God is Daozu

The photo lives under his hand

A two-year-old boy with soft hair and a sky-blue hat, squints and smiles at the camera.

Daniel walked up a step. The three-year-old boy in overalls was frowning and assembling toys. Someone seemed to be teasing him off-camera, and he smiled as soon as he turned his head.

The five-year-old boy is hugging a puppet cat, his porcelain white chin gently rests on the cat, he is as beautiful and well-behaved as the cat.

The eight-year-old boy seemed to have changed a little. He didn't smile as sweetly as before. He sketched something on the paper and smiled slightly when he raised his eyes.

The 11-year-old boy has lost a lot of weight. He has long hair and tied it lazily. He is holding a palette and paintbrush in his hand. He noticed the camera. He stopped the paintbrush and turned his head without showing any expression.

There is only one photo of the 12-year-old boy. Daniel looks at the 12-year-old boy with a blank face, deep eyes, and a silent soul sinking in his body. He is even thinner. He is Daniel. familiar look.

There are no photos for the year of 13 years old.

Neither did 14 years old.

It was not until the age of 16 that I had the only and last photo on this wall.

The picture is different from all the photos. It is not confined to the home, let alone in the courtyard. It seems that the young man took it for himself. There is a long image in the photo, and only the red-burned thin Clouds, the camera is walking towards the direction of the sun, the dew of the jungle is also clearly imprinted in the image, passing through the jungle is a flat new world in the distance, the sun is bright red and far away, the new life is so bright red, it seems to be as heroic as death, The camera quickly lowered, and the owner of the camera seemed to be shocked by this flat world. The camera took a long shot of the boy's shoes and green grass. After a long time, the camera wobbled up and then was fixed. Daniel saw a thin The back is walking towards the sun, and the front is open. The boy is wearing a white shirt and striped suspenders, walking away step by step. Suddenly, the boy took a few steps tentatively and then started running. He stretched out his hand, and the sun was shining. In his silhouette and bulging sleeves, he became light and ran towards the sunrise, never looking back, running freely and enthusiastically. Suddenly, the boy turned his head and faintly smiled at the camera. Daniel stretched out his hand and couldn't help touching the photo frame. , everything fell apart as if following him, the photo frame fell down, he reached out to grab the photo frame, and there was a paragraph written on the back of the photo frame.

I may not have a chance to live my 17th birthday, I think it's time, time to let you go

I seldom smile at you guys, I hope you will see this picture when you leave and you will know that I am very happy

I took this footage on this last day

remember my freedom

I've seen the sunrise over the mountains and I don't have any regrets anymore

I have never regretted in my life that I am your child

It is my greatest happiness to come to you and become your child

May what I stay with you be happiness and not a prison

If you come back here again, whether I remember you or not, whether I die again

I hope that one day you will find this text and understand it, I love you

The book says that when a person dies, there is nothing left

You can choose to believe it or not

if i really disappeared

May time remember for me that I love you

I hope you are free

your eternal son

纪羌

"Daniel..."

Daniel raised his head in panic. It was the first time in Li Simian's life that he saw Daniel cry. When Aunt Lu Ye was buried, Daniel did not cry from the beginning to the end. He just gritted his teeth tightly and ran into the grave, regardless of what others said. What, he just stubbornly wanted to jump in from the beginning to the end.

he is... he is...

Daniel couldn't say anything, as if he, too, was dying with the house.

Yu Langran once told him that the deaths of the three children of the Ji family were all a conspiracy, a conspiracy brought by Zhao Du.Zhao Du, Lu Chan, and Yu Qiping planned all of this. It was a conspiracy about war weapons and conversion agents.

"No wonder..."

Daniel muttered and walked to the second floor, he found Qiangju's bedroom, he stood in that bedroom holding the photo blankly, the world was divided into two pictures in his mind, one world survived Qiangju's painting Here, looking out of the window, it is the flower field, that is his original home, another world is in front of his eyes, looking out of the window, there is nothing.

Daniel was terrified. He had a premonition that Qiangju might never see his parents again. Qiangju's parents might have died. He looked at the photo in his hand, and the video began to play repeatedly. Qiangju suddenly turned to him. With a smile, Daniel was caught off guard and stooped down.

"Daniel."

The appearance of Qiangju pushing the door away became more and more clear, Daniel stood here in a panic, can I still protect him?Will he leave me?If he knows the truth, will he still treat me the same way from now on?Does he hate me when he looks at me, this man's uncle ruined my family, this man's uncle was the beginning of my misfortune.

Will he still love me?

"Am I going to lose him?"

Li Simian didn't dare to answer, he just looked at Daniel silently.

It turns out that Qiangju didn’t like to laugh since he was a child. In his past, he was a child who loved to laugh very much. His smile is so happy, which is completely different from now. Now Qiangju always makes him uncontrollable when he laughs. Heartbroken.

His past had been like this.

He once thought about giving Qiang Ju a home, even if one day Qiang Ju can no longer find his parents, he will try his best to make up for Qiang Ju's shortcomings, but looking at the photos of Qiang Ju growing up, he realized that Qiang Ju What Tachibana has lost is something he cannot make up for. Qiangju who has lost his memory wants to get back his parents, and those photos taken by his parents are like Qiangju who is trying to save the past. They keep each other, But they didn't keep each other.That long gap, the gap after the age of 12, was like a pale scar between Qiangju's 12 and 16 years old. He couldn't imagine how much Qiangju had lost. Maybe this shortcoming had been there since he was born. When he came, he stood in Qiangju's past and could not estimate the deprivation brought about by this conspiracy.

What would he think of Li Simian, would he hate me?Daniel dared not speak.

Qiang Ju can no longer be by his side, and today he has to admit that he cannot protect Qiang Ju, and it was a mistake for Qiang Ju to stay by his side, and he was exposed under Lu Chan's nose.

"God only left him for six months and fifteen days."

"Are you going to tell him all this?" Li Simian said softly.

"He has a right to know."

"But I need a little time, a few days, and I'll tell him who he is."

In the early morning of Sunday, Daniel rushed back home, pushed the bedroom door, and curled up in the living room, wrapped in a blanket, reading a book. Everything seemed to have never happened, and he looked at him quietly.

"Are you back?"

"I am back."

Qiangju propped his head and smiled, and stretched out his hand to Daniel. As usual, Daniel hugged Qiangju, and Qiangju buried it on Daniel's shoulder and said

"Can you tell me when you go out in the future? It makes me a little unhappy to disappear without making a sound."

"I will tell you."

Daniel stopped

"what happened?"

Qiangju wanted to look at Daniel's expression from a distance, and Daniel naturally pressed Qiangju's head on his shoulder

"Remember to tell me when you're going on a long trip in the future, okay?"

"Okay."