i'm in love with the sentinel who wants to kill me

"I was in the middle before Iknew that Ihadbegun.——"Pride and Prejudice""

At the end of the season, I flipped through the report sent by Modi.

"That night, Z had another prophetic dream about C, which means that on June 6, Z did not make a trigger that could change Event 8. C committed suicide on June 6, and before that, Z repeated The predictive dream has not been interrupted, indicating that the trigger to change the event has not been pulled."

"From June 6th to June 8th, Z did not go to the unfinished building again. Judging from the conversation between Z and C, C was eager to commit suicide to acquit D. He should have committed suicide on June 6th or 12th. The suicide act was delayed until the 6th. According to the news at that time, on June 8, 9, it was reported that criminals appeared in the base in the border area, and the entire base was undergoing a large-scale investigation; It was reported on June 12 that the suspect was basically identified as Luo Xiaoming, the director of the biochemical laboratory of the Border Area Base. This report was a business trip for the experiment, but it is now classified as absconding in fear of crime; on June 3014, it was reported that the suspect entered the safe area and monitored It is displayed in the southern part of the city, and the general public is expected to be vigilant."

"It can be inferred that C is Luo Xiaoming, and he is waiting for reports that he is identified as a suspect, so that his son will not be suspected."

"Z was noticed by A on June 6th about the foresighted incident. However, A did not call the police, but instead went to the unfinished building to find C. And the case finally happened. It can be reasonably speculated that the behavior that Z and A chose not to do was the right thing to do. The trigger of the case."

……

Scroll the mouse at the end of the season and see the end.Just as he expected.

It was also from this incident that Bai Haiqing began to have doubts about the border area, and the work content of the Human Re-Evolution Research Department also began to selectively report to Commander-in-Chief Gu Shan. For example, Case [-] and Case [-] recorded not long ago were both being reported. file does not exist.

In recent years, Bai Haiqing sometimes told the end of the season that he felt something was wrong in the border area, but Gu Shan refused to let him return to the border area, and he has not been able to find a suitable opportunity.It wasn't until a few months ago that the criminal investigation department said that a major case had occurred in the border area, and Bai Haiqing asked his own sentinel, Chen Jianxing, to follow him to the border area.

End the season with empty seats.

At present, the trigger hypothesis put forward by Modi has no problems in the analysis of Case [-], but it is still difficult to find the trigger of the case that has not yet happened... For example, the world is destroyed in Case [-], what is the trigger?Case [-] where Modi wants to stab himself to death, what is the trigger?

"The last case has been sent to you." Ji Mo said to Modi behind the computer, he didn't look at Modi's face.

The last remaining one is case three.

In the document he edited a long time ago, he didn't shy away from the relationship between Z and Y at all. He just said that Y is Z's elder brother, and the cause and effect were as detailed as possible.At the end of the season, he couldn't tell his own state of mind. At the last moment, he wanted Modi to know that he was Z, but he didn't want him to know.At the end of the season, there is always a feeling that Modi should have noticed something, but Modi didn't say a word, and he couldn't open his mouth.

This case will perfectly confirm Modi's hypothesis, thinks the end of the season.

When Modi proposed the idea of ​​the trigger, the end of the season knew it was right - the trigger to change Case [-] was the suicide note left at the end of the season, because from the moment the suicide note was left, until the beginning of the season should have been The scheduled date of death and the end of the season did not have the prophetic dream of dying in the border area at the beginning of the season.

This is a perfect case.

At the end of the quarter, when he clicked on the report sent by Modi, his fingers were shaking.He was afraid of seeing the words "it can be inferred that C is Luo Xiaoming" in the previous report. If Modi directly wrote "it can be inferred that Z is the end of the season and Y is the beginning of the season", he would not know how to react.

However, it does not.

Modi's report also followed the previous analysis ideas and copied all the aliases as they were.

At the end of the season, watching Modi's cold analysis of the alias Y of the beginning of the season in the report, he felt very sour.

Modi said that he fell in love at first sight with the person who rescued him and called the police, but that was Ji Chu, not him.

At the end of the season, he always knew that Modi's liking for him was the wrong person. Coupled with the absolutely compatible physiological factors, he should not occupy this liking due to emotion and reason.

It's just that as time goes by, the effectiveness of absolute fit becomes more and more obvious.Morty is acting more and more like a lover, and the end of the season is becoming more and more irresistible, even though there is nothing promised between them, and even the beginning is wrong.

It's not right, Season-End repeated to himself in his mind.

The most taboo in relationships is that the name is not right and the words are not going well, no matter how much you like the other party.Some things can't be hidden forever...

Ji Mo closed his eyes and thought for a while, then suddenly woke up——

It turned out that he had already fallen into it.

When I found out that I fell in love with you, I couldn't extricate myself.

When getting off work, Ji Mo said to Modi: "Celebrate the completion of the phased work, and invite you to dinner tonight."

Mo Di's eyes lit up, and after a while he blushed and said, "Then is this a date?"

At the end of the season, he was taken aback and chuckled.

"You said yes."

In order to cater to Modi's beautiful fantasy about dating, at the end of the season, he took Modi to a romantic and private western restaurant.Feeling the meticulous care of the sentinel who was two years younger than him, the heart of the end of the season was pounding.

He never thought that he would fall in love with someone.

He would never have thought that it was a man who was two years younger than him.

"Brother is too kind to me." Modi sat down and flipped through the menu contentedly.

At the end of the season, I felt guilty all at once, as if I was hit in the chest by something.

Is he nice to Morty?

When Modi was hugging him, he pushed him away. Modi said that he liked him so many times but never responded. Modi always cooks at home, and he finally took him out for dinner just to tell him everything...

However, you like the wrong person.How should he say this sentence now.

When Mingming first met, he repeatedly said to Mo Di, "You misidentified the person" and "The person you like is not me", but now he is still stuck in it, but desperately hopes not to climb out.

Case [-] has been given out, and Ji Chu is dead.One day Modi will know the truth at the beginning, and he will know the unclear cause and effect between the two brothers.

At the end of the quarter, there were too many debts, and I couldn't afford credit.

speak out...

Modi will clearly realize how unbearable the person he thought he liked is actually.

Say it, and it's over.He can let Modi finish his internship, and Modi will be free in the future.

speak out……

It will just meet the opportunity he had expected, making Modi completely hate him, and there will be no grievances when he kills him later.

Before it's too late.

……

Staring at the menu at the end of the season, he didn't turn a page for a while, his face gradually paled.

"Brother? At the end of the season?" Modi called him from the opposite side. "are you uncomfortable?"

"No." Ji Mo came back to his senses, his heart was throbbing, he smiled at Modi, and ordered the meal.

Modi stretched out his hand and put it on the back of Ji Mo's hand, and his long fingers touched his fingertips.

"Your hands are so cold." Modi frowned, and then he was about to clenched his hands tightly to warm his hands at the end of the season.

At the end of the season, he gently twitched his hand.

This kind of action has happened too many times, and Modi doesn't mind at all.He turned around and asked the waiter to serve a cup of hot water, and asked Ji Mo to warm his hands.

Eyes astringent at the end of the season.

He counted the beatings of his heart. The systole is his heartbeat, and the diastole is his pulse. This is his heartbeat cycle.The beating of the heart was like the increase and decrease of his courage.One second his courage soared, and the next second he was cowardly.Finally, when a particularly violent heartbeat hit the eardrum, Ji Mo didn't give himself a chance to repent, and blurted out a sentence: "Modi, there is one thing I should tell you."

Modi looked at him, [-]% focused and affectionate.

Ji Mo looked at him, his lips opened and closed, but when he actually made a sound, he lowered his head and avoided Modi's eyes.

"When you first came, I told you that Ji Chu died in an accident. Actually it wasn't."

At the end of the season, he forced himself to look up and meet Modi's eyes.

"He was... killed by me."

December 3016, 12, the 30th birthday of the season finale.

Five days ago, Ji Mo asked Bai Haiqing for leave, and Bai Haiqing agreed with understanding.Every year at the end of the season, the vacation starts on December 12th, because he left a suicide note to his family on this day three years ago, forcing the beginning of the season to come back with his life, and then the brothers broke up and his parents died.

For the season finale, December 12th marks the beginning of life's greatest grief, beginning with his suicide note.

Ji Mo turned his back to Bai Haiqing, silently tidied up his desk, watered the green plants in the office, put everything back in place, and waved away.

He didn't look into Bai Haiqing's eyes.

In the early morning of December 12th, Ji Mo came to the unfinished building where he had been hiding for five days.

Here he watches enviously as his brother plays with his friends.

Here, he only thought about pulling his brother back from the border area, regardless of the consequences.

Here, he figured out that even if his brother knew the cause and effect, he would not be willing to indirectly kill another person for his own survival.It was he who made the choice for his brother on his own initiative.

It was also here that he sheltered the wanted homeless man, Luo Xiaoming, former director of the biochemical laboratory of the border base.

Here, he knew Director Luo was going to commit suicide, and he didn't stop him.In fact, Director Luo doesn't have to die, does he?As long as he stays where he is and looks at him, he won't be able to die.

The unfinished building is cold and damp, with black mold everywhere.At the end of the season, he pushed open the door leading to the top floor. The originally strong metal was now so rusty that it seemed to fall apart when touched.

He suddenly figured out why Luo Xiaoming chose to hang himself. Hanging himself in an unfinished building is not as convenient as jumping off the roof.

——Because Director Luo wanted to keep the whole body.

Only by leaving the whole body, can the identity be confirmed, and it is true that he committed suicide in fear of crime, so as to clear his son of suspicion.

At the end of the season, there was rust on his fingertips, and he took a light breath to blow it away.

Another life-for-life deal.

He doesn't want to do it again.

At the end of the season, he couldn't imagine what it would be like if he met Director Luo's son one day.The person who survived may always hate the end of the season, just like his brother.Because of their feelings, those who survived wished that they were the ones who died.

This strong emotion, the end of the season has been trying to peel off.

He couldn't take it anymore.

Today is my 20th birthday.

End of season gaze at the skyline.There are very few really sunny days in winter, and it is normal to be palely lit, as if a snow is brewing.The boundless decay and grayness, Ji Mo thinks, that is the background color of life.At this moment, the sky is gradually getting brighter.

Director Luo, did you feel relieved when you finally kicked the stool away?

are you happy now

A gust of cold wind blew by, and Ji Mo's eyes shed tears in the wind.It occurred to him that the living no longer mattered to the dead; death was the last thing a man did to his life, and no one else mattered beyond that.And some death is good.

For example, Director Luo saved his son.

such as……

If he died, maybe many things would not happen.After all... As a person with predictive ability, his own existence is already the biggest variable in this world.Although this guess was never told to Bai Haiqing at the end of the season.

At the end of the season, he stuck his head out and looked downstairs.

The unfinished building is tall and dilapidated, but there are still sporadic passers-by on the road below.The sun gradually rises, and the number of pedestrians gradually increases.If you jump down hastily, if you hit someone, it will kill another life.

The end of the season doesn't want to be like this.He wanted to end his life quietly and in his own way.

The author says:

As written in the copywriting, the end of the season is really world-weary.But fortunately, Moody came to rescue him——

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