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After Xileng escaped, Huaisheng didn't say anything. Fang Shuhang and One were puzzled by the whole process. Normally, Xileng was awkward, and Huaisheng must have been the first to rush to keep him, but this time indifferent.

On the way back, One couldn't help asking, "Brother, what's the matter with you and Sireng?"

Huaisheng sat silently in the co-pilot, quietly looking at the building outside the window.

"Really... not compatible?" After One said this, he suddenly hated his own cheap mouth, why did he want to open which pot without mentioning which pot!

He glanced at Huaisheng cautiously, Huaisheng's entire face turned black!It is estimated that if I continue to talk about it, my own life will be over.

After One shut up, the atmosphere in the car was extremely awkward.

Huaisheng pursed his lips, and suddenly said: "I will return to Canada with my mother next week."

"!!!" One was extremely shocked when he heard this sentence. Huaisheng, who was unwilling to return to Canada before death, how could he obediently go back this time?

He remembered that Huaisheng once told himself that he would never go back if he could not catch up with Sireng.

Obviously got it, but still let go of it in fear.

If he returns to Canada, it proves that he will listen to Huaiyang and marry Hu Sisi obediently.

"...Decided? Don't you plan to hold on any longer?" One couldn't believe it. As long as he worked harder, Sireng would be with him. Why did he hold back when he was about to get it?

"No..." Huaisheng lowered his eyes, a layer of gloom formed in his eyes.

"I was always in a hurry to treat him well, and wanted to give him all the good things, but I never thought about whether he needed it or not. Maybe I pushed him too hard, or maybe he never liked me at all... Are you still harboring resentment for that incident two years ago? Since that person can walk with him better than me, it wouldn’t be embarrassing for me to let go.”

"..." One didn't have anything else to say, he always thought that Huai Sheng and Xi Leng would be together well, after all, they had gone through a storm.

"Actually, I don't want to give him up so freely, and I don't have the kindness to let others keep my treasures for me... I also want to fall for a while, to see if he really cares about me, but I The idea is so naive... Once, I asked him, "Are you really that afraid that others will know our relationship?" He was stunned for a long time, and finally he didn't give me a reason to convince me. Man, I only care about whether he likes me or not... Oh, sure enough, I still failed to give him a sense of security and make him believe in the love I gave him. We are both men, how can we be together if we are the same gender? "

Huaisheng covered his eyes with his hands, preventing One from seeing his appearance at this moment.

One loves him dearly, Huaisheng seldom speaks frustrating words, and has always been a conceited and narcissistic person, even if Huan has something to do, he can easily deal with it.

Still care too much?Being hurt so deeply... A person who is obviously so strong, but at this moment, he looks so helpless.

Everyone is covered in bruises after a deep love, and so is he.

In the evening, One was worried about leaving Huaisheng home alone for fear that he would think wildly, so he invited him out for dinner, but Huaisheng refused. He looked at One, and in order not to worry him, he said to him: "I won't I'm not that stupid if I choose to commit suicide and self-mutilation, don't worry."

Although One was worried, he couldn't say anything, so he just said, I'll bring you food when I come back, don't think about it.and left.

After One left, Huaisheng lay on the sofa staring at the ceiling in a daze, recalling what happened with Sireng before.

【"Okay, it's almost time, you man, I'm going to talk business with those bad old men and go to raise you. Be obedient and wait for me at home."

"I don't want you to raise me! And I'm your man, that's right!"

"But I look more like Gong!"

"What are you laughing at? Are you stupid?"

"Yeah yeah."

"Idiot! Who is used to it, so stupid?"

"You~"

Sireng smiled sweetly. 】

"Heh." Recalling the sweetness of the past, Huaisheng couldn't help laughing at himself.

How sweet it is when we are together, how sad it is when we are apart.

Suddenly, Huaisheng thought of something and patted his head. It turned out that he also liked to stare at the ceiling in a daze just like him... His habit has always been remembered in his heart and has never been erased.

It's over, it's over, there's nothing left.

When I saw Sireng at the gate of the airport today, I forced myself not to care about him, not to care about him.But seeing that his complexion was not very good, I felt a sudden sourness in my heart.

On the day Sireng said that sentence, he kept making excuses for himself, and it was hard to convince himself with any lies or excuses.

He also had the cheek to try to reconcile with Sireng, but Sireng never gave a positive answer.

Even if there are no excuses and no lies, it is difficult to stay together.

It would have been fine if we didn't know each other at the beginning, then this kind of thing wouldn't have happened, and there wouldn't have been so many misunderstandings and incomprehensions.

……

A few days later, Huaisheng followed Huang Yin back to Canada.

No one knew the news of his return, and he didn't want anyone to deliver it, including Tang Nuonuo and One.

The day before going back, Huaisheng and Sireng chatted a few words in text messages.

——I have thought about it for the past few days. I am really sorry for doing so many embarrassing things to you before. Doing so many meaningless things is useless. Because of this little shit, I impulsively told me that you like me.I also found that we can't trust each other at all, and you don't love me as much as I imagined, right?I have no intention of posting these things, don't get me wrong.

Although these were just words, they pricked Sireng's pupils like thin needles.

I'm sorry, I love you, I really love you...

——Although two years is not long, it will really change a person.I used to be afraid that you would change, but I would still wait. Who told me not to be reconciled?Not now, if I leave, I will not enter your life again.

A series of text messages stabbed Xi Leng severely like a sharp sword.

Sireng couldn't help but replied: In fact, we can be friends again.

——There is no way to be friends with someone you really liked, even if you look at it a few times, you still want to have it.But no matter how reluctant I am, I have to learn to let go, don't I?

Huaisheng put down his phone, and no longer opened it to read text messages.He thought it would be fine.

When the two walk together and think they can go to the end, they always let go first.

You are hidden in my heart.

Xi Leng huddled in the corner and choked in a low voice, and the nails digging deep into the flesh could not reduce the pain in his heart.

I love you……

I love you……

I am sorry.