i'm in love with the sentinel who wants to kill me

"I'm tired, let's destroy it. ——The end of the season "Irrelevant Records""

If there are a few words that can sum up the unknown mentality at the end of the season these years, it is probably-"tired, let's destroy".

When he was about three or four years old, the little wizard had his first foresight event at the end of the season. The time was too long, and he was unable to verify how it was triggered.

The second foretelling event was when Ji Mo touched his father Ji Xiangdong's hand when he was ten years old, and saw the death of his parents. After eight years, this nightmare came true on the day of the college entrance examination.

The third foreseeing event was at the age of 14, and the trigger object was the elder brother at the end of the season, the beginning of the season.

Ji Mo's elder brother Ji Chu, who is five years old at the end of Ji, is an A-level spiritual guide.From the end of the season, I knew that my brother hated me very much.

Maybe it's because my mental strength is much stronger than him, maybe it's because I talk nonsense all the time, maybe it's because I'm timid and loves to cry, in short, my brother doesn't take him seriously.

Ji Chu is courageous and talented, he is the upright "Son of Ji Xiangdong".As the ace sentinel in the border area, Ji Xiangdong has made numerous military exploits. Every time he goes home, he will bring a medal, and the eldest son is much more pleasing to the eye than the younger one.Ji Chu loves to listen to Ji Xiangdong's stories about the border region, and dreams of following his father to fight as soon as possible, while Ji Mo nestles in his mother's arms and shiveres at night.

The end of the season has always been afraid of the beginning of the season and likes it, even if the elder brother doesn't like himself, he is still his elder brother.At the end of Xiao Ji, he really wanted to be a follower behind his brother and sister like other children, but he didn't want to be disliked by his brother. He just watched his brother chatting and laughing with the older children from a distance, playing and frolicking, as if he didn't exist.

Just like that, Ji Mo looked enviously at Ji Chu, growing up to ten years old.

The year of ten years old was a year of complete mental maturity for the end of the season.

If the end of the world that Xiao Ji Mo had repeatedly dreamed about at night before this was just a nightmare, the scene where he saw his father choking his mother's neck and both of them falling down the stairs brought the ten-year-old Ji Mo to the verge of collapse.

He has been unstable in the spirit domain since he was a child, and the spirit body has only appeared once or twice.He knew that his elder brother Ji Chu's mental body was very similar to his own, so he really wanted to touch it, but he didn't dare.This day, Ji Mo hid in his closet and covered his head with the prophetic image produced by Ji Xiangdong's hand. He trembled so much that the closet was trembling. When he was about to pass out, his spiritual body finally appeared.However, before Xiao Jimo could hold the spotted-necked pika cub into his arms, the cabinet door was slammed open.

The 15-year-old Ji Chu bowed his head contemptuously, but his eyes lit up the moment he saw the little rabbit.Ji Chu quickly released his guinea pigs.

With a smirk, the older child said to the guinea pig, "Go and bring me that little thing."

So Ji Mo watched the guinea pig pick up his little rabbit from his clothes and handed it to Ji Chu.Ji Chu pinched the mouse rabbit's neck with two fingers, and the little guy's calf kicked wildly in the air.The fingers clenched tighter and tighter, and Ji Mo felt breathless.

Ji Chu kicked the closet. "Come out for me."

At the end of the quarter, he shrank inside and did not move.

Ji Chu snorted coldly, "I just don't understand why Dad has a son like you."

Ji Mo stared straight at his spiritual body in Ji Chu's hand.

He has never seen his spiritual body a few times.

"I'll count to three, if you don't come out again, I'll throw it away."

At the end of the season, I trembled and cried.Enduring great fear, he crawled out of the closet.His legs were still weak, and he stretched out his hand to his brother, trying to take his little rabbit.

Ji Chu pinched the nape of the spotted-necked pika and shook it, and passed it to the palm of the brother who stretched it out, but when he was about to return the pika to Ji Mo, he moved again and let go of his hand in the empty space .

The mouse rabbit is free falling in the air.

Ji Mo rushed over to pick it up, his heart stopped beating.However, his legs were still weak and he couldn't catch it. He watched helplessly as his mental body fell into silver light on the floor and disappeared.Ten-year-old Ji Mo burst into tears.

Ji Chu narrowed his eyes in disgust.At this level, the mental body can't die at all, okay?What are you crying for?What's there to cry about!He pulled Ji Mo up from the ground, "Shut up, Mom told me to tell you to eat."

Even so, in Ji Mo's heart, Ji Chu is just a bad brother, and he doesn't hate him.

A ten-year-old child is taciturn, gloomy and timid, with three S's of mental power, but lives like a cripple.Anyone can bully him, and he won't fight back.

Four years have passed, Ji Mo went from elementary school to junior high school, and Ji Chu has grown into an excellent guide, and has served in the Border Region for a year.

At the end of the 14-year-old season, he gradually became cold. He would no longer tell anyone about his prophetic dreams, and he didn't care about anything.All his emotions seemed to be drained in the precognitive dreams, or perhaps faded away by not being believed by anyone.At the end of the season, he left his sadness and pain in his childhood, and voluntarily became a person without emotional fluctuations.He is extremely easy-going, but no one can go to his heart.

In the spring of this year, Ji Chu came back from the border area to visit his mother.

Ji Chu has been in the border area for a whole year, and his mother misses him very much.Seeing her eldest son becoming more and more calm, with a general demeanor in every gesture, she was very happy.When he came back from school at the end of the season, he heard that the house was very lively before he entered the door, and he knew that either his father or his brother had returned.

Ji Chu is helping his mother in the kitchen, the mother and son are talking and laughing.Ji Chu is skillfully holding the pot, saying that he stayed in the cooking class for a while when he was in the recruit company, learned a lot of dishes, and made them for his mother.

Ji Mo gently closed the door, changed her slippers silently, and went upstairs to her room with her schoolbag on her back.Neither mother nor son in the kitchen noticed that he had come home.

When it was time for dinner, Ji Chu knocked on his door.Before the end of the season could say "please come in", the beginning of the season walked in by himself.

"Come down to eat." Ji Chu said with a smile, "You didn't say hello when you came back?"

At the end of the season, he glanced at the beginning of the season lightly, and closed the exercises. "Brother." He greeted lukewarmly, got up and went downstairs, leaving Ji Chu behind.

Sitting down during the banquet, Ji Chu showed his big brother's style.

"At the end of the season, how has this year been?"

At the end of the season, I was a little surprised that Ji Chu took the initiative to ask him how he was doing. Perhaps the harsh environment in the border area really trained people, so that Ji Chu learned to care about his younger brother.He pursed his lips, intending to say "very good", but before the words reached his lips, he heard Ji Chu ask again with a joke: "Don't you always go crazy like you did when you were young?"

End of the season with chopsticks.

He was stabbed in the heart, but immediately took the action calmly and continued to eat.

"No."

Ji's mother enthusiastically interjected: "Xiaomo is busy studying now, and the pressure is quite high. As an older brother, you should stop teasing him with things about your childhood. Come on, Xiaomo eat more."

At the end of the season, he obediently ate the meat from his mother and stared at his brother.Ji Chu had been exercising in the border area for a year, and he was also tanned. His muscles are not obtrusive, and his body is slender and powerful.This appearance is something that the end of the season can't envy no matter what - he is so pale that he is almost morbid, there are always two dark circles under his eyes, and his lips are also very light, he looks like a sick child.

At the beginning of Ji, he was also enthusiastic about serving soup to Mo Ji, but Mo Mo couldn't eat any more, but this was the first time his brother served him rice, Mo Mo still took it.He took the bowl of soup carefully, put it in front of him, and whispered "Thank you brother".

"You're welcome!"

I haven't seen him for a year. Ji Chu really looks like a big brother. He happily reached out and touched Ji Mo's head.

However, in the next second, Ji Mo trembled all over, and uncontrollably knocked over the soup bowl with his hand, spilling it all over the table.

Ji Chu's face was sullen, "I can't even touch you?! As for it?!" Ji's mother ran to get a rag to clean it up.

Ji Mo stood up, he held Ji Chu's hand tightly, his voice trembling with fear.

"Brother, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." Then he quickly ran back to his room, locked it, and shivered in the corner.

This feeling is long gone.He himself has accepted that the destruction of the world and the death of his parents are his nightmares, but today there is a new catastrophe.

He saw his brother Ji Chu, dead in the office in the border area.There was an electronic calendar in that office, and the date was December [-]th three years later.

December [-]th is the birthday of the season finale.

Three years later, my brother was going to die.

At the end of the season, there was an extra film in the nightmare loop of Midnight Dreams, which occupied his whole mind.He has never had a precognitive dream with such a clear time anchor, and on the wall of the office in the border area at the beginning of the dream, there are electronic calendars and clocks hanging brightly.At the end of the season, I watched it over and over again in my dream, and the time has not changed.

It would be easy to know the exact time. On that day three years later, I must not let my brother be in the border area.

At the end of the season, he made up his mind, even though he didn't know exactly how to do it, but there were still three years left, and he would be 17 years old at that time, and he would find a way.

At the beginning of the season, he went home to visit his relatives and stayed there for three days. Three days later, he rushed to the border area with enthusiasm.Before leaving, Ji Chu hugged his mother, put his hands on Ji Mo's head, hesitated for a moment and rubbed it.

This time at the end of the season, he didn't dodge or tremble. He kept a small face and called out "Brother" expressionlessly.

Only then did Ji Chu laugh, and he patted Ji Mo on the shoulder, "Take care of Mom, be good."

At the end of the season, he and his mother watched the car go away.

Two years later, the 16-year-old Ji Mo triggered the fourth foresight event in the mall. That person was a little girl about his own age, but unfortunately she was disabled, thin and small, and was knocked down in a wheelchair. up.

Ji Mo went to help, and the moment he touched the little girl, he closed his eyes.

……Too cruel.

His body was so dilapidated that he would die on this day because of allergic asthma.

Ji Mo never cared about his business, he wanted to walk away, but he couldn't move his legs.

The little girl thanked the passers-by for their help, put the shopping bag on her lap, pushed the wheels of the wheelchair, and was about to leave.At this time, the end of the season said: "I am also alone, if you don't mind, it's almost noon, let's have a meal together?"

At the end of the season, he pushed the little girl's wheelchair and asked her where she wanted to eat.The little girl really reported the gourmet city he saw in the foresight, but unfortunately there are many shops in the gourmet city with uniform decoration, and he couldn't be sure which one would induce allergies.At the end of the season, his heart became heavy, and he began to wonder where to start to change his prediction, so when he passed by the pharmacy, he first went to buy desensitization medicine.

The little girl happily chatted with Ji Mo. She is also 16 years old, her name is Lu Jie, but her parents have passed away, and she relies on her sister to support herself.At the end of the season, while chatting, he was distracted to observe whether there were common allergens around him.She was careful enough when ordering food, who knew that Lu Jie was still allergic, Ji Mo gave her allergy medicine when she was still able to swallow, and called the emergency immediately.

She was eventually revived in hospital.

The doctor in charge came out and said to him, "Young man, it's not bad! If you come one minute later, your friend may be dead."

Eyes are moist at the end of the season.It has been more than ten years since the day he had the prophetic dream, and this is the first time he feels lucky.Because of his power, he saved a person.

Lu Jie's guardian had already arrived, lying on the side of the hospital bed and calling Lu Jie's name loudly.At the end of Ji, he glanced at the back of the older girl, thinking that this was probably Lu Jie's older sister. She was dressed very plainly, and her gestures showed a bookish air.

At the end of the season, he wiped his eyes, but in the end he didn't go over to disturb the joy of the two sisters' resurrection.It's not easy for them, Ji Mo thought.

When walking out of the emergency room, Ji Mo met the attending doctor again.This time the attending doctor followed several doctors, he was in a hurry to talk to them, and didn't notice the end of the season.When they passed each other, Ji Mo heard the attending doctor say, "Thankfully, it was delivered in time today, otherwise she wouldn't even be able to live for the remaining half a year. You guys from different departments went to see Lu Jie and reported the situation in time. Summarize it for me..."

One of the white coats said: "At this stage of cancer, it is a day if it can last one more day, try to alleviate the patient's pain, and her sister also agrees..." The voice gradually drifted away, and the footsteps at the end of the season stopped.

It turns out that Lu Jie is a person who has only a few days left in his life?

No wonder she was so happy when a stranger proposed to have dinner together.

No wonder, she is not afraid of strangers at all, she laughs heartlessly, and finds everything funny.

No wonder her sister cried so sadly on top of her.

At the end of the season, I walked home with mixed feelings in my heart.I saved a dying person, but only prolonging the other person's life for a few pitiful months.What is the meaning?Will Lu Jie be happy because she can live a few more months?

I don't know about the end of the season, and I don't want to know.

But he felt a little stronger.Today, he changed a foreseen event, so a year later, he will definitely be able to change his brother's foreseen event.

He must bring his brother back from the border area, for this...

He will stop at nothing.

The author says:

The next chapter will reveal all the plots in the secret copy.

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