embrace you through lies

Fang Pingyuan rested for a while, and was ready to continue talking.Zheng Zidi thoughtfully went to the kitchen to make two cups of coffee and warmed up a cup of milk for Fang Pingyuan.Ye Zining's hand holding the cup trembled a little, Fang Pingyuan took a big sip, and the warm milk slipped into his heart, which made him feel at ease.This self-confession is also to test Zheng Zidi.If this person knows his past and leaves, it proves that he has misread the person.If Zheng Zidi still stays, then Fang Pingyuan decides to spend the rest of his life with this person.

"He graduated and went to work first. He rented a house near the company and asked me to move in. It's a small house, but we all feel very cozy. The things have been packed and ready to move. Your grandfather refuses to agree. Your mother took you to live with Haobo. If Haobo refused, your grandfather threatened him to go to my school to make trouble. Haobo had no choice but to agree, because he was afraid of delaying my studies.

"Your mother is really nice, I often go to see you, she never showed me any face, she took you to play with me with a smile. She really loves Haobo, we all know, but we don't have anything What can make her up is a husband and wife status that exists in name only. You were very cute when you were young, and you were very close to me. Haobo often said that you are actually my son, not his son. Hehe, you are so cute and silly. , it's him, not me.

"When I graduated, you were more than three years old. I carried you to the graduation ceremony. Haobo stood beside me. We really looked like a family. I didn't plan to get married, I just wanted to guard Haobo Well, it’s good to be with your family of three for the rest of your life. I didn’t expect that just after I found a job, your grandpa asked Haobo to go home and inherit the breakfast shop.

"I immediately quit my job and went home. Your grandfather didn't even let me in. Actually, I don't blame him, and I have no right to blame him, but I feel very uncomfortable. They are all from the same village. When I was young, you Grandpa actually loves me very much. Haobo bullied me and he would punish Haobo. For some reason, he treated me like a jackal. I didn’t do anything wrong, I just liked Haobo. My parents passed away Early, I am alone, no one supports me, but I still like him.

"Hao Bo didn't object, so he went home and inherited the breakfast shop. I felt very uncomfortable. The two of us studied for more than ten years, but he went back to his hometown to sell breakfast. I sometimes laugh at him. If he goes to class reunions in the future, he will Ask Mr. Ye what he is busy with lately, and you say self-employment. Haobo laughed, but I know he is feeling uncomfortable.

"My parents left me a sum of money back then. I set up a company in my hometown city and started my own business. Half a year later, I was pretty decent and made some money. I lived alone. In the old house, Haobo got up early every morning and brought me breakfast. Let me tell you, the first drawer of steamed buns in your family went into my stomach, and you, the little guy, didn’t even eat it. Haha.

"During the Chinese New Year, your grandfather asked Haobo to take me back for dinner. I was so happy. Who knows, he asked me to go on a blind date. Haobo sat beside me, drinking with his head buried, and didn't speak. I knew he didn't know he was doing it on purpose. Yes, I felt sorry for him too, so I snatched his wine glass and served him a bowl of soup. I held the wine glass and chatted with other girls while drinking. The atmosphere was pretty good. When I was drunk, the girl helped me back, I know what this means. I really don't want to, but I can't refuse, it's Haobo's father, I can't refuse.

"Having walked halfway, I started to cry. In the middle of the night, people in their twenties were crying in the street. It's quite embarrassing, but that's my twenties, and Haobo's twenties We are both in our twenties. I have experienced too much, so I don’t feel difficult anymore. When I was almost at the door, Haobo ran over suddenly, took the girl home, and stayed with me all night.

"Early the next morning, he wanted to go back to make breakfast, and his movements were gentle. In fact, I woke up as soon as he moved, and there were too many days of fear. I lay on the bed and watched him. While he was getting dressed, he asked me to follow him That girl got married. I thought the girl was pretty nice, so I agreed. When Haobo left, his eye circles were red. I don’t blame him, I love him, even if we are married, I love him too. I know , he loves me too.

"I got married after the next year. The wedding was very grand. I can't wrong the girl. In December, Qing'er was born. Your father brought you to see Qing'er. You hugged him and loved him so much that you couldn't bear to let go." , Kissed and kissed his small face that hadn't opened yet. At that time, Qing'er laughed whenever she saw you, and liked you.

"On May [-]st of the second year, Haobo and I went out to play, and there was a car accident when we drove back. The bastard drank alcohol and ran into him. Haobo protected me and left on the spot. I was scared stupid , that bastard suddenly sobered up and slipped away. Notified the family, your mother cried heartbreakingly while holding you. I knelt at the door of your house, and your grandpa beat me and I didn't move. Qing'er's mother Holding Qing'er and kneeling beside me, one big and one small, weeping miserably, my heart immediately relaxed.

"I took the two of them home, settled down, and I went to the police station. I checked the video, looked for witnesses, looked for connections, and went up and down. I almost spent all my savings and embezzled money from the company. That bastard got in, 18 years. It’s only 18 years. Haobo has a life, but he only has 18 years. I’m really not reconciled, but there’s really nothing I can do.

"The bastard only went in for a few days, and I went in too. Hehe, embezzling public funds, three years. At that time, the family was destitute, Qing'er was not yet a year old, and their mother and son lived very hard. I am in the prison here, She came here with her child, rented a house, and worked part-time. I felt very distressed, but I really don't regret it. What I regret is that I didn't kill that scum, and when I came out, I would harm my baby Qing'er.

"The reason why I dare to say that I have never been sorry to your father is because I have never committed myself to others. Even Qing'er is not the result of my own efforts. Qing'er is a test-tube baby. When she was just born, she was extremely weak , all kinds of supplements to nourish the body. Unexpectedly, before the first year of life, I can’t eat good food again, and my body has not been very good. In the whole world, I am most sorry for Qing’er. I brought him into this world , but failed to protect him.

"When Qing'er was just born, I told Haobo that I would give Qing'er the best things in the world. Haobo laughed at me. You are so stingy, how could you be willing? He was right. I really never gave it to him. What, I only brought him harm. Not as healthy as an ordinary child, a childhood lacking in father's love, food and clothing, and being bullied by bastards when he grows up. I'm really sorry for him."

Having said that, Fang Pingyuan was sobbing. Zheng Zidi sat beside him, wrapped his arms around his shoulders, gently stroked his back, and comforted him.The milk in his hand was cold, and just about to pour it into his mouth, Zheng Zidi took it, went to the kitchen to reheat a cup, and put it in his hand.Fang Pingyuan held the cup, took a few sips, and cast a grateful look at Zheng Zidi. Zheng Zidi looked at him and smiled dotingly.

"Your name was chosen by the two of us. When we were in college, we thought about going to the orphanage to sponsor two children. One is Ye Zining and the other is Fang Lanqing. The combination is 'Zi Nan Qing Ning' ', we both thought at that time that without each other, there would be no peace for the rest of our lives. Really, after he left, my world really had no peace.

"It's Qing'er, Qing'er led me out of those dark days. He's like a little angel, innocent and cute. It's not that I insist on taking advantage of you, it's just that Qing'er's voice calling 'Daddy' is the same as You were exactly the same when you were a child. Listen, I love you so much. At that time, your mother took you and had a hard time. After a few years, the family members persuaded her to remarry, so she married a man who stepped in and continued to open the breakfast shop. I've seen that person, he looks quite similar to you, Haobo. Your mother really loves your father, so don't resent her, she has no choice.

"Actually, this series of stories is caused by the love between Haobo and I. If not loving him, not being with him can make him live a good life, then I am willing. Even if he is not willing, I am willing to control myself not to disturb him But there is no what if, Ning'er, many things happen and cannot be undone, and it is useless for me to regret. Haobo can't come back.

"Qing'er really loves you. You never know how much he has done for you. You will only hurt him again and again. Ning'er, those wounds in your heart may never heal for the rest of your life. You may trap him for the rest of your life. Do you know? Before coming here, he was lying in the hospital, crying and telling me that you don’t want him anymore, that you thought he was dirty, so he fell asleep after taking a sedative. What are you doing? You’re turning upside down. But even if you do Even if you are sorry for him, he still has to forgive you. That morning, he went out with the ring, and he held it in his hand until night, and the doctor couldn't break his hand no matter how hard it was.

"I know you hate me for killing your father. I'm also very guilty. I would rather replace him with myself. But Qing'er is innocent. He is really a good and well-behaved child. I also know that you don't I like Qing'er, that's fine, let him give up completely. I won't let him appear in front of you again. You can rest assured, we will trade you for peace. Adi, let's go."

The man who was obviously calm when he spoke stood up but his legs felt weak. Zheng Zidi put his arms around his waist and led him out.He trembled for a moment, and then obediently tucked himself into Zheng Zidi's arms.Fang Pingyuan figured it out. For so many years, he has guarded himself like a jade for Haobo, which is long enough.He loves Ye Haobo, still loves him, and loves him until the last second of his life.But Zheng Zidi has been waiting for him for several years, and his good age has been wasted. Such a person is unbearable to let down.Since Zheng Zidi doesn't dislike him, Fang Pingyuan is willing to spend the rest of his life with him.

Zheng Zidi and Fang Pingyuan went out with their luggage and went back to the hospital.The whole house was as quiet as death, Ye Zining was slumped on the sofa, his head was buzzing, and many things were in a mess.The person he hated for so long was actually the person his father loved the most, and the person who loved his father the most.He thought his mother didn't love his father, but he didn't know that his mother was so affectionate.He hurt Fang Lanqing recklessly, but found that he was so well-behaved and innocent.

He obviously had a headache that was about to split, but the sleepless nights for the past few days, coupled with the indulgence in sex and alcohol, actually made him fall asleep.In a daze, he saw Fang Lanqing's smiling eyes again, so he cried out in his dream, helpless like a child.

The author has something to say:

Isn't it bloody...

I almost didn't say that Lan Qing was actually obtained from the sperm donated by Aning's father, so that would be a bit harsh, not very good.

Don't worry, more thunder is coming later.

Momo da~(≧▽≦)/~la la la