God is Daozu

It's still raining.

Qiangju finished his physical training and stood at the door. The sky seemed to be getting lower. The gray and white clouds were distant and indifferent. The ground was the sound of rainwater with even frequency and hurried footsteps. He looked up at the sky, and the transparent umbrella touched him. A sound unfolded and covered his eyes.

"Let's go, old baby, today we have class with the newborn guide sequence."

Qiang Ju nodded and didn't open her umbrella, but got under Gao Lan's umbrella.

"Lazy." Gao Lan said with a smile.

Qiang Ju didn’t answer. On rainy days, the distance between the umbrella and the umbrella expanded the humidity and cold air in the rain. Although the distance between the umbrella and the umbrella was not far away, it made people feel an emptiness fermenting in the humidity. He didn’t want to speak and be silent. He said, but there was a silent anxiety in the sound of the rain in the bottom of my heart. This feeling was not relieved until I arrived at the training base.

The simulation cabins in different areas of the mixed campus are separated by glass. Qiang Ju looked at the distance erratically, and saw many people in dark blue school uniforms enter the opposite area in twos and threes through the glass.

Guan Cangming walked into the base 1 minute early in his usual style. The sentries around him were communicating with the guides who had just joined. In the slightly cold base, everyone’s clothes still had the air-conditioning of rain on their clothes, chatting cheerfully and loudly in Qiangju. The ear is getting farther and farther away, there is no real feeling, he seems to be quiet in another space, quiet, anxious, dazed...

Gao Lan's excitement gradually faded when he stepped into the base and saw the guide. After seeing the things he was looking forward to, he didn't have any excitement after seeing it. The newly joined guides looked no different from the Sentinel students who were tired of watching.

boring.Gao Lan patted the absent-minded Qiangju and thought.

Guan Cangming is explaining what will happen in the next period of time. The guide and sentry will first train according to the combination automatically assigned by the system, and everyone can make adjustments according to their abilities later.

Qiang Ju didn't feel anything real when he heard Guan Cangming's voice, there was always a hazy feeling around him.

What's wrong with me?Qiang Ju frowned and opened her bracelet to look for her teammates.

The guide who was half a head taller than Qiangju looked at the guidance of the bracelet and walked forward, stopped four or five steps away from Qiangju, frowned deeply and looked at Qiangju, as if he hoped that every trace of his expression would even His seemingly tight cropped hair can transmit his inner reluctance to Qiang Ju.

"Fuck, semi-crippled." The boy cursed secretly.

As soon as Gao Lan's face changed and he turned around, Qiang Ju stood straight and calm, and became the most prominent figure in this picture where everyone looked different. Gao Lan came back to his senses and strode towards the direction of the male guide. He passed the boy and walked up to Gao Lan.

"Train well."

Qiang Ju patted Gao Lan on the shoulder, and walked into his simulation cabin first. Gao Lan realized that he was comforted by the child.

The boy was also stunned for a moment, feeling that he had lost something invisibly, so he bluffed and chattered endlessly, "Made, I can only wait for a while to find another Sentinel teammate, a teammate who doesn't have a mental body, really convinced..."

The boy walked into the simulation cabin with a resentful expression on his face, and Gao Lan realized that, just as Qiangju was so calm and passed the boy to come to him, the calmness of Qiangju was passed on to Gao Lan, and Gao Lan heard the boy's complaints completely gone anger.

It's strange that he looks so childlike.

For some reason, some movements of Qiangju quickly appeared in Gao Lan's head, standing up straight, sitting down very well, eating gracefully, reading a book... the way he pulled the horse and looked back, he was out of the way. Vulgar taste, indifference to other people's ridicule, unique quietness, self-esteem, cleanliness and innocence.

What kind of family raises such a child?

Gao Lan stood in front of his simulation cabin and glanced back at Qiangju's closed simulation cabin, smiled at the guide teammates around him, and closed his simulation cabin.

Qiang Ju didn't expect that the training in the interference mode would be like this, disordered concentration, uncontrollable irritability, feeling on the verge, the image of the first ocean war on the second day of school was playing in his mind, and he saw The sentry who ran away, and the last appearance of the sentry.His teammates are more anxious than him, and they only comfort him one at a time. He hates the gesture of Qiang Ju passing him towards Gao Lan. dead end.

Qiang Ju felt that his thoughts, attention and hearing were all in a translucent membrane, so he didn’t need to look at the results of the first day of mixed training. This was a training session where both his teammates and himself were extremely absent. .

Qiang Ju felt a little ashamed, but couldn't find the cause of her weakness.

"I'm a little more responsible for myself," Qiang Ju's mind still had the pain of mental interference, but her voice was extremely cold, "You are also a little more responsible for yourself."

The teammate's face changed and he was about to speak, but Qiang Ju disappeared in the gray space. Qiang Ju finished the training and walked away neatly without bothering to argue with others.

After leaving the simulation cabin, all the discomfort was stripped away, and only a few scattered people left the simulation cabin. Qiang Ju leaned against the simulation cabin and closed his eyes. His black hair was slightly wet and messy on his cold white skin. Pressing the ground against his forehead, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath and let it out slowly, trying to escape the oppressive feeling that the rainy day gave him, and want to regain himself in this absent-minded state.

Daniel came out of the glass training room on the other side and saw Qiangju like this. He watched him panting with his eyes closed, and he saw others looking at him, as if quietly admiring him. Temperament among adults.His body seemed to be nourished and eager to return to a state that could match those eyes, and his barren bonyness was almost gone.

There was a subtle feeling in Daniel's heart, and he moved his eyes away before the owner of those eyes opened them.

"Daniel and Li Simian!"

Someone belatedly exclaimed.

Qiang Ju suddenly opened his eyes and saw that Gao Lan had just come out. He saw Daniel and Li Simian talking side by side through the glass. This was what he saw and remembered the deepest gesture, mutual trust, equality, A gesture of repelling outsiders.

I can see him, he can't see me.

The glass divides the space between two people into two pictures, two human worlds.

He couldn't help walking parallel to them, watching them.

Look at me.

look back at me.

Gao Lan grabbed Qiang Ju's shoulders and glanced back. Qiang Ju looked at the few students who scattered out of the simulation cabin and were looking at him with inexplicable eyes.

A cold sharpness rises from the damp and dull heart.

He didn't know why he was like this, this ups and downs of disappointment, this dark anger.

Qiang Ju tilted her head heavily and put on her hat, and said to Gao Lan as gently as possible, "Let's go, go eat."

I was so looking forward to seeing Daniel yesterday, why did I become so depressed this morning, he didn't like his appearance, he looked at the continuous rain, he became one with the gray surrounding.

Gao Lan keenly felt that Qiangju became like this because of Daniel. He walked slowly with an umbrella in his hand, went to the supermarket to buy something casually, estimated his brother's eating speed in his heart, and speculated that Daniel's He ate fast and procrastinated in the cafeteria, for fear that Qiangju would see Daniel again, but some things were just coincidences. Gao Lan saw the black umbrellas of Daniel and Li Simian among the colorful umbrellas. The body paused slightly a second ago.

Gao Lan thought that Qiangju was going to say hello, but Qiangju continued to move forward after a short pause. Being so close to Qiangju, Gao Lan almost felt Qiangju's anger and self-esteem all at once.

Why is Qiangju like this?

Gao Lan didn't understand, but he knew, maybe Qiang Ju didn't understand either.

At the moment when the two sides rubbed shoulders and ran in opposite directions, Gao Lan knew that Qiang Ju was so angry but also sad.

"Neil!"

Just five steps later, Qiang Ju suddenly turned around and shouted, his eyes were bright, and he turned around like an explosion!Gao Lan saw Qiang Ju's face was stunned, and when he looked up, he realized that Daniel and Li Simian had stood there and turned around in their direction.

Daniel held the umbrella facing Qiangju, as if he knew that Qiangju would turn his head, as if he turned around after passing by, quietly waiting for the moment when Qiangju turned back.

Under the military cap are Daniel's blue eyes. Looking at his blue eyes, Qiang Ju feels thrilling, but also feels like he has been seen through by the owner of the blue eyes. He called him "Neil" so impulsively. , so impulsively wanted to swear his difference from these two words, like a child who can't get sugar.

Gao Lan is right, I envy Li Simian.

Qiang Ju quickly turned her head and walked forward with Gao Lan, wanting to get rid of Daniel, those blue eyes, his messy emotions, and his inferiority envy, when Daniel's voice came from behind him.

"Ah."

The rain curtain was broken.

I can't get rid of it.

After getting far away from Qiangju and the others, Li Simian finally couldn't help laughing, "The way your child looked like just now, he really looks like a child hahahahahaha."

Daniel nodded, "He's really cute."

Li Simian changed his face and put on a surprised expression, examining the moving refrigerator in front of him all the way.

After Gao Lan fell asleep at night, Qiang Ju stood in front of the French windows of the dormitory, with the beautiful library of the mixed campus in sight, and the rain still didn't stop.

This fine rain has nowhere to escape, it is all wrapped in its unique coldness, the rain curtain is everywhere in the eyes, the wonderful quietness in the ticking suppresses all the restlessness and anxiety in this rain, but this cold rain breeds A restless life grows in the dark, cold and gentle.

Suddenly, the rain became heavier in an instant, violently hitting the glass in Qiang Ju's palm, refusing to stop and being unstoppable, Qiang Ju was suffocated in astonishment and felt the vigorous rainstorm.

There is nowhere to hide.

Qiang Ju slowly raised his head to look at the black night, Daniel's black umbrella slowly lifted up in his mind, suddenly a thunderbolt struck down and cut through the long night, and also split Qiang Ju's hazy half-drunk and half-awake state, his The soul seemed to fall back into his body suddenly.

The river in front of the green field is rushing, and the whole world is full of this torrential rain.

He felt his own heart surge rushing in an unpredictable direction.

The night turned into a vortex, congealed into the black dot in the middle of the ice-blue eyes.

Something is starting to burst.