Pick up the black material of the opposite home

Cai Fanzhen dragged me out from the back door. I almost put my whole weight on her body. In order to prevent me from swaying, she folded her arms. I buried my face in her neck and sniffed unconsciously. A faint scent of jasmine floats into my nose.

So I laughed foolishly, and said in a drunken voice: "You are not a poisonous snake, but a flower snake."

"What?" She didn't seem to understand my inexplicable words.

"Because you smell so good," I looked up at her side face, with an ambiguous arc drawn from the corner of my mouth, and I said, "Fan Zhen, it's a pity you don't like women, otherwise I must like you."

I have always been open-minded when talking to her, maybe because she is so reliable, she never makes mistakes in things, and she never sloppy. She is obviously a beautiful woman, but I actually feel that many times, she is better than most people. Men are more masculine, of course she is different from me, she is female and likes men, I conclude that she will not cause any misunderstanding because of my few words, so she is more unscrupulous.

"What nonsense are you talking about again?"

Perhaps because I was drunk, my habitual joke became bolder: "Fan Zhen, I really like you so much!"

But she was obviously taken aback, and it took a long time before she replied: "Don't like me, otherwise you won't have such a happy life of drinking and clubbing until midnight in the future."

At that time, I was already drunk. Although I heard Cai Fanzhen's words clearly, I couldn't think of the meaning. I just felt that her embrace was very warm and reassuring. She would silently build a safe house for others. Not even the evening wind could blow in.

After I was sent home that day, I fell asleep on the bed. I have a great advantage, that is, I drink very well, and I rarely make noise even when I am drunk. I don’t know when Cai Fanzhen left, but When I woke up, I saw a box of yogurt and vitamins beside the bed.

After a hangover, my head burst into pain, I rubbed my temples vigorously, and lay on the bed without moving, it was several minutes before I picked up the box of yogurt and smiled softly: "It's really a caring baby. "

I think my evaluation of Cai Fanzhen is not wrong. I have said before that she is not only a manager but also a part-time nanny by my little cousin's side. It's really hard to find any mistakes.

Different from my wanton indulgence, Cai Fanzhen is like a perfect person, that's right, I can only think of this word to describe her, as if nothing in this world can trouble her, she can't say bitterness, and she can't say Tired, she only arranges everything just right, no matter how tricky things are, she can quickly adjust her emotions, and then face it calmly, in the words of martial arts novels, that is—God blocks and kills gods, Buddha Block and kill Buddha.

So ever since I met her, I can't help but think, what would it look like if Cai Fan really lost control?I've seen too many women hysterical, including myself, but Cai Fanzhen is different from everyone else, she won't be really angry, she won't be really sad, for her, if something goes wrong, she just needs to solve it, she won't Waste one iota of affection on anyone or anything.

I think for her, maybe this world is not worth it.

The reason why I have frequent contact with her is because I accepted a movie called "Half Evil". In fact, there is no special reason why I took this movie, it is because Lu Zhongtang told me that the filming location is Daxinganling, where there are few people. , so no one disturbed me. After I returned to China, many media outlets were staring at me, trying to dig out some earth-shattering stories from me.

It just so happened that my little cousin was shooting a promotional video for the Winter Olympics next door. We lived in the same hotel, and together with me and Cai Fanzhen, we could look down and see each other every day. What’s more interesting is that my little cousin fell in love with someone. It's called Chen Ci, a very interesting man who is also the leading actor in my drama, they both want you to chase me, so I can't be a light bulb ignorantly, and I can't play mahjong every day, maybe because I'm abroad I lived alone for two years, so after returning to China, I was even more afraid of being lonely, so when I was not filming, I could only harass Cai Fanzhen.

She has a very good temper. Although she never relents when she wants to tease people, she seems a little helpless when facing me. I know it's because I'm thick-skinned, and I'm good at provoking words, and I can pretend to be good afterward. Coincidentally, I kept plucking the hair on the tiger's head with this trick, anyway, I was sure she wouldn't be really angry with me.

Because she is a person who will not be angry.

The first time I saw her get angry, it was because Zhuang Xiao exposed that I was gay on the Internet, and portrayed me as a woman who never gave up. To be honest, when I first saw it, I was really out of breath In the past, years of sincerity had resulted in such a result, and then I felt a little helpless. Now that things have happened, I don't know what is the point of Zhuang Xiao doing this?

But Cai Fanzhen seemed to care more than I did. She bought a lot of wine and put it in front of me, frowning and said: "If you feel sad, I will drink with you today."

To be honest, Zhuang Xiao’s revelation didn’t shock me, but Cai Fanzhen’s words surprised me, I know she doesn’t like drinking, she doesn’t even like me drinking, I asked her why, I think alcohol is definitely human A great invention, it can make people forget all troubles and fall into infinite happiness, although it is illusory, it makes people addicted.

And she just told me lightly that she used to socialize and drank her stomach badly, and then she stopped drinking very much. When she said this, her tone was too normal, without lamenting, let alone complaining, as if she was saying that breakfast should be eaten today Buns are still bread.

"Fan Zhen, isn't it true that you can't drink alcohol?" I said after a two-second delay, with complicated emotions.

But she filled the wine for me and herself, and said, "Today is an exception."

I couldn't help laughing, and said to her again: "You are like this, what should I do if I really like you?"

She met my gaze, was silent for a long time, and finally did not answer.

I thought she was giving me a step down, or she didn't believe it. After all, I have said this kind of thing countless times. At first it was a joke. After all, it is really interesting to be able to tease Cai Fanzhen. Later, I gradually said more Now, she seems to be used to it, and doesn't give me too many responses, but I don't know why, but I like to talk more and more.

We were all a little drunk that day, and then I leaned on her shoulder and started to cry for no reason, it was strange, I didn't cry when I completely gave up on Zhuang Xiao two years ago, but at this moment my tears started to flow down Lose.

Cai Fanzhen didn't speak, just accompanied me quietly, and then I said something that I couldn't say for a long time: "Actually, I feel wronged. Why do I feel wronged when I love someone? The sad thing is that even at this point, I still can't Hate her, I just thought, we have been entangled for so many years, wouldn't it be good to let each other go for the rest of our lives? Let go of each other, we can all live our own lives."

Then I drank another glass of red wine, and I cried and laughed: "Fan Zhen, but I...but I really want someone to love me."

"Many people love you." She gently raised her hand to stroke my hair.

But I was even more excited: "No, I don't want that kind of thing. They love me because I am Bai Yi, a wealthy lady, and a famous actress. I am like a luxury. Who doesn't love luxury? Even Zhuang Xiao said she loves me because staying by my side can make her life worry-free. As long as she wants it, I will give it to her. It is not me she loves, but Bai Yi who can The life I brought to her! But Fan Zhen, I am actually an ordinary woman. Even though my sexual orientation is different from others, I still want someone to love me sincerely and regard me as the most important thing in her life. The important part, I know that I am greedy like this, but I also love someone like this, I just want some affirmation, I just want some affirmation, let me feel that I am not dispensable, so that I can feel at ease .”

I even said something even more ridiculous to her, I said: "Fanzhen, why don't you come and love me?"

What Cai Fan's real answer is, I don't know, because in the next second, I fell into her arms completely drunk, completely unconscious.

After I woke up, I still had an impression of this conversation, but I didn't ask Cai Fanzhen for an answer, mainly because I felt that I would only make fun of myself. Cai Fanzhen is different from me. She doesn't like women, so she can accompany me. Friendship, and I told myself that saying those words was just the result of a drunken brain.

As long as we can advance and retreat in a certain way, we will be able to accompany and encourage each other like a pair of close partners for the rest of our lives.

If it wasn't for Zhuang Xiao, I don't think Cai Fanzhen and I would break this balance.

After returning to Beijing, I asked Cai Fanzhen to come to my house to cook hot pot. I haven’t seen her for a while, but I actually miss her a little, and I have a lot of small talk with her. I insisted on going out shopping with her, but I didn’t expect to be in the supermarket. Met Zhuang Xiao.

Zhuang Xiao's condition is not very good, she saw that I was emotional, she grabbed me, people came and went, someone's eyes kept falling on us, but we could only stand in a stalemate.

Cai Fanzhen on the side let go of the cart, and frowned: "This is not a place to talk, there is a cafe next to it, and their house has boxes."

Zhuang Xiao and I have no objection, I have no objection because I really don't want to expose my identity in public, Zhuang Xiao has no objection, I think there is a high probability that she doesn't want to show things about herself and me for everyone to watch.

Cai Fanzhen quickly booked a box for us, and as soon as we entered, Zhuang Xiao asked me excitedly: "Xiaoyi, I've been waiting for you, why didn't you see me?"

"Zhuang Xiao, we've finished it long ago." I was really too tired and didn't want to make any more entanglements.

"You nonsense! How could we end? You said you only love me, you love me, how can you leave me?"

"What about you? Do you love me?"

Zhuang Xiao was taken aback, she looked at Cai Fanzhen at the side, then at me, gritted her teeth and said a few words: "Of course I love you."

I shook my head: "You're lying."

"I'm not lying, I'm divorced for you!"

I find it a little funny: "Is it really because of me that you divorced?"

"Why not?"

"Zhuang Xiao, I only thought you were cowardly before, but now I find that your ability to turn black and white is not weak at all." Gradually, I lost patience, and time passed, and I realized that the former one made me endure everything for her. Jean's woman, but now, I don't even want to spend more time with her.

"Bai Yi, do you know what you're talking about?" Her eyes began to crack, and she was extremely emotional, "I know you just want to mess up my life, and then pat my ass and get away, you bitch. Woman!"

I listened in disbelief to what she called me, ten years, I spent ten years of time and love in exchange for these three words, after being shocked, I started to laugh, indeed I am really cheap, if it is not because of being cheap, How can I love such a person for so many years.

But before I got angry, a loud slap hit Zhuang Xiao's face. Cai Fanzhen's eyes seemed to be breathing fire. I've never seen her like that, like a real poisonous snake, ready to kill people at any time.

Zhuang Xiao reacted and went completely crazy. She began to insult Cai Fanzhen, and raised her hand to fight back: "You bitch!"

But as far as I know, Cai Fanzhen usually has a hobby - boxing. Zhuang Xiao is naturally not her opponent. When she pushed her hand, Zhuang Xiao was thrown to the ground.

I didn't try to stop it, because I found out that I really wanted to see Cai Fan's real reaction. She walked over and knelt down, pinched Zhuang Xiao's chin with her hands, and said viciously: "In the future, if you appear in front of her again, I will let people Put you in a mental hospital, I will do what I say."

"You are the one who is mentally ill!" Zhuang Xiao retorted, but she dodged Cai Fanzhen's eyes again, and could only reply without arrogance, "Why are you?"

"No reason? Just because I have this ability, if you don't believe me, you can try it."

Zhuang Xiao was so excited, she cast her eyes on me, and finally I compromised, I walked to Cai Fanzhen and said: "Fanzhen, let's go home."

Cai Fanzhen looked back at me, then she stood up and said, "Okay."

Before leaving, I took one last look at Zhuang Xiao, and I knew it was the final decision: "Zhuang Xiao, I don't love you anymore, and I don't want to see you again. I don't want to in this life. You will die or live with me." I'm fine."

Zhuang Xiao yelled in pain in the room, but I knew that she would not have the courage to die. The so-called suicide was just a trick to deceive me, and she was just a fan of my authority.

When I got home, Cai Fanzhen took out the ingredients and put them in the kitchen. I leaned aside and said, "You were crazy just now, I rarely see you like this."

"How about me?" She looked up.

"It's just that I thought that no one would make you angry, but I didn't expect you to do it. That threat sounded really...exciting!"

She was putting aside the beef she bought and tidying up and said, "Normally not, but if it's about you, I will."

I was taken aback for a moment, then curled the corners of my mouth and smiled jokingly: "Fan Zhen, if you keep doing this, I will really fall in love with you!"

She caught my eye again, this time after a few seconds of silence, she said, "Okay."

This time, I was completely stunned, almost wondering if my ears had auditory hallucinations.

"What did you say?"

"I said you can like me," she said with firm eyes, walked up to me step by step, and asked me, "Do you need me to kiss you to prove it?"

I couldn't believe it: "Are you confessing to me?"

"Correct."

"But how can you confess like this?" I started to be at a loss.

But she was very calm: "Then how to confess, you teach me."

"How can this be taught?"

"The main reason is that I don't have much experience in this." She touched my ear and asked again, "Then you agree?"

"Promise what?"

She looked at me fixedly and replied: "Promise to let me love you."

I suddenly remembered the confrontation between Cai Fanzhen and Zhuang Xiao just now, as if they were both crazy, the only difference is that Zhuang Xiao went crazy because he wanted me to love her, while Cai Fanzhen went crazy because she loved me.

I'm not a fragile person, I don't know why I always cry in front of Cai Fanzhen, she confessed to me, but my tears couldn't be stopped like broken beads, the next moment, I hugged her tightly , sobbing and said: "What if one day you don't love me anymore?"

"That day won't happen," she said.

I asked again: "What if you find me particularly troublesome in the future?"

"I'm good at solving problems," she said.

I said again: "If you are with me, wouldn't you also be called Nan Musheng's little cousin?"

She smiled slowly in my ear: "I don't care."

"That……"

This time I didn't ask my words, because they all melted into her kiss.

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