God is Daozu

Today Gao Lan went to bed early after returning to the dormitory. After Qiang Ju took a shower, he went to the library first. Qiang Ju sat on the ground and looked at the book in his hand. Black military uniform on brown wooden table.

teacher?

Qiang Ju poked his head out to see who it was, and immediately shrank back.

Guan Cangming.

Qiang Ju posted it on the bookshelf, trying to remember if Guan Cangming saw his actions just now, except for walking around the campus during class time, he basically avoided Guan Cangming's action path, and whenever he saw Guan Cangming, he would always remind Qiang Ju's guardian to transfer This incident, this is a disturbing signal, making Qiang Ju feel that she might leave Daniel's residence at any time, not to mention seeing Guan Cangming always makes Qiang Ju feel an indescribable embarrassment.

He must have noticed me.Qiang Ju thought angrily, maybe it would be better to go out generously, so as to appear sneaky, and he didn't want Guan Cangming to think that he was hiding from him because he didn't like him.

To be honest, Qiang Ju even admired Guan Cangming a little bit. Although he was extremely loving when he was kind, and merciless when he was harsh, Qiang Ju remembered Guan Cangming's personal introduction in the school history museum. He is a young volunteer who participated in many anti-terrorist operations , The body was seriously injured in the confrontation with terrorist forces and small-scale alien attacks. After the treatment, he participated in the strengthening experiment of the exoskeleton. The family is so prominent, so I am in awe of Guan Cangming's simplicity and disregard of life and death. At his age of 21, this is the age at which most young people from prominent families are young masters at school. He has already followed his mentor to wear Combat uniforms go to the front.

Qiang Ju came out from behind the bookshelf, looked up in surprise and found that Guan Cangming seemed to have been waiting for him to come out, he smiled patiently at Qiang Ju, his eyes were slightly wrinkled and fine lines.

What surprised Qiang Ju even more was the cold light above his head. He showed a softness that he never had before in this light. He was really surprised. He could see a silent softness and a little sadness in Guan Cangming. Because of this, Qiang Ju unknowingly walked up to Guan Cangming and sat opposite him. Qiang Ju saw that there was a card on Guan Cangming's desk, a book about information weapons. a newspaper.

"This is a newspaper from a year ago." Guan Cangming spoke, a little tired.

Qiang Ju folded his hands and bent slightly, obediently listening, he was pulled into this soft sadness by Guan Cangming, like two long-standing friends, this emotion opened a gap in Guan Cangming's body , he is no longer the strict teacher in the daytime, he has become a middle-aged man who occasionally softens and needs to talk, and there is no distance between him and Qiang Ju.

Guan Cangming smiled and clicked on the picture in the newspaper. The area of ​​the library was quiet and there was no one there. A huge warship appeared in front of Qiangju. The young volunteers rushed behind and waved. Qiangju remembered that this was the first day of public class Played the footage of the Volunteers in the Second Ocean War.

"This is the first batch of volunteers in April."

Qiang Ju quietly waited for Guan Cangming's narration.

In this cold and empty silence, Guan Cangming said, "My little daughter is one of them."

Guan Cangming suddenly turned into the most ordinary father in front of Qiangju. He was introducing the child's photo to the guests. His fingers flipped through and found another photo, "This is the volunteer army in June, my eldest daughter Be one of them."

Guan Cangming slowly raised his head to look at Qiangju's bright eyes under the lamp, and smiled apologetically, "There are too many people, I can't find any of them."

After finishing speaking, Guan Cangming turned to the last page, "This is the picture of the volunteers returning home."

He was silent, and after a long, long time he spoke again calmly

"This picture doesn't need to look for them."

Qiangju felt the great sorrow in the calm, just like the Ishtar district after the bombing, the sorrow of everyone was like the silence of death.

They didn't come back.

"My wife died voluntarily, and my wife and I have pinned our lifelong aspirations on anti-alien and anti-terrorism," Guan Cangming said with a smile, "This is what I want to pass on to you, and it is also what I once passed on to my daughter."

"After the end of July last year, every week of mine, I used six days to stick to my work, and I used one day to blame myself."

"I remember that morning, my youngest daughter woke up very early, she has always been a little slob, she suddenly ran over and kissed my forehead and hugged me, then smiled and hugged her sister as usual, kissed her sister , I saw her letter when I went home at night, and I knew why she suddenly changed back to her three or four-year-old appearance."

Scenes such as yesterday's scenes appeared in Guan Cangming's mind, "In the morning of June, I received the news that she died in battle. The next day my eldest daughter made breakfast. She is an extremely reserved person. She imitated her younger sister's appearance. Hugged me and said 'Good morning Dad', she went out and never came back, no one can stop her will."

"One day of the week I spend my self-blame thinking about what I have taught you, what I have taught them, I am not afraid of death, I am more afraid of dying of young life, I must make you look like a burden , and I’m afraid of the way you carry the heavy burden.”

Guan Cangming put down the newspaper and opened the card on the table. Qiang Ju recognized the book the second the card was opened. It was the history book that Daniel carried with him, the one that recorded the history of the ocean.

"It cannot be made into a history book."

Qiang Ju didn't understand looking at Guan Cangming. Guan Cangming's eyes were full of light, and a young soul flowed in his middle-aged body. The way he looked at Qiang Ju was not just looking at Qiang Ju. Look, he loves, he expects, he told Qiang Ju like this, "It is our geography book, it cannot be our history book." He held the book so tightly.

The ocean illusoryly turned the waves on the soles of the two people's feet.

"It has to become our geography book again."

"Only new hope can rewrite new history." Tears suddenly appeared in Guan Cangming's eyes. This man who is used to life and death was moved when he said this sentence, "So I want to turn you into new hope."

Qiang Ju suddenly understood why Daniel brought this book with him instead of any books on tactics and command. The indescribable blood was in Qiang Ju's chest. He and Guan Cangming looked at each other, and the ocean beneath them was surging between two people.

He heard from Gao Lan that Guan Cangming would learn about information weapons in his free time. He might be prepared all the time. The trauma he suffered in his youth prevented him from going to the front line of the ocean war. Life and death behind the front line, Guan Cangming is a soldier, a teacher, a wife's husband, and an ordinary father. Under the war, he must choose among these identities. In the middle of the day, we must wake up in pain.

"Teacher, I am very happy to be your student."

The two generations were silent at the moment, looking at each other, Qiang Ju found out that the shoulders of Guan Cangming's military uniform were not pure black, but only under the light, it was a very deep blue.

"This is the design of the logistics department. It is indeed a very dark blue."

"why?"

"They are just like us, hoping that you can stand on our shoulders." Guan Cangming smiled.

"Go down."