On How To Teach Gravity To Diss A Blackhearted Boss

The world right now is not the world I have been in for so many years.

To explain with another concept, here and the world I have lived in for a long time are two parallel worlds.

Still similar.

**

The golden afterglow of the sunset covered the green lawn by the river.After listening to Ranpo's analysis, I was finally able to face the reality calmly, and I still felt a little unbelievable.

--parallel world

What kind of Arabian Nights level existence is this?

I only remember hearing similar hypotheses in my previous life, but this is... too far away from life.

……

20 years ago, I don't know whether I experienced a process of reincarnation or rebirth, and I grew up in this world again.During this process, I had a hard time convincing myself to accept the existence of "other worlds".

According to the conclusions drawn from my own observations, the world in Zhongye and my original world are already in the "parallel world" relationship I understand.

The evidence is that both worlds have similar existences—

Similar to ancient Chinese culture, although Mongolia did not enter the customs after the Song Dynasty, it also changed along the way; similar character trajectories, although Dazai did not write books and changed to black, Mori Ogai did not toss beriberi, but also mixed It's black, Fukuzawa Yukichi is no longer printed on the currency, and Luanpo has become a detective instead.As for their abilities, they are so strange, but their names are so familiar...

And... all the knowledge of foreign literature that I learned in Chinese in high school was in vain.

Well now, the amount of information exploding seems to be hitting me on the head with a hammer—so there is a distinction between parallel worlds and parallel worlds? !I came here out of nowhere, except that I am not in a world that is basically not bad at the moment, how could I think of such an outrageous thing as "changing the world"!

……

Compared with these irrelevant emotions, another layer of deep thinking can be said to instantly distract all my emotions and almost take away all my attention.

Unspeakably—as the last fig leaf of the truth was lifted, a burst of great sadness and endless fear instantly enveloped all my sensitive nerves that refused to think but could not avoid.

Not even such a beautiful sunset, bringing the unique fragrance of the evening, could not make my sorrow warmer.

……

Accepting myself to change the world During the ten years of growing up as a child, I walked alone in the shadow of invisible swords and swords and all kinds of filth that could not be shown in front of others.

The sad survival instinct broke my bottom line again and again, repeatedly dragging my humanity into the abyss.Year after year.

On a deeper and dewy night of homesickness, I curled up alone in the corner of the cold and terrifying laboratory, hugging my knees and quietly rubbed to the small corner where I could see the window.

Forget the strong malice that will wake up in all directions when the sun goes down, and covet the short-term peace and tranquility when the sun turns its back.Face up to bathe in the cold moonlight, and then sit withered until dawn.

Silence gave me false peace.

Between half-dream and half-awake, I suddenly found myself in a warm and bright classroom, with near and far-sighted laughter and low-pitched recitation full of worry.

"Looking at the bright moon together should weep, and the hearts of the five places are the same overnight."

The heart that has been injected with heat has opened its eyes, but it is destined to usher in a new round of loss while waking up.

I was dazed and immersed in the phantom.

——However, what if we may not even see the same moon?

If even the moon, which has been shared by the noble and the humble since ancient times, abandons me... what should I do?

How can I see a little evidence that I am loved and cared for?

And how do I find a new moon that won't abandon me to express the love I have nowhere to say.

From an immature little radish to a silent taciturn girl, I have never been able to get the comfort of Tian Ya Gong at this time from the full moon hanging high in the sky.

Only the most straightforward and helpless sentence "Low your head and think about your hometown" and the bitter tears turned into the deepest and most flavorful bitter water dripped from the root of my tongue into my stomach in the mournful groan, tormenting my heart.

I indifferently accepted the fact that I had been exiled from the sunny world.

Like an abandoned child who is reluctant to give up but is categorically abandoned.

When I accepted the fact that I was left behind by the "past", I endured the grievance and longing and chose to face life, but I was repeatedly rejected by the visible "future".

……

In the end, only Yokohama was willing to give me peace.

Finally, it is Chuya who is willing to hug me and make me feel that the bright moon is no longer equal to the place of bitterness and coldness.

When proposing, he said that I was a bright moon he saw inadvertently.At that moment, my tears rolled out like broken beads and hit the ground.

——Chuya, you won't know, thank you for saving my moon.

**

New life?

I faced the moonlight calmly, and opened my eyes to meet it in the deeper and darker Yokohama night.

Whenever I look up at the night sky, what I see is clearly your gentle face.

The moon has finally found its mission here in me.

It can no longer be bitter, no longer sad, no longer for me to avoid.

"Thousands of Miles Together" once again greeted the power that made my heart flutter and look forward to.

Although it was once icy cold, it was so dim that it could never see the way home for the wanderer.

But at this moment it clearly visited my home again with the gentleness of water.

It is the home of Chuya and me.

There is also the tide called by the moon, making noise outside the window day and night.

…………

Now, I have nothing.

**

My middle school should also have not forgotten me.

He might be raging and angry in another world—his wife had disappeared on their wedding anniversary, and he should have been there for her.

Presumably Mori Ogai was in a bad mood there too.The relationship he had carefully maintained with his most trusted subordinate finally showed a slight gap.

……

But I don't have time to gloat over Mori Ogai.

I was even optimistic before thinking that if people really forget about me, I can try to connect with them again.

Although I will definitely be looked at with vigilant and distrustful eyes again and again, but compared to returning to a situation where I am alone and have no worries, the monument at the end is still worth my efforts.

Now my hope is cut off.

The world cut me out.

People I care about can't find me, worrying if something happened to me.

And I looked at them from a distance across a world, but the blue bird did not pass on the cloud.We have disappeared in each other's eyes, and we are lost in each other's search.

——For the first time in my life, I fell into such a hopeless situation, so desperate and panicked.

……

The sun is setting in the west.

Day and night in Yokohama are as entangled as ever, with one ebb and flow.And I wander like a ghost in an endless future.

In this familiar and strange world.

I can't seem to see the direction of home.

…………

"...Aoki..."

what?

"Aoki..."

"Blue! Wood! Zhao!"

I stared blankly at Luanbu, is he calling me?

"It's too much... Such a job is going to be thrown to me..."

What are you talking about?Did I cause trouble for him... I curled my fingers and shrank them behind my back.

"But that guy Dazai has reached his limit, the guy who can't talk well even after being beaten..."

Dazai...

Did I forget somewhere...?

"Qingmu!" Luanbu stared at me with wide green cat eyes, and his angry baby face bulged into a bun.

Only now did I come back to my senses completely, I hurriedly restrained my expression, and clenched my cold fingertips into balls.

Without waiting for me to feel sorry for sinking into my own world just now, Luanbu impatiently bit the candy, and the rapid rhythm did not conceal his emotional irritability.

"Are you so unconfident? How could you be thrown down!"

"Aren't you good friends with Lord Ranpo there? How could Lord Ranpo not find you! Really! Don't you believe that you don't believe in Lord Ranpo? What is going on in the head of a fool every day! "

I froze in place.

——It seems to be the sound of the sky suddenly breaking.

***

Chuya... will he find me?

Can I still go home?

Vaguely, I seemed to recall the chaotic dream yesterday afternoon.

Although I can't see it clearly, it is different from the warmth of rainwater falling in front of my eyes, I seem to subconsciously reach out to catch it.

It's just...it still passed through my palm, and I still couldn't catch anything.

……

"Hey, hey!" Ranpo jumped up unhappy, looking so annoyed that he wanted to kick me, "I'm thinking about that mafia again! It's something that only Master Ranpo can do! That violent guy can only Keep killing people!"

"..."

That is to say, Luanbu can say that in front of me, if it's mackerel, see if I don't throw him in the washing machine for two turns.

Lumberingly staring at me: Do you have any opinions?

I:……

No comment……

Speaking of which, yesterday Dazai also said "return to her the next time I see her".

That's right.

……

I was dragged back to the world again.

**

Today, in this place far away from the daily circle, they challenged me whether it was their intention or not, in order to prevent me from being more painful or something...

Of course, it could also be a coincidence.

These smart people always make it difficult for me to see which ones they arranged deliberately, which ones were done casually, and which ones were just killing birds with one stone.

A few words from Luanbu calmed me down. In the final analysis, his own ability was enough to convince me.Dazai also added a layer of strong protection to his words.

——I really hope that one day I can become such a secure existence.

**

Transfer.

We suddenly appeared on the seat by the window in the detective agency exclusively for Ranpo, and Ranpo immediately excitedly ordered me to take out the snacks that had been put in the space for him.

I slammed it down, and in an instant, a high mountain of snacks was piled up on his desk.

Kunikida, who was startled by the sudden explosion from behind and the bird-like yell, grabbed his heart.

The hand holding the glasses trembled slightly...

"Mr. Ranpo, Miss Aoki..."

"..."

I just finished working as a tool person in "Abyss Pocket": I always feel that this scene is so kind_(:з」∠)_

I was just about to go through a set of etiquette procedures for Mr. Kunikida, but I was startled by a "bang--" behind me before I got into a cute posture.

The shaking ground accompanied by the crackling sounds of cups and bottles being poured in the office prompted me to quickly move to the side table.

The sound of glass cracking came from the side of my ear, and I turned around quickly, and saw the whole glass that exploded behind Luanbu.

And a huge piece of broken glass flying straight at Ranpo's head.