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For the next few days, Xileng refused to meet with Huaisheng on the grounds that he had something to do. Huaisheng didn't know what he wanted to do, and asked Xileng to live with him, but Xileng refused, so he went with Xileng. cold war.

Sireng didn't try to persuade him or coax him. He went to work after getting up at five or six in the morning, and didn't go home until he fell asleep at one or two in the evening.Huaisheng also noticed that Sireng was hiding from him, and he didn't reply to text messages he sent; he either refused to answer the phone calls, or hung up after saying a few cursory words.

That day, Huaisheng stood at the entrance of the West Air Company after work, and someone who knew Huaisheng advised him to go into the lounge and wait for Xileng, but Huaisheng refused to insist on standing at the entrance.Those people had no choice but to shrug their shoulders and give up.

He leaned against the stone statue at the door, looking bored at the people passing by on the street.

Some couples walking hand in hand on the street are full of happiness, and he is a little envious. If Xi Leng doesn't mind, he wants to hold his hand and walk on the street like this.

At this time, when he looked up, he saw Xi Leng's smiling face towards Chen Ke. Chen Ke said something to Xi Leng, and Xi Leng smiled happily.Huaisheng frowned and looked at them with a dark face. In his impression, Xi Leng would never smile so happily at anyone other than him, even his younger sister Xi Luo.

"Cough, Sireng, your friend." Chen Ke coughed lightly and pointed to the front.Xi Leng followed his hand and looked forward, seeing Huai Sheng, the smile on his face gradually faded.

"Why are you here?" Sireng stopped walking forward, looking at Huaisheng without any surprise.

Huai Sheng looked at him fiercely.

"Pick you up."

"No need, I have something to do tonight, you go back first." Xi Leng took Chen Ke's hand and walked into the company. Huaisheng suddenly pulled Xi Leng's hand away, pushed Chen Ke away, and blocked Xi Leng cold front.

"Why are you so angry!"

"I didn't." Sireng glanced away and didn't look at him, he was afraid to meet his gaze.

"Then why are you hiding from me!" He forced Xi Leng to look at him, he was very angry, Qi Xi Leng smiled at Chen Ke, and Qi Xi Leng pulled the other man's hand in front of him.

"I do not have."

"Tell me! Is it because of him!?" Huaisheng's angry bloodshot eyes stared intently, pointing the signs of anger at Chen Ke.

Sireng was also annoyed by his questioning, so he shook off his hand and yelled at him: "Are you annoying! You just ask questions when you come up, why are you crazy! Why do I and Chen Ke need to explain to you!"

After saying these words, Xi Leng began to regret, he saw Huai Sheng's painful and angry expression.

He actually protected another man in front of him... Huaisheng took a few steps back, feeling a little chilled. "Oh, I see..." He sneered, turned around and left.

Xi Leng glanced at Huai Sheng's leaving back, pretending to be indifferent, but his heart ached like a knife.He followed Chen Ke into the company...

In the next few days, Xi Leng felt uncomfortable not seeing Huaisheng, after all, he had vented his negative emotions on Huaisheng, and even said such exaggerated things to Huaisheng.

Back at the company, Chen Ke realized that he had a low-grade fever when he talked about Sireng. He smiled at Chen Ke and said nothing.Chen Ke said that he would take him to the hospital, but Xileng refused, but Chen Ke insisted on taking Xileng to the hospital, but he couldn't help it.

After going to the hospital and finishing the drip and taking the medicine, Chen Ke asked Sireng to go home and rest for a day so that he would not work too hard.Sireng nodded, he couldn't listen at all now.

Chen Ke sent him downstairs to the apartment, but he was politely rejected by Xi Leng who planned to send him upstairs.

"Call me if you have anything to do. I'll come and see you when I get off work." Chen Ke handed Sireng his coat, and Sireng nodded and urged him to go back quickly.

"I see you go up." Chen Ke said.

Sireng had no choice but to take a step when his legs became weak and he almost fell down. Chen Ke immediately supported him, "Let me take you up."

Sireng nodded, forcing a smile on his face.Chen Ke flicked his forehead with his index finger, "Be careful."

Xi Leng was startled, and suddenly withdrew his supported hand, lowered his head in embarrassment and didn't know what to say.

"I..." Chen Ke felt it was a pity to see Xi Leng resisting him so much.

I thought we could...

"I'm sorry..." Xi Leng pursed his lips, turned around and was stunned.He saw Huaisheng walking with a woman, the woman reached Huaisheng's shoulders, she was wearing a dark blue dress with high heels, which made her look even more elegant, and he and he were a perfect match when walking together.

Huaisheng looked at him with a stern expression, Xi Leng turned his head away, probably that woman was his fiancee.

"What's wrong?" Chen Ke didn't see Huai Sheng, and asked with concern.

"No, it's nothing... I'll just go back by myself." Xi Leng looked at Huai Sheng with a pale face, stammering a bit.

"Don't you need me to accompany you?"

"...No need, I can do it myself..." Xi Leng shook off Chen Ke's hand, and walked upstairs without even saying goodbye to Huai Sheng.

After returning home, Sireng was lying on the bed very worried.

He's with his fiancée... That's right, it's good, after all, what kind of bullshit love can we have if we're both men?Just play with each other.

But... even if he comforted himself like this, he would feel very sad... More likely, he was not reconciled.

I want to pretend I don't know, I want to pretend I'm happy, but I'm still sad, my heart still hurts, the pain is unbearable... so tired, so tired, it would be better to let go, right?

Sireng lay on the bed crying until he fell asleep and even forgot to take the medicine.

When he woke up again, he was awakened by a knock on the door, and he leaned on the wall to open the door.As soon as I opened the door, I was pressed hard against the wall...

Sireng's back hit the wall and his bone hurt, he gritted his teeth and pushed Huaisheng away.

"You're sick..." He curled up on the ground with pain in his back.

"Oh, I'm sick?" Huaisheng sneered, "Sireng, you're really good at lingering with others behind my back. You're really good at it!" Those last few words deeply hurt Xi Leng's heart, and Xi Leng looked up blankly. Looking at him, he was stunned when he saw Huaisheng's resentful, sad, and sad eyes.

Huaisheng threw the sirloin onto the bed, ripped off his clothes, "I'll let you know today, who is your man!"

He bit down on Sireng's shoulder, and there were bursts of sad pain in his shoulder... He wanted to take him as his own, and rubbed Sireng with his dry lower body, but Sireng didn't respond until he took Sireng It was only when the blood rubbed down below did Sireng react.

Tears came out at some point, and all the grievances that had been pent up in my heart during this time came out.When it dripped onto Huaisheng's face, Huaisheng stopped moving and looked at him.

Huaisheng frowned and looked at him. Recently, Xilen has been crying for no reason.He is most afraid of Sireng crying, he will be very distressed when he cries, the place in his heart will be very painful.

"..."

Huaisheng bent down and hugged him tightly, wishing he could hug him into his arms.

"I don't like you getting too close to Chen Ke, Sireng, you are mine... I am very upset to see him supporting you today, but you still have to help him that day and protect other men in front of me, you know Is it? How distressed I was at that time? I wish I could strangle that person on the spot. "

Huaisheng hugged him tighter and tighter, afraid that Sireng would push him away.

"Let go...let me go..." Sireng began to struggle, he didn't want to, didn't want to let Huaisheng go... But Huaisheng has a fiancée, they will be together, he can't be so selfish, he can't.

"Let me go...please..." Xi Leng cried and begged, his whole body trembling.

You already have a fiancée... why are you looking for me?

Huaisheng refused to let go, squeezed Sireng's chin and kissed it heavily, and hugged Sireng instead.Xileng's tears flowed down his face, he wanted to respond to him, wanted to hold Huaisheng's waist tightly, but he couldn't...

Sireng pushed Huaisheng away, wiped his mouth, glanced at his face, tears flowed down his neck uncontrollably.

Huaisheng, we are done...

Falling in love with you again, I thought I could escape

See you again, I thought I could not care

Let's meet again, and bring you into this cruel track, my selfishness, my cowardice, I finally choose to let you go...

I wanted to hold you firmly, but in the end I couldn't resist the world and let you go.