God is Daozu

19 years ago, the three children of Ji Xuemen's eldest daughter died. The relevant departments applied for investigation, and the autopsy showed no signs of conversion agents. In the same year, Ji Xuemen's eldest daughter committed suicide.

A few months later, Ji Xuemen's second son went out with his wife, and the plane crashed.

15 years ago, Ji Xuemen's eldest son's wife had a miscarriage, and in the same year, a terrorist organization bombed Ji Xuemen's mansion.

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Gao Lan flipped through these materials, but unfortunately, the photos of Ji Xuemen's children were well protected, and Gao Lan couldn't search for any other information. He went to the library of the Sentinel Campus to avoid talking to Qiang Ju from the Mixed Campus. Meet at the library.

The three children of Ji Xuemen's eldest daughter were ten years old, ten years old, and four years old when they died.

After yesterday's shooting, the library introduced a large amount of information about the dead terrorist. Except for the atrocities he committed, the authorities did not collect other information about the terrorist.

Gao Lan looked at the paused picture on the video, A309146 stared at him through the light screen, the newspaper area was empty in the middle of the night, Gao Lan was thinking, and finally opened the bracelet.

"... Mom, are you busy?"

"Ah."

"Then call me back when you're off."

"Tell me, what's the matter?"

"No, I just miss you a little bit. When are you coming back?"

"Come on, how can mom not understand you? Tell me, what have you done?"

Gao Lan laughed a few times, "No, I really miss you, when will you be back?"

"Come back next week, have you made your brother angry?"

"No."

"I want to see what tricks you play."

"Go to bed early, Mom."

"Well, study hard."

Qiang Ju sits alone in the library of the mixed campus. In fact, since the beginning of elective courses, he often studies alone. Today, I feel lonely and sad.

After Gao Lan woke up this morning, he was much more silent than before. Qiang Ju didn't know what was wrong with Gao Lan. While walking beside Gao Lan, he talked to himself, occasionally looking at Gao Lan's expression, and then he found that Gao Lan was completely He didn't listen to what he was saying, so he walked up to Gao Lan and asked Gao Lan what's wrong, Gao Lan just smiled and didn't say anything, all Qiang Ju's words stuck in his throat, and then he gave up.

Since the last confrontation, Liu Rong seldom talked to him. Qiang Ju opened her paper notes, and they no longer exchanged notes.

Qiang Ju didn't want to be a conductor, but he didn't regret what he did that day. He felt that Liu Rong would not stay away from him because of this kind of thing, but he couldn't understand why Liu Rong alienated him.

Am I his friend?

Qiang Ju was thinking about this problem. He suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in a quiet space alone. After being broken from his lonely life, he was pulled away again. It turned out to be so uncomfortable.

The feeling of knowing that a friend is unhappy but unable to do anything is so uncomfortable.

There were footsteps approaching by his ear, and Qiang Ju knew who it was without looking up. He was too familiar with the footsteps of the other party. Daniel was holding some paper drawings and two or three cards in his hand. He leaned over the table Looking at the notes in Qiang Ju's hand, the light fell on his head, and Qiang Ju reached out to cover his notes.

"Don't look at it."

"I didn't see it."

"Are you going to a meeting?"

"Ah."

"Then go quickly."

"I thought about it." Daniel sat down, resting his hands on his arms and looking up at Qiangju, "Are you afraid of thunder yesterday?"

"I haven't." Qiang Ju said.

"But I think you were scared yesterday."

"Are all your guides like this? You like to perceive other people's emotions."

"Maybe I just perceive you to be stronger."

Daniel put his hand on the cup of Qiangju, and he didn't reach out to Qiangju's face until his hands were warmed up a bit.

"really brave."

"Don't treat me like a child."

"Mr. Xiao is really brave. He came to hold an umbrella for me. I was very happy when I thought about it last night."

Daniel took out an orange and lightly touched Qiangju's forehead, then put the orange on the table and left.

Qiang Ju stretched out his hand to take the orange, the light fell on the orange and suddenly made him feel warm, he turned the orange around and saw a deadpan expression drawn on the back of the orange, his bracelet suddenly lit up

Daniel: Study hard, I will take you to play on Friday night.

Qiang Ju: What are you playing.

Daniel: Dating.

Qiang Ju couldn't help laughing, his dull mood dissipated a lot, he put the orange in front of his book, and opened the book.

When Qiang Ju returned to the dormitory, he found that the dormitory was empty. Looking at the positions of all the things in front of him, he felt that he had been poured cold water.

Gao Lan didn't come back to rest at all.

He lied to me.

Qiang Ju thought that as long as he thought of this, Qiang Ju would lose sleepiness. He wished he could rush to Gao Lan and ask Gao Lan, what happened, what did he do?

Qiang Ju put his things down on the bed and sat quietly for a while, then took his book and left, he didn't want to stay in the dormitory for a moment, so why not go to study, at least he can temporarily forget this depression.

He was walking on the empty road, it was too late, only the street lights were silently on on the road leading to the library, Qiang Ju saw Liu Rong at the moment when he was approaching the library gate.

Liu Rong heard his footsteps and raised her head expressionlessly.

Qiang Ju saw the paper notes scattered all over the ground in front of Liu Rong, and there was a rattling sound when the wind blew, Qiang Ju immediately ran forward and squatted down to pick up Liu Rong's notes, Liu Rong randomly grabbed a few, The action was rough, and then walked towards the trash can, Qiang Ju grabbed Liu Rong's shoulder, Liu Rong turned around and put the defenseless Qiang Ju on the ground, Qiang Ju held Liu Rong's notes, and looked at Liu Rong blankly for a while, Liu Rong With a cold face, Rong threw the notebook into the trash can with a loud bang, which shocked Qiang Ju.

"What are you doing?"

"Are you blind!"

Qiang Ju was taken aback by Liu Rong's yelling.

"Isn't that your note?"

"I do not want it!"

"Why not? Isn't this your effort?"

"Is it your turn to be distressed! If you don't want it, you don't want it!"

"Isn't that the note you wrote every day after studying until two o'clock?" Qiang Ju flipped through the notes in her hand, each page was filled with writing, "Are you crazy?!"

"It's none of your business! What right do you have to control me!"

Qiang Ju held the notebook and opened her mouth without speaking, Liu Rong's eyes turned red.

"Look at your face!" Liu Rong stretched out his hand and pushed Qiang Ju's face, Qiang Ju didn't resist, "You are a victim of a disaster! You live with an ignorant and fearless face every day!"

"Then how do you think you should live?" Qiang Ju grabbed Liu Rong's wrist.

"do not ask me!"

"I do not know."

Liu Rong's eyes were deep when he said this, and his tone fell from the brink of explosion to a lifeless calm.

"You can do whatever you like with those notes."

Liu Rong walked in the direction of the dormitory. Qiang Ju looked at the notebooks and papers on the ground. He knelt down to tidy up the notes, stuffed the scattered papers back to their original positions, and then took out the notebooks from the trash can. Opening Liu Rong's notes, that page happened to be the content of their discussion in the library, and there was a map drawn by Qiang Ju on it. Qiang Ju smoothed out the wrinkled paper.

At this moment, he felt a kind of sadness that was almost heartbroken.

He guarded these notes and stood there for a long time, finally he saw Liu Rong running back in a panic, he and Liu Rong looked at each other, neither of them spoke for a while.

"I think you will regret it, don't do things that make you regret it." Qiang Ju stuffed the book into Liu Rong's arms and left, when Liu Rong suddenly stopped him.

"You know what? You made me very envious, but not because of your ability to learn languages, or your talent in mathematics."

"I envy you crying because of documentaries in the auditorium at the beginning of school."

"This may be the only thing I have envied in my life."

Liu Rong said with his back to Qiangju.