secretly in love

What is the definition of first love?Is it a love affair and then together?Or do they get along ignorantly and cautiously and still can't escape the separation in the end?Some people miss half their lives with memories, and some people spend their first love together for a lifetime.No one knows whether his first love can stay with the person he loves for a lifetime, but Su Zijin knew that his heart will always be hidden in a corner of his heart when he just knew what a heartbeat is, and then with the passage of time The passage of time is slowly taken out to miss.Because Su Zijin is a man, and the object of his heart, Shen Wenyu, is also a man.

The first time I saw Shen Wenyu was on the playground. Shen Wenyu likes basketball, so he is a member of the basketball team in the school.Almost every day after school, he plays basketball on the basketball court in the playground.

Shen Wenyu looks good-looking, but he is not a school grass or a class grass. He is very sunny and active. He is 178 tall and has a small muscular figure. The long slanted eyebrows are slightly puffed up above the eyebrows, and he is very casual and has no temper. From time to time, he will give people a sunny smile, which makes all the girls who see him blush and bow their heads.

And such a person is exactly the opposite of Su Zijin.Su Zijin, with a height of 165 and a thin body, looks frail. She wears large black-rimmed glasses, has mid-length hair that reaches the earlobe, and has bangs that can cover her eyes, because she is a bit long. So he often used to stretch out his hand to dial, and asked him why he didn't cut it?He always replied no time.And most of his time is spent quietly alone with a book in his arms.Because she didn't exercise much, Su Zijin's skin was white but not bloody.Su Zijin is very afraid of trouble and not good at communication, so he never takes the initiative to talk to strangers, so his sense of existence is 0, and he is also a loner in the eyes of outsiders.

There is another reason why Su Zijin is withdrawn and out of gregariousness, and that is his name, Zijin, Zijin. If you don’t meet people, you will think that he is a woman, but when you see people, most people will make fun of him. It's a very girly name, and the instigator is the mother Su who always wanted to have a baby girl. When she was pregnant, she decided that the baby was a girl. She bought a lot of pink baby clothes, not to mention the name. It's settled, but she didn't even bother to think about it after giving birth to a baby with a handle. Zijin is just Zijin, what a literary atmosphere!Mother Su thought so at the beginning, no matter what others think or think, this son was born by her!She decides!

Su Zijin often holds a book and stands in the corridor next to the classroom to read and bask in the sun casually, but his main purpose is not to read the book or to make himself tanned, but to stand here so that he can clearly Seeing the basketball court, he can always quickly find the person he wants to see on the basketball court. Even if his eyesight is poor, even if he wears glasses, he can barely see the silhouette in the distance but can't see the face clearly. And the biggest hero is the yellow No. 11 basketball jersey.

The first time Su Zijin and Shen Wenyu met was at the turn of the stairs in the teaching building. At that time, Su Zijin was holding a book and looked down at the stairs going down, while Shen Wenbi was wiping his sweat with a small towel just after playing basketball. Walking up with head down, the former walks with his head down because he is used to walking, and the latter bumped into it just after wiping his eyes because his face was covered with sweat.

"what!"

"what?"

Su Zijin was easily bounced back, and sat down on the ground, dazed!

"Student, are you okay!" Shen Zijin realized that he had bumped into someone, and immediately squatted down and looked at Su Zijin from top to bottom, thinking that he was not injured by me.

"Uh...I'm fine. Hey! Where's my glasses?" Su Zijin came back to her senses, but found that her eyes were foggy, thinking that her glasses must have fallen off when she bumped into them just now, so she immediately got up and knelt on the ground Start touching around.

"Glasses?" Shen Ziyu looked around and found the black-rimmed glasses that fell a step away, so he picked them up and put them on Su Zijin's face naturally and easily.

Su Zijin was stunned for a moment, then raised his head in a kneeling position to see clearly the person in front of him, isn't this Shen Wenyu?Every time I go to the library and pass by the playground, I can often see this person, and the girl watching the game on the side always reads like a nympho: "Our Shen Wenyu is also very handsome today, it's not a loss. My No. 11 sunny Rukawa Kaede." Hearing this really made Su Zijin spit in his heart, but it didn't make Su Zijin think too much.

When Su Zijin found this person from his memory, he felt that the right side of his glasses suddenly sank. "Huh?"

"Ah! Broken foot!...tsk...hahahaha, sorry...I...I'm not making fun of you...I just...you..." Shen Wenyu looked at this kneeling The boy who raised his head and had his glasses broken and a leg hanging crookedly on his face suddenly felt funny, and he couldn't help but laugh out loud.

At this moment, Su Zijin suddenly felt that something grabbed his heart, and his ears consciously rejected all the sounds except Shen Wenyu, his heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and in addition to Shen Wenyu's voice, his own heartbeat sounded in his ears. My mind went blank in an instant, I just looked straight at Shen Wenyu, who was smiling brightly and brightly, with a blushing face, and Shen Wenyu's bright, sunny and handsome smiling face was like a fixed-frame photo sticker that was enlarged and stored in Su In Zijin's heart, he laughed unconsciously. Su Zijin knew that Shen Wenyu's smile was not malicious or meant to be ridiculed. It was just like the sun shining warmly on his body, so comfortable.

Later, I learned from my friend that this feeling is called heartbeat!If you are moved, you will slowly become like it!But can men also like men?

They were just in their sophomore year of high school.

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