God is Daozu

Qiang Ju took out his clothes from the locker and changed into them. The slightly cool room calmed down the heat from his physical training just now. His five senses were keenly watching his eyes in the space. He knew that he was Guan Cangming's adopted Yi. It's no secret that the survivors in the Shitar District often received stares from the surroundings during the first two days of school, but it has calmed down a little recently, but today it has become unusual again.

Qiang Ju glanced sideways at Gao Lan, who was pretending to be normal, and suddenly felt that Gao Lan should know everything, no, to be precise, only he didn't know why he was being watched.

"They're watching me." Qiang Ju slammed the cabinet shut.

The speaking voice is not loud, but enough for Sentinel's hearing.

"You are Guan Cangming's child." Gao Lan said suddenly.

Most of the eyes were turned away, Gao Lan stretched out his hand to hook Qiangju's shoulder casually, and laughed, "Let's go, who's class is coming next? Teacher Xiao Yin's class yesterday is estimated to have a make-up class today. Restart."

Going out of the storage room, I met Andrew head-on. Gao Lan's casual hands clasped a little tighter. Andrew put his hands in his pockets, bent slightly and looked at Qiangju, smiled, and put his hat back on his face. With a slap on the head, he turned and left.

He was clearly expressing a "wait and see" gesture.Qiang Ju felt puzzled for a while, she didn't know why she always caught Andrew's eyes.

"So what happened today?" Qiang Ju asked.

Gao Lan laughed and interrupted Qiangju and didn't want to ask again. When the two of them sat down in class, Qiangju spread out the textbook and said suddenly, "He will talk if you don't."

Looking up, Andrew just opened the stool and looked back, Qiang Ju met the other party's gaze but continued to Gao Lan, "He can't wait." After finishing speaking, there was a sneer on Qiang Ju's thin face, and he looked away to prepare for class.

"Half, disabled, useless."

When the three words came out, Gao Lan stopped before Qiang Ju.

"He endured the class for a day." Qiang Ju sneered and turned around.

Gao Lan smiled and hooked Qiang Ju's shoulders, and Qiang Ju let the other's arm fall on his thin shoulders. Qiang Ju remembered Gao Lan's sentence "You are Guan Cangming's child" in the morning and found it a little funny, because this adopted son With his identity, he can avoid some obvious discrimination and positive impact, but he can't avoid all kinds of backstabbing eyes and soft violence from others.

Andrew's red hair was blown loose in the wind, and the other party looked at him with his chin slightly raised.

There is almost a head height difference between my height and his, but he always likes to look at himself with his chin up and his eyelids down.Qiangju thought.

The most ridiculous thing is that Qiang Ju gradually realized that the neglect she received in this class and the behavior of being bumped inexplicably during the exercise is called isolation, and there are half-hearted mocking eyes from others.

"I can actually gain a sense of pride from verbal insults." Qiang Ju said expressionlessly.

"Harlan, he really can't stutter when he scolds you hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha."

Andrew didn't care, but his eyes looked at Qiangju from head to toe very lightly. The kind of light scrutiny was very subtle, looking at his slightly sunken cheeks, shoulders that couldn't support the small military uniform, and slender wrists. , To penetrate his barren body from the outside of the military uniform that wraps him, not only that, the other party is willing to use this kind of malicious look to kill his self-esteem in full view.

Qiang Ju gently put down Gao Lan's hand on her shoulder, and took a few steps forward, "Qiang Ju!"

Qiang Ju walked up to Andrew without fear.

So what if you don’t get beaten, but what if you are only coldly violent and isolated? Does the real pain of violence come only from the pain itself?Even if you can be alone, does this mean that you can't feel the malice and humiliation around you?

"If you have anything to say, it's best to say it clearly at once." Qiang Ju said, looking directly into the other person's eyes.

"You have a really bad temper..." Andrew had just started a strange tune, but was interrupted decisively by Qiang Ju.

"Do you need to turn without stuttering?"

Andrew narrowed his eyes with half a smile, and silently glanced at Qiang Ju, "It's nothing but to see your mental body."

Qiang Ju heard the words and confirmed his conjecture yesterday. It turns out that every guide and sentry has a spiritual body. No wonder Daniel’s uncle called him semi-disabled. No wonder Andrew also called him semi-disabled. No wonder he has received With so many malicious eyes, Qiang Ju blankly glanced at the people around him who were not near or far away, seeming to be chatting but actually watching a play.

Everyone's fun should be added to the difference between others and oneself. To find superiority and fun from this difference, Sentinel's memory is really good. Qiang Ju sweeps the class like this. Most of the people in the class are near this boulevard. , Qiang Ju nodded, looking at this group of people who were trying to conceal their pretense, with their hypocritical gestures, "It's not too close to watch the show."

Qiang Ju raised her head and looked straight ahead, revealing a harsh smile, "Dirty fun."

"It's not right for you to say that," Andrew said with a good-tempered look, "I just want to take a look at your mental body, why are you so insecure, do you want to see mine, I can show it to you anytime."

"Who is the one who is not calm?" Qiang Ju raised her snow-white neck high.

"You have a lot of privileges. You can read the undisclosed student information files if you want. You must have seen the blank in the column of my spiritual body. Why, yesterday's incident confirmed your secret and dirty spying heart, right? Satisfied Have you been waiting for this nasty temptation for a long time? Are you happy? It proves that you all have what I don’t have. Does finding a sense of superiority in this difference make you feel so satisfied?"

"Student Qiangju, you are too sharp."

"Really?" Qiang Ju said with a smile, "The survivors in the disaster area after the war, the low-class people who were adopted, awakened as sentries and were adopted by Guan Cangming, but they were not so lucky. It's a pity that he is disabled. I really want to take a look at him. What does it look like to be a disability known by everyone? If you feel that you are carrying out a noble interest, why do you pretend to stop and talk so far away from me? If you really feel that you are carrying out a noble act, why don’t you go to it frankly? I came up to see my expression, why didn't you just ask me directly."

"You think you are watching a good show, why don't you know that I am also watching your good show, timidly, you will only sneak around and do a little trick, complacent about your isolation and verbal violence, why, soft violence is not used in aliens For the sake of the terrorist organization, but the inside is dirty and happy?"

"Who are you talking about?" A boy in the crowd raised his voice.

"You also think I'm talking about you," Qiang Ju looked straight at Andrew without looking back, "Are you satisfied with the results of this isolation and verbal insult? You feel complacent and feel isolated. Why don't others think about who wants to be infected? Your face."

Qiang Ju spread her hands and smiled, her eyes were coldly pierced into Andrew's eyes, the light of ruby ​​​​was flowing on the snow-white earlobes under the black hair, "Your complexion is very ugly, do you want to ask me to do laundry again?"

Andrew pursed his lips, took a meaningful look at Qiangju's earlobe, and then glared at Qiangju, "I have nothing to say to the semi-crippled."

Qiang Ju raised her eyelids, "You'd better be."

Andrew reached out for the coat that was being held by the person next to him, turned around and left, and the people around him were taken aback, pretending to be going to dinner, and left in twos and threes.

"You offended everyone." Gao Lan sighed and patted Qiang Ju on the shoulder.

"They and I have no place to relax. We have been looked down upon from the beginning to the end. Why take a step back to make them look down on us even more." Qiang Ju said.

Gao Lan thought of something and chuckled, "You really won't stutter when you swear, and you will be trained to swear more in the future, and you will be able to speak fluently."

Qiang Ju blushed when she heard the words, and later realized that she didn't get stuck in talking so much just now, "I don't want to swear at people at all."

"Hahahahahahahahahaha!"

"Qiang Ju." A cold voice came from behind the two of them.

Liu Rong held the brown paper notebook with one hand and looked into Qiang Ju's eyes, "This is just a low-level pastime for young masters and ladies, you are not half-crippled."

Qiang Ju blinked, "Thank you."

"You scolded everyone." Gao Lan said dissatisfiedly, frowning.

Liu Rong glanced at Gao Lan lightly and didn't speak.

"Where is the lower district?" Qiang Ju asked without thinking.

Liu Rong didn't answer either.

Qiang Ju's empty mind has no concept of area, only knows that he is currently in the third area but does not know what the lower area means, "Where is it?"

Liu Rong's cold face and eyes looked a little soft, giving Qiang Ju the illusion that the other party was looking at the ignorant child, "You don't want to go." After speaking, he waved his hand and left.

Qiang Ju looked at the other party walking away and asked, "Why, he said that."

"I don't know." Gao Lan shrugged and hooked Qiang Ju's shoulders, preparing to go to the cafeteria.

"Aren't you from the third district?"

"Yes, but I have never been to the lower district. I have been living in the upper district. Let's go. It's too late to finish class today. You have to go to physical training later, okay... the dormitory also Pretty boring."

After the two of them had finished eating, soaking in the library, and finished their physical training, Qiang Ju and the lazy Gao Lan walked into the storage room, and there was an orange quietly lying in the pop-up locker.

"Ah? When did you release it?" Gao Lan reached out to take it, but Qiang Ju held it down.

"what happened?"

"...It's okay, let's eat."

All the inexplicable things today became sore at this moment. It turned out that he didn't care about it. Qiang Ju watched Gao Lan peel the orange and started to eat it expressionlessly. He shook his head when the other party handed over half of the orange, signaling Gao Lan to eat it by himself. .

He thought of Daniel's white and cold fingertips, the sweet flesh that was handed over, and the soft voice of the other party

Your name is Qiangju.

The grievance that was hidden when facing Andrew and the others swelled in his heart at this moment, and even the roots of his teeth were sore. He suddenly realized that Daniel might know his recent situation like the palm of his hand.

But he has no obligation to treat me like this. He is no longer my family member in name, and the money can be paid off later, but every good that is not obligatory will make him tremble with fear and even a little bit of subtle anger.

"Qiang Ju, do you want to go home with Guan Cangming or stay in the dormitory this weekend?"

Gao Lan saw Qiang Ju's black eyes looking up at him blankly and innocently, and muttered in a daze, "Yes, do you want to go home?"

Gao Lan didn't understand, so, "I'm going home on the weekend..."

Qiang Ju blinked, and Gao Lan felt in a daze whether the other party was crying, but he couldn't see any tears, and didn't dare to say another word.

Qiang Ju raised her face and asked confirmingly, "Teacher Guan Cangming is my guardian now, but, but I... it's better for me to live in school?" Qiang Ju tried to figure out Gao Lan's expression, and Gao Lan was surprised to find that , so careful is not like Qiang Ju himself.

He always thought that the other party looked thin, with a lot of strength in his bones, a person who did his own way, didn't care about isolation, and was not afraid of being beaten. Watching the other party's eyes wide open and his head raised to catch his expression, this subtlety and contrast made Gao Lan cautious own breathing and expression.

"It's okay Qiang Ju, our family is very big, you follow me to our house."

Qiangju smiled when she heard the words, she looked naive but serious, "I can only accept, be invited, and play, do you understand? Thank you." Qiangju blinked In an instant, the eyes regained themselves.

The author says:

The schedule has been too chaotic these days. I suddenly found out that today is July [-]th. I don’t know if there are any cuties who are preparing for the college entrance examination. Come on, pay attention to diet and work and rest

When I went out these few days, I found that people in my city don’t seem to wear masks very much. Everyone should wear a mask when going out, pay attention to safety, and take express delivery as well.