chance world

In the shadows, Ding Qiyu frowned imperceptibly, and the corners of his mouth trembled.If Qing couldn't fall asleep, how could Ding Qiyu fall asleep?She has not fallen asleep for several nights, and as soon as she closes her eyes, she will think of Qing'er enduring the pain when she gave birth to a little guy, think of Xi'er vomiting blood and fainting, and think of everything she, each of them, has experienced.In order not to let Qing'er see anything strange, she can neither drink alcohol nor show any sadness, but the feelings in her heart can't be let go, can't be forgotten... How can she sleep peacefully with so many things on her mind?

Even though he knew that Qing'er was awake, knew that Qing'er was wronged and sad, even though he felt extremely distressed, Ding Qiyu didn't dare to hold her tightly in his arms. The good girl in front of him...I owe her too much...

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In the early morning of the next day, Fu Ruqing didn't talk to Ding Qiyu immediately after getting dressed like the previous few days, and left the room to go to the main hall to accompany her mother-in-law and the others to have dinner.Sitting in front of the dressing mirror, he looked at the bronze mirror and remained silent.

Ding Qiyu faintly sensed that Qing'er wanted to say something important to him, he felt a little uneasy, walked up to Qing'er with a frown, and asked cautiously, "Qing'er?"

Fu Ruqing did not turn her head to look at her, but stared at her own eyes in the bronze mirror, and said flatly, "You, go propose marriage to Miss Lu." As he spoke, he stood up from the round stool, still not looking at the people beside him. People, just leave this sentence, and want to leave the room by mistake.

This sentence was like a shocking thunderbolt that struck the heart of the lake, causing Ding Qiyu to panic all of a sudden. He stepped forward and hugged Ruqing who was about to leave from behind: "Qing'er, what do you mean? You... this Are you going to give up on me?!" Ding Qiyu thought that Ruqing asked her to go to Weixi, which also meant Ruqing's own departure.Xi'er and Qing'er are both Ding Qiyu's true love, just like what Ding Qiyu thought when he decided to reluctantly let go, these two feelings, regardless of depth, have no choice but to separate first come first, Qing'er has always been there to accompany each other without hesitation. By her side, they even became husband and wife a long time ago. Ding Qiyu couldn't do it if he wanted to get Xi'er by abandoning Qing'er...

Fu Ruqing glanced at the hands tightly bound around her waist, her eyes were a little hot, she closed her eyes to hold back her tears, and said that decision, feeling extremely sore and tired inside.Only she knows that what she wants to do most at this moment is to turn around and throw herself into the arms of her lover, telling Ding Qiyu that she is only allowed to love herself in this life, but she can't do that, she can only take a deep breath, and she doesn't do anything to Ding Qiyu's eager hug Without any response, he said in as calm a tone as possible: "Tan Yu, the son of Zuoxiang, and others are vying to ask the emperor to marry her. Can you, can you just watch her marry those dudes?"

Ding Qiyu's eyes widened in an instant, knowing who "she" Qing'er was talking about, the strength in his hands loosened because of a daze, and he asked in a daze, "What, what?"

Taking advantage of Ding Qiyu's slackness, Fu Ruqing broke away from her embrace, took a step forward and repeated: "You, go ask Miss Lu for marriage..." She still didn't look back, her voice trembled a lot more than the first time, and she wanted to run away again after speaking, she I'm afraid that I won't be able to hold back my calm expression in the next moment, and I will act willfully and recklessly, overturning all the decisions I made after exhausting all my rationality.

Ding Qiyu was startled and stunned, subconsciously stretched out his hand to grab Fu Ruqing's hand, and said softly: "Qing'er, you... you want to go?"

The corners of Fu Ruqing's lips twitched under the veil: "I'm already your wife, how can I leave?" In other words, marriage is just a formal bondage and an excuse on the surface, which really makes Fu Ruqing reluctant to leave. , It is the unswerving feelings between them until death.

"You... are you going to give up on me?" Ding Qiyu thought that Qing'er had already disappointed herself.

There were deep tears in Fu Ruqing's eyes, and he said helplessly, "Give up? How can you let go..."

Ding Qiyu was even more shocked now. Did Qing'er mean to let herself realize that crazy idea that had been buried in her heart all along? !She held Fu Ruqing's hand tightly, walked up to Qing'er, looked into her eyes and said in disbelief, "Qing...Qing'er? What, mean?"

"I won't go." Fu Ruqing avoided Ding Qiyu's gaze, and said these words lightly, "What you need to consider now is whether Miss Lu is willing, not me."

Ding Qiyu completely understood that Qing'er... for her own sake, chose to be wronged and fulfilled!At this moment, Ding Qiyu's heart was filled with mixed feelings, incomparably moved and intertwined with emotion, more than anything else, was the shock as if he was in a dream, and his distress and gratitude to Qing'er.

Although Qing'er spoke plainly, Ding Qiyu knew that she felt extremely uncomfortable. Everyone's love is selfish. Qing'er chose to fulfill herself and Xi'er, how much grievance and sourness did Qing'er endure?Ding Qiyu's heart was filled with turbulent emotions, seeing that Qing'er's shoulders were trembling slightly because of forbearance, Ding Qiyu pulled her into his arms.

Being hugged into Ding Qiyu's arms, Fu Ruqing couldn't hold back any longer, all the pretending to be strong collapsed at this moment, tears flowed out, and she snuggled into Ding Qiyu's arms tightly, taking advantage of this embrace that only belonged to her When I was human... the countless willful and sad words in my chest finally turned into a soft call with a crying voice: "Yu..."

Ding Qiyu felt a sharp pain in his heart, and his eyes turned red: "Qing'er, you—"

Fu Ruqing interrupted Ding Qiyu before she could say anything, and repeated: "Go ask Miss Lu for marriage, before the imperial decree comes down..." Save her... save our relationship... this relationship is Pure and holy, with any flaws and barriers, Fu Ruqing couldn't accept it.Ruqing's tone was so aggrieved that anyone could tell that it was not easy for her to make this decision.

Ding Qiyu hugged the person in his arms as if he wanted to integrate her into his flesh and blood, tears filled his eyes: "Thank you... thank you... thank you for being willing to accept me, bastard..." He promised earnestly and sincerely, " Qing'er, I will love you and love you for the rest of my life, the relationship between us, our bond with each other will not change because of anything or anyone." In this life, I will treat Qing'er twice as well, she has paid for herself Too much, suffered too much grievance.

Fu Ruqing felt a lot better when she heard her promise, even if it was just a verbal guarantee.She said the decision that was suffocating in her heart, and there was no need to entangle the matter at all. Although it was sore and uncomfortable, she also felt really relaxed, and felt that the gap between herself and her lover that could be opened at any time had been eliminated.I calmed down in my lover's arms, supported Ding Qiyu's chest and struggled out of her embrace, and said sideways: "It's not as easy as you think, Miss Lu herself, my father, General Lu...whether you can marry her or not is up to you." It depends on your ability..." The tone regained a little bit of clarity, the decision was made, and the "fulfillment" was a choice, and the grievance in her heart still couldn't go away in a short time, so the previous "cold war" still had to continue , She still needs a period of time to adjust and adapt.

Ding Qiyu's arms were empty, and he looked at Qing'er's back without a trace of nostalgia. On the one hand, he felt extremely distressed for Qing'er's grievances, and on the other hand, he sincerely looked forward to renewing his relationship with Xi'er. It is hard to say which emotion prevailed.Who would have thought that that bastard idea that was so crazy that he didn't dare to think about it, that dream that only dared to dream when he was drunk, would suddenly have the possibility of real realization? !

Here, Qing'er can only use the rest of her life to prove it to her, but Xi'er has no time to delay, and must hurry up before the imperial decree comes down!Ding Qiyu wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hand, before she had time to eat breakfast, she rushed out of the mansion with a greeting, ready to go straight to General Yuanjing's mansion.

The general and his wife arranged overnight. The news of General Lu's daughter's engagement spread from the general's mansion early in the morning. The general arranged for a special manpower to "build momentum". The son-in-law is also worthy of explosive news, the news spread very quickly, and soon became a hot news in the streets and alleys of Yuanjing.

The prince was furious when he got the news, and he knew through the words of the mysterious master that Tan Yu's idiot had ruined the good one-step ultimate move.The always grumpy prince couldn't hold back his anger, and scolded Zuo Xiang across his head and face. Tan Zuo Xiang knew that his son's big mouth was bad, so he could only swallow his anger and hold back his anger.

As soon as Ding Qiyu went to the street, he heard the news, "General Lu's daughter is engaged to a little man under the general's command." Ding Qiyu paused when he got on the carriage, and she mechanically got into the carriage until the coachman under her command asked suspiciously. .After thinking about it carefully, I understood the intention of the general's mansion and Xi'er's move.

Does it matter who you marry?Ding Qiyu felt extremely uncomfortable, feeling sorry for the choice Xi'er had to make because of those dudes, and also felt bad for how much he had hurt her, which made her prefer to choose a stranger at random, and would never come to find herself again.

They rushed all the way to the General's Mansion, but they hit a wall. The guards of the General's Mansion were all ordered by Lu Weizhao, and they were determined not to let Ding Qiyu take half a step.The General's Mansion is heavily guarded, and it is even more impossible to forcefully break into it.Ding Qiyu was anxious, the only thing he could do was to ask the guard at the door to help him find Lu Weiming.

The Eldest Young Master ordered this person not to see Miss, so it should be fine to inform the Second Young Master, right?Several of the guards on duty today recognized Ding Qiyu, the "inspector" from back then. Seeing Ding Qiyu's sincerity and eagerness, he helped her and called Lu Weiming out of the mansion.

As soon as Lu Weiming heard the announcement, Weixi was about to get married, and the two went their separate ways. Brother Yu is here now, what does it mean?Thinking wildly all the way, he quickly walked out of the general's mansion, and when he saw the person waiting anxiously at the door, he puffed up his chest and walked over with a serious look, but he didn't take the initiative to greet him.

"Brother Weiming..." Ding Qiyu took a step forward.

Lu Weiming held his breath in his heart, glanced at the black and blue mark on the corner of Ding Qiyu's mouth that had not completely disappeared, and said politely: "What can Brother Yu want from me?" The tone was obviously stifled and alienated .

"I..." Ding Qiyu hesitated for a moment, invited Lu Weiming to a corner, and still mustered up the courage to tell him the idea of ​​a bastard, "Brother Weiming, I came...to ask Weixi for marriage..."

Lu Weiming's eyes widened immediately: "What, a marriage proposal?! You want to reconcile with Miss Fu's family?!"