After amnesia with Taoist couple

Although Shen Zheyu had many doubts in his heart, he was influenced by the young man's consciousness, and soon fell into a state of confusion again.

He stayed in the boy's body for several years, unable to get out.

Lord Qing'an would visit the boy several times a year, and every time he came, he would be induced to hate and loathe that heartless person, and he would leave resentfully every time he failed.Although this young man is living like a dementia, his obsession with that heartbroken person is simply unfounded. He has only one thought in his obsession: wait for him to come.

Lord Qing'an didn't lose his patience at all, he would come every year.When he didn't come, the boy stayed alone, like a walking dead.

Fortunately, Nangong Yu would talk to Shen Zheyu from time to time, so that he would not be completely confused.

From the third year onwards, Lord Qing'an became a little different.

First, he came more and more often.

Secondly, his words also became more and more numerous.

Because he found that as long as he didn't talk about the heartbreaker, the boy was quite obedient.If you tell him to go left, go left, and do whatever you want him to do.

"Come and try the newly refined medicine for me." These days, Lord Qing'an handed the boy a pill.

The young man picked up the pill and put it in his mouth, Qing'an Jun stopped him: "Maybe it will be poisonous, aren't you afraid?"

The young man shook his head blankly, and said two words in a hoarse voice: "Repay your kindness."

"Thank you?"

The boy nodded again: "You, took me in."

Qing An Jun chuckled lightly: "It's good."

The boy remained silent and took the pill.Qing Anjun said again: "Since you want to repay your kindness, come over and beat my legs."

The boy froze for a moment, as if he was trying to understand what "beating his legs" meant.After a while, he got up and touched Qing An Jun's side, reached forward with both hands, and touched Qing An Jun's shoes.

He took off Qing An Jun's shoes and socks very seriously, and beat his legs for him.Qing An Jun patted his face with a folding fan, and said with satisfaction: "Not bad."

In the past few times, he has tried to instruct the young man to serve him, and the young man is very obedient.

The boy did not speak, and continued to do his best.Qing An Jun snorted a few times comfortably, and suddenly smiled maliciously.

"Come here." He pulled the boy over with a bit of arrogance, and grabbed his waist.

"Do you want to repay your kindness? Then what if you don't repay." He said jokingly, "Otherwise, I would really be blind to this pretty face for nothing..."

He poked his hand into the young man's clothes, the young man trembled, but did not move for a while.

Shen Zheyu's heart rose, he felt that Qing'an Jun's hand was like a cold snake, which was unpleasant.He knew what he wanted to do, but he never knew that his master had such dirty thoughts.

Qing'an Jun's breathing became deeper and his movements became more violent.

"From now on, you will be my furnace..." he whispered.

Shen Zheyu didn't dare to think about what happened next, but he was very resistant to such an experience.

So desperate.

He never imagined that his master would attack a mentally disabled disabled boy, and this boy might very well be himself in his previous life.

Just when Lord Qing'an pushed the young man down and tried to tear his neckline, the young man suddenly seemed to wake up and pushed him away forcefully.

"No, don't..." he stammered.

Jun Qing'an was suddenly rejected, and became angry from embarrassment, and squeezed the boy's wrist: "Be obedient!"

"No, no..." The boy struggled violently, "No..."

Qing Anjun gave him a "slap" slap: "Bold!"

The boy used both hands and feet, kicked and scratched, but he refused to give in no matter what, muttering something in his mouth.

Qing An Jun pinched his chin and pulled him closer, and heard him repeating in a low voice: "With him, with him... For things like this, only with him, with him..."

"..." Jun Qing'an suddenly loses interest and angrily abandons him.

"You're still so attached to him when you lose your mind?" He snorted coldly, "It's not as good as an obedient doll."

He got up and walked away.Shen Zheyu was relieved when he heard his footsteps fading away.

However, in the following days, peace was lost like this.

Afterwards, every time Lord Qing An came, he would half-coerce and half-seduce the young man to submit.The young man was in a daze, and almost stopped resisting several times, but every time he swore to die at the last moment.

Every time he said "he" in his mouth, and repeatedly stammered that only with "him" can we do intimate things.

Lord Qing'an came back disappointed every time.

Shen Zheyu didn't understand at first, the young man looked like this, but Lord Qing'an could do whatever he wanted as long as he gave him some medicine, or knocked him unconscious with a palm, why bother to be so devious.

Later, he gradually discovered that Lord Qing'an probably had some strange desire to control.

He wants the other party to obey voluntarily and actively, and he doesn't like to use coercive means, otherwise he will find it boring.

Only by disintegrating the other party's mind and making the other party listen to you willingly can you poke at his habit.

Time passed quietly in the repeated confrontation between the young man and Lord Qing'an.

From the third year onwards, Mr. Qing'an will come here about once a month.He would bring a lot of things to the teenager, sometimes it was practical food and clothing, sometimes it was some interesting gadgets.

Teenagers will be very happy when they receive these things.But Lord Qing'an would always let him taste some sweetness, and then take the things away, and then semi-tempt him to succumb to himself.

But after the boy lost, he would still resolutely refuse.

One day, Lord Qing'an brought the boy a guqin.

The wood of the Guqin is fine, exuding an extremely pleasant fragrance, and the timbre it plays is also beautiful, like the murmur of a sympathizer.

For him who is blind, the sound of Guqin is very comforting.He likes this violin very much, surpassing everything before it.He caressed the piano blankly, a little anxious, not knowing how to play it.

"I'll teach you." Qing'an Jun shook his hand and put it on the strings, approached him from behind by the way, and whispered in his ear, "Pluck like this—yes, that's how..."

The young man moved his fingers blankly, and the guqin made a melodious sound of "boom".

"You're so good, that's it." Qing An Jun's voice also became cheerful.Although Shen Zheyu couldn't see anything, he could imagine his amiable appearance.

——Just like the master who always existed in his childhood impression.

The two played together for a while, Qing'an leaned down next to the boy's ear and asked in a low voice: "Do you like it?"

The young man nodded ignorantly.

"Then... thank me?"

The boy paused and nodded again.

"Thank you and I will be obedient." Qing An Jun's voice darkened, "Do you know?"

The boy didn't speak or move.Qing An Jun broke his face and kissed him on the lips.The young man trembled a bit, and Lord Qing'an saw that he did not resist, so he gave a cool smile, and buried his head in his lips.

It was the boy who greeted him with a fierce bite.Qing An Jun said "Oh" in pain, pushed the boy away with his backhand, and said angrily: "You! You!"

But the young man began to cry, as if he had been greatly humiliated.He repeatedly wiped his mouth with his sleeve, choked up constantly:

"No, no... He said that you can kiss and kiss only when you are in love... I'm only with him, only with him..."

"Ridiculous!" Lord Qing'an was furious, and kicked him hard a few times.The boy curled up in pain, but he kept repeating: "No, no..."

Lord Qing'an once again made fun of him, and was very annoyed: "What do you think you are, and you put on an appearance that you would rather break the jade! When I get the complete glass heart, I will break your noble jade !"

He shook his sleeves angrily and left.While Shen Zheyu felt sorry for the young man, she saw Qing An Jun's nature more clearly, and was almost sure that this young man was her past life.

The reason why Lord Qing'an hasn't completely destroyed the young man's mind is simply because this half-defective mind is related to obtaining the complete glass heart.And he just doesn't like to use force, he only enjoys the other party's willingness to surrender to him, so he has not been able to succeed against the boy.

His last sentence "I'll break your self-reliant and noble jade" even more faintly implies that the relationship between Shen Zheyu and this young man should be the past and present.

Shen Zheyu only felt chills in his heart. When he was young, Lord Qing'an told him that he was named "Zheyu", which came from the poem "I can't bear to make a hook, but I can turn it into jade", in order to urge him to persevere in cultivation. Spirit.

Who knew that there was such a deep malice hidden behind him!

Lord Qing'an is waiting for the day when he will be broken!

Shen Zheyu began to eagerly look forward to the day when that heartbreaker would arrive.He really wanted to know what happened at that time, whether this poor boy met his sweetheart, whether he escaped from Lord Qing'an's control.

But day after day, and several years passed, that person never showed up.

When it was almost the seventh year, Lord Qing'an's interest seemed to have changed again.He still came once a month, but he was not in a hurry to force the boy into submission again and again.Most of the time, he just looked at the young man silently, saying a few words without saying anything, and sometimes he didn't ask the young man to respond.

Once, he said to the sluggish young man as if he was talking to himself: "If that person comes, do you want me to let you leave with him?"

Shen Zheyu faintly felt that he seemed to have some complicated emotions towards the boy.This is not pure love, but something more secret.

In the tenth year, that person still hadn't appeared.

Shen Zheyu knew that he couldn't wait any longer, but he was firmly locked by the boy's memory and couldn't get out.Affected by the young man's incomplete mind, although he maintained his independent consciousness, he could hardly exert his strength, and he couldn't voluntarily leave this memory fragment.

Fortunately, in the past ten years, he was finally able to talk to Nangong Yu.Many times when Lord Qing'an was away, he used the voice of a young man to communicate with Nangong Yu. Nangong Yu not only kept reminding him to maintain a clear mind, but also thought of many ways to escape.

Now, their time is running out, and they must leave the void and illusion as soon as possible, and the incense in the underground palace will soon be burned out.

"My lord," Nangong Yu said anxiously, "We have to leave. I have calculated that in three days, the incense in the underground palace will be completely burned out."

Shen Zheyu said: "It doesn't work."

He means that he has tried all kinds of methods, but it doesn't work.He speaks in a young boy's voice, affected by his lack of mind, his speech speed is as slow as a boy's usual, so he tries his best to cherish words like gold to save time.

Nangong Yu sighed: "You try to exercise your kung fu again, if it still doesn't work, at the last moment, I'm afraid you can only..."

"How?" Shen Zheyu asked.

"We can only escape by detonating the glazed light in your palm and blowing up this fragment of memory."

"No." Shen Zheyu resolutely vetoed it.

"Why?!" Nangong Yu asked, Shen Zheyu could already imagine him clenching his fists and stomping his feet in anxiety.

Shen Zheyu didn't answer, he was really too lazy to explain, he was speaking too slowly now, it was too much effort to explain.

If this fragment of memory is blown up, it means that the last bit of this poor boy's existence in this world will also be obliterated.

After his death, this memory of his life floated in the void environment, and it could still be used as a meager proof that he had lived.If even this is destroyed...

He is tantamount to becoming a complete nothingness.No one remembers his existence, and no one knows his existence.

Even if he was not Shen Zheyu's previous life, Shen Zheyu couldn't bear to completely erase the imprint of a person's existence in this way.

"Wait." Finally, he just said quietly.

Nangong Yu could hear his determination: "Yes, Lord. I came here to repay my kindness, so I am naturally willing to live and die with you, but, Demon Lord..."

When Shen Zheyu thought of Sumo, he couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart.

If, if he could never go back like this, what would happen to Su Mo?

The author has something to say: I will go out in the next chapter~

Zheyu, if you don't go back to Demon Lord, you will destroy the entire cultivation world hhhh