i'm in love with the sentinel who wants to kill me

"Doubtthouthestarsarefire;Doubtthatthesundothmove;Doubttruthtobealiar;ButneverdoubtIlove.—Hamlet, ActII, Sceneii"

In the simple ward, Bai Haiqing lay quietly.

He felt that there seemed to be light in front of him, but he was not sure.Since he was imprisoned by Gu Shan, the black cloth in front of him has never been removed.

Maybe I missed the sun so much that I was hallucinating... Bai Haiqing thought.

His anesthetic hadn't passed yet, his mind was in a haze, and he couldn't think clearly about anything.

There was a familiar voice beside his ear, asking softly, "Do you know who I am?"

……Who are you……

Bai Haiqing couldn't gather the strength to open his eyes, couldn't hear clearly, couldn't tell the difference.

He frowned.

The voice continued to ask: "Where is Chen Jian?" The tone was very gentle, almost gentle.

Chen Jian...

Bai Haiqing trembled violently as if she had been pricked by a needle suddenly.His eyelids trembled violently, his lips parted and his teeth trembled.

Chen Jian...

...Chen Jian...he...

The lover's name came to her lips, but Bai Haiqing couldn't say it.When he thought of Chen Jian, his heart throbbed like torture.

"Where is Chen Jian?" the voice asked again.

Bai Haiqing was struggling on the verge of sobriety, the light in front of her eyes seemed to be brighter.He struggled with the stamina of the anesthetic, and the pain from the wound on his body became more and more acute.He clenched his teeth tightly, but let out a sob.

The moment the sound came out, Bai Haiqing woke up completely.

Like a drowning person who had just been rescued, he was panting heavily, still in shock.

Bai Haiqing opened his eyes wide, looking at everything blurry in front of him.

He is nearsighted and wears glasses all the time.However, ever since he was arrested by Gu Shan, he was covered with a black cloth, and the glasses in his pocket were broken long ago, and now he can't see anything clearly.

Indoor light is not strong.The bare walls and the smell of disinfectant told him that this was a hospital in the border area.The wound on his chest was tightly bandaged, and there was a drip on his hand, and the cold liquid slowly flowed into the vein.

One step away from his hospital bed, there is a tall and straight silhouette.

Although it was very vague, Bai Haiqing still recognized it——

Ten years ago, they were extremely familiar, but ten years later, they dare not recognize each other.

Gu Shan.

Bai Haiqing closed her eyes hard, then opened them again.

He couldn't see the expression on Gu Shan's face clearly, he could only feel Gu Shan's mental power hovering around the entire ward, as if he was declaring his sovereignty, and outsiders couldn't take a step forward.

"Heh..." Bai Haiqing exhaled lightly, and fixed her eyes on the pale ceiling, pretending that Gu Shan didn't exist.

However, Gu Shan took a step forward and stood against the hospital bed.He looked at the bandages wrapped around Bai Haiqing's body. The bleeding hadn't stopped completely, and a faint red oozes from some gaps.

Bai Haiqing didn't speak.He didn't even bother to look into Gu Shan's eyes, to see what he was thinking.

"Where is Chen Jian?" Gu Shan suddenly asked.

There was no gesture of torturing him, nor did he care about Bai Haiqing's refusal to cooperate.It seemed that he just asked Bai Haiqing when he woke up.

Bai Haiqing was silent for two seconds, then laughed out loud.

There was no anger in his voice, nor could he hear the pain of being tortured.As if chatting, Bai Haiqing teasingly said to Gu Shan: "It turns out that you and the little sentinel who interrogated me are both good faces and bad faces."

Bai Haiqing glanced at Gu Shan's face, then closed her eyelids again.

He lay down very securely, the corners of his mouth even slightly raised.

"If you want to know so much, you can send me back again. After a few more rounds, maybe I will be recruited."

Gu Shan's demeanor did not change at all. He has been a superior for many years, and his emotions and anger have long been invisible. However, his mental strength exposed the fluctuations in his heart.

The mental power formed a deep vortex around the hospital bed, trying to suck Bai Haiqing into it.

"You are the object of my spiritual union."

Gu Shan's voice was low, and he stared at his guide with closed eyes.His voice was steady, but Bai Haiqing knew he was angry.

Bai Haiqing smiled.

"Ah."

He opened his eyes and looked at Gu Shan with ease. "That was a mistake, and I never had time to correct it."

The spiritual power in the room suddenly surged.

Majestic anger.

"Didn't have time to correct it?"

Gu Shan repeated, all emotions are still suppressed to death.

"Yeah..." Bai Haiqing said with a smile, "I have long wanted to break the spiritual connection with you. But you have been in the border area and are still fighting. I thought that if I broke the spiritual connection without authorization, the commander-in-chief of the empire would come out Something is going wrong."

Gu Shan's expression was finally no longer calm, his throat was tight and his eyes were cold.

Bai Haiqing continued to say to himself, "You think I'm a fool too, don't you?"

He smiled heartlessly at Gu Shan, "I should have broken up with you a long time ago, but I delayed it for ten years. I was worried about what would happen to you on the front line, and at the same time I was sorry for Chen Jian. Thinking about it now..."

Bai Haiqing sighed softly, shook his head, and did not continue.

However, Gu Shan's mental power was getting stronger and stronger, circulating in the ward very quickly, making Bai Haiqing feel cold.

"Regret?" Gu Shan asked.

Bai Haiqing was silent. He stared at the ceiling, where there was a single chandelier, all alone.

The mistakes made by youth and frivolity will eventually take a lifetime to correct.

After a while, Bai Haiqing murmured: "It's my fault."

He didn't say he didn't regret it later.

He wants nothing to happen.

At that time ten years ago, he didn't know Chen Jian yet.The talented young guide couldn't let the commander-in-chief of the empire die in front of his eyes.

He was just trying to save people.

And the desire to save people has nothing to do with right or wrong.

——He has always used this sentence to comfort the end of the season.

He didn't know whether he believed it or not, but he always told himself that.

Gu Shan looked at Bai Haiqing on the hospital bed, he was too thin, his cheeks were sunken, his eyes were sunken, and his complexion was pale.

Even though the long-term captivity has depleted too many bodily functions, Bai Haiqing still talked to him brightly, and even the silence was lively.

He hasn't changed.

Just like ten years ago, smart and radiant.

Gu Shan's Adam's apple fluctuated up and down, and finally he only said one sentence.

"You tell me where Chen Jian is, and I'll let you go."

Bai Haiqing didn't seem to hear this sentence.He stared blankly at the white above his head, remaining still.

It was so long that Gu Shan thought he was distracted, so Bai Haiqing said softly, "You don't have to let me go."

Gu Shan stared at him, not understanding what Bai Haiqing meant.

"Chen Jian, you can't find it." Bai Haiqing turned her head to look at Gu Shan, and said calmly.

"It's been ten years, and you haven't let me go. From now on..." Bai Haiqing's eyes fell on Gu Shan's, and he could hear the noisy and complicated inner voice of the other party.

"never mind……"

Bai Haiqing closed her eyes.His heart seemed to be being sharpened back and forth by a blunt knife, and his chest throbbed with pain.

When he gave Chen Jian all the evidence and let him go, he knew...

He has no future with Chen Jian.

Fortunately, in the end, he didn't tell Chen Jian that he could read minds, and that he had a spiritual union with Gu Shan ten years ago.

None of his secrets were leaked.

Let Chen Jian think that he is someone who can't be chased and plays with his feelings.

I haven't given a single promise, and even said goodbye heartlessly.

Chen Jian should soon forget about himself.

His love is silent from beginning to end.

Bai Haiqing seemed to be asleep quietly.

Gu Shan stared at Bai Haiqing's pale side face, burning with anger in his heart.

He would rather be imprisoned than reveal Chen Jian's whereabouts.

He would rather go back to the interrogation room to be tortured than to look directly at him.

"Squeak-"

With a sharp sound, Gu Shan dragged a chair and placed it beside the hospital bed.

He sat up and leaned over to Bai Haiqing's ear.

"……never mind?"

The voice is low and hoarse, heavy, playful, and full of threats.

Bai Haiqing still kept her eyes closed.

"Ah……"

Gu Shan's tone was extremely mocking, but he didn't know whether it was Bai Haiqing or himself who was mocking.

"Then it doesn't matter if I combine with your body?"

He heard Bai Haiqing's breathing stop for a moment.

Almost without a pause, Gu Shan continued:

"When I catch Chen Jian back, let him see...you are mine already, so it doesn't matter?"

Gu Shan breathed into Bai Haiqing's ear, like a clammy but ambiguous snake.

"I'll catch him, sooner or later."

Bai Haiqing's eyelids were trembling.

He pursed his lips tightly, but his teeth were chattering.

Gu Shan's pupils shrank, his expression grim. "Since you don't want to combine with my body, don't force me to use this method."

"Tell me where Chen Jian is."

The air in the room was suffocatingly still.

Bai Haiqing suppressed his breathing, his blood seemed to have stagnated, and it flowed only by being pushed by drips.

The bottle ticked slowly, gradually matching his heartbeat.

once, twice...

After a long time, Bai Haiqing finally loosened his jaw and his facial muscles relaxed.

Gu Shan thought he finally changed his mind, the bloodlust in his eyes gradually dissipated.

Bai Haiqing opened his eyes.

His eyeballs were bloodshot and his eyelashes were wet in tufts.His voice seemed broken, extremely hoarse.

He smiled at Gu Shan.The smile was perfect, but it made Gu Shan's heart feel as cold as the cold winter in the border area.

"Okay, come on..."

A tear slipped from the corner of his mouth, and burst bitterly in his mouth.

Bai Haiqing's short-sighted eyes had large pupils, but just now they were full of vitality and spirit, but now they were empty.

It's like a punctured balloon, and it's useless to inflate it any more.

He looked at Gu Shan, all vitality seemed to be lost.

"Combine with my body, see if I will commit suicide and take you away with me."

The guide provoked Gu Shan with the cruelest words, and Gu Shan's breathing suddenly became heavy.He stood up suddenly, and then punched Bai Haiqing's pillow, as if trying to wake up this desperate person.

However, Bai Haiqing remained indifferent.

His indifferent smile stung Gu Shan. Gu Shan never knew that a broken can could make people so angry and at a loss.

Gu Shan's breath hit Bai Haiqing's face.

The latter's smile seemed to grow into a mask, sticking together with the flesh and blood.Gu Shan looked at Bai Haiqing's expression, as if he didn't know this person.

Obviously his guide.

Obviously he came first.

Why do this now for another person?

What about the light in Bai Haiqing's eyes?

Gu Shan moved closer to Bai Haiqing.A face with clear bones, a majestic and decisive posture, bent over Bai Haiqing.

The two are no more than a finger away.

Bai Haiqing didn't respond.He was still smiling, but seemed dead.

Gu Shan couldn't bear Bai Haiqing's appearance any longer, he broke the embankment full of anger, but couldn't get out——

He kissed it angrily, demanding the guide's lips.

Bai Haiqing opened her eyes and accepted Gu Shan's crazy kiss with dilated pupils.

They are the objects of spiritual union. Once the spiritual power in the body fluid is touched, it is like igniting gunpowder in an instant.

Gu Shan tightly clenched Bai Haiqing's wrist, where there was a cold infusion tube.The liquid in the bottle was scalded by the sentinel's body temperature, and warmly flowed into Bai Haiqing's body.

Bai Haiqing indulged Gu Shan's tongue-in-cheek intrusion, and his mind was full of Chen Jian.

In fact, he and Chen Jian didn't kiss much.Chen Jian always spoils him, between them, he has always been the shameless one.

Bai Haiqing smiled, tears streaming down his face.

Why didn't they have a parting kiss?

Life is so short.

The spiritual power of the guide began to overflow.

Silver gas evaporated all over Bai Haiqing's body.

His mental body was firmly locked in the spiritual domain, and Bai Haiqing began to disintegrate his spiritual domain from the edge.

The guide is different from the sentinel, the mental power is not aggressive, so it can only be concentrated on the mental body for comfort.But at this moment, the object of the spiritual connection caused his spiritual power to leak out. Bai Haiqing used this power of spiritual connection to gradually tear the gap in the spiritual domain.

The concentration of spiritual power in the room was getting higher and higher, so high that Gu Shan was aroused, and looked at Bai Haiqing with longing.

However, Bai Haiqing's whole body was already shrouded in a piece of silver gas, which was the fragments of his spiritual domain.

He looked up at the vast expanse of white above his head, and it was still that smiling face.

Chen Jian should have already left the restricted area.

As long as he leaves the border area, he can return to the tower, and he can return to the end of the season safely.

Chen Jian...

Do not doubt that the stars are fire,

the sun does not move,

Truth is a lie.

but……

Do not doubt my love.

The author says:

Bai Haiqing's operation was similar to the nightmare at the end of Chapter 16, so Modi was really scared to death.

Big brother Bai, little brother Ji, good brothers, let's abuse together.

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Although very cruel.

But this article is HE, really HE, and very H HE (Note: H means Happy)

Including the sub-CP, the kind of HE that is safe for humans and animals

(Desire to survive (scream me (?ω?)