God is Daozu

When Gao Lan opened his eyes, Qiang Ju was already sitting at the desk reading a book with a lamp on. The light illuminated Qiang Ju's face so furry that his slightly sunken cheeks became full. Looking at Qiangju with his head, this kind of Qiangju looks like the protagonist in the comic book that his sister hid when he was a child. He is thin and clean, with black hair and ink-painted eyebrows and eyes. He has a temperament between a teenager and an adult. And quiet and endearing qualities.

"Wake up." Qiang Ju closed the book.

Gao Lan woke up completely when he heard Qiangju's voice. He sat on the bed and watched Qiangju go to wash up first. He looked on the table and found that it was not a textbook, but a humanities book he had inadvertently recommended. Gao Lan remembers the brown-covered book very clearly, because Qiang Ju turned red many times after opening this book and persisted for less than [-] pages. Unexpectedly calm, Gao Lan stared at the book in a daze, and didn't get up to wash until the book turned back into a card.

"Old baby, I won't blush after reading today."

Gao Lan teased while brushing his teeth, Qiang Ju wiped his hands and glanced at Gao Lan, afraid that he would choke him to death.

"I suddenly thought the books looked okay."

"Didn't it look bad before?"

"That's not what it means... Hurry up, you're too slow today." Qiang Ju glanced at the time and urged.

Gao Lan quickly washed his face and changed his clothes. He kicked in his shoes and hooked Qiang Ju's shoulders to train.

"After the pheromone confrontation training, any reaction is just your normal physiological reaction. Don't have too much psychological burden when resisting this kind of reaction."

When Gao Lan said these words to Qiang Ju, he secretly cursed a few dirty words in his heart. It's so embarrassing. He is like a young mother with no experience who is giving sex education to ignorant children. You have to pretend to be calm on the face.

"Aren't you embarrassed?" Qiang Ju said with an innocent face.

dead child……

"No."

"really?"

"no!"

The wristband has received a reminder, Gao Lan patted Qiang Ju's head, "Don't be nervous, don't be burdened."

Qiang Ju looked at Gao Lan who was more nervous than herself and nodded, thinking about what the teacher explained yesterday, and then entered different doors with Gao Lan.

Inside the door is a white space, there is only Qiangju alone in the small space, after Qiangju entered this space, he obviously felt that the space was tightly closed.

The electronic voice is different from the previous cold tone, but has become softer.

"The pheromone confrontation training will start ten seconds after the electronic sound ends, please don't panic, any reaction is just a normal physiological reaction, try to stay awake and self-controlled in the pheromone, if you fail, please don't have any psychological burden, pheromone The whole process of confrontation is absolutely confidential..."

"Please adjust your breathing."

Qiang Ju tried to take a deep breath to relax herself slowly.

The lighting in the white space has also been softened.

"Breathe again."

The floor under his feet felt inexplicably soft.

"Keep a good attitude and start confrontation training."

Qiang Ju stood quietly for ten seconds without seeing anything. Just when he was in doubt, he smelled a sweet smell. This sweet smell is very subtle, it doesn't belong to any perfume smell, but it can remind people a lot. Fruits, flowers, rain and dew...anything that makes Qiangju a good impression came to mind, he let go of the last trace of a little nervous guard in the taste, this taste became warmer, like something soft and soft in all directions Wrapping him tightly, Qiang Ju's face felt a little hot, and then he realized that his body was getting hot uncontrollably.

He wanted to check his body temperature in a panic, but suddenly remembered that the bracelet had been taken off before entering the space.

This kind of heat is a heat that Qiangju has never experienced before. The body is crisp, and the whole body is hot, but it is an unspeakable impulse rushing through the body, uncontrollably wanting to destroy something. He was also gradually giving in, and at this moment, Qiang Ju found that his body had never had a reaction before. He was surprised, even disgusted, but he didn't know how to return to his normal self. He looked around weakly, the door The lock disappeared, and the whole world was falling. It turned out that he was no longer standing, but curled up and twisted on the ground. This sweet smell occupied his reason and released his impulse. He couldn't control it. When I want to touch myself, my whole body is numb.

When you meet someone whose pheromone matches you highly, in other words, it is true love.

He suddenly remembered Gao Lan's words, and suddenly realized in his mind that this was the smell of high-matching pheromone that the teacher said.

The taste of impulsiveness, the taste of annihilation of reason.

He suddenly remembered the picture of the corpses of people and animals lying on the same ground in the Ishtar district after the war. The posture of humans and animals was indistinguishable. He suddenly felt even more disgusted. The sweeter the smell, the more disgusting his remaining rationality. , People lose their rational control over their bodies, leaving only impulses.

dirty……

dirty……

He held his breath and rolled back and forth against himself against the smell, he didn't want to touch himself!

dirty……

"what!"

Disappointed, disgusted and angry, his fingertips frantically scratched the floor and beat the floor in frustration, trying to resist the instinct that made him panic.

He thought about the expressions of everyone yesterday afternoon. Is this true love determined by high-matching pheromones?Why does everyone take this for granted, why does everyone think this is normal?

Is this normal?

Lost to the body of a beast, lost to the rationality of a beast, the uncontrollable animal instinct.

Desire when people are not human gestures is called true love.

This is common sense.

He was hot and cold, and he found the source of his fear.

"Only I am not a normal person..."

Qiang Ju murmured, everyone accepted all this strangely, only he is not a normal person among this group of people, no, even the entire third district, everyone on the entire land thinks this is common sense that should be taken for granted, He is an outlier in this huge group.

"Why do humans have to do the same things as beasts after hard evolution..."

"Why can people still believe that a high match of pheromones can determine love after they regard those poems, those literatures, and the noble love in those great works as classics?"

"fraud……"

A humiliated expression appeared on Qiang Ju's face, and the pheromones were still controlling him.

"fraud!"

"Liar liar!"

He hates himself for being unable to resist his physical reaction, he has been manipulated, manipulated without dignity, he has become a beast, and everyone thinks all this is normal, love is physical, love is impulsive, disgusting, really It's disgusting!He felt that he had suffered great humiliation and deception. Everyone's face became a huge wall in his mind, looking at him with strange expressions. He was a different kind, and he was being forced to submit. To get rid of this smell, he can only angrily want to destroy himself, he doesn't want to be in such a posture, he doesn't want to be raped, he doesn't want to be forced to accept, there are bloodstains on Qiangju's fair neck, he hates himself impotent body.

I will spend my life with this common sense, with the community of this world.

As a different kind, he refuses to give in but cannot escape, and spends his life together without reconciliation.

Where is Daniel?

Does he think so too?

He felt a disgust that was almost pathetic.

He didn't know where he got the strength to get up, and the door lock that had disappeared in the closed space appeared swayingly, Qiang Ju jumped on the door and unlocked it frantically, the complex structure of the lock made him slam the door like venting his anger, and struggled several times After that, Qiang Ju rushed out of the door and breathed in the free air. There were crazy crashing sounds from different doors beside him.

Qiang Ju trembled and stared blankly at the knocking doors, every time he hammered he would tremble nervously, as if a wild animal was locked inside the door, and what was even more frightening was——

Those doors that make no sound.

Qiang Ju saw a young teacher walking towards him with a pale face.

"Didn't you listen well in class yesterday? Don't hurt your body." The teacher frowned and said.

"Do you also know that this is my body?" Qiang Ju murmured in a dreamlike tone.

The teacher didn't care about what Qiang Ju said, just being confused after the pheromone, he slowed down his voice and made a joke that Qiang Ju didn't think was funny, "Look at you scratching yourself, when you see a girl you like or Boys scratching themselves like this is not scaring others to death... What's wrong?!"

Qiang Ju suddenly collapsed and vomited, until the veins on his forehead stood out.

"Hey, I'm in a hurry to come out and brush up the records. The teacher will help you go to the school hospital..."

"Thank you, no need." Hearing that, Qiang Ju didn't vomit anymore, avoided the teacher's hand and stood up.

"You can't cure it."

"I'm not sick."