embrace you through lies

On the way home, Fang Lanqing nestled silently in the passenger seat, staring at the receding scenery outside the window in a daze.He's had enough sleep all day today and isn't sleepy at all.He didn't know what to say, and he didn't know what to ask.He is not as sad as he was at the beginning, he is not angry, and he doesn't hate Ye Zining.This person is the one he wants to love with his life. If you are angry with him, don't you make yourself more sad?Ye Zining didn't speak either, and looked a little irritable while driving.The two of them went home silently.

After opening the door, Fang Lanqing went in first, reached out to the wall to touch the switch, but before the light was turned on, Ye Zining hugged her from behind.Ye Zining leaned her face on his thin shoulder and murmured, with a hint of fragility and helplessness in her voice, "Baby, don't run around next time, I'm scared if I can't find you." Look at this man , never mentioned what happened at noon, and put all the responsibility on him.But even so, Fang Lanqing didn't blame him, not him.This guy is like a big kid.

Fang Lanqing turned around and hugged him back, "Well, I won't run around in the future, I'm right next to you, you can see it when you turn around." Standing on tiptoe, kissed him on the mouth, and then pressed the switch.The darkness that originally filled the room was pierced, Ye Zining's face did not show the sadness and helplessness that should have been there.Fang Lanqing was startled, then quickly laughed, and asked him, "A-Ning hasn't eaten yet, has he? I'll cook for you."

Before he could answer, he turned around and went to the kitchen.Fang Lanqing rearranged the half-packed kitchen and refrigerator at noon, and then put on an apron to cook.The pale pink apron was tied around his slender waist, making his figure even more slender.He doesn't think pink looks good, he just doesn't want Ye Zining to be immersed in the blue of the room, that way, it will be very lonely and sad.

Quickly fried two dishes, simple tomato and egg soup, crystal grains of rice, very nice.Fang Lanqing finished the rice, put it in Ye Zining's hand together with the small bowl of soup, then went into the bedroom to get his clothes to take a bath.He didn't feel wronged, he was just a little tired and wanted to take a hot bath to relax himself.

Even if Ye Zining left him and went to see Qin Hao in a hurry, he would not feel wronged.Even if Ye Zining ate with Qin Hao, even though he was still hungry, and didn't call him, he didn't feel wronged.Even if he vomited to death today, Ye Zining didn't come out to look for him, and he didn't feel wronged.Even if he fell alone on the cold floor and was finally taken home by his father, he was not wronged.Even if he cleaned up half of the kitchen and kept it as it was, he still had to come back and clean it up by himself, he was not wronged.He is really not wronged, what's the use of being wronged?

Warm water was poured over the head and face, washing away all grievances and sadness.Fang Lanqing made up his mind, and he would be happy after taking a shower, as before, so as not to make Ah Ning feel uncomfortable.Maybe they can only walk for a while, too hypocritical, but it will make people uncomfortable.right?Yes, it is.

Fang Lan came out of the shower, wrapped in a bathrobe, wiping her hair with a towel in her hand, and went to the kitchen.Ye Zining was standing washing dishes, but his tall back made him look a little lonely.Fang Lanqing leaned over, stood on tiptoe to cover his eyes, and said naively, "Guess who I am?" Ye Zining laughed, "Don't make trouble, baby, I'm doing the dishes." Fang Lanqing put down his hands and went with him Washing the dishes with a sweet smile on his face.It was from the first acquaintance to now, when he thought of Ye Zining, he would habitually show a smile, sweet and reassuring.

When Ye Zining returned to the bedroom after taking a shower, Fang Lanqing was already asleep.He hugged himself and curled up on one side of the big bed, looking very pitiful and pitiful.Ye Zining's heart softened all of a sudden, he wiped his hair casually, then hugged him tightly in his arms, being careful not to hurt him.If it was possible, he really didn't want to be so cruel. He also felt sorry for the children, really.However, we have come to this point, and there is no turning back.

When I woke up the next day, everything was back to normal.Fang Lan got up early, made breakfast, washed clothes, cleaned the house, and woke Ye Zining up. The two of them had breakfast together, washed the dishes, and then went to work together in the company.Take the same elevator and go to dinner together at noon.In the evening, Fang Lanqing still went home early, made dinner, and waited for Ye Zining to come home.Do this a few times a night with your hands or legs, and go to bed contented.

The days were so unhurried, and in December, Fang Lanqing ushered in his No.20 birthday.Dad called him half a month in advance and asked him to go home. Dad cooked delicious food for him to celebrate.He knew that his father loved him and missed him.But Ah Ning said that he would celebrate his birthday at home and invited a few familiar friends to come with him.This was the first time he celebrated birthday with Ah Ning, he didn't want to miss it, he was afraid that it might also be the last time.

Carefully apologizing to Dad, and asking Dad if he would like to come and play together, Fang Pingyuan smiled heartily, "I'm not going, you guys are playing together, why am I such an uncle?" Dad flatters, "Dad, you are always young and super handsome. Really, the other three people in our dormitory like you very much." Fang Pingyuan smiled, "Come on, I will make you happy. Come back with me when you have time Just have a meal. That's it, hang up." Fang Lanqing said, "Well, goodbye, Dad." Then he hung up the phone.

On the night of Fang Lanqing's birthday, several people came to the house.Needless to say, the three in their dormitory are more exciting to join in the fun.Ye Zining invited Qin Hao, and Liu Nuo who came uninvited.Fang Lanqing liked Qin Hao very much, so he didn't have any objections. He happily accepted the gift and welcomed him home.As for Liu Nuo, Fang Lanqing was very grateful that he still remembered his birthday, the two of them only passed it once.This is the second time.

All the dishes on the table were cooked by Ye Zining from morning till night.The third child smiled and laughed that Fang Lanqing was blessed, and Fang Lanqing was blushing and smiling happily.Since Fang Lanqing introduced Qin Hao to the boss last time, this was the first time the two of them met. It was really slow, but slow people are the most affectionate.The two of them usually chat casually, and they have no interest in getting to know each other too much.When we met for the first time, we were very satisfied with each other, so we sat down and chatted together.

Only Liu Nuo was left alone without a companion. While Ye Zining was still in the kitchen, Fang Lanqing sat next to Liu Nuo and chatted with him with a glass of juice, "Brother Nuo, you haven't found anything you like. It's been so many years." Liu Nuo decided to give up on Fang Lanqing, and just watch him happy from a distance.Today, I just wanted to spend a birthday with the child, so I smiled and shook my head, "Not yet, what's the rush?" Fang Lanqing pretended to be old-fashioned with a serious expression, "Of course it's urgent, it will be too late in a few years " Liu Nuo rubbed his hair, smiled, "It's okay, don't worry about me, when the time comes, it will be fine." Yes, when the time comes, it will be fine.They are all waiting, waiting for an opportunity to free themselves.

During the meal, Fang Lanqing was the only one who was not allowed to drink, so Xiaoshouxing pouted, holding a glass of juice or milk and watching the people at the table pushing glasses to change.Even the third brother was allowed to drink a few glasses, but he could only drink fruit juice.Humph, birthday people don't even have this privilege.There's no other way, everyone in the room has seen Fang Lanqing drink like crazy, and they unanimously agreed not to let him touch the bottle.

After eating the meal and the cake, Fang Lanqing made a rather extravagant wish: he could celebrate his birthday with Ah Ning every year in the future.After blowing out the candles, I was immediately covered with cream, so cute.After the quarrel was over, the boss and Liu Nuo went back first, and they had to go to work tomorrow, and the rest of them joined a table to play cards.Qin Hao runs a bar, the second child and the third child are small bosses, Ye Zining is the big president, only he is a small employee and an intern.

Sitting behind Ye Zining and watching for a while, he felt sleepy and ran back to his room to sleep.In the middle of the night, for some reason, he woke up suddenly, touched the quilt, it was cold, Ye Zining did not fall asleep beside him.By coincidence, Fang Lanqing walked out of the bedroom barefoot. The mess in the living room could be seen clearly in the dark, and there was still a faint smell of alcohol in the air. The beer mixed with red wine didn't smell bad, but it wasn't that bad either. smell.

Fang Lanqing took two steps forward, then stabilized his figure.Under the moonlight as bright as water, on his favorite swing, the man he loved the most embraced another man, sleeping soundly.That swing, that swing, that swing.Oh, I see.They were wrapped in quilts, and I wonder if they were naked under the quilts?Fang Lanqing thought for a while, then quietly went back to the bedroom, closed the door gently, and climbed onto the bed.I closed my eyes, but I still didn't feel sleepy after a long time.

So he stood up, still barefoot, and explored Ye Zining's secrets all over the room.In fact, he has seen this room hundreds of times, but it is better to have something to do than to stare blankly until dawn, thinking wildly.The voice is small, walking up and down the room.This is Ah Ning's shirt, and this is Ah Ning's pants... After looking around, his eyes fell on the photo frame on the bedside table.

It was a photo of Ah Ning and his father together, very small.It's a little bigger than the little person in the photo that Lan Qing kept privately, but he still looks very cute.Fang Lanqing has always liked it, and he couldn't put it down.For some reason, when I let go of my hand, the photo frame fell to the ground and spread apart, revealing another photo.

Fang Lanqing looked at the photo, his eyes widened, his hands and feet were cold, and he couldn't move.It turns out that everything happens for a reason. It turns out that there is a reason why you came to me. It turns out that there is also a reason why I always thought you were going to leave.Ah Ning, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

The author has something to say:

It's finally time to start developing the second half of the story...

In fact, I am also quite anxious, and I am a little embarrassed to talk about a lot of things every day.

It may be a bit cruel, please prepare tissues or banana peels, just smash me to death.

Although there are really not many people watching, but I am very grateful, thank you to those who are willing to accompany me on this journey.

Momo da~(≧▽≦)/~la la la