embrace you through lies

Love is actually a matter between two people, Zheng Zidi knows it.Knowing that that person may not like me, I still can't help but want to get close to him, want to treat him well, and treat him with all my heart and soul.Knowing that there is a wound in his heart, I would rather hurt him for him, and hate myself for not being good at medicine and not being able to heal him.

When facing Fang Pingyuan, Zheng Zidi was not as confident as he promised his mother to take him home.He is even afraid sometimes, because this man has a deep past and someone he loves deeply, and he is afraid that he will never be able to walk into his heart.But, at the moment of falling in love with him, there is no room for turning back.

When he saw his son leaving home and wept, he quietly stayed by his side.At that time, it was just a matter of patting him on the shoulder, cooking a large table of delicious food, and seeing that fragile man in his 40s who still loves to cry wolfed down like a child.I don't have too many thoughts, I just feel that this is very happy.

That night, he was alone at home for a long time. Apart from cooking and performing surgery, he finally broke the air conditioner due to his poor hands-on ability, so he spent the night at Fang Pingyuan's house logically.It's just that the son probably just arrived in his lover's hometown, and in a moment of excitement, he forgot to call his father who stayed at home.Zheng Zidi swore that he never wanted to see Fang Pingyuan like that again.Worriedly watching until the early hours of the morning, I still haven't received a call. I want to call, but I am worried that I will disturb the child's sleep.I woke up early the next morning, made a phone call, and fell asleep when my son was confirmed to have arrived safely.Zheng Zidi squatted beside the bed, watching him sleep like a simple child, carefully traced his eyebrows and eyes with his fingers, and gently pressed a kiss on the corner of his lips.

When Fang Lanqing finally came back, the man turned around when he saw the pile of things, and walked to the bedroom, where he could still see his trembling shoulders.The man actually knew where his son had gone, and he acquiesced, but neither he nor his son could tell why he was so sad.He guessed a little bit, but he didn't dare to confirm it, and he didn't want to confirm it.Let him deceive himself, he has lost too much to that unknown man, and he has lost for too long, he is afraid, scared to death.

Zheng Zidi discovered that every time the relationship between him and Fang Pingyuan improved by leaps and bounds, it was related to his eldest son Fang Lanqing.Fang Lanqing can be said to be a pretty good assist, but if possible, he would rather not have it.Because every time something about Fang Lanqing is involved, the man will be very concerned and sad.Although he is his own son, the kind of doting and caring is a bit like a drowning man holding on to a life-saving driftwood, supporting the man.

When Fang Lanqing fainted, Fang Pingyuan cried bitterly, but when he reprimanded his son, he stopped him, and even pretended to be indifferent and told him to leave and not to come again.At that moment, Zheng Zidi's heart ached so much, it's been so long, you want me to give up?When you untie the apron and go out, the movement is still gentle, and when you close the door, you try your best to control the noise not to be loud.He knows that men are actually very sensitive, and he doesn't want him to be sad.Even though he was kicked out, he still didn't want to give up, not at all.When the son was leaving, he told himself not to give up.He looked at the man behind his son, feeling extremely distressed.Silly boy, after suffering so much, you still don't want to give up?

When he finally found out that the man's secret was his son's second major injury, his son almost lost his body.On the night of Fang Lanqing's birthday, Fang Pingyuan cooked a big table, but drank a lot of wine with him at the table.After drinking, the man took his hand and started drinking like crazy.It's not like drinking crazy, but he just babbled about his son's childhood, "Qing'er was very cute when he was young, not as cute as he is now." "Qing'er was very smart when he was young..." At two o'clock in the morning, he finally fell into a deep sleep , he took the opportunity to sleep with his arms around the man.

The next morning, he saw his son, who was supposed to stay at his son-in-law's house, appear at home. At that time, he felt that something was wrong, but his son said nothing was wrong, so it was not easy for him to ask.Fang Pingyuan was very pleasantly surprised when he got up and saw his son, his eyes were shining brightly, which made him unable to bear to look directly at him.But the light shattered into many pieces the moment he knew that Fang Lanqing had been hurt.It turned out that the man went to jail because of his lover.

To be honest, Zheng Zidi felt that he was pretty bad. When he knew that the man had passed away for 18 years, he was actually very happy, and he was lucky that he was gone.hehe.In fact, he knows that the living will never be able to compete with the dead, and he believes that the man must have the most beautiful image in Fang Pingyuan's mind, after all, they spent such a beautiful youth.But when people are alive, there is still the possibility of fighting for it, right?If a person is alive, he can still treat him well, right?He suddenly had unlimited motivation.

When he went to his son-in-law's house to pack his son's luggage, he saw the extremely absurd scene, which was really ridiculous, but he thanked his son-in-law for being lewd at this time.Fang Pingyuan finally couldn't hold back, and poured out his thoughts.He sat on the arm of the man's sofa and listened quietly, showing no sign of shock.

Only then did he know how much the man had suffered, only then did he know that the man had such a lover, and only then did he know that the son-in-law in front of him was actually that man's son.God knows how much they look alike, no wonder the man lost his composure when the son-in-law and son came home for the first time.Only then did he know that the man loved that man so deeply, only then did he know that the man missed that man so much, and only then did he know that the man had never guarded himself like a jade.

Listening, my heart sank to the bottom, my hands and feet were cold.But when he saw that the man was about to drink cold milk, he couldn't help but reheat a cup for him.Looking at the man's eyes, he suddenly felt that it was fine like this, maybe he likes me.When he left, the man who spoke calmly could not stand still at all.He reached out to hug the man, and the man's body froze for a short time before sinking into his arms.He laughed silently, tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, and he wiped them gently to prevent the man from seeing them.He knew that tonight would be an important moment to decide his fate, and he was glad that he won his bet.After five years, it was finally possible to hold his hand in a fair manner.

In fact, the son likes the son-in-law very much, he knows it, and the man knows it too.They saw that the son-in-law had done something wrong and begged for forgiveness, and they didn't intend to stop him.It's just that what has happened cannot be undone, he remembered what the man said.Zheng Zidi swore that he would stay with Fang Pingyuan well in the future, never do anything that would make him sad, and never say a single harsh word.

That night, after successfully eating the man, Zheng Zidi put his arms around the man and kissed him affectionately, and slowly talked about his experience in the past few years.The man was so tired that he couldn't open his eyes, but he opened his eyes wide when he heard what happened five years ago, and said with a slightly flushed cheek, "You are the doctor back then? At that time, I thought you looked very special in the white coat. Handsome. After Qing'er is discharged from the hospital, I can't find an excuse to keep in touch with you." His eyes sparkled.

Zheng Zidi yelled, "Tomorrow I will go back to my hometown to find a white coat." Holding the man, he ate his fill again.When the man finally fell into a deep sleep, he was carried to clean and give him medicine.Burning countless kisses on his face, she reluctantly embraced the man and fell asleep.In the dream, they were probably laughing.

The author has something to say:

kindness.The tone of the narration is a little cold and a little sad.Only then did I understand that the lady said that she doesn't like to watch episodes, it's too hurtful.

Uncle Pingyuan and Uncle Zheng still have a chapter, um, the one who promised Mother Zheng to bring his wife home, didn't he?Ouhouhou, it must be very funny and sweet.

Been playing games for a while lately Wow, I confess.If you see a male account in the 8th server of Xianxiadao who scares away with the name of our baby Lan Qing, it must be Xiaomo, please don't carelessly pay attention to Xiaomo and send flowers to Xiaomo. 233333 is actually just a scum game for a while, and I probably won't be interested in it after a while.

Oh, I didn't write about Uncle Ping Yuan and Uncle Zheng's flesh and blood, but I can write about it when I have time, and watch it for myself.I've been a little irritable recently and want to write meaty articles. [Hush] I'm just talking.I am such a small and fresh person.

It should be finished before the 22nd, right? [Stand hands] Who knows?There is still a series of episodes waiting.

Oh, by the way, do you want to write dozens or a hundred questions about the relationship between husband and wife?See you later.Ow.

Good morning, silently~(≧▽≦)/~ la la la