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He was lying on the hospital bed, his face was like this white sheet without any trace.He looked at him distressedly, with mixed emotions constantly throbbing, like a piece of wood, he stood motionless on the spot and quietly looked at him with a dusty face.

"Sireng..." He gently wiped his arm with a towel. There were many small red holes made by the needle on the white arm, and his weak breathing was like a dagger piercing deeply. into his heart.He frowned slightly, stretched out his hand to pluck his bangs, smiled wryly, you know?How I wish you well...

He sobbed quietly beside him.

After a while, he returned to his usual calm face.

"Oh... Huaisheng, you haven't left yet?" A little girl walked towards him, holding the nutritional supplements she just bought from the pharmacy. "……Do not you have to work?"

Huaisheng smiled at her and said, "Don't worry, I want to stay here for a while."

As he said that, Huaisheng took the nutritional supplements before unpacking them, only to hear the little girl sigh softly, "...if my brother hadn't gone to the top of the mountain...then this car accident wouldn't have happened."

Huaisheng stared at Sireng without making a sound.This is a thread in his mind.

...I wish this car accident happened to me instead of you.

I can forgive you, you know?I can accept the fact that you're in love with someone else...

I wish you could stand in front of me lively and dancing, calling my name, Sireng...

The little girl looked at Sireng, shook her head, and said, "Brother doesn't even know when he will wake up... By the way, Huaisheng, do you have time? I'm going to an exhibition this afternoon, I... ..."

Huai Sheng smiled at her tenderly, "It's fine, I'll just ask for leave."

The little girl happily hooked Huaisheng's arm, "You are the best~"

Huaisheng stroked her hair, smiled dryly and said nothing, his movements were gentle and slightly ambiguous.This scene was seen by Sireng who was lying on the bed, but no one noticed that he had woken up.

"Okay then, I'll go first, bye." After the little girl left, Huaisheng sat on the chair beside his hospital bed, holding the slightly cold hand of Sireng.

Sireng, can you wake up quickly?

He smiled wryly, lowered his head, and buried his head in the white sheet.At this moment, Sireng had already sat up, and he looked at Huaisheng expressionlessly.

"Hehe, if you wake up, you must be unhappy to see me here?" He smiled contemptuously, maybe so.

"How do you know?" Suddenly Xi Leng bent down and looked at Huai Sheng.Huaisheng was so frightened that he jumped up from his chair!

Sireng glanced at him, pulled off the oxygen mask, and said, "What? Don't you want me to wake up?" He suddenly paused, "That's right, so you can talk to Xiluo (Sireng's sister) Together, right? Huai-sheng-"

His words were thorny, and the ending of his name was dragged so long, which deeply hurt his heart.Huaisheng didn't answer him, and got up to leave. "Uh, since you're awake, you should take a good rest! I'm going to work first, and I'll see you later..."

Sereng grabbed his hand immediately, lowered his head and asked, "Do you still want to be like last time? I don't mind dying again."

The tone was so firm, Huaisheng was startled, and looked at him with a little fear, "Stop making trouble, don't say such unlucky words when you wake up, I, I have to leave beforehand, I will come to see you some other day..." He shook off hand, picked up the briefcase and fled...

do you know?I can't respond to you now, I'm afraid I won't be able to bear it...can't bear to give you a promise that you can't keep...

A week later, he was discharged from the hospital.He came to see him and bought a bouquet of lilies, and ran to the hospital excitedly, but unfortunately he did not see him.He is a bit lost, has he been discharged from the hospital...

Huaisheng called him, and when he was still uttering words, Xi Leng replied coldly, "Is there anything wrong? Tell me quickly, I'm in a hurry."

Huaisheng was stunned for a few seconds.Yeah?Don't you want to waste any more minutes on me?Also, after all...it was all my fault.

He was about to speak.

Beep beep...the phone has been hung up, leaving only a series of busy tones.

Isn't that what you want?Huai Sheng.Xi Leng secretly laughed to himself, looking across the road at Huai Sheng who had been motionless for a long time, he smiled.Are you sad?It's no longer necessary!

"What's wrong, brother?" Xi Luo asked.

Xi Leng didn't look at Xi Luo, and said lightly, "It's nothing..." and then left quickly.

You've changed, sirloin... so strange.Standing opposite, Huai Sheng watched Xi Leng's leaving back, without saying a word.Sireng's move gnawed at his feelings for him.

You don't know, your every move hurts my heart like a sharp sword...