secretly in love

After returning to He Yushu's house, everything seemed to be the same, but there seemed to be something more and something missing.Everyone's way of getting along has not changed, but Shen Wenyu talks less, and Su Zijin hardly speaks.

At night, Su Zijin and Shen Wenyu were lying on the bed with their eyes closed, but neither of them fell asleep.After Su Zijin turned several times frequently, Shen Wenyu spoke first: "Su Zijin, can't you sleep?"

"Hmm... did I wake you up?" Su Zijin opened his eyes and turned over to face Shen Wenyu.

"No... I didn't fall asleep either."

"Oh……"

Shen Wenyu also turned over and lay on his side facing Su Zijin, "Why can't you sleep? Are you feeling unwell?"

"No... Maybe the exam is coming soon... Be nervous."

"Hehe, just try your best. Why be nervous? Besides, it's still two days away. Isn't it too early to be nervous now?"

"Shen Wenyu..."

"Ok?"

"What kind of work do you want to do in the future?"

"I want to be a doctor, and Yu Shu is the same, so we have been moving forward with this goal. What about you?"

"I don't know... I always take one step at a time, and never think about the future... the future..."

Shen Wenyu smiled lightly and stretched out his hand to put on Su Zijin's head, "Isn't it good for you? Instead of looking at the future with worry and trouble, it's better to live the present carefree. You just haven't found out that you If you find your goal, you will consciously move forward there.”

"...but... if you have a goal, but find that you can never get close..."

"Oh? Su Zijin, when did you become so pessimistic? If you have a goal, go for it!"

"I'm chasing... I don't dare to ask..." Su Zijin whispered more and more, as if he was speaking to himself.

Shen Wenyu frowned and moved closer to Su Zijin, "What are you talking about? Louder?"

"It's nothing... Shen Wenyu... good night..."

"Well, go to sleep, good night."

It suddenly became very quiet, Su Zijin closed his eyes and did not move, for fear of waking Shen Wenyu.After a while, he heard Shen Wenyu's steady and light breathing. He knew that Shen Wenyu had really fallen asleep. He opened his eyes and looked at Shen Wenyu with foggy eyes. When he saw his hand bent by the pillow, Su Zijin slowly stretched out his hand and gently put it on, feeling the warmth from the palm of his hand, and slowly closed his eyes, but his heart was full of uneasiness and sadness: Shen Wenyu... I really chased that goal... but I really don't dare to ask for extravagance....

When we woke up the next day, everyone packed up their things and went home.

The college entrance examination started, and Shen Wenyu and Su Zijin were not in the same examination room.Shen Wenyu tried to find Su Zijin, but he never saw Su Zijin.

After the college entrance examination, everyone graduated smoothly, but Shen Wenyu still couldn't contact Su Zijin. He pinned his hopes on the graduation ceremony, but the result was that the seat next to him was always vacant until the end of the ceremony.Shen Wenyu looked at Su Zijin's seat in a daze, and didn't even notice anyone approaching.

"Shen Wenyu, why are you in a daze, come to the game last before leaving?" The one who spoke to Shen Wenyu was a basketball teammate who graduated with Shen Wenyu.

Shen Wenyu came back to his senses, put down his schoolbag, stood up, put his shoulders on the man's shoulder and said with a smile, "Okay!"

After the two left, there was no one in the classroom, and the surrounding silence set off the noise from the playground.Su Zijin walked into the classroom slowly, stood in his seat and looked down, then turned to look at Shen Wenyu's seat.There was still Shen Wenyu's schoolbag on the table, it must have gone to the basketball court, Su Zijin guessed.In fact, Su Zijin didn't intend to come to the graduation ceremony, but she was holding a book at home but couldn't calm down. She kept urging herself to read, and then, and then...

In the end, Su Zijin was still standing here, and the memory about Shen Wenyu in his mind slowly turned into scenes of movie scenes that kept flashing before his eyes.

First love, as the name suggests, is the first part of the germination of human love.When a person likes another person, he doesn't have to love him, but his liking for him is unique and cannot be easily replaced by others.

If it wasn't for the meal at Shen Wenyu's house, Su Zijin would not have realized that the time he could rely on Shen Wenyu's side had come to an end.Shen Wenyu's future... Will I exist?Su Zijin reached out and touched Shen Wenyu's schoolbag, took out a piece of white paper and a pen from it, wrote four words, folded it in half and put it in the schoolbag, then walked slowly towards the door, After leaving the classroom door, Su Zijin looked back at Shen Wenyu and his own seat next to him.

"Hey, it's you! Remember me? The one around the corner!"

"You, you, you... Shen... Shen Wenyu!"

"Huh? Do you know my name? That's just right. I'm number 15 at the table next to you. My name is Shen Wenyu! How about you?"

"I, I, my name is Shen Wenyu, ah no, my name is No. 16, ah no no no, my name is Su Zijin!"

"Hahahaha, you're so interesting. Every time I see you, I'm in a good mood, and your blood circulation is good. You're blushing so fast, Su Zijin, please take care of me in the future."

Goodbye, Shen Wenyu...

I like you

(To be continued...)

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