountains and rivers;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!