embrace you through lies

After sending Fang Lanqing off, Ye Zining drove home.After a month of communication, Ye Zining was very discouraged and slammed the steering wheel hard when he made such an overreaching behavior just after meeting him.Damn, no matter what, the plan had to go ahead.

Back in one's home, darkness conveys loneliness and indifference.Because Fang Lanqing didn't bring anyone back this month.Turn on the light, and the warm yellow light further sets off Ye Zining's loneliness.

After taking a shower, Ye Zining wrapped herself in a nightgown, took a can of beer from the refrigerator, and sat down on the swing on the balcony.This swing is the last thing left by Qin Hao.Thinking of that person with a cold expression, Ye Zining showed a wry smile.After so many years, haven't we been able to go down together?

Qin Hao and Ye Zining are classmates in junior high school, and they are the kind of people who are out of place in the crowd.Not because of fighting or messing around, but because of both excellent grades.At that time, Ye Zining's mother had just remarried, and he was depressed, didn't know what to do, and had no one to talk to, so he had to study alone.How could he be regarded as a nerd by others, let alone get close to him.And Qin Hao has a cold face, doesn't express much, and doesn't care about other people's thoughts, so he just goes his own way.

We met for the first time on a rainy summer night.Ye Zining quarreled with his mother, and the man's words in defense of Ye Zining made him feel more hypocritical.His mother slapped him angrily, and he ran out covering his face.He didn't understand why his mother loved his father so much, and now she could serve other men so wholeheartedly.He doesn't understand, he doesn't understand at all, and he doesn't want to understand.

After running for three streets, the thin boy finally lost his strength. Looking behind him, none of the lights in the pouring rain were reserved for him.Yes, how could the mother chase it out? The child cried twice, and the mother stopped in her tracks.Not to mention that man.Heh, maybe he is the one who should leave, wouldn't it be nice to have the three of them together, what a happy picture?

The tired and helpless boy squatted at the door of a shop with his knees hugged, not knowing what to do.Since his father's death, he has never felt sincere care and warmth.Perhaps what he knew closed the door of his heart, and he refused to believe and accept those so-called loves.Qin Hao appeared when he was confused, opened a door for him, and the sun shone in.

Ye Zining was in the clothing store of Qin Hao's family. It was nearly 8 o'clock, and it was a rainy night, so the door had already closed.Qin Hao's parents were a bit fond of gambling, and after closing the door, they went out to their poker friends' house.Qin Hao has long been used to being alone at home, even if they don't come home all night, he doesn't feel sad at all.

When he heard the sound of the glass door downstairs, Qin Hao's first reaction was that a thief had come.Clothing stores don't make much money at all, and most of them are gambled by their parents, but the thieves definitely don't know.With no other choice, Qin Hao went to the kitchen, picked up a kitchen knife and went downstairs, slowly approaching the door.

Street lights illuminated the doorway of the shop, where a boy crouched, shivering with his knees hugged.Qin Hao dropped the kitchen knife, ran to open the door, and knelt down to look at him.The boy's face was buried in his knees and his expression could not be seen clearly, but his body was shaking.

Qin Hao asked in a low voice, "What's wrong with you?" The boy was startled, and raised his head, the tears on his face mixed with the rain, he was in a state of embarrassment, staring at him blankly, speechless.Qin Hao took him home, put hot water for him to bathe, brought him new clothes, and made fried rice for him.

Ye Zining felt the long-lost concern, so she told Qin Hao about her troubles, and the two quickly became friends.That night, Ye Zining slept soundly next to Qin Hao whom he just met.Go home in the morning, pretend nothing happened, eat breakfast, pack your schoolbag and go to Qin Hao's house to wait for him to go to school together.

The two boys who were very silent became good friends. Sometimes they could be silent for a long time without talking, but they didn't feel embarrassed at all. This kind of relationship made both of them feel comfortable.High school and university are all in one school, and college is even in one dormitory.When things are often together, something will deviate.

When Ye Zining found out that he fell in love with Qin Hao, he was a little shocked and even more frightened.So I went to find my first girlfriend, a very beautiful girl.When holding hands, I don't feel as comfortable as Qin Hao. When hugging, I don't feel as good as Qin Hao. The girl wants to kiss her, but the breath on her body makes him run away quickly, so we break up quickly.After tossing and tossing over and over again, Qin Hao looked tired and asked him what he really wanted.

How did he do it?He pressed the man against the wall, and said viciously, "What happens to me is none of your business?" Qin Hao gave him a look, "I'm your brother, so of course it's none of my business." Ye Zining punched the wall "Damn brother, I don't want to be your brother, I don't want to." Qin Hao grabbed his hand to look at it, but he kissed it.In such a panic, the two kissed for the first time in their lives, feeling uneasy.

It's not that Qin Hao doesn't like Ye Zining, it's just that he doesn't have the kind of love that Ye Zining wants.Both of them have quiet and indifferent personalities, no matter how gentle and considerate Ye Zi Ning usually is, there is always a big wound in his heart.Ye Zining couldn't fill this wound, and neither could Qin Hao.Besides, Qin Hao himself was also hurt.Both are scarred people, how to complement each other?The two lived a tepid life, and did what they should do when they were in a hurry.

After graduating from university, Ye Zining used his father's inheritance to set up a company in this city, while Qin Hao sold the clothing store left by his parents and opened a bar in this city. "Night" is the night that covers all darkness and restlessness, all ugliness and desire, all love and hatred.Qin Hao needs such a place.

At first, Ye Zining often came here to see Qin Hao, and everyone in the circle knew about the love between the two.Ye Zining bought a flat here, and the two went to buy furniture happily. The swing was Qin Hao's favorite.Ye Zining came to this city occasionally, and Qin Hao just lived here, and he couldn't put it down for the swing.

and after?What happened to us afterwards?How did it change?Why?Why on earth can't we go back?Ye Zining drank the remaining beer in one gulp, and squeezed the box into an abstract shape.

Later, Ye Zining's company improved, and when he was busy, he might not come here once a month.Later, Ye Zining rushed over, and Qin Hao said, Ye Zining, let's break up, we are not suitable.He said we are not suitable.He said we are not suitable.Qin Hao moved away with his packed luggage, leaving nothing behind except the swing.The swing with green leaves is suitable for summer but not for autumn.

When the door closed, people on both sides of the door were in tears.After so many years, so long, it is no longer love but family affection.Later, after half a year, Ye Zining came to this city with the branch company, and reappeared in "Night". The two of them were more like friends, and they avoided talking about their relationship.

When Ye Zining told Qin Hao about his plan, Qin Hao was furious, "Ye Zining, are you sick? An innocent child, why are you torturing him?" Ye Zining hugged him and buried his face in his chest , "Ah Hao, I want to avenge my father. For so many years, this idea has been backlogged in my heart. After you left, it was even more overwhelming. When I realize my plan, I will leave here forever I won't come back again. Ah Hao, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Seeing his frail appearance, Qin Hao felt very sad.That wound, that huge wound that was always there, always got in the way of their relationship.Forget it, I owe you.Touching his hair, he said softly, "It's okay, don't go too far, don't hurt that child too much. After all, he is innocent." Ye Zining nodded, buried her face in his arms, and refused to come out for a long time.

And so, everything began to develop as it did at the beginning.Although Qin Hao agreed, he did not participate in his plan.When he saw Fang Lanqing, he didn't want to participate anymore.Ye Zining's stubbornness made him helpless, and Fang Lanqing's simplicity made him feel distressed.He thought, maybe these two people can really heal each other and say yes.

After drinking a few more cans of beer, Ye Zi, who was tired all day, nestled on the swing and fell asleep hugging the pillow.It's better to dream, in the dream, there is the long-lost warmth in the memory and the rare smiling face of that person.However, we, who have become the past tense, can never go back.Those who go back can only be two boys who are no longer young, and it is no longer us.Two lines of tears flowed from the corners of Ye Zining's eyes, soaking Qin Hao's face in the dream.

The author has something to say:

It is said that I am still suitable for writing such a short plot with a sad tone.I was stunned to tear something that can be covered in one chapter into an article, and dozens of chapters, which is probably what I am doing.