God is Daozu

I later recalled everything that happened from late night to early morning, every detail I regret for the rest of my life, and all the moments of this day continue to echo to me among the things that I have never forgotten in my life.

I remember that late night started with watching him crouching under the plum blossoms, the moment he smiled at me became distant, it was like an omen, I was pulled into the silence far away from this world, I was uneasy, I don’t know how strange this atmosphere is. I watched him as if watching an old silent film. I am an audience in a dark theater, and he is a character in a black and white silent film. We are in the same world but not like the same world.

He stood up and smiled at me again, I know he is not a person who likes to laugh, he is a noble and indifferent life just like his white snake spirit body, the white snake puts its pointed head on the A clean place, cold and free.

I smiled at him, I don't understand my anxiety, I'm like an animal relying on instinct in a dangerous world, I feel terrified when I look at the falling white plums, he smiled again, I don't know if he sees through my fear, He reached out and patted my head.

Senior sister Yin Deng has taught you a lot, let's go.He turned his head towards the library.

I also teach you something.he said to me.

I quietly followed him into the library, he chose the seat where we used to sit, he chose a lot of materials and put them on the table, he opened the books one by one, he explained the knowledge patiently, everything seemed to be back to the beginning of school Not long after, he seemed to come back suddenly, but he didn't seem to come back.

In these few hours, I became the most serious and studious student. I was more serious than ever in class. He was teaching me desperately, and I was learning desperately.

From late night to early morning, I never slacked off, I was extremely tired, what he taught was beyond the range I could accept in a short time, but I caught it abruptly, and he made me fear for no reason.

Alright, I'm going home today, go back and digest it yourself.

He smiled and opened and closed his mouth to talk to me, I grabbed his hand and asked him

Why did you suddenly teach me so much?Can you teach me slowly in the future?Or are you going to just give me one last lesson.

I tried my best to speak in a light-hearted and joking tone.

what are you thinking?I still have something to teach you.

I walked out of the library with him, and we both chose to take the stairs, our steps in the silence were like the sound of a bell.

The cold wind blows over my face and his face, he looks at the plum trees nearby, his eyes are like clear plum blossoms, I look at his yellowed shirt and ask

Is not It Cold?Wear only a shirt under the coat.

I have worn this dress for several years, do you think I am poor just because you see this dress?He laughed, and we walked to the plum blossom together.

The clothes were made by my sister. When we first came here from Area 31, we were very poor. My sister made me a very long shirt that I could wear for several years.

Are you going home to see your sister?

yes.He looked at plum blossoms and smiled happily.

We fell into silence, and after a few minutes Liu Rong suddenly said to me

In fact, the night you said I was it, I really wanted to laugh, how could I be it, but I was also moved by this sentence.

Qiangju, I actually thought about a question before, how can people live longer, relying on advanced medical treatment?But when the war came, there was nothing left.Soldiers are at risk of dying at any time. Does every soldier have the will to die?I revisited the documentary of the ocean war some time ago. I saw those family members crying bitterly in the picture. They couldn’t even wait for the body. Things that feel that one person's life can continue in another person's body.

Just like a mother giving birth to a child, the soldier dies but saves others. Will the soldier continue to live on the living?

I saw a documentary where a soldier went to the battlefield with the remains of his dead comrades, and I felt that the dead soldier lived on him.

Liu Rong looked at Baimei with a slight smile

I've been really enjoying watching these documentaries lately.

What you say scares me a bit, and I don't know why.I said to him.

Liu Rong was taken aback and laughed again, stretched out his hand and patted the back of my head, he stopped laughing abruptly, looked at Mei Hua and was speechless.

The sun came up too late, and even though we were still in the dark in the early morning, I couldn't speak when I looked at Liu Rong.

You are a victim of war, but your eyes seem to have never experienced war, you are well protected by Daniel, but you are an incomplete person, you have not seen the back of the world, so you are not A complete person, and I...he smiled, and I may thank you, I have seen the back of the world, and I have seen the front of the world, but I am still an incomplete person.

I don't understand you.

Liu Rong tilted his head and smiled at me. He waved his hand and said goodbye to me in the sunless morning. He left, and I stood there for a long time, unable to recover.

Later, Liu Rong disappeared. I will never forget the day I rushed into the office, and I will always remember the solemn expressions of the teachers. I was obsessed with seeing Liu Rong's home address. I was scolded by the teacher and left the office. I can't find Liu Rong, what can I do?But I'm just so stubborn, I seem to be struggling, because I know how much this person loves to learn, I have a bad feeling.

That afternoon Gao Lan told me Liu Rong's home address.

I went to see his sister first, and Liu Rong said that day that he was going home to see her.

But Liu Rong's family file didn't mention that he had a sister?Gao Lan looked at me suspiciously, he only wrote the name of his former sponsor.

That terrible feeling fell in my body again, and I watched the sky covered by the light screen with horror.

This time, the light screen did not report on the volunteers, nor did it report the news of the execution of terrorists, and it was not even broadcast by the government and the school.

Just like the day when Mr. Xiao Yin was in class at the beginning of school, our light screen was invaded. The difference is that the terrorist organization completely polluted me without using any neural network system.

It was a black base, and my eyes followed the screen one by one, and I saw many students of my age, and I even

i opened my eyes wide

I saw Liu Rong, the black gun pointed at his head

He knelt on the ground like everyone else.

In just a few minutes, I saw all kinds of torture, the campus was quiet, the screams were still on the screen, the backside of the world was polluting me above my head, I looked at Liu Rong in just a few seconds, and I opened my eyes. Mouth crying like me.

The backside of the world used cruel violence to force people like me to surrender and obey. I remember that in the past, some people often mocked those guides and sentries who worked for terrorist organizations as spineless, but in this kind of violence, everyone was silent. Now, we who are outside the screen have lost the courage to speak, and we are even unable to curse a beast.

I watched them, I watched the dead fall apart, I watched the living submit, and for the first time in my life I felt powerless.

The guns were pointing from heads to heads. It was the most depressing moment of my life.

The gun was pointed at Liu Rong's head, and I was so frightened that I couldn't even breathe.

He looked at the camera calmly and calmly, I looked up and was extremely scared.

I looked at the barrel and I was shaking, his silence terrified me.

Please...please...I begged dryly.

please...please...

please...please...

Liu Rong seemed to see me in the crowd through the light screen. He obviously couldn't see me, but at that moment I thought he saw me.

please……

live...

Please……

Please……

The day of the silent film only spoke in this moment, he looked at me fearlessly, he said to me

"Have you ever been inspired?"

The documentaries of the first ocean war and the second ocean war came to my mind, and I remembered what Liu Rong said, the only thing he envied me

"Yes." I answered him.

He seemed to hear it, he lowered his eyes and smiled, the gunshot rang out, I fell with him along with the gunshot, but I couldn't close my eyes

He is like a beginning. Since then, more and more people have started to rebel. I have seen the price paid for the rebellion of young lives. The back and front of this world are in front of my eyes. I screamed and looked up at this world.

only gunshots