On How To Teach Gravity To Diss A Blackhearted Boss

The shock and embarrassment gave birth to the grievance of splashing the sky. The dam broke in an instant, and the waves and the cold wind rushed to my heart together.

My eye sockets became hot.

Sensing the hazy water light enclosing my vision, I tried my best to swallow back all the tears with a sore nose.

Chuya Nakahara, my husband pointed a gun at me.

He actually pointed a gun at me.

On our wedding anniversary, instead of holding flowers for me, he pointed a gun at my chest instead.He also asked me who I am.

Is it because I didn't wake up?Or did he smash his head on a mission today?

My already trance-tired mind has turned into a mess, and I have lost my usual sharpness.

Shocked and aggrieved, I can only stubbornly repeat in my head—absolutely don’t shed tears here.If we were going to fight, it would be too embarrassing to shed tears.

He was indifferent to my grievances, and the puzzlement on his face gradually became impatient with my delay in responding. His eyes staring at me were like ice edges hanging from the eaves in winter, cold and sharp, but also open and clear. I can't lie to myself.

I looked at him across the coffee table: "You! Are you out of your mind! Who am I? You, are you so angry? You still pointed a gun at me! You actually pointed a gun at me!"

I couldn't hold back my emotions, and my voice was trembling.

I suddenly realized that anger and fear are the frequent visitors of my negative emotions. As for the grievance... It seems that I have not been so wronged that I want to cry for a long time. I can't hold back the soreness from my throat to the tip of my nose for a while.

I held back stubbornly until my face and head swelled up together.Probably because my attitude was too natural, he finally showed a moment of hesitation, and then his expression became complicated again.

"Last time, identity? Purpose?"

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The blood extinguished my reason, and the anger and the vague fear that came from nowhere overshadowed the grievance.I ignored the muzzle of his gun, grabbed the pillow on the sofa beside me and fell towards him.

Sure enough, he didn't shoot me directly, but just swept away when the pillow rushed towards me.His eyes have also completely cooled down.

Nakaya quickly stepped forward and crossed the corner of the sofa, easily clamped my stiff body, grabbed my arm and twisted it neatly behind my back.

I was suppressed by his skillful set of movements and fell to my knees directly, my knees hurting from knocking.With a subconscious curl, his face and struggling feet hit the coffee table.

Anger and grievance disappeared in an instant, and the memory of the turmoil in my life in the past nearly 20 years suddenly broke out in the present, which was about to be forgotten by me.

As if a dream that was too beautiful to be real was shattered, I was finally absorbed by the familiar muzzle of the gun in my memory and the familiar expression of the person holding the gun.

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"I, I'm Aoki..." The little girl murmured incredulously with a weak and trembling voice, but her pale defense and watery eyes contained obvious expectations and prayers for the person in front of her.

"boom--"

The bullet easily penetrated the child's lungs at close range, and after breaking several ribs, this lump of alloy was wrapped in flesh and blood, scalding the wound with scorching heat.

But the little girl lying in a pool of blood in a white lab coat just quietly looked down at the white clothes soaked in blood, curled up and trembling in the corner covered by the thick smell of blood.

Compared with the scorching heat of the bullet, the warm tears hitting her face made her feel as painful as if she was being scorched.

"You really burned out your brain from a young age, and you act like a fool."

Maybe answering honestly and expecting sincerely... is really stupid.

The little girl couldn't help thinking so irrelevantly, her soul seemed to have been shot in two.

Half of them stood not far away and looked at this wonderful drama calmly; half of them curled up in the blood-stained body, but tears rolled down in the blood like a gurgling stream, even diluting a little of the blood pool under the cheeks. color.

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Fear and disbelief blanked my mind.

My face was pressed against the cold ground, and at some point, warm tears rolled out between my cheekbones and the cold floor, and in a trance, it smelled fishy like the pool of blood.

The red-haired young man in front of me frowned and said something to me. When it came to my ears, what sounded was the same indifferent and maddened shrill mockery from back then——

"You really believe in 'companions'."

Like an inescapable nightmare, it took root deep in my heart. After years of dormancy, it suddenly fired another shot at my heart with a new identity and a familiar gun.

"You actually...really did something to me..." I murmured in a trance, only feeling that the grievance still took place in my trance, and my heart was full of bitterness.

so bitter.so bitter.It was so hard that I was at a loss.

"Already... do you want to get a divorce..."

Although I just want to be immersed in my own world, the desire to survive makes me struggle to break out of the cage.

I couldn't see his expression, but I could feel the body behind me froze, and the grip on me relaxed for a moment.

It was like waking up from a big dream and returning to reality. I was at a loss as to what was going on.

My eyes were stung by some reflection, and I couldn't help but look at the reflection light source.

It's a ring.

my wedding ring.

It was hanging quietly on the edge of the sofa, precariously about to fall.

My eyes seemed to lead my wandering soul to a beacon of relief.

The blooming spring and the hot noon sun refracted a nostalgic picture in the reflection of the blue diamond, ending with a reassuring hug and a sweet deep kiss.

Although he had vaguely noticed something was wrong, he was immediately suppressed by the accompanying fear before he had time to sort out his vague guesses, and forced him not to raise his head.

After returning to my sanity, I still stick to the most embarrassing posture, just like the calm soul and tearful little girl back then.

Subconsciously avoiding the most pressing issue, I struggled to withdraw my right hand to get the ring back.However, the forward posture of the arm was not set properly, and the forearm was pinched by the vigilant Zhongya.

There was a sharp pain in my wrist, and my tears immediately fell and hit the wooden floor in front of the coffee table.

At this moment, the tears that had ceased began to start with painful physical tears, and once again found a decent and reasonable excuse, turning into a series of teardrops that overflowed non-stop, dripping on the floor in front of them, expanding The extent of water encroachment.

Desperately wallowing in the gap between my irredeemable past and reality... I couldn't find a way out.

I don't know if it's because I only ate a can of food today, and I was so emotionally tossed back and forth for a while, my hypoglycemia problem started to attack again.A strong sense of dizziness came to the brain, and there was a burst of uneven blackness in front of my eyes, and then I just passed out like this, and I didn't have to face the next problem anymore.

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Facts have proved that I think the United States.

It didn't take long for me to faint before I woke up again.

I moved my stiff body and found that apart from the hot pain in my wrist, the most obvious abnormality was that my hands were tied behind my back, which felt like curtain buttons.His position has not changed at all, he is still lying on the floor where he was lying before he fainted.

Even though I woke up, I still felt starved, and the fatigue seemed to become more obvious as the hunger increased.Out of the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of Chuya sitting by the French window in the living room.

He didn't touch the bottle of wine, but kept a long distance from me, staring at me in a daze.

Painful wrists and hot toes were a constant reminder of what had just happened.I'm still wallowing in pain, or rather, it's becoming more painful with the tendency to wake up and find that the status quo hasn't improved at all...

Why can't you wake up?

Try not to look at Zhong Ye, try not to replay the scene of him pointing a gun at me in my mind.

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What happened to that person?

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In a trance, the curse of the past echoed in my ears again.

"You really believe in things like 'companions'. Why are you so naive. Only interests will not betray you."

Children who are also young, but uphold the indifference and sophistication that many adults can't match.

As I sank into hell without any struggle, she seemed to have learned to panic at this age in an instant.

"How could it be!...Hey! You are dying! Do you want to die? You are saving yourself with supernatural powers!"

"Hey, you're dying!"—Is that so?

No wonder the extremities began to feel cold.Too cold to shiver.But the lung was punctured too badly. Although he could barely breathe, the blood foam was choking to death.The cough was too painful, I could only gasp for breath, and endure trembling...

...inaudible.

"I really saw it! She really... didn't... really..."

"Do not kill me--"

The shrill and terrified screams came to an abrupt end with the roar of bullets.

The familiar force of the rubber gloves grabbed my arm, and I closed my eyes heavily—it seems that your interests are not so loyal to you.

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Lost in thought, I noticed that I was staring at the wall clock on the living room wall.After looking at it indifferently for a long time, he fell silent.

When all I need is the time, the eyes and brain will naturally ignore the other things of the wall clock.

I just noticed now that this wall clock is not the one I gave to Zhongye.It was the original one.

The tea set on the table was not given to him by me, it was an old tea set that he almost never used.

The wall next to the sofa does not have the rose I carved after I got drunk.

The lock on the wine cabinet was the old one before I replaced it for him, and it was picked by Osamu Dazai every now and then.

All kinds of anomalies that had been ignored by my trust and sense of security before could not be suppressed, and emerged one by one in my mind.

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I dare not look any further.

Fear spread like night, and I trembled and sobbed again, trying to hold back my terrible conjectures.But the body mobilized its abilities like a stress response, trying to perceive the fixed point of space.

The dense fixed-point resonance that originally spread all over Yokohama and even several surrounding cities seemed to have disappeared into the sea, but at this moment they all disappeared without a sound.

I can only perceive that my own space is still there, and so are the things inside.

This gave me a little breathing space.

——If it wasn't for the miscellaneous things in the space that carried the traces of the past, I would almost suspect that I was so eager for happiness that I went crazy.

But even now I'm going crazy.

No matter how hard I try to deny it, I can't help but have a terrible guess in my mind-I seem to be abandoned by this world.

This world, including my Central Plains Chuya.

Zhongyuan Zhong also observed quietly not far away, and after confirming that the other party's state was still a bit wrong, his mouth, which was hesitant to ask something, closed his mouth again.

He frowned irritably, looking into the distance through the floor-to-ceiling windows.

During this period, I looked back several times, looked at this side and hesitated to speak... In the end, I chose not to say a word because of some scruples.

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Before I could continue to quietly ferment and collapse, there was a knock on the door suddenly.

A few familiar black suits walked up to me and set me up. The vigilance and tight movements when they looked at me made my heart tighten even more.

Chuya stared at me silently.

I flinched away from his eyes.

The black suit waited quietly for him to speak.

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"Send it to the torture room."

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A gust of cold air rises from the tiles on the soles of the feet and rushes straight to the Tianling Gai, as if even the blood has been frozen.

I lost my voice and began to regret not speaking just now.