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"Xi'er...I'm sincere...I'm sincere..." There was another raving.

Hearing this sentence, Yun Yi, who was in a daze, came back to her senses, and pulled out a self-deprecating wry smile.Laughing bitterly at my own stupidity, whether you are a man or a woman, I can't ask for it, and it's never my turn to get entangled... No more hesitation, I took out the things in my sleeves, stuffed them in and let Ding Qiyu put them at will. Keep it in a tool bag at the foot of the bed as a parting gift.

Looking back, I found that the person on the bed was still holding my hand, and was still muttering: "Xi'er...Xi'er..." Could it be that she can't accept you?Yun Yi guessed a little bit, looked at Ding Qiyu's eyebrows, remembered the arms that once held the scroll for her, remembered the figure that stood in front of her, remembered the shoulders that carried her on her back, and remembered the words of encouragement and tolerance. The words reminded me of all the experiences in the academy.This kind of warmth comes from a woman. The person I like is actually a woman. It's a pity that no matter whether Qiyu is a man or a woman, it doesn't belong to me, and I am not qualified to be like Miss Lu... I have never owned it. What choice?

Facing Shang Ding Qiyu's muddy and obsessive gaze, Yun Yi was nostalgic and bitter, because this affectionate gaze was not for herself at all.Hearing the name being called out by this person one after another, Yun Yi smiled sadly again, met her gaze, and corrected the drunken person in a mysterious way: "I... am Yiran, not Xi'er, It's Yiran..."

"Xi'er..." Ding Qiyu's consciousness was completely blurred, he was about to fall asleep, his eyes couldn't be opened more and more, he just repeated the name that hurt her bones over and over again, and couldn't say anything else.

Yun Yi shook her head, the tip of her nose was sore, she couldn't help laughing at her own stupidity again, and coaxed with a trembling voice: "Qi Yu, go to sleep." Half coaxing Ding Qi Yu, seeing her gradually close her eyes, she said Carefully withdrew the hand that was held in her palm.

Yun Yi got up from the bed, looked at the person who had fallen asleep on the bed reluctantly, heard her dreaming "Xi'er" from time to time, stood for a long, long time, finally turned around and prepared to leave.

But at the moment when he stretched out his hand to push the door, he heard a faint voice from the bed: "Yi Ran..." Yun Yi paused, her tear glands burst because of Ding Qiyu's unconscious murmur. She smiled as she wished, without looking back, pushed the door and left Ding Qiyu's yard.

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The next day, although Ding Qiyu was drunk, he couldn't sleep well because of something on his mind, so he woke up very early.As soon as she regained consciousness, the hangover headache and the dull pain in her heart became clear again. She gathered the clothes on her chest and waited for a long time before suppressing the soreness in her throat.After dragging her exhausted body to pack up and leave the door, she felt a little annoyed, wondering if Xi'er would accept her kindness, she couldn't guess the result, and thought whether she would accept it or not, let's give it up again... So like As usual, I went to the public kitchen to bring breakfast, took the food box to Weixi's yard, carefully placed the food box on the stone steps in front of the door, knocked on the courtyard door twice, and immediately ran away quickly, hiding in a Looking at the door from the side of a big tree.

Qing'er opened the door from the inside, found something on the ground, looked around, but didn't see anyone, hesitated for a while, then picked up the things and went back to the courtyard and closed the door.

Ding Qiyu looked through the door that Qing'er opened, but couldn't find Wei Xi's figure even after exhausting his eyesight. Feeling a little lost, he sighed and turned to leave.

Before running to the place agreed with the master, the old man was already waiting there, he changed the green shirt of the academy, and wore a gray long shirt, with a small bundle on his shoulder, and a wooden sword in his hand Seeing Ding Qiyu's expression, he already guessed the result, so he simply stopped mentioning her sad things and asked directly: "Shall we go down the mountain together?"

Ding Qiyu also followed his good intentions, avoiding the wound still oozing blood in his heart, and nodded: "Well, I'll go get the luggage, tell Brother Weiming and leave."

"Well, I will find a carriage for you at the gate of the academy for the teacher, go and come back quickly." The old man felt sorry for his apprentice.

When Ding Qiyu returned to the small courtyard, Lu Weiming just got up, and he asked: "Brother Yu woke up so early, have you packed your luggage? We will call Shang Weixi and go down the mountain in a carriage. Just wait at the foot of the mountain." He didn't know what happened to Ding Qiyu and the two of them, and he didn't know that everything had changed.

Ding Qiyu bowed his head in silence for a moment, then said: "Brother Weiming, I won't go down the mountain with you..."

Lu Weiming was startled by her words: "What? Don't come down the mountain with us? You want to stay here?!"

"No, no, I will go back to Xingcheng with my master." Ding Qiyu paused, choked up, "Xi'er doesn't want to see me, I can't make things difficult for her..."

Only then did Lu Weiming realize that something must have happened to the two of them, he stepped forward and grabbed Ding Qiyu's arm and asked anxiously, "What do you mean? Brother Yu, what happened to you and Weixi?"

"Don't ask...Brother Weiming, don't ask..." Ding Qiyu was afraid that he would lose his composure in front of Lu Weiming, so he said pleadingly, then pulled his hand away, went into the room and took out his luggage and carried it on his back. A small bundle was handed to the stunned Lu Weiming, "In it, there are water, sour oranges, realgar wine to prevent mosquitoes... and some things that may be used on the road. I have thought about it for a long time, but I can't think of anything else. If there is anything missing, brother Weiming, please take care of her and take care of her for me..." After finishing speaking, he quickly ran away from the yard without waiting for Lu Weiming's reaction.

Running all the way to the gate of the academy, Ding Qiyu wiped away the tears with his sleeve before walking in front of the master who was already waiting there.The old man patted her on the shoulder and said viciously: "Why are you crying? Didn't you say that you are still young and have many opportunities, so what is there to cry about?"

Ding Qiyu covered his eyes with his arms and calmed down for a while, then nodded and said, "Well, stop crying...Master, let's go." The two got into the carriage and set foot on the way back to Xingcheng.

And in the academy, Lu Weixi was still sitting in front of the makeup mirror, lost in thought, letting Qing'er do her makeup, she lost her spirit, her eyes were a little red and swollen, and this was the state that Qing'er recovered after applying hot compresses for her.Since Ding Qiyu left yesterday, she has not stopped crying for a moment, she has almost shed all the tears since she grew up, Qing'er can't persuade her no matter how hard she is.Lu Weixi didn't understand, the relationship between them was obviously just a ridiculous joke, but whenever he thought of letting go, his heart felt an unbearable pain.This made her have to admit that even though she knew that Ding Qiyu was a woman, her heart still liked Qiyu, was attached to Qiyu, and belonged to Qiyu completely.But how can she accept such an unreasonable thing for a while... The man's care and consideration for her and the truth he confessed yesterday are played back again and again. Bloody and on the brink of collapse.

Lu Weixi saw the food box on the table behind him from the bronze mirror, and remembered Ding Qiyu's "sincerity" yesterday, as well as her lonely and sad eyes at that time, and her eyes were wet again.It's a pity that tears are not the dew of healing, they can't alleviate the pain in my heart at all, but more like blood from a wound, which gushes out violently at the slightest touch.

When it was time to set off, the waiter in Tsing Yi carried the luggage for them. Lu Weixi was led out by Qing'er in a trance, thinking about how to face that person along the way.When I arrived at the gate of the academy, I only saw the figure of my elder brother. I searched around unconsciously, but I didn't see that person.Lu Weixi, who thought he would breathe a sigh of relief because he couldn't see that person, was filled with a sense of loss mixed with a few strands of fear that he was about to lose.

Qing'er saw the slight change in her lady's expression, and searched around, but did not find Ding Qiyu, and asked Lu Weixi the question she couldn't ask: "Second young master, where is Mr. Ding?"

Lu Weiming also obviously felt Weixi's emotions, and couldn't figure out what happened to the two of them, so he was afraid of hurting his sister, so he had to answer as tactfully as possible: "Brother Yu, he said his master was going to Xingcheng, he , He has no choice but to go back with Master. So, he won't be with us..."

Is it because I said, I don't want to see you again... Lu Weixi couldn't hold back her calm expression anymore, stepped on a low stool and hid in the carriage, tears rolled down again like this.

And Ding Qiyu who left one step ahead of them, sitting in the carriage, no longer had the cheerful mood when he came, and was worried about whether someone would take Xi'er's luggage for him.She opened the tool bag she carried with her, and was about to look at her organ notes. To dispel these useless thoughts, she looked into the tool bag and found a touch of unfamiliar light blue. Ding Qiyu frowned, and took the thing out of the bag. Take it out, unfold it, and you will find a beautiful light blue embroidered handkerchief with a pattern of feathers and cold branches embroidered on it. The corner of the branch is cold, and the feathers are full of warmth in three springs. May you go here and remember each other, and it is not in vain to meet and know each other."

"May you come here to remember each other. It is not in vain to meet and know each other." Ding Qiyu read out the last sentence in a low voice, thought for a while, and then murmured subconsciously, "Remember...but..."

A slender figure appeared in his mind, Ding Qiyu raised an almost imperceptible smile, put away the embroidered handkerchief, and said softly: "Yes." He didn't know who he was going to tell it to.

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Different from the laughter when he came here, Ding Qiyu was busy all the way to dilute his depression, designing new mechanisms, discussing sword moves with his master, and thinking a lot about future plans, and finally returned to Xingcheng.

And the situation of the other group is not much better than them.Lu Weiming guessed through Ding Qiyu's sentence "Xi'er doesn't want to see me" that it might be that Brother Yu made Wei Xi angry, so he was trying to get Wei Xi to forgive Brother Yu all the way.To cross the lake by boat, you need to use the sour oranges bought by Yudi, and when you go to the inn in Xiaye, you need to take out the mosquito repellent wine prepared by Yudi. You must not miss this beloved brother Yu.

It's a pity that with Lu Weixi, all these incidents made her feel more tortured by correcting mistakes, but that person was not around, and there was no one to confide in her heart, which only added to the sadness.

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The prosperity of Xingcheng will not change at all because of anyone's state of mind. The carriage that Ding Qiyu and two were riding entered Xingcheng. Why did you get out of the car when you got home?"