i'm in love with the sentinel who wants to kill me

"Just because of his sentence 'It's unfair to know nothing', I made a decision that I will only know after I die. ——The end of the season "Irrelevant Records""

Back home, Modi really asked Ji Mo to take out the latest medical examination report in a very serious manner. He read it carefully and there was nothing wrong with it, so he felt relieved.

Lying on the bed, the two hugged each other peacefully, listening to each other's breathing, they both knew that the other was not asleep.

Modi patted Ji Mo gently up and down, very much like putting a child to sleep.At the end of the season, he pursed his lips and smiled, feeling that the frequency of slapping was getting slower and slower, until finally Modi slapped himself to sleep.

At the end of the season, he opened his eyes and looked at Modi's sleeping face.

He just watched it all night without closing his eyes.

Early the next morning, Modi woke up in bed again, and then found no one around him, covered in cold sweat.

He gets out of bed nervously looking for someone again—this time at the kitchen table at the end of the season, making pour-over coffee.

"Morning." Ji Mo greeted him with a smile, extended a hand, and stroked two mixed-breed wolfhounds that were jumping anxiously towards him.

Moti stared at the person at the table. The person had pale skin, and even in the dim light, he could see that there were heavy dark circles under his eyes.At the end of the season, he grinds his coffee unhurriedly, although his complexion is not good, his expression is calm and breezy.

Morty's throat was dry.It can't go on like this.

The abnormality at the end of the season is no longer a day or two. If they are going to the border area, he must ensure the physical and mental health of the end of the season, otherwise how can he rest assured.

He made a decision before going to bed last night, and today he has to have a good chat with the end of the season. He has made so many indirect remarks before, and this time he simply pointed it out.Even if he didn't want to talk about it at the end of the season, he still had to ask.

At the end of the season, the water had been boiled, and he deftly poured the ground coffee into the filter paper.Glancing at Modi, Ji Mo said, "Come and sit."

When Modi opened the chair and sat down, before he said a word, Ji Mo said it first: "Let's talk."

Morty stared.

He didn't expect that at the end of the season, he would take the initiative to propose it.

But it was so good, he couldn't ask for it.

"it is good."

At the end of the season, he patiently waited for the coffee to be strained, then poured two cups and put one in front of Modi.

The aroma of coffee is lingering, and at the end of the season, he took a deep breath of the smell of coffee, narrowed his eyes slightly, showing a hint of enjoyment.

Modi's coffee was right in front of him, he didn't move, his eyes were fixed on Ji Mo for a moment.

Ji Mo took a sip, then put it down.He and Modi looked at each other for two seconds and smiled.

Morty waited for him to speak.

At the end of the season, facing this heavy gaze, his heart seemed to be clenched, and the throbbing pain spread to the ends of his limbs.He didn't show anything on his face, but his Adam's apple trembled, which he immediately covered up with a cough.

He pinched his fingers behind the coffee mug.

"You already knew that I had something to hide from you." Ji Mo looked into Modi's eyes and said this opening sentence.

Morty's breathing rhythm changed in an instant.He didn't say yes, and he didn't nod.

"I've been fooled many times, and you won't be happy if I continue to fool you." Ji Mo winked at Modi and smiled.

He ran his fingers around the coffee cup, then withdrew his hand and placed it on his lap.

"I decided to confess to you."

At the end of the season, he tried his best to hold his facial expression and control his voice not to tremble.But it was too difficult, so he took a Kleenex and interspersed with a blow-nose motion.

He coughed twice and said, "I had a new foresight event not long ago."

Morty suddenly stopped breathing.

"... What foretelling event?"

Morty's voice was also hoarse.He was so nervous that his fingertips were trembling slightly.The foretelling event at the end of the season is never a good thing, it's always about death, and this time... who is it?

End of the season cleared his throat.

The corners of his eyes were slightly red, but not noticeable.Those eyes looked at Morty for a long time. "The scene I foresaw is in the border area, in the foresight..."

The end of the season stopped.He is making the last struggle, sorting out the last language.

Once this sentence is said, there is no going back.

Modi's breathing also stagnated, and his heartbeat was so violent that it was about to leave his chest.He almost immediately thought of the worst possibility - the end of the season.

It's the end of the season, isn't it?

Will it die at the end of the season?

Looking at Modi's face at the end of Ji, he thought that being stabbed would not hurt so much.The hand he hid under the table was slowly held up, the nails sinking into the palm.He lowered his head and coughed, all in one go.

"Maudie. I'll kill you on the border."

The expression on Modi's face shattered in an instant.

"...What did you say?" Modi didn't recognize the voice himself.

Ji Mo looked at Mo Di's astonished face expressionlessly.He sat back, looking more distant than ever.By talking, he continued to cut down.

"I know it's hard to take. Honestly, I've been hesitant to tell you. But I saw that movie yesterday and you were right."

"It would be really unfair if I didn't tell you."

At the end of the season, he picked up the coffee cup and continued to talk about the long-awaited manuscript: "These days you have been hesitant to speak too many times. Before you go to the border area, you will definitely ask me to clarify. I can't hide it for long. How about I will tell you directly today."

Modi seemed to be struck by a bolt of lightning on the chair, like a piece of burnt wood, and he didn't know how to react at the moment.Modi stared at the end of the season and asked, "Are you sure? It's not a nightmare?"

End of season sips coffee, nods. "Sure."

"how long it has been?"

"Whenever you feel that something is wrong with me, it will happen."

"In the border area?"

"In the border area."

……

They asked and answered, just like a ping-pong ball that can't fall off the ping-pong table, you push and block through the psychological defense line in the middle.

"I want to see your precognitive event record."

"I don't remember."

This is the last round.

Moddy frowned, obviously not believing.At the end of the season, he drank his coffee slowly and said, "I really didn't remember."

He looked at Modi frankly, his eyes were like cold pools.

This morning, accompanied by the strong aroma of coffee, Modi thought this was the coffee shop where he and Ji Mo met for the first time a few months ago.The indifference and alienation towards him at the end of the season at that time was exactly the same as it is now.

No, it was even better then.At least at that time, Ji Mo still had a politeness and gentleness towards strangers, but now even this kindness is gone.

At the end of the season, taking advantage of Modi's difficulty in responding, he summed up his statement clearly: "I will give you a period of time to think about whether our relationship should continue." His tone seemed to be refuting no matter what The unfailing teacher, with an indifferent expression, made Modi very uncomfortable with the sudden aura of an elder.They are only two years apart, and Modi usually takes care of Ji Mo, but at this time Modi realizes that in Ji Mo's heart, he is really just a younger brother, even if they become lovers, their relationship is not right wait.

At the end of the season, he lowered his eyes and glanced at his ring, then took it off gently, and put the ring on the table.

"I can understand if you want to break up. Because I haven't found any trigger yet."

Enraged by his action, Modi jumped up and thumped the table. The whole table shook and made a loud noise, and the ring trembled too, but Ji Mo was unmoved.

At the end of the season, I sat comfortably, as if I was educating an ignorant child.

"Modi, think it over." Ji Mo looked straight into the other's eyes and stated the facts: "I'm the one who will kill you."

Modi's face is full of anger and unbelievable, but the expression at the end of the season is so cold, it seems to say that if Modi does something again, it will be naive, naive, impulsive, and irrational, and let him look down on the end of the season.

They confronted each other tensely for a while, and Ji Mo sighed.

"I'm sorry." Ji Mo said in a low voice, "I've been hiding it from you for so long because I don't know how to say it."

"Really sorry."

At the end of the season, he put down his drained glass and got up.

It was only then that Modi realized that he had changed his clothes at the end of the season.

"Where are you going?!" Modi grabbed Ji Mo violently, clenching Ji Mo's wrist white.

"I have something to do when I go out." Ji Mo said lightly, "You just use this time to think about it."

"What are you thinking about?! What's there to think about!" Modi roared, his eyes were bloodshot, and he stared at the end of the season, extremely angry.Modi grabbed the ring on the table, took Ji Mo's hand and put it on for him.

"You put it on! Don't take it off!"

Ji Mo looked down at his hand, and after a while, he pulled it out.He didn't take off the ring again, but he still said to Modi calmly: "You need to think about it, calm down and we can talk again."

What he said completely occupied a high position, and it was something a mature person would say, and Modi couldn't even talk back.

Modi tried to see a little bit of joking from Ji Mo's eyes, but no, Ji Mo's eyes couldn't be more clear and straightforward.His inherent indifference and aloofness are extremely cold in Modi's eyes at this moment, and he feels very hateful at the end of the season at this moment.

At the end of the season, he walked to the door and picked up his bag. "I'll be back when I'm done."

Before going out, he turned his face slightly and did not look directly at Modi.

"I think we're going to handle it a little bit better than yesterday's movie."

The parade started again in the street.

The end of the season struggled through the crowd, walking two or three blocks to get a taxi.

"Go to the notary." He said to the driver.

At the end of the season, I opened the bag, took a look at all the materials inside, made sure none of them were left at home, and then closed the zipper.

The familiar scenery outside the window passed by, Ji Mo bit the flesh inside his lower lip, his teeth trembling slightly.

His hands and feet were cold.Those words just now, even though they have been rehearsed hundreds of times in their minds, when they are actually spoken, it takes great concentration to not reveal their secrets.Fortunately he did.

Ji Mo leaned his head back, closed his eyes, and breathed lightly and rapidly.

On the day when he realized that he and Modi were doomed, he had a day of cold wind blowing on the balcony of his office.That day, he sat for a long time, on the verge of madness and despair, he finally came up with such a bad plan.

Borderlands is a must.It is urgent to find Bai Haiqing, and the matter of human experimentation must also be resolved.

And Modi has already noticed that something is wrong with him, at least before they go to the border area, Modi will definitely come to ask himself.Instead of making up lies when Modi comes to ask, it is better to think of an excuse earlier and confess first.

He helplessly borrows the plot of the movie to ask Morty for a choice.If Morty said the boy in the movie was doing the right thing, it would be better to hide it, and he would have done it perfectly as Morty said, with more excuses; but Morty wanted the truth.

What to do at the end of the season.

In the end, he couldn't say "you will kill me", which would make Morty too painful, and they would not be happy in the last few days.He couldn't control what happened after his death, but at least during the time he was still alive, he wanted to protect Modi's clean conscience.

Season End always wanted a clean conscience, but he didn't have it.He owes all kinds of people in his life, because of this goddamn ability, he never thought he should exist.He said he was sincerely sorry for Morty.

Half-truths are more likely to be believed than outright lies.Regarding the predicted event, he can tell Modi many details, as long as the subject and the object are reversed.In this way, all his entanglements, excuses, dishonesty, and all abnormal behaviors can be rationalized by Modi.

At the end of the season, I checked the case file. In the mental riot that let Moddy into the silent room more than seven years ago, Moddy had no memory of how many policemen he had attacked and how much damage he had caused.According to the content of the prediction he saw, when he died, Modi was in a more serious mental riot than that. When he recovers from the riot, there is a [-]% probability that he will not know what he did during the riot.

His premonition dream lasted until he was stabbed through the heart, and what would happen after that, he would die at that time, and he couldn't control it.not to mention……

In the border area, a rioting sentry can survive, but a corpse will be left in the blink of an eye.

Morty would never find him again.Modi will not know if he is dead.

Ji Mo squeezed his throat twice and coughed again. "Huh..." He exhaled the stale air in his lungs.

A dull pain in the head, but that's from not getting any sleep last night.Close your eyes at the end of the season, the eyelids are moist and a little stinging.

For some reason, he suddenly remembered the game of police catching villains played by his brother and older children in the unfinished building when he was a child.

At that time, he timidly asked his brother: "...Can I play the villain?"

His brother didn't let him act and drove him home directly.

At the end of the season, there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, and as the skin pulled, his heart also pulled, and his eyelashes were wet.

He said in his heart: Brother, I finally played the villain.

notary office.

The end of the season said to the receptionist: "Hi, I made an appointment a week ago."

"Name and phone number."

It's the end of the quarter.

"Window No. 5."

Ji Mo walked over and politely said to the notary inside the glass: "Hello, I want to notarize my will."