chance world

In Lian Er's heart, Ding Qiyu will always be put first. Even if the bitterness Ding Qiyu gave her is far greater than the sweetness, the contributions of the two of them are completely unequal, and even this relationship will not return any substantive results. Lian Er Still happy, never regret.Only Lian Er, a silly girl who loves so humblely and forgets herself, can say these words.

Lian'er's dodging action made Ding Qiyu feel even more sad and wronged. Her drowsy mind regained a sliver of clarity. She knew very clearly that she was the one who did the wrong thing. Xi'er wanted to push herself away, Qing'er Pushing myself out and Lian'er's actions at this time are all punishments that I should bear, and I have no right to feel wronged and frustrated.Ding Qiyu closed his eyes: "It was me... who harmed each of you..." After finishing speaking, before Lian Er could respond, he put down the jar in his hand, wiped away his tears with his sleeve that was not stained with blood, and continued, "Lian'er, go back. I won't drink anymore."

A Yu included herself again, the tears in Lian Er's eyes became even hotter, she pursed her lips for a moment before saying, "I'll apply the medicine for you." Lian Er brought the wound medicine and applied it carefully, during this period , The two never said a word.Due to the estrangement between their identities, Lian Er could no longer watch the injured A Yu change clothes and go to bed as she did in Hejia Village, so she could only give some instructions, and seeing Ding Qi Yu nodding silently, she left the courtyard.

As soon as Lian'er left, Ding Qiyu threw herself heavily on the bed at random, staring at the roof in a daze, the effect of alcohol slowly permeating her head, her consciousness gradually blurred, she fell into an absurd but happy drunken dream.In the dream, there are a few women with their own merits, a few cute and well-behaved children, and some serious or kind elders, reunited in one place and never separated.It is the image that Ding Qiyu desires most in his heart.

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At this moment in General Yuanjing's mansion, Lu Weixi finally woke up from a coma, his thoughts gathered a little bit, and he looked straight at the curtain on the top of the bed, as if wondering whether he had a terrible nightmare or really experienced it. An unbelievable pain?It's a pity that the pain in the chest can't be faked, and my current state has already explained the answer.

Lu Weixi turned her head to look unconsciously, with a bit of effort and weakness. In the room, only Qing'er was lying on the bedside to take a nap, and no one else was seen.In Lu Weixi's heart, a strong sense of loss burst out uncontrollably.

Lu Weixi remembered that before he fell into a coma, he was hugged tightly by that person... On the carriage, he could vaguely feel the familiar warmth of that person, which he missed so much.So, is it all an illusion?How could the uncle of the Fu family and Miss Fu's husband follow him to the general's mansion?

At this moment... that person should be hugging another woman, right?A...a woman who accepted her identity without hesitation from the very beginning... Lu Weixi felt a little sad when he thought about it.Thinking of the scene of the day when I confessed, before I knew it, more than a year had passed.From the moment I pushed Qiyu away and turned around resolutely, I have never seen each other again, until today... If I could have predicted at that time that my mistake and hesitation would lead to the situation today, I would still be willing to kill him. Is Yu's embrace pushed away?

However, things in the world never say "if", and people are not allowed to regret the past... Yaoluju's bond of heart and each other in the cave have all come to naught, they can never go back, they have missed a lifetime.

Lu Weixi closed her eyes, tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, fell into her temples, and wet the pillow.She didn't dare to think about it anymore, because as soon as she thought of the word "lifetime", there would be unbearable pain tearing at her heart.It seemed that another mass of blood was beginning to stagnate, and Lu Weixi quickly stopped those heartbreaking thoughts.Just now, she was in a daze when she heard the doctor's words that nothing could happen to her body.Parents and brothers have paid too much for themselves.

Lu Weixi wanted to mediate and calm down the turbulent mood, only to find that there was the same figure in every piece of memory he cherished and happiest.That figure is already someone else's lover, has made a new vow with someone else, and has promised "a lifetime" with another woman.

Perhaps with grievances, anger, and despair, Lu Weixi has his own arrogance and stubbornness. Although it hurts in his heart, although this feeling has been deeply rooted in his bones, and although he will never fall in love with anyone else in this life, Lu Weixi also loves others. I don't want to be entangled anymore, and entanglement is meaningless.Lu Weixi made up his mind to bury this unforgettable love deeply.Let go of Qi Yu, and let go of yourself. From now on, Qin Se will accompany and accompany parents well, and it can also be "a lifetime"...

In this way, the two people who clearly had the same mind were willing to endure the pain, and at the same time chose to break up and let go.I thought that this thread of love would be cut in two in the end, turning into a cinnabar mole in each other's hearts, which would always be a dull pain, and would no longer hold the hearts of the two of them closer, but didn't want the chance of the world, and still wanted to hold them tightly Connected, this life, can not miss again.

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Fu Ruqing, who was in the middle of a dream, coaxed Ying'er to fall asleep, with so many worries in her heart, and also thinking about Ding Qiyu, she couldn't fall asleep no matter what.He wanted to listen to what was going on in the courtyard next door, but he was too far away to hear anything, so he couldn't bear it anymore, got up and called the shadow guard to report Ding Qiyu's situation.

Yingsan saluted and reported truthfully: "Miss, my subordinates are not doing enough to protect the master, my uncle was in the general's mansion, and he was... punched by General Lu..."

Fu Ruqing frowned, and asked anxiously, "Is she seriously injured?" Fu Ruqing felt distressed and worried about Ding Qiyu, and suddenly regretted driving her to the next yard to rest alone.

"It's just a punch in the corner of the mouth, which is a little red, swollen and bleeding." Ying San only stated the facts, not daring to join in the subjective judgment. From her point of view, a punch is nothing, but the eldest lady has always cared about my uncle, so maybe she thinks it is very Seriously.

They were all red, swollen and bleeding... Fu Ruqing really felt "very serious" as Yingsan expected, and couldn't help feeling distressed, but she was the one who drove Ding Qiyu away just now, and she really couldn't do it, so she sent someone to call Ding Qiyu back now, After thinking for a while, he ordered: "Ask the doctor to send the wound medicine."

Ying San didn't move, and hesitantly said: "Just now...Miss He went there once with the wound medicine..."

Fu Ruqing was silent for a while, then opened her lips and replied, "Then, there is no need to call the doctor. Thank you for your hard work, let's go down." Miss Lu's matter has not been clarified yet, Lian'er also has her heart in front of Yu, Fu Ruqing just felt extremely tired, and didn't want to deal with this complicated emotional issue at all, let alone how to deal with these "rivals in love".Fu Ruqing, who is cold on the outside and soft on the inside, has no way to hate and resent these beautiful and pitiful women, and she can't even hate Ding Qiyu, the culprit.If it weren't for the possessiveness in her heart and the special feeling of only having each other, she was clamoring and unwilling to let go, she really wanted to choose "fulfillment".

As soon as the shadow guard left, the little guy woke up from hunger again and started crying.Fu Ruqing hastily picked up the little guy from the bed and coaxed him.

The nanny who lived in the small room next door heard the cry of the child, and came to feed the little master as usual, and found that the eldest lady was "alone in the empty room" tonight, which was completely different from the feeling of affection between the husband and wife before, so she knew that the eldest lady There must be a conflict with my uncle.There is no need to avoid suspicion when the uncle is not here. The enthusiastic nanny hugged the little guy and asked her to eat obediently, and said intentionally or unintentionally: "The little master has inherited all the advantages of the eldest lady and the uncle's appearance. When he grows up, he will definitely be a slim beauty." Son. This family, it’s better to be harmonious and beautiful. What’s the matter, let’s talk about it, and don’t leave any estrangement and complaints, the two of you can last for a long time. "

The meaningful words of the nanny were obviously meant for herself.Hearing this, Fu Ruqing fell into deep thought.After such a long time, Miss Lu's position in Yu's heart has not changed at all. Now that they meet again, whether it is now or in the future, it is even more impossible for Yu to forget her.

Miss Lu's body was weak, if something happened to her, it would not only become a scar on Yu's heart that would never heal, but also a knot of guilt that he couldn't get rid of.This incident will turn into an eternal gap between his and Yu's hearts, and they will never go back to the time when there was no gap between the two hearts.

As Fu Ruqing thought about it, the line of defense in her heart became looser, but it was not an easy task for her to completely accept her lover's open and aboveboard love for others at the same time.Selfishness, possessiveness, rationality, and distress are all fighting each other.As long as he thinks of Ding Qiyu and Lu Weixi's affectionate gaze at today's dinner party, Fu Ruqing will feel unspeakable sourness and grievance.

Fu Ruqing didn't want to recall that scene for a moment, and when the little guy fell asleep after eating, Fu Ruqing hugged her warm little body again, thinking quietly in the dark with thousands of thoughts.A sleepless night.

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The next day, the whole family gathered together for breakfast as usual. Even the little one had just had enough, and was lying on the rocker beside him, soundly asleep, except Ding Qiyu was nowhere to be seen.

Aunt He was the only one who didn't know what happened last night. After waiting for a while, she didn't see her son coming, so she couldn't help asking Fu Ruqing in doubt, "Ruqing, why didn't Ah Yu come here?"

Fu Ruqing, who was absent-minded, was brought back to his senses by her mother-in-law's question, and replied: "Grandma, she drank too much last night and is still resting..." Fu Ruqing asked Yinsu to visit the next door early in the morning, and the person she cared about got drunk , there was no sign of waking up at all. Before Fu Ruqing came to the hall, he arranged for the hangover soup and food to be prepared below.

Lian'er heard Ding Qiyu's "confused" confession last night, her little thoughts danced wildly, nervous and sweet, she couldn't stop her wild thoughts, and also didn't fall asleep all night.At this moment, she has long been out of her mind, caring about the person who is still immersed in a drunken dream. Unfortunately, Sister Qing is A Yu's wife. It has become better last night, and it is impossible to care about A Yu today.